After that day, I, Maya could never write what had happened to me . I stopped writing my diary due to the painful incidents which happened after that . It was something I could never tell anyone . Nor did I dare to tell anybody . Now I'm all grown up . I'm doing my Engineering right now .

Ronnie paused reading, "Wait! What? Maya's a grown up girl now? Engineering? What's happening? She says painful incidents?"  Ronnie was perplexed . He continued reading further .

But, I realised that I've undergone enough by burying those dark secrets deep inside me and it's high time, I vent out all the traumatic conditions I underwent as a child . But this is something, I can never ever tell anybody in person . That's when I thought the best option is to write down everything .

Let me begin writing from where I stopped .

That night, I'd the most unforgettable, appalling, ghastly, dreadful… . I guess even if I use all these words collectively too, I'd not be able to describe that experience of my life!!!!

I remember each and everything which happened to such an extent that I've nightmares of that sickening night to this day . I clearly remember I was wearing that Cinderella pink night dress aunt gave me to wear . After she left, that's when I last wrote this diary . Later, I came back to bed and was finding it difficult to sleep .

Approximately ten minutes after that, Gaurav bhaiya knocked at my room door . Without waiting for my answer, he came in, closed the door and bolted it . He tenderly looked at me with loving eyes and said, "h.e.l.lo baby doll . Are you comfortable here?" He spoke as he came towards the bed .

The innocent me didn't know the beastly intentions behind those tender eyes and sugar coated words of the devil marching forward licking his lips . Since he was my bhaiya, out of respect, I got up to sit since bhaiya was coming . I said, "h.e.l.lo bhaiya . I'm doing very good here . Thank you . Why haven't you slept yet?" I asked him .

He came and sat at the edge of my bed and started rubbing my legs and told, "My little baby doll must be tired after the journey . So I came to see if you are alright . Also it's a new place . Shall I sleep with you?" He asked me .

I was a very independent girl from before and never troubled anybody for anything . So I said, "No bhaiya . I'm fine . I was about to sleep . It's okay . You don't have to worry about me . You please carry on . I'll sleep . "

He said, "No, no baby doll . I'll sleep with you today . From tomorrow you can sleep alone . Come here . " Before I knew, he came forward and took me took me in his arms and gave me a chocolate box after that . He said he'll give me as many chocolates as I want and kissed me on my cheeks

Back then, that little me didn't get carried away by the chocolates he gave . But rather, I felt a little strange . Because he didn't stop after that . He continued to kiss me on my other cheek as well . Even when my parents kissed me, they would stop after that . But what was more peculiar was he kissed me on my neck and continued to kiss everywhere .

He said, "You are a very beautiful baby doll who needs to be showered love and kissed like this everywhere . . everyday . " He continued to leave behind wet kisses all over my face and neck and hands and legs . That child me, didn't even know what was happening . I only felt irritated by it .

He continued in between kisses, "I'm sure n.o.body has loved you like this before . I'll show you how to be loved my baby doll . Ours is a very special love . You'll ask for it from me everyday from now on baby doll . "