"I should have done so if I could have met the man face to face."
"The Baron?"
"I searched for him everywhere, and couldn't find him. God kept him out of my way to save me from sin and shame."
With a frightened cry she put down the revolver and clasped her hands about his neck. He began to recover his dazed senses and to smooth the hair on her damp forehead.
"My poor Roma! You didn't think we were to part like this?"
Her arms slackened, and she dropped her head on to his shoulder.
"Last night you told me to fly, and I wouldn't do so. There was no man in Rome I was afraid of then. But to-night there is some one I am afraid of. I am afraid of myself."
"You intend to go?"
"Yes! I shall feel like a captain who deserts his sinking ship. Would to God I could have gone down with her!... Yet no! She is not lost yet.
Everything is in God's hands. Perhaps there is work for me abroad, now that the paths are closed to me at home. Let us wait and see."
They were both silent for a while.
"Then it's all over," she said, gulping down a sob.
"God forbid! This black night in Rome is only the beginning of the end.
It will be the dawn of the resurrection everywhere."
"But it is all over between you and me."
"Indeed, no. No, no! I cannot take you with me. That is impossible. I couldn't see you suffer hunger and thirst and the privations of exile, but...."
"Our marriage cannot be celebrated now, and that being so...."
"The banns are good for half a year, Roma, and before that time I shall be back. Have no fear! The immortality stirring beneath the ruins of this old city will give us victory all over Italy. I will return and we shall be very happy. How happy we shall be!"
"Yes, yes," she brought out at intervals.
"Be brave, my girl, be brave!"
"Yes, yes."
The revolving searchlight flashed through the room at that moment, and she dropped her face again.
"Dearest," she said faintly, "if I should not be here when you come back...."
He started and seized her arm.
"Roma, you cannot intend to submit to the will of that man?"
She shook her head as it rested on his shoulder.
"The man is a monster. He may put pressure upon you."
"It is not that."
"He may even make you suffer for my sake."
"Nor that either."
"By-and-by he may require everybody to take an oath of allegiance to the King."
"I have taken mine already--to _my_ king."
"Roma, if you wish me to stay I will do so in spite of everything."
"I wish you to go, dearest."
"Then what is it you fear?"
"Nothing--only...."
"But you are sad. Why is it?"
"A foreboding. I feel as if we were parting for ever."
He passed his hands through her hair. "It may be so. Only God can tell."
"It was too sweet dreaming. I was too happy for a little while."
"If it must be, it must be. But let us be brave, dear! We, who take up a life like this, must learn renunciation.... Crying, Roma?"
"No! Oh, no! But renunciation! That's it--renunciation." She could feel the beating of her heart against his breast. "Love comes to every one, but to some it comes too late, and then it comes in vain." She was striving to keep down her sobs. "They have only to conquer it and renounce it, and to pray God to unite them to their loved ones in another life." She was choking, but she struggled on. "Sometimes I think it must be my lot to be like that. Other women may dream of love and home and children...."
"Don't unman me, Roma."
"Dearest, promise me that whatever happens you will think the best of me."
"Roma!"
"Promise me that whoever says anything to the contrary you will always believe I loved you."
"Why should we talk of what can never happen?"
"If we are parting for ever ... if we are saying a long farewell to all earthly affections, promise me...."
"For God's sake, Roma!"
"Promise me!"
"I promise!" he said. "And you?"