There we were, the three of us: Berna faint with fear, ghastly, pitiful; I calm, yet calm with a strange, unnatural calmness, and Garry--he surprised me. He had seated himself, and with the greatest _sang-froid_ he was lighting a cigarette.
A long tense silence. At last I broke it.
"What have you got to say for yourself, Garry?" I asked.
It was wonderful how calm he was.
"Looks pretty bad, doesn't it, brother?" he said gravely.
"Yes, it couldn't look worse."
"Looks as if I was a pretty base, despicable specimen of a man, doesn't it?"
"Yes, about as base as a man could be."
"That's so." He rose and turned up the light of a large reading-lamp, then coming to me he looked me square in the face. Abruptly his casual manner dropped. He grew sharp, forceful; his voice rang clear.
"Listen to me."
"I'm listening."
"I came out here to save you, and I'm going to save you. You wanted me to believe that this girl was good. You believed it. You were bewitched, befooled, blinded. I could see it, but I had to make you see it. I had to make you realise how worthless she was, how her love for you was a sham, a pretence to prey on you. How could I prove it? You would not listen to reason: I had to take other means. Now, hear me."
"I hear."
"I laid my plans. For three months I've tried to conquer her, to win her love, to take her from you. She was truer to you than I had bargained for; I must give her credit for that. She made a good fight, but I think I have triumphed. To-night she came to my room at my invitation."
"Well?"
"Well. You got a note. _Now, I wrote that note._ I planned this scene, this discovery. I planned it so that your eyes would be opened, so that you would see what she was, so that you would cast her from you--unfaithful, a wanton, a----"
"Hold on there," I broke in; "brother of mine or no, I won't hear you call her those names; no, not if she were ten times as unfaithful. You won't, I say. I'll choke the words in your throat. I'll kill you, if you utter a word against her. Oh, what have you done?"
"What have I done! Try to be calm, man. What have I done? Well, this is what I've done, and it's the lucky day for you I've done it. I've saved you from shame; I've freed you from sin; I've shown you the baseness of this girl."
He rose to his feet.
"Oh, my brother, I've stolen from you your mistress; that's what I've done."
"Oh, no, you haven't," I groaned. "God forgive you, Garry; God forgive you! She's not my--not what you think. She's my _wife_!"
CHAPTER XXII
I thought that he would faint. His face went white as paper and he shrank back. He gazed at me with wild, straining eyes.
"God forgive me! Oh, why didn't you tell me, boy? Why didn't you tell me?"
In his voice there was a note more poignant than a sob.
"You should have trusted me," he went on. "You should have told me. When were you married?"
"Just a month ago. I was keeping it as a surprise for you. I was waiting till you said you liked and thought well of her. Oh, I thought you would be pleased and glad, and I was treasuring it up to tell you."
"This is terrible, terrible!"
His voice was choked with agony. On her chair, Berna drooped wearily.
Her wide, staring eyes were fixed on the floor in pitiful perplexity.
"Yes, it's terrible enough. We were so happy. We lived so joyously together. Everything was perfect, a heaven for us both. And then you came, you with your charm that would lure an angel from high heaven. You tried your power on my poor little girl, the girl that never loved but me. And I trusted you, I tried to make you and her friends. I left you together. In my blind innocence I aided you in every way--a simple, loving fool. Oh, now I see!"
"Yes, yes, I know. Your words stab me. It's all true, true."
"You came like a serpent, a foul, crawling thing, to steal her from me, to wrong me. She was loving, faithful, pure. You would have dragged her in the mire. You----"
"Stop, brother, stop, for Heaven's sake! You wrong me."
He held out his hand commandingly. A wonderful change had come over him.
His face had regained its calm. It was proud, stern.
"You must not think I would have been guilty of that," he said quietly.
"I've played a part I never thought to play; I've done a thing I never thought to have dirtied my hands in the doing, and I'm sorry and ashamed for it. But I tell you, Athol--that's all. As God's my witness, I've done you no wrong. Surely you don't think me as low as that? Surely you don't believe that of me? I did what I did for my very love for you, for your honour's sake. I asked her here that you might see what she was--but that's all, I swear it. She's been as safe as if in a cage of steel."
"I know it," I said; "I know it. You don't need to tell me that. You brought her here to expose her, to show me what a fool I was. It didn't matter how much it hurt me, the more the better, anything to save the name. You would have broken my heart, sacrificed me on the altar of your accursed pride. Oh, I can see plainly now! There's a thousand years of prejudice and bigotry concentrated in you. Thank God, I have a human heart!"
"I thought I was acting for the best!" he cried.
I laughed scornfully.
"I know it--according to your lights. You asked her here that I might see what she was. You tell me you have gained her love; you say she came here at your bidding; you swear she would have been unfaithful to me.
Well, I tell you, brother of mine, in your teeth I tell you--_I don't believe you!_"
Suddenly the little, drooping figure on the chair had raised itself; the white, woe-begone face with the wide, staring eyes was turned towards me; the pitiful look had gone, and in its stead was one of wild, unspeakable joy.
"It's all right, Berna," I said; "I don't believe him, and if a million others were to say the same, if they were to thunder it in my ears down all eternity, I would tell them they lied, they lied!"
A heaven-lit radiance was in the grey eyes. She made as if to come to me, but she swayed, and I caught her in my arms.
"Don't be frightened, little girl. Give me your hand. See! I'll kiss it, dear. Now, don't cry; don't, honey."
Her arms were around me. She clung to me ever so tightly.
"Garry," I said, "this is my wife. When I have lost my belief in all else, I will believe in her. You have made us both suffer. As for what you've said--you're mistaken. She's a good, good girl. I will not believe that by thought, word or deed she has been untrue to me. She will explain everything. Now, good-bye. Come, Berna."
Suddenly she stopped me. Her hand was on my arm, and she turned towards Garry. She held herself as proudly as a queen.