"Lindsay?"

He slapped at the switch as he lurched forward. Inside him waged a war between what he saw and what he could accept.

She lay on her side in front of the hearth. Blood, so much blood on the white marble, the dark floor.

Her eyes, that rich chocolate that had so captivated him once, were filmed gla.s.s.

"Lindsay."

He dropped down beside her, took the hand stretched out on the floor as if reaching. And found her cold.

In Bluff House, Eli woke, dragging himself out of the blood and shock of the recurring dream and into sunlight.

For a moment he just sat as he'd reared up, disoriented, hazy. He stared around the room, remembering as his thumping heart leveled again.

Bluff House. He'd come to Bluff House.

Lindsay had been dead nearly a year. The house in the Back Bay was finally on the market. The nightmare was behind him. Even if he still felt its breath on the back of his neck.

He shoved at his hair, wished he could delude himself so he could just go back to sleep, but he knew if he closed his eyes again, he'd be right back in the little library, right back beside the body of his murdered wife.

And yet he couldn't think of a single good reason to get out of bed.

He thought he heard music-dim, distant. What the h.e.l.l was that music?

He'd gotten so used to noises-voices, music, TV mumbling-during the last few months in his parents' house he hadn't registered there shouldn't be music, or anything but the sound of the sea or the wind.

Had he turned on a radio, a television, something, and forgotten? It wouldn't be the first time since his long downward spiral.

So, a reason to get up, he decided.

As he hadn't brought in the rest of his bags, he yanked on the jeans he'd worn the day before, grabbed the shirt and shrugged into it as he started out of the bedroom.

It didn't sound like a radio, he realized as he approached the stairs. Or not just a radio. He recognized Adele easily enough as he moved through the main floor, but clearly heard a second female voice forming a kind of pa.s.sionate-and loud-duet.

He followed the sound, winding through the house toward the kitchen.

Adele's singing partner reached into one of the three cloth market bags on the counter, drew out a small bunch of bananas and added them to a bamboo bowl of apples and pears.

He couldn't quite get his mind around it, any of it.

She sang full out, and well-not with Adele's magic, but well. And looked like a fairy, of the long and willowy variety.

A ma.s.s of long curls the color of walnut tumbled around her shoulders, spilled down the back of a dark blue sweater. Her face was ... unusual, was all he could think. Long, almond-shaped eyes, the sharp nose and cheekbones, the top-heavy mouth down to the mole at its left corner struck him as just a little otherworldly.

Or maybe it was just his fogged brain and the circ.u.mstances.

Rings glinted on her fingers. Dangles swung from her ears. A crescent moon hung around her neck, and a watch with a face as round and white as a baseball rode her left wrist.

Still belting it out, she lifted a quart of milk, a pound of b.u.t.ter from the bag, started to turn toward the refrigerator. And saw him.

She didn't scream, but did take a stumbling step back, and nearly bobbled the milk.

"Eli?" She set down the milk, laid a beringed hand on her heart. "G.o.d! You scared me." With a throaty, breathless laugh, she shook back all that curling hair. "You aren't due until this afternoon. I didn't see your car. But I came in the back," she continued, gesturing toward the door leading out to the main terrace. "I guess you came in the front. Why wouldn't you? Did you drive up last night? Less traffic, I guess, but c.r.a.ppy roads with the sleet.

"Anyway, here you are. Would you like some coffee?"

She looked like a long-legged fairy, he thought again, and had a laugh like a sea G.o.ddess.

And she'd brought bananas.

He just stared at her. "Who are you?"

"Oh, sorry. I thought Hester told you. I'm Abra. Abra Walsh. Hester asked me to get the house ready for you. I'm just stocking the kitchen. How's Hester? I haven't spoken to her for a couple of days-just quick e-mails and texts."

"Abra Walsh," he repeated. "You found her."

"Yes." She dug a bag of coffee beans out of a sack and began to fill a machine much like one he'd used daily at his law offices. "Horrible day. She didn't come to yoga cla.s.s-she never misses. I called, but she didn't answer, so I came over to check. I have a key. I clean for her."

While the machine hummed, she put an oversize mug under the spout, then continued putting away the groceries. "I came in the back-habit. I called for her, but ... Then I started to worry maybe she wasn't feeling well, so I walked through to go upstairs. And she was lying there. I thought ... but she had a pulse, and she came around for a minute when I said her name. I called for an ambulance, and I got the throw off the sofa because I was afraid to move her. They were quick, but at the time, it seemed like hours."

She got a carton of cream out of the refrigerator, added it to the mug. "Counter or breakfast nook?"

"What?"

"Counter." She set the coffee down on the island. "That way you can sit and talk to me." When he just stared at the coffee, she smiled. "That's right, isn't it? Hester said a dollop of cream, no sugar."

"Yeah. Yes, thanks." Like a man sleepwalking, he moved to the island, sat on the stool.

"She's so strong, so smart, so herself. She's my hero, your grandmother. When I moved here a couple of years ago, she was the first person I really connected with."

She just kept talking. It didn't matter if he listened, she thought. Sometimes the sound of someone's voice could be comfort, and he looked as if he needed comfort.

She thought of the photos Hester had shown her of him, from a few years back. The easy smile, the light in his Landon blue eyes-crystal blue with a dark, dark rim around the iris. Now he looked tired, sad and too thin.

She'd do what she could to fix that.

So thinking, she took eggs, cheese, ham out of the refrigerator.

"She's grateful you agreed to stay here. I know it upset her thinking of Bluff House empty. She said you're writing a novel?"

"I ... mmmm."

"I've read a couple of your short stories. I liked them." She put an omelet pan on the stove to heat. While it did, she poured a gla.s.s of orange juice, put some berries in a little colander to wash, bread in the toaster. "I wrote bad romantic poetry when I was a teenager. It was even worse when I tried to set it to music. I love to read. I admire anyone who can put words together to tell a story. She's so proud of you. Hester."

He looked up then, met her eyes. Green, he realized, like a sea in thin fog, and as otherworldly as the rest of her.