"Dej vu?" asks Risa, when she hears him take a deep, shuddering breath.

"Something like that."

Risa, who has already spent a few weeks helping Sonia, knows all the players down here. She tries to smooth the way for Connor. The kids are either starstruck or threatened by his presence. The resident alpha-a tall meatless kid named Beau-is quick to urinate on his territory by saying, "So you're the Akron AWOL? I thought you'd look . . . healthier."

Connor's not quite sure what that means, and the kid probably isn't either. While Connor could make an enjoyable pastime of challenging Beau's bogus sense of testosterone supremacy, he decides it's not worth the effort.

"What's that you're holding?" asks an innocent-looking thirteen-year-old who reminds Connor a little bit of Lev, back in the days before Lev grew his hair long and got jaded.

"Just an old printer," says Connor. Grace chuckles at that, but doesn't speak of what she knows. Instead she goes around introducing herself and shaking hands, even with kids who would prefer not to shake hands with anyone.

"An old printer?" says Beau. "Like we need more junk down here."

"Yeah, well, it has sentimental value."

Beau hmmphs dismissively and saunters off. Connor suppresses the urge to stick out his foot and trip him.

Connor sets the printer down on a shelf, knowing if he treats it with too much care and attention, the smarter kids will figure something out. Right now, the fewer people who know about it, the better. At least until they can figure out a way to let everyone know about it.

"They're good kids," Risa tells Connor. "Of course, they've got issues, or they wouldn't be here."

Regardless of how much he loves Risa, he can't help but bristle a little. "I know how to deal with AWOLs. I've been doing it for a long time now."

Risa takes a moment to take an all-too-invasive look at him. "What's bothering you?" she asks.

And although he still hasn't gotten a handle on it himself, he finds that his gaze immediately goes to the shark tattooed on his arm. The last time he was in this basement, that arm was part of Roland. Risa catches that gaze and, as always, reads him better than he reads himself.

"Being down here might feel like we're back where we started-but we're not."

"I know," Connor admits. "But knowing that and feeling it are two different things. And there's a lot of . . . stuff . . . that being here brings back."

"Being here?" she asks. "Or being home?"

"Akron isn't home," he reminds her. "They might call me the Akron AWOL because it all went down here, but it's not home."

She smiles at him gently, and it melts at least some of his frustration. "You know, you never actually told me where home is for you."

He hesitates, as if saying it might bring it closer. He's not sure if he wants that or not. "Columbus," he finally tells her.

She considers it. "About an hour and a half from here?"

"About."

She nods. "The state home where I spent most of my life is much closer. And you know what? I couldn't care in the least."

And she walks away, leaving Connor unsure if her words were an attempt at commiseration, or a gentle slap in the face.

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In Sonia's basement, it's hard to tell when night has fallen. There's a small window high up in a far back corner, but it's behind such a maze of junk, one has to strain to detect any light coming in through the frosted glass. The few clocks among the junk in the basement don't work, nor does the TV, and of the dozen kids down there, not a single one has a watch. Either they traded it for food before they landed here, or they were so used to using their phones as timepieces, they never had them. Phones, however, being traceable, are the first accessory ditched by the smart AWOL. Connor, of course, wasn't too smart his first night on the run. They tracked him by his phone, and he came within a hairsbreadth of getting caught. He wised up fast, though.

While everyone waits for Sonia to bring dinner-an event that never happens on any predictable schedule-Grace weaves the tale of the night before, getting more and more animated as she realizes she has the rapt attention of most of the kids.

"So we're upstairs in some lady's house, and I see these special-ops guys in black slinking across the lawn in the middle of the night," she says. "Prob'ly trained to kill. Hands are lethal weapons, that kind of thing." Connor cringes at her embellishments. The next time she tells it, they'll be dropping by helicopter.

"I hear them whispering and there's something in their words and the way they're speaking that makes me realize they're not after Connor or Risa or me-they're here for Camus Comprix! They want the rewind, and they don't even know that the rest of us are there!" She pauses for dramatic effect. "Suddenly they crash in through the back door, and they crash in through the front door, and we're all upstairs, and I tell Cam he's done for, but the rest of us don't have to be. Then I push Risa under the bed, and squeeze in after her, and Connor makes like he's asleep on the bed facedown, and they burst into the room, and tranq Connor and take Cam away, never realizing they just missed a chance at the Akron AWOL-and all because I figured it out!"

Some of the kids seem a bit dubious, and Connor feels its his responsibility to back Grace up. After all, credit where credit is due. "It's true," he tells them. "If Grace didn't lay it all on the table like that, I would have fought them, and probably would have been recognized and caught."

"But wait a second," says Jack, the Lev-ish kid. "Why would he let himself be taken without turning the rest of you in too? I mean, you guys are a big catch-he could probably cut himself a deal or something."

Grace grins way too broadly, and Connor knows what she's about to say. Now he wishes she'd never started this story.

"Because," says Grace, "Camus Comprix is in love with Risa!"

