A second chicken, a fistful of candy bars, a jumbo jar of peanut butter, a loaf of bread, a gallon of whole chocolate milk, and a pack of beef jerky later, the boy allowed himself to be coaxed into the back seat of the car to be covered up with a wool blanket. It was frightening, but Max was here. He slept to the rumble of tires on dirt road, car engine, and the comforting sound of Max's breathing.

The Blue Mountains, Eastern Oregon Friday, September 3, 2004 He was trapped. Try as he might, he couldn't get out! Trapped!

Ukiah jerked awake into darkness.

He was curled into a tight ball, the way he used to sleep, trying to copy the wolves' nose-to-flank slumber. He opened his eyes, a low growl rumbling in his chest, until he made out the steep roofline of Sam's loft bedroom in her little A-framed cabin. A dim light downstairs threw a pale halo on the ceiling beyond the loft's railing; one of the mismatched lamps by the angle.

A soft noise by his head drew his attention. A small old-fashioned steel cage on the nightstand held one of his black mice. The mouse struggled to lift the cage door, desperate to get to Ukiah.

Ukiah reached out and slid up the cage door. The mouse scurried up his arm to hide in his hair. It held an image of Rennie, astride his bike, driving off to fetch Degas and the Demon Curs. The thought of Degas triggered the low growl again.

Rennie wanted Ukiah gone before he returned with Degas. How long had passed since the shooting? Ukiah sat up in the king-sized bed, trying to count the lost days.

It was night-which night? Alicia had shot him on Wednesday, early in the morning. He had spent most of the day dead, awaking in the mountains at dusk. Or had he been dead more than a day? He didn't think so. With three captives to contain, the Ontongard would have infected Kraynak and Zoey immediately, quickly changing them from troublesome prisoners to allied Gets. Kraynak had just been injected, while Zoey was only in the first stage of infection. Thus only a short time had passed from Alicia shooting him and his waking into the cabin. The thoughts opened a floodgate on his memories.

Zoey lay beside him, denying the alien memories that were crowding into her mind, pushing her out. "No, that isn't me. I'm not that person. I don't really remember that! That didn't happen to me! Why is it so much easier to remember not being me?"

"Ukiah! Oh, God, kid, I thought you were dead! What the hell is going on? Ukiah ? Ukiah?"

Kraynak caught his chin and eyed Ukiah's temple wound. "Oh, shit, kid. Can you even understandwhat I'm saying? What the hell did these people do to Alicia? They've twisted her to hell and back.

She didn't even flinch when she did this to you!"

Ukiah struggled to free Kraynak, not knowing what the man said.

"No, no, no." Kraynak caught hold of him, silenced him with a hard look. " You might have more lives than a cat, but you've used up at least three this trip. I dragged you into this. I can't let you get killed. You're leaving now, without me. You go find help, and bring it back, if you can."

And he had gone, leaving them behind, without even looking back.

Footsteps thudded up the loft stairs. He rolled off the big bed and onto the mismatched wood floor.

The intruder paused on the top step, and Max's familiar voice said, "Ukiah?"

Ukiah peered over the edge of the bed at Max.

His partner cautiously stepped forward and crouched so they were level. "It's okay, son. It's just me. You're safe."

Ukiah couldn't stop himself. He scurried over the bed with puppy whines of fear and self-loathing.

He'd left Max's best friend behind, handcuffed and dying.

"It's okay. It's okay," Max crooned, tentatively taking hold of him, as if expecting him to fight or flee.

"I-I left Kraynak!" Ukiah whimpered. "He told me to go and I just left him there. I ran away and left him."

Max didn't seem to understand. He tightened his hold on Ukiah. "Oh, thank God."

"I left Kraynak and Zoey!"

"Hey, hey, hey! You did the best you could, and that was to stay out of the Ontongard's hands. Did you leave any mice behind?"

Ukiah considered his body at waking and what he just recovered. "No. Nothing's missing."

"Good." Then as if he really didn't want to ask, nor wanted to hear the answer, Max said, "How were Kraynak and Zoey when you left them?"

"Alive. Sick. They were both infected."

