I Should Have Just Died - Chapter 161
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Chapter 161

Alyssa stared at Seidrick.

As he deceived Alyssa, he thought that somewhere in there would remain a heart that mocked and deceived her.

No, she hoped so.

No, she hoped not.

Alyssa clenched her teeth in her contradictory mind.

She wished it was a question with an answer, but there was no perfect answer because it was a matter of faint emotions. Lets be more honest.

Alyssa Cambridge, shameless.

The truth is, she wanted to blame the whole thing on Seidrick.

Alyssa wanted to leave Cambridge, and Seidrick was the most powerful of those holding her back. So she wanted to blame him for falling in love with Sid.

She wanted to pass her feelings on to Seidrick.

Alyssas emotions that she had been trying to cover up suddenly popped out.

A tender and warm feeling that wet her feet wrapped around Alyssa.

It was the feeling of love that she had been trying to hide and pretend she had forgotten.

If Seidrick and Sid are peeled off, its just him.

He is a person with beautiful white-blonde hair and cold blue eyes that seem to be blind.

A heart that cared for people and the lips that spoke nice words to Alyssa.

The person who always stood by her side when she needed it. He has such a solid back, the kind of person she can lean on at any time.

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Alyssas fists trembled.

Alyssas face turned white.

Take the path you want, Alyssa. So far

Seidrick licks his lips. He will again bring out what she wanted to hear.

Its been enough so far. Alyssa has done the best she can, so its okay to leave the rest to others.

Alyssas fists loosened.

Ah. Really, that person makes it impossible. Alyssas voice cut through the weeping.

They cant do it without me They say Im the only answer. Everyone says so. No matter how much I hate them, they say thats the answer. If thats the case, then arent they right? A lot of people have the same voice.

Alyssa asked.

its their selfishness. No one can force Alyssa. You are free to choose what you want.

That would be my selfishness.

This time, Alyssa countered.

Will you still be on my side?

Alyssas heart fluttered helplessly. Each and every word from Seidrick was piling up inside Alyssa.

What does that matter? Theyre also pushing their selfishness. Alyssa, dont think youll be just like them. Alyssa has done her best, and you deserve to ignore them.

what if this country collapses because I disappear?

Theyll make it somehow. If they had Alyssa in mind in the first place, why would the Revolutionary Corps itself have arisen? You have to think of yourself.

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Huu .

Alyssa buried her face in her palm.

Damn Cambridge!

Useless swear words erupted. Why is he so sweet and warm .He was so peaceful that she couldnt give up.

Those who say that they will be by her side unconditionally are so sweet.

Tears burst out.

Her heart, which had been split to the bottom, was wet with moisture. Alyssas frozen world began to move again.

Do, dont cry

Seidrick jumped to his feet in surprise. It wasnt that he said this, hoping Alyssa would cry. He just wanted to be her strength. He tried to tell her because no one stood by Alyssa. Hell be by her side, and she can do whatever she wants.

That way, of course, he knows Alyssa will leave.

She will take off her shackles, and she will leave this place and disappear.

If she disappears .

Alyssas words ripped through Seidricks heart, but it didnt show. Even if she disappears, after that, its up to Seidrick.

It was not her responsibility. Of course, the thought of that still makes him breathless.

When he slept at night, and when he woke up, he would run up to the front of Alyssas room and back.

He feared that Alyssa might leave while he was asleep. Even so

Then what shall I do?

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With that thought, he tumbled back to his room.

He cant help but think he has to get used to the situation without Alyssa. Is it not a situation he can face at any time? Thats what Seidrick brought up on his own.

Thats how he scolded and slapped himself.

Seidrick took Alyssas hand carefully. He wants her to know that he is sincere.

Alyssa I will always be by your side.

stupid

Alyssa burst into tears.

***

Dania got off at the front door of Cambridge.

The knights in front of it stared at Dania.

dont look at me like that.

Lady Dania?

It was Edmit who recognized her.

Sir Edmit.

..Are you here to see Princess Alyssa?

What do you mean, Princess Alyssa? Nevertheless, you guys are shameless.

Dania shook her head.

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Dont call her that until she chooses. Shes been a mistress in Cambridge for a long time now.

Dania said sharply.

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