Nicole grabbed her diary as she takes out a pencil and started to write about her feelings. She loved Charles an Jasper. It was hard to choose between the two of them but she felt a somewhat connection with Charles first hand.

Her bookshelf suddenly fell over as she looked up startled seeing a women dress up in all white with a unhappy facial expression .

"W-who are you!?" Nicole started to back away from the women ever so slowly.

"My name is...Lori...Greenwood Nicole. I see you been playing sides with Charles an Jasper. You need to make up your mind, I can surely take Jasper from off your hands and let you keep Charles for yoyrself. I know what your feeling I get it two attractive men wanting a beautiful girl such as yourselves but one will get hurt Jasper never saw me in such a way but Charles did"  Lori looked away trying not to tear up. " I am nothing but a spirit an your ancestor, you are nothing more than my reincarnation. It might sound crazy at the moment but once I explain everything you'll understand or Jasper will do it for me. I didn't dare tell Charles my deepest secrets it would hurt him."

"Wow Lori your so pretty! I finally get a chance go meet you. Thank you for telling me this information."

Lori smiled at her comment "thank you Nicole you are too kind but kindness will haunt you, I must warn you....Charles isn't who he say he is, he is nothing more than a monster! Be with Jasper he will be the one to protect you I promise you he will make sure you are never harmed never hurt. Don't worry you'll up being with Jasper for sure, believe my words an goodness will come to you at the end. I must leave take care."

Lori suddenly vanished as Nicole covered her mouth in shock. Everything was so sudden, she felt as if their as something troubling come her way an she didn't know it yet. Charles suddenly was next to her holding her hand tightly as Nicole jumped up in fright. His eyes was puffy as if he been crying for a very long time, though she knew something bad happened.

She yanked her hands away from his sliding off the bed clenching her fist tightly. She heard what Charles said about his past lover, her heart was tainted with images only of him. Nicole felt  ashamed for putting Jasper through such a terrible thing he truly loved her, but she couldn't say the same for Charles.

"Get out...please I don't need a man such as yourself breaking my heart again. I should've went out with Jasper he would've treated me better!! Why!!! Why hurt me when I'm already hurt..." She started to shake as Charles slightly touched her. She slapped it away an screamed.

"Don't you dare touch me!!!" she roared as Charles grabbed her arm pulling her for a hug. Tears began to fall from her face as Charles wept in pain.

" I am truly sorry, I never meant for this to go to far. As you may now Jasper pa.s.ser away today...I am lost without him..please guide me the way my love."

Nicole eyes grew wide as she to cried  more. Never in a million years would she see Jasper just up an dead, she knew something was going on as if  jasper planned his death.

"Maybe he did plan his death, I myself is not sure. I know very well that the court hangs anyone who tells a lie. I can not let you take my place to be killed if it comes down to it. I love you with all in me... I swear to protect you."

Charles gave her a kiss on the lips that was filled with pa.s.sion as she was moved by his kiss seeing him ever so gentle with her. Nicole was very much sad to learn that Jasper, who was going to confront her in when Charles is at his worst. She does not believe that Charles can act tube same way as Jasper. She wished Charles  was like Jasper a sweet kindhearted man, Charles is usually be his self.

"Would you come watch me play Nicole. It starts tomorrow a midnight. I want you to see me at my best. Please come. " Charles said as he hugged her tightly leaving her with a slow nod. Charles smiled slightly as he kissed her.

"It's been so long since I went to a play. I hope I will be able to enjoy myself while your there..."

" Don't worry I will make sure you get yourself all fancied up to see my play. Their will be vampires and humans there so do not fear I will protect you my dear b.u.t.terfly.."

Nicole couldn't help but blush at his comment. She didn't very much like Charles when they first met but he saw something in her that no one else sees but a very spiritual minded girl.

Nicole stopped thinking about suicide only because Charles and Jasper was their to lift her from her darkest days. She is very well blessed G.o.d opened doors that she couldn't see. Nicole didn't very much believe of his playing a part of himself, it was as if Charles wanted to be similar to Jasper in a lot of ways that people around them couldn't describe. The same thoughts kept processing in her head the "what if moments."

"You know I can read mind your  little girl. Is that what you are really thinking about or is it something else..." Charles placed his hands on her thigh slightly running up and down on her thigh. She gripped his shoulder tightly trying her best not to collapse to his touch. s.e.x is not something that Nicole ever dreamed of doing with a man, Charles was going to be first person to become one with her.

Charles throws her against the bed as she was naked instantly as she was about to cover herself Charles was against her body. He kissed her pa.s.sionately throwing all of his love into the kiss. He placed his hand on her breast groping her as he placed his mouth on her bead seeing waves of pleasure. His eyes started to turn a mixture of red & black due to l.u.s.t,  he stopped what he was doing looking at her with a smirk as he bent down giving her a kiss on the lip.

"Nicole...I want your first time to be special. I want you, need you, I want to be apart of you.. "Charles blushed at his choice of words. He knows he wouldn't be able to control himself around her especially if they have s.e.x, he could take her life away instantly. Nicole sat up from her position covering her body as Charles grabbed her a robe and placed it next to her. She wore the robe feeling nice and toasty.

"Charles I wanna wait to have s.e.x. I want to do it when I get married. My mother always told me that I need to have be married before I even have s.e.x. Please do undersrand I love you deeply I do." Nicole looked down as Charles lifted up her chin with his index finger. His eyes met her showing no signs of anger.

"I am willing to wait as long as you need too. Sadly I must leave I have to go to a meeting. I love you my princess. " Charles kissed her deeply as she felt his presence fade away. Nicole opened her eyes seeing him gone leaving her frown, so she grabbed her diary fantasizing her moment with Prince Charles .