Yin Ting and Qiu Zhengqing decided on a date to go on the
electronics market meet-up to buy his new camera. Because the market was close
to Yin Ting’s family home, she did not let Zhengqing pick her up, opting to
take a taxi and meet at the gates of the market.
T
hat day the temperature was somewhat low, but Yin Ting didn’t
want to spoil her look with a bulky coat. She was wearing makeup which made her
look soft and feminine, a pink jacket over a casual but fetching floral dress
that fell to her knees. She combed her hair into a ponytail, looked at the
mirror and decided she looked too young – so she let her hair down. She put on
nude ballerina flats, and a cute knapsack. She checked herself in the floor to
ceiling mirror near her door for half a day. According to her father who saw
her, she quickly ran out the door.
She had been a bit late leaving the house, and of course did
not find a taxi quickly. She was rapidly becoming late, Yin Ting got a bit
anxious. Qiu Zhengqing was an exacting person, although it was a private date,
she did not want to give him a bad impression by being late.
Fortunately, just then, a free taxi came by and she got it,
relieved.
The taxi got her to the market quickly. Yin Ting saw
Zhengqing waiting at the gates for her. He wasn’t wearing a coat either (Zuben:
Idiots) He was wearing the blue jacket that she recommended. He looked really
nice. Super handsome! Yin Ting was euphoric - sweet honey! She could not help
but ran up to him and say, ‘Please be more serious - point!’ (Zuben: Is he
supposed to know about your point system?)
When Zhengqing saw her he was aglow. She looked good,
the more he looked at her the more lovely she appeared to him.
‘You look so handsome today, the clothes suit you.’ Yin Ting
said, praising him.
Zhengqing's face grew
hot. Fortunately, she did not ask whether his jacket was new, maybe she’s
forgotten about it. But she commented on his looks, so sweet, he felt a bit
embarra.s.sed. You would think that at this age, he would not, but here he was
blus.h.i.+ng like a school boy with his crush.
Yin Ting pretended not to see Zhengqing blush, it was quite
obvious though. It made her heart melt into a puddle, but she gave him face.
He liked her, she was now quite sure.
Both of them were not dressed warmly. In fact, they were
quite cold. They briskly entered the market and found the camera shop. At the
shop, Zhengqing realised that Yin Ting was very familiar with cameras, as she
selected an entry-level SLR. (Zuben: Entry-level? I thought one just picked
what you could afford and learnt as you went along. But then, thinking about
Chinese tourists and their paparazzi cameras…<><>
‘We can take a few pictures to get you familiarised with the
camera,’ Yin Ting said.
‘Good,’ Zhengqing said, he was very happy. It had been
a long time since he held a camera. He had not felt that there was any need for
a camera when there was a phone to point and shoot with.
There was nothing much to see in the market, as the two walked
down the street, Yin Ting showed him how to use the camera. Zhengqing shot a
few street scenes. Then he turned the lens to Yin Ting, and she generously
posed for him. Even with the cold, the two of them were rather happy. Zhengqing
felt that getting a camera was a great event in his life.
When they decided to have lunch, they went to a restaurant
near Zhengqing’s home, because Yin Ting wanted to see Miao Dada. Zhengqing had
hoped she would.
As they entered the restaurant, one of Zhengqing’s shoe
laces came loose. He did not notice it, he was on cloud nine. Yin Ting stopped
him and without ado squatted down to help him tie the loosened shoe lace. She stood up and their eyes met. Zhengqing
looked at her in surprise.
Oops! Yin Ting exclaimed to herself.
She was acting without restraint.
But Zhengqings expression changed from surprise to something
else…something subtle yet deep that she did not have a name for. She blushed,
and quickly took a table near them,
‘Hurry up, I am so hungry.’ she said.
‘Miss,’ the waiter called coming up to them, ‘Miss, this
table is reserved.’
Yin Ting looked down and saw placed prominently on the table
a reserved sign.
She wanted to find a hole to bury herself, but quietly
followed the waiter to their table, while Zhengqing followed behind her trying
not to laugh.
