w.a.n.g Kai face was fifty shades darker, NiNi can see how angry he is from his face. It was the exact face she saw the last day before w.a.n.g Kai go to Oxford.

His eyebrow still thick and black, he still had 2 stokes of line when he furrow his eyebrow, His eyes cold sharp eyes and poisonous thin lips.

He look the same, it just his face features has matured a lot.

"You are being immature, calm down and listen to me." w.a.n.g Kai gritted his teeth, NiNi look the veins popping in his hand. But she didn't retreat, not even fears show in her face. She even want to smile ironically.

So many years has pa.s.sed, but he still think that he was immature and spoiled. At the past she indeed is, but it's 4 years already. She didn't want to listen to him because she needed time to process everything. She need time to think what should she do, how should she act?

What if she lost w.a.n.g Kai just because she choose the wrong decisions. Because NiNi like w.a.n.g Kai, because she wanted to be with him, she didn't want to let her lose him. She don't want to watch them just fade away.

She just need a little time but he said that she was immature? Just because she always act spoiled and pampered he just stamp her with immature state. If she was really immature, she has cause a scene when his ex-girlfriend openly want her to let w.a.n.g Kai go. If she still the past NiNi, she would instantly ask Song Yun in front of everyone.

"Why I must listen to every word you say? Why I have to follow your arrangement? Can't I have my own opinion? Do you realize that you are a control freak?" Pus.h.i.+ng w.a.n.g Kai away with both of her hands, NiNi turns her body and run from there. She can see w.a.n.g Kai shocked and hurt expression from the corner of her eyes.

There is a great battle inside her heart. Part of her want to know what really happen from w.a.n.g Kai, but a greater part of her didn't want to know anything. She wanted to close her eyes and deafen her ears, lie to herself that she will have a happy ending with w.a.n.g Kai.

But her self-awareness prevents her to do so. She didn't let herself became the past pathetic NiNi again. It was frustrating when she badly wants to cry but she can't shed any tears. She ends up b.u.mping a hard chest, making her stumble.

"Aaaa…" Her body falls backwards as she heels slips into the cold marble floor. She didn't get to see who hit her as she closes her eyes, preparing to fall. But after three long second, she didn't feel any pain.

She slowly opens her eyes, Revealing Yan Xi who holds her body with worried face. With Yan Xi help NiNi to get on her feet again. Her heart still beat fast from almost falling to the ground.

"Are Okay?" Yan Xi said with worried voice, Staring at NiNi paled face intensely.

It was a simple question, but it completely broke NiNi's fortress. She buried herself into Yan Xi's chest, the tears she has hold from the moment she knew w.a.n.g Kai's has a son was finally drops on Yan Xi's black s.h.i.+rts.

Yan Xi was transfixed like a statue. Slowly he raises his hand, placing it gently on NiNi's head and back. Bring her closer to his warm embrace as he let her cry. He didn't ask anything. He simply just wants to be there for his best friend.

"I want to go home." NiNi said with small and weak voice. Agreeing with NiNi's request, Yan Xi supports her to walk to his car. Calming herself down, she wipe away her tears. NiNi tried her hard to look like she was okay in front of Yan Xi.

The heater was on at the car, resting her tired body to the seat. The memories where Song Yun provoking her and drop the son bomb was still fresh on her mind. She was sickened with the thought of w.a.n.g Kai making out with Song Yun.

The image of w.a.n.g Kai's happy little family was lingering on her mind. Every time image appears NiNi her whole body stiffened. It became horrific when she tried to close her eyes to rest but the images turns even more vivid, haunting her.

Deep inside she also know Song Yun suddenly showing up in the middle of the banquet is weird. She had her suspicions, especially when she remembers how attentive w.a.n.g Kai had been these past days. She knew w.a.n.g Kai will never plans to hurt her deliberately.

Recalling how w.a.n.g Kai react about the news, she started to freak out inside. He didn't deny anything, he just coldly look at Song Yun. His reaction made her scared that all of it is true. Maybe w.a.n.g Kai don't know about the son, but he his reaction also not surprised. Like he knew it will happen at one point.

He actually had planned to build his own family with that girl. From that moment, every second was torture for Guan Xiao Ni.

The car move slowly as none of them didn't intend to talks about anything. Yan Xi watched how NiNi face change several times, from sad, panic, pain, hatred. The beautiful eyes that used to radiate happiness and cheerfulness was gone. Even with such a mood she still could appear enchanting.

His heartache when he saw pain in her eyes. It felt like she bring along his heart when her heart broke. It feels equally painful like when he missed her when he was away. He watchs everything at the alley, how NiNi runs away from w.a.n.g Kai.

He actually didn't want to intervene their problems, he realized it was not his place. But when he saw how torn NiNi were as she runs away, he can't help himself.

Human is very selfish. He knew he will never have NiNi's heart, he also knew clearly how w.a.n.g Kai cares for NiNi. But when he saw the chance, he couldn't stop himself for seizing it. The moment where NiNi rushes to hug him and cry, he couldn't push her away.

Even if he knew that w.a.n.g Kai was watching them from the end of the alley. Even when he knew that life won't be easy when he mess up with w.a.n.g Kai. Even when he knew he was only the side kick. But so what? He just wants to be there for the girl he love.

Tighten his grip on the steering wheel, Yan Xi turn his head to NiNi. Feel someone watching her, NiNi also turn her head to Yan Xi with slow movement. She felt thankful that she still have someone who cared about her, so she managed to show a weak smile to Yan Xi.

They stare at each other lost in each other mind. The long road to Guan Mansion is the witness how complex human feeling can be.