He Jins mother,

He Jins father lowered his voice, you see, our son has reminded us so many times, since he didnt want me to see you as someone abnormal. What kind of difficulties havent we been through together? Do you think that Im the kind of person who would abandon you when youre ill? Why dont we talk calmly for the sake of our son? Ok or not?

He Jins mother compromised a bit, what are you going to tell me?

He Jins father, well talk about something that we never had the courage to faceabout He Lin.

He Jins mother changed her expression at once and she lowered her voice, hes gone. What is there to talk about?

He Jins father grabbed her hand and tried to persuade her patiently, Biqin, remember how the atmosphere at home changed after He Lin was gone? The doctor had told us that the incident had left a shadow in your heart. And since then, youve started controlling He Jin very strictly. And it went more and more serious each day, you wouldnt let him out of your control even a bit.

He Jins mother looked unhappy, isnt this good? Only a strict discipline can nurture a filial son. Its all because Ive been strict, He Jin is much more obedient than his brother.

He Jins father glanced at He Jins bedroom and said, you really think so? But havent you also noticed that hes having some problems now?

He Jins mother felt a bit guilty, What problems can there be? Hes still young, he only needs to talk to us, and well give him some advice.

He Jins father sighed and said, that is the problem. Back then, your temperament had tremendously changed, and I thought that time could solve it. I wasnt paying attention to your emotional changes at all, and I had no knowledge about depression. I sort of let you become this serious.

He Jins mother found it strange, what does it have to do with He Jin?

He Jins father paused for a while, then looked at her and said, have you ever wondered if He Jin would grow up in a different environment, and if He Lin wasnt there? Would he have the same ending as his brothers?

He Jins mother was stunned, she thought that the personalities of He Jin and He Lin were different. He Lin was more like her, hes straightforward, emotional and hes likely to become impulsive.

He Jins father sighed, for the past year, Ive thought a lot. I always thought that He Lins tragedy was only an individual caseThe negative consequences that He Lin had brought to our family shouldnt be borne by He Jin. His pressure is way too high.

He Jins mother,

He Jins father rubbed his mothers hand and said in a low voice, that day, I accompanied you to see the doctor. Doctor Zhang told me to pay more attention to He Jins mental change as well. He said that in a family with members suffering from depression, its easy to make the other members have the same illness.

He Jins mother went silent and her shoulders couldnt help trembling. After a long while, she said desperately, you know what He Jin just told me on the phone? He said that he felt like a failure, and he said something likelike he doesnt deserve happiness. Now that youve told me all these, I think perhaps youre right, do you think he has similar symptoms too?

He Jins father slightly frowned and replied, thats what worries me. He Jin never showed anything to us, and hes very good at hiding his emotions. But all in all, hes just a kid at his 20s, theres going to be one day when he cant endure it anymore. Im not sure what we can do if hes crushed by this pressure one day, and what if hes diagnosed with depression too? Can we bear with one more loss of our son?

He Jins mother grabbed her husbands hand nervously, how is it possible?

He Jins father asked, why not? You also have experienced what it feels by not wanting to live, and you know that its impossible to change that in a short time. Did you know how much energy I and He Jin had to spend to pull you out of that depth? Now that youve gotten better and when you think of those times, do you think you can comprehend yourself?

He Jins mother, but, but now Im already better. What kind of pressure are we giving him? Blind dates? Marriage? We dont need to be in a rush actually, He Jin is a guy, and its okay if he wants to get married a bit later.

Biqin, Father He interrupted her suddenly, he was struggling a bit, I want to tell you something, its a secret, but you have to be calm first, dont get angry at our son, and dont be too emotional.

He Jins mother was panicking, whatwhat are you hiding away from me?

He patted her hand and said, our son told me that if we have to tell you that thing which might irritate you, we have to let you know beforehand that we love you, and no matter what, we wont abandon you or leave you alone.

He Jins mother felt bitter in her heart, and she was slowly calmed down by what her husband said. Over these years, she was relying on this sentence to slowly get better.

Seeing her gaze slowly calming down, father He said in a serious manner, He Jinhe might be h.o.m.os.e.xual too.

Mother Hes mouth slightly opened and felt a turbulence in her heart. She was so shocked that she couldnt speak, whatwhat are you talking about?

Father He sighed, and he told mother He everything, including how he looked for He Jin three years ago in Hua University, and how He Jin reacted, he finally explained, its not my intention to hide it from you, but you were seriously ill at that time, if I did, there would certainly be no way for you to calm down.