They were handed their menus and the waiter left them for a
bit. Yin Ting held her menu up before her but did not look at it instead she
peered at Zhengqing over it. Zhengqinq’s face was half covered by the menu, but
she could see his eyes and he looked happy. He suddenly looked up at her and
met her eyes; Yin Ting quickly looked back at her menu.
‘Have you decided?’ Zhengqing asked her.
‘Well, mutton soup? It will keep warm us up.’ She said
casually, without looking at the menu. She remembered that Qiu Zhengqing also
loved lamb.
‘Yes, you look lovely but it seems too light for the
weather.’ He said with a smile, he turned to the waiter and ordered the mutton
soup, and he added two other dishes, ‘Do you want anything else?’ he asked Yin
Ting.
Yin Ting’s face bloomed red, ‘Um I will look again,’ and quickly
scanned the menu. This guy inadvertently caught her. He was so sly! The day turned out so cold, but
she didn't want to wear a jacket because it would ruin her fas.h.i.+on. He was
wearing a vest under his handsome blue jacket, which was not part of her
suggestion.
Ahem. Yin Ting hid
behind the menu to try and calm her fluttering heart down.
They hadn't met up for a week, although that was intentional
on her part. She didn't want to be over eager; it was too easy to be impulsive.
It had happened before; she had been impulsive and ended up confessing as soon
as she could. The other party did not accept right away. But there was another
girl interested in him; she played hard to get, whetting his appet.i.te, doing a
catch and release and he went with her and they became a couple. Afterwards, she
heard that the guy was saying that though she was good and pretty, she was like
a little sister. He hadn't been interested in her so he was happy for other
guys to go after her. Yin Ting gave him a negative score, and his girlfriend
had also been making weird comments.
She realised that she usually misread guys, and pursued them
in a sometimes stupid manner. After some self reflection, she decided she was
too impulsive. As long as there was a good impression and rapport with a guy,
she jumped straight to loving. But in the eyes of the other party it was not
the case. Friends.h.i.+p or good will has not matured to love. Eagerness to add
fire will only result in ashes.
She was usually friendly with
guys, despite hoping for a love connection. But she was not seen as a romantic
candidate, just a friend. This, though, may not be the main cause of her
failure in love, but it could be a factor.
And now with Zhengqing, it seemed her nature was coming out.
Rather than wait and see, and make sure that they were on the same page, that
moment was right and then show her feelings…she’d seen him wear the jacket she
had recommended, and she had gotten happy and carried away. She had not paid
attention and checked herself and rushed to help him tie his shoelaces, making
him very surprised.
So embarra.s.sing! So shameful!
‘Honestly…I don’t like lamb meat.’ Zhengqing said.
‘Eh?’ Yin Ting raided her head from the menu, very
surprised.
‘I don’t,’ Zhengqing said, ‘and I don’t like parsley
either.’ (Zuben: What did parsley do to you? It’s practically tasteless…to me
anyway.) He was really clear, right? If she had any feelings for him, she would
understand what he was trying to say. If she did not, there will still be some
reaction. He wondered what was on her mind.
Yin Ting froze for a long time, then began to blush.
Zhengqing was not sure if the blush was from shyness or from mortification for
making him eat something he did not like.
‘Let’s not have the mutton, something else maybe?’ she said.
(Zuben: That waiter must have long lost his patience by now.
Is he even still there?)
‘No, no need, you like to eat it. I am fine with it.’
Zhengqing replied.
Yin Ting's continued to blush, after a little bit, she
excused herself to go to the bathroom.
Zhengqing watched her go, disappointed. He’d thought she’d
be touched by his confession and would think it was sweet. He had been too
hasty.
In the bathroom, Yin Ting quickly called Qin Yufei.
‘Yufei, Yufei, its bad!’
‘What happened?’
‘I really want to hug Qiu Zhengqing. I am so happy. I am so
happy to be with him.’
‘… …’ Qin Yufei was silent in her surprise, and then she
asked, ‘What have you eaten? What kind of magic is this? So powerful!’
‘Proper. Righteousness.’ (Zuben: Whatever this means…)
‘Did you kiss?’ Yufei asked snappily.
‘How can?!!’ Yin Ting replied indignantly.
‘There had been no spell, so why are you so excited about
him?’ Yufei asked.