She lets her words hang in the air. Connor reflexively glances to Risa, but she won't meet his eye.

"But I don't get it," says another kid. "That whole media thing about them being a couple was fake, I thought."

Grace's grin doesn't slip an inch. "Not to Cam . . ."

It's Risa who finally puts an end to it. "Grace, enough. Okay?"

Grace deflates a bit, realizing that her moment in the spotlight is over. "Anyway," she says, without any of her previous dramatic flair, "that's what happened. Cam got caught, and we didn't."

"Wow," says Jack, "who'd have thought the rewind would be some sort of hero?"

"Hero?"

They all turn to see Beau, who was elsewhere in the basement, pretending not to listen, but apparently he had. "How many dozens of kids like us did it take to make one of him? There's nothing 'heroic' about him."

And Connor can't help but say, "I couldn't agree with you more."

Beau gives Connor a nod, finally finding himself and the Akron AWOL on common ground.

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Later that evening, as everyone settles in for the night, Connor lays his bedroll next to Risa's in the same semiprivate nook where Risa slept their first time here. It's away from the other kids, and Connor shifts a tall bookcase to make it even more private. Risa watches him create their secluded nest, and doesn't bat an eye. Connor takes a deep breath of anticipation. This could well be the night where the stars of their relationship finally align. He's certainly imagined it long enough. He wonders if she has too. Connor tentatively lies down beside her. "Just like old times," he says.

"Yes, but the last time we were here, we were only pretending to be a couple to keep Roland's hands off of me."

He reaches out then, gently caressing her cheek with Roland's fingers. "And yet his hand is still all over you."

"Not all over," she says playfully. Then she rolls away, but grabs the offending arm as she does, wrapping it around herself like a blanket, and pulling them into a tight spoon position, his chest to her back. The moment is electric, and they both know that anything is possible between them now. There's nothing to hold them back. Except this: "I can't stop thinking about Cam," Risa says. "The way he sacrificed himself for us."

Connor's grafted arm pulls her tighter. He wishes it could be his own arm, but he's facing the wrong way for that. "Cam is the last thing on my mind."

"But after what he did for us, I feel like we need to . . . honor him somehow."

"I am," Connor says, smirking, although she can't see. "In fact, I'm saluting him right now-can't you tell?"

"Ha-ha."

In the silence, he can feel her heartbeat in his arm as he holds her. Her heartbeat in his chest pressed to her back. It's almost too much to bear. He wants to curse Cam for still being here between them, no matter how close they press. "So what do we owe him? Our eternal restraint?"

"No," Risa says, "Just . . . our hesitation."

Connor says nothing for a while. There are so many layers to his disappointment, but yet within that strata might there not be a vein of relief as well? He lets himself settle into the reality of what won't be happening tonight, setting his hope and desire at a distance, close enough that he's still aware of it, but far enough away so that it's not so tormenting.

"Okay," he tells her. "This night is for Cam. Let's hesitate our brains out."

She snickers gently, and they settle quietly into the night. Body heat and heartbeats until dawn.

Connor doesn't remember his dreams, only an amnesic sense that he had them, and that they were powerful. No nightmares-he's sure of that. They were dreams of fulfillment and empowerment, for that's how he feels as the faint, diffused light of morning touches upon the tiny basement window behind them.

To fall asleep, and to wake up with your arm around the only girl you've ever truly loved . . .

To know that the two of you have in your possession a device as earthshaking as a warhead . . .

To feel invincible, if only for a fleeting moment . . .

These things are enough to stop the world in its tracks and start it spinning in a new direction. At least that's how it feels to Connor. Until now he had been clinging to a threadbare hope, but now that hope feels full to bursting.

There's never been a moment in Connor's life that he could call perfect, but this moment, with his arm numb from being around Risa all night, and his sense of smell overwhelmed by the fragrance of her hair-this moment is the closest to perfection he's ever known. Even the shark seems to be smiling.

Such moments, however, never last for long.

Soon all the other kids are waking up. Beau moves the bookcase that gave them some level of privacy, claiming it was blocking the path to the bathroom, and the day begins. The kids down here have become creatures of routine, going about their business, or lack thereof, as if nothing has changed. Yet it has. They just don't know it. The world has just been turned upside down-or more accurately, it's been turned right side up after having been capsized for so long.

In a few minutes there's the bang of the trapdoor opening as Sonia arrives with breakfast, calling down for "some goddam help up here."

"Why don't you go help her," Risa suggests gently, for she knows that nothing short of a call to duty will peel Connor away from her.

Upstairs, Sonia has groceries enough to feed an army. Between Beau, Connor, and Grace, who is aggressively helpful today, the supplies are brought down in two trips, and Connor finds himself with nothing to carry the third time he comes up the stairs.

Today the trunk has been pushed off the trapdoor at a haphazard angle, impinging on a small plastic trash can that got in its way.

That trunk has been the elephant in the room since Connor arrived, although he hasn't dared to speak of its contents. Connor turns to see that Sonia has left to park her Suburban somewhere legal.

He's alone with the trunk.