Max took a deep breath and sighed it out. "I figured that's how it would work out. Ukiah, you did the right thing. There was nothing you could have done for them." He rumpled Ukiah's hair. "Get dressed, kid. We've got an airplane to catch, although by now, they're probably wondering why I keep buying tickets and not using them."

"We're leaving?"

Max had laid out a set of Ukiah's clothes for him the night before. Ukiah struggled through changing out of his shorts and into them. He felt new to his skin, as if the brief run through the mountains as the Wolf Boy had stripped away the eight years of civilization.

"The sooner we get out of Oregon, the better." Max started to pace, jerking short when he nearly smacked his head against the sharply slanted ceiling. "The kidnapping of you, Kraynak, and Zoey was in the paper. It was too public to keep quiet. I'm not sure how we're going to explain getting you back while they're still missing, but I'd rather do it from Pittsburgh than Pendleton."

Ukiah considered those last few moments, the shadowed hallway, the sun-baked asphalt parking lot, and the blinding muzzle flare inches from his face. In those last seconds, he found Sam's voice, shouting out a protest. "Sam?"

"I didn't know if I was going to be able to get you back." Max said quietly. "I haven't told heranything. I gave her a thousand in spending money and sent her to Pittsburgh in Kraynak's van." A smug grin flashed across his face. "She's in for a surprise."

"This trip has been hard on my credibility as a normal human." Ukiah rubbed the new flesh on his temple. The bone underneath ached slightly. "I'm surprised she left. I thought she would have been the type to tough it out."

"Well, I led her to think that I was getting on a flight out yesterday, but only because she would be showing up in Pittsburgh on Sunday."

Ukiah puzzled through this a moment. Sam left only because she thought by doing so she was protecting Max. Max had pretended to leave only to protect Sam. Somehow this seemed twisted. "She left this morning?"

Max nodded. "She was hoping to make Salt Lake City today."

"She's going to be pissed when she gets to Pittsburgh."

"Only if she beats us there."

"I think she's going to be pissed regardless."

"I'd rather deal with her pissed than dead. What worries me most is that I haven't seen Rennie since we hit the hospital."

"He was going to get Degas and the Demon Curs."

"Degas? That's a new one," Max said after a moment of thought.

"The Curs didn't make the fight in June. Rennie is afraid that Degas will kill me."

"Rennie is afraid? Shit! Oh, this just gets better and better." Max paused, cocking his head. "Is that a car?"

Ukiah listened to the rumble of the approaching motor. "It's Kraynak's van."

"Damn that woman! I told her to go to Pittsburgh!" Max turned and trotted down out of the loft.

Headlights slashed brilliance through the downstairs, and then snapped off, making the darkness more solid.

The kitchen door banged open, letting in the soft chorus of night insects, as the van door slammed closed.

"What are you doing here?" Max shouted, outside, in the night. "I gave you money to drive to Pittsburgh."

"What am I doing here?" Sam shouted back, even though, by the sounds, they were only feet apart.

"You send me off on a wild-goose chase, you break into my house, and you lie to me! You said you were flying to Pittsburgh! I stopped in Idaho and called Portland-do you know how many quarters that takes?-and you never got on the friggin' plane!"

"I'm getting on it! Tonight! I just wanted you out of firing range."

"Yeah, sure! I am not June-fucking-Cleaver here. I am a licensed private investigator and a damn good one. How dare you send me off while you play Rambo out for revenge?"

"I am not Rambo, you are not June Cleaver. You can drive me to the airport and watch me get on the damn airplane, if you don't believe me, but I want you out of here before all the shit hits the fan."

Sam gave a sudden laugh, as if caught off guard by Max's comment. "If the shit isn't already on the fan, I'd hate to see your idea of trouble!"

Max laughed too, then sobered. "I'm sorry, Sam. I shouldn't have lied to you. But I couldn't bear to lose you too."

Ukiah stepped out of the house in time to see Sam reach out and pull Max to her. They locked into a hard, desperate kiss. The rawness of it checked Ukiah, feeling like he was seeing something incrediblyintimate. He was about to retreat when Sam caught sight of him, and she jerked away from Max with a gasp.

Max whipped around, reaching for his gun, and then relaxed, seeing it was Ukiah that startled her.

"I had a tracer on him," Max said as Sam covered her mouth and made a small guttural noise that could have been a sob. "Because of all the weirdness going on and with Rennie under foot. It just seemed a good idea to keep track of him. That's why I stayed behind, to find him."