‘He does not like to eat lamb,’
‘…’ Yufei was suddenly lost.
‘But we have had it for dinner twice, and there has been
parsley. He doesn't like it either.’
‘Girl, this is basic. Why are you so moved?’
‘I am moved. He also wore the coat I told him would suit
him, especially.’
‘Isn’t that because he wants to look handsome?’
‘We did not see for a week and he text me every day.’
‘Isn’t that because he arranging time with you to go by the
camera? It doesn’t mean anything.’
Yufei was raining on her parade, but Yin Ting was a little
calmer for it, ‘I think I like him very much.’
‘He does not eat lamb, yet he gets you all excited.’
‘It makes me so happy, the more I think about it the more I
like him.’
‘Did you not say you wanted to watch him a bit? It has only
been a few days, while I am glad you have acquired some cunning, but the result
is only an illusion.'
(Zuben: Yufei, I get that one
should not be too excited but all this bas.h.i.+ng is not how friends do, is it? I
don’t have many friends. I mean, this is a guy that has a high chance of liking
her. Isn’t she happy for Ying Ting? Or am I reading too much and should just shut
up and go along for the ride?)
‘Tell me, shall I confess or wait for him to declare first?’
Yin Ting asked Yufei, ‘As you know, I’m rather jinxed with confessing first.’
‘As long as you remember that,’
‘Good point.’
‘Are you really sure he likes you? You have to wait for him
to say first.’
‘If he does, he seems rather slow, no? Long time he does not
say anything, it will make me anxious.’
‘How are you anxious?!’ Queen Yufei spat.
‘Good, okay. I shouldn’t worry. I should be steady on the
road to success.’ She said cheering herself up.
‘So why did you call me?’ Yufei asked (Zuben: I shoulda
thought that was obvious)
‘I needed someone to shake me and calm me down; you’re the
best at pouring water.’ (Zuben: Different strokes for different folks)
‘Thank you for your praise,’ (Zuben: ¬.¬)
‘So blunt,’
‘Good, I started pouring,’
‘You’ve poured it for a long time on me.’
‘In front of the warm field, it is now formal.’ (Zuben: some
Chinese colloquialism)
‘Hmmm.’
‘You said your feelings will not develop so fast,’ Yufei was
beginning to worry that her friend was going into heat again, ‘It’s only been a
week.’
‘There was a sudden realisation.’
‘Then you need to be more sure about it.’
‘I will try,’ Yin Ting said, she knew she had to rein her
impulsive nature in. She had had it all
planned, but it went out the window when they met. It was so nice to hang out
with him. She’s noticed that he had a bit of cologne on, it smelt so nice.
‘You really need to take your time. How old is he anyway?’
‘Thirty-three.’
‘Oh?’
‘Nine years older,’ Yin Ting said biting her lip, (Zuben: What
has that got to do with anything? I know from experience on this internet lyf,
that women don’t seem to like men more than five years older and I think that they
are all blind superficial idiots.) It was a large age gap, but he cannot make
himself younger, he was who he was.
‘And he is so serious and such a workaholic.’
‘Hm.’
‘He won’t let you stay up late or sleep in, even after
chuang[1], because he will think you are lazy. He won’t like you playing video
games, because he does not play. If you write something naïve or youthful, he
may not like it because he doesn’t understand. And most importantly, will he
fit in your circle of friends and would you fit in his?’
Yin Ting did not have an answer to any of the comments but
the last one, ‘You and Gu Yingjie are our mutual friends.’
‘Think about it carefully; don’t make excuses.’
‘Oh,’ there might be some problems (Zuben: Arbitrary ones, but okay)
‘Are you cool now?’
‘A little bit.’
‘Would you still like to jump on him?’
(Zuben: You’re keeping the fella waiting…)
‘Temporarily restrained,’
‘Well then, bye’ the queen rang off.
Yin Ting went back to the table and began to eat. As time
went on, she looked up to see Zhengqing smile at her and her heart started to
pound.
Ah No! Refrain! Restraint!
⭐
Zuben: I wonder how long she's going to last...
[1] Chuang; According to google research,1. to go to bed, 2. (colloquial) to have s.e.x.