I Should Have Just Died - Chapter 160
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Chapter 160

its not my mothers fault. Ive never thought of it that way.

But, Seidrick. Ive expected too much from you. Ive put a lot of burden on you. I should have helped you after Kendricks death, but its all left to you. Thats obviously.

No, mother. It was all I wanted. I did it because I wanted it. I did it because I wanted to make Kendricks unfulfilled dream come true.

Seidrick

Dont blame yourself like that, mother.

Seidrick contorted the corners of his eyes.

I I have to leave Cambridge for a while. Thinking about what my mother will be like in the meantime, I cant go back comfortably.

Juliana bit her lip.

Thats right. If Seidrick suffers from the guilt caused by her and does not live well, the good and delicate son will not be able to go comfortably.

He is on his way to cure his illness.

She couldnt put a load on Seidricks shoulder like that.

She made up her mind.

Ill be fine, Seidrick.

Only in words?

I have Alyssa and Ophelia. I have to help them defend Cambridge.

Seidrick nodded his head.

Alyssa realized that now was the time for her to intervene. She cleared her throat and added a word.

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Thats right, mother. You have to help me protect Cambridge.

Juliana turned her head towards Alyssa. Seidrick also agreed with her.

Alyssa thought the same.

Im still not old enough. There must be some deficiencies.

Just like before Julianas new perspective and firm belief must have resonated with Alyssa. Alyssa smiled softly.

Dont worry too much, Seidrick.

This was a promise Alyssa could make.

Ill take good care of Mother. You need to be treated and come home safely.

She could promise until there. Alyssas eyes met Seidricks.

There was a distortion in Seidricks blue pupils. He still wasnt sure about Alyssas future. She swerves and avoids Seidrick.

He knows that she wont be able to forgive easily, but he cant help this heart that has been holding hopes, and then it scatters in vain like bubbles. Seidrick smiled painfully.

Yes, I understand. Ill definitely come back quickly.

Before she goes so far away that she can no longer turn back.

***

Juliana went back to get some rest.

She says that in the future, she promises to dine with Seidrick as well. Juliana seemed to have regained her composure, but she didnt know the happenings on the inside, so she asked Ophelia to do the rest of the work.

She took care of her business until there, and Alyssa and Seidrick were left alone.

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Oh, I was just about to go to work Were you reviewing the contract yesterday?

Alyssa broke the silence.

However, that was not what Seidrick was looking for. He grabbed Alissas attention by tapping the desk with his finger.

Alyssa. It doesnt matter now.

.then what?

There were still unresolved things interspersed between Seidrick and Alyssa.

Is he going to talk about it now?

Its too early.

Alyssa didnt sort out anything. Even the surroundings around her didnt leave Alyssa alone; there was no time to leave her independently thinking about Seidrick. Besides, she still wasnt quite sure what to do with Seidrick.

When she decides to leave, there isnt just one or two holding Alyssas ankles.

Among them was Seidrick.

However, even if she stays here, the problem with Seidrick must be sorted out.

Not now.

Alyssa was going to turn her back. But Seidrick was quick.

Alyssa. I have something to tell you.

I just wanted to say that I support you no matter what choice you make.

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Seidrick.

if you need my support.

Seidrick laughed bitterly.

The temple, the public opinion, and the royal knights. Even if many other people take you to the royal palace, I will follow your choice. If Alyssa doesnt want to, dont go. If you dont want to, you dont have to be king.

Seidrick.

Alyssa bit her lips tightly.

She didnt know he would say this.

Oh, no.

If its Sid.

Sid, who was Alyssas friend, could have said something like this. He said that he would always be by her side. How many times has she heard it? Alyssas pupils shook.

When she finds traces of Sid in Seidrick like this, it feels like her heart is shrinking.

Alyssa may have struggled to separate Seidrick Cambridge and the gardener Sid from Seidrick because she was afraid of getting hurt anymore.

She wouldnt be comfortable leaving behind her beloved Sid, but if it were her husband, Seidrick, who had nothing to do with it, it seemed possible.

Alyssa was contained in the clear blue eyes under Seidricks blonde hair.

He realizes once again that all his efforts are in vain. The expression on her face as he comforted Alyssa and the voice whispering kindly to her remained the same.

It was a mess.

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