Sam brushed past Max and went wordlessly to Ukiah. She reached for his head, and he shied back from the touch, his lip curling up into a silent snarl.

"Easy," Max said from behind Sam. "He's been through a lot. Go slow."

Sam carefully stretched out only one hand, and this time Ukiah suffered the touch. Her fingers explored the new flesh on his temple. "I saw her shoot him. I've seen it every time I've closed my eyes for last two days. She shot him. I saw it."

Ukiah felt the need to say something, but was at a loss for what. Finally he settled for a simple, "She did. I got better."

"I didn't know if I was going to be able to find him," Max said quietly. "Or what condition he'd be in, if I did."

"You're not human, are you?" Sam whispered.

"My mother was a Kicking Deer." Ukiah said.

Anger flashed across Sam's face. "So you're saying this is all Indian mystic bullshit?"

"No." He nearly whined his distress.

"Sam," Max said. "What I said before still holds true. He's a good kid. He didn't ask to be this way."

Sam saw that Ukiah was upset and smoothed away her anger. "It's all right, kid. I've just had a lot thrown at me the last few days." She considered him. "Rennie Shaw, he's like you, isn't he? It's why he doesn't seem to give a fuck if you've got a gun to his head."

Ukiah nodded. "More or less."

"And the Kicking Deers? They're legendary for being strong as bears and healthy as horses."

"They're only a little bit like me, not much at all." Ukiah looked to Max.

Max explained the viral transformation: Once exposed to the virus the person became virtually indestructible. "There are two types. Rennie has been exposed to the Pack virus, which makes him only vaguely anti-social. The Ontongard virus creates complete homicidal lunatics. Quinn, the Brodys, and Alicia have been exposed to it-and now Kraynak and Zoey."

Sam glanced at Ukiah. "But the kid is special. That's why you were hustling him out of the state once you realized what was happening."

Max explained Ukiah's unique position and the danger his capture created. "Because Ukiah's mom carried Ukiah first, then went on to give birth to the Kicking Deer ancestors, the whole clan has been affected. They make perfect hosts for the virus."

Sam gasped. "Oh, my God-Jared!"

"What about Jared?" Ukiah asked.

Sam spoke to Max, watching Ukiah as if afraid he would break under the news. "When I discovered you hadn't gotten on the plane, I called the sheriff's office, figuring Jared would know where you were. They told me that he's vanished. He called in for backup and when it arrived, all they found was the empty squad car.""No!" It was the only human word Ukiah could force out.

Max gripped Ukiah by the shoulder. "Easy. Easy." Then softly, he asked Sam, "When was this?"

Sam seemed torn between wanting to offer Ukiah comfort and afraid he'd bite any outstretched hand. "Like four hours ago."

Max had tightened his hold on Ukiah. "It's too long. He's already gone."

"No," Ukiah growled through clenched teeth. He couldn't keep running away, leaving behind those he loved. If he hadn't gone after Indigo and Max when the Ontongard held them, they would be dead now.

He had to go.

Max gave him a shake. "You are not going after him, Ukiah. You had the Pack behind you in Pittsburgh."

"No." Ukiah ducked his head.

"Kid, if you go, you're going to have to face down Alicia. Do you think you can kill her and Kraynak in the hopes of saving Jared?"

The concept staggered Ukiah. He had barely been able to deal death to the Ontongard in Pittsburgh, wearing strangers' faces, to save Indigo. He had cringed every time he pulled the trigger, reminding himself that they were no longer humans.

He wouldn't be able to point a gun at Alicia and fire. Even knowing every cell of her had been replaced by a monster, that she would heal back even from dismemberment, that she would destroy everyone he loved without hesitation-he wouldn't be able to kill her.

He sagged against Max's shoulder. "Max, what do we do?"

"There's nothing we can do." Max hugged him briefly, patting him on the back. "Let's go home."

Max released him. As Ukiah stepped away from Max, something came out of the dark woods, a solid form moving silent and quick. Ukiah only caught the flicker of movement out the corner of his eye before it hit him, a hard collision of bodies.

CHAPTER EIGHTEEN.

Blue Mountains, Eastern Oregon.