'That's me,' Noel said, pointing to a handsome man, little more than a boy, 'and that's Jacob, my eldest brother, but he was killed at Dunkirk, poor chap. Ned was injured too, but later that's him next to Jacob and then Alexander, Jude's father, who inherited Old Place.'

'And then me,' said Becca.

'I recognised you instantly, you haven't changed much,' I told her, and she looked pleased.

'Keep pretty fit, considering,' she said. 'Of course, I'm the youngest.'

I looked again at the photograph. 'So . . . what happened to Edward? You said he was injured?'

'He had a bad leg injury, but they tried penicillin on it and he made a speedy recovery. It seemed he was going to settle down after that, but it wasn't to be . . . and he never played Red Hoss in the Revels again.'

Noel seemed about to drift away into old, and perhaps unhappy, memories so I said, 'Red Hoss? I think you mentioned that character before.'

Noel thumbed forward until he found a photograph of a man wearing a rather scary and fierce horse mask. 'That one I forget you know little about it,' he said apologetically, 'as I said earlier, I feel we have known you for ever and you look so like one of the Martlands that you would fit into the family alb.u.m quite easily. It's a strange coincidence, isn't it?'

'Yes, it certainly is,' I said absently, staring at another photograph of Ned Martland, without the mask, next to it. It was neither large nor clear, but something about his expression reminded me of a framed photograph of my mother that had always had pride of place on top of Gran's harmonium . . . and still did, though it was now in my cottage. But then, when I leaned forward for a better look, I realised it was just a trick of the light.

'And I don't suppose you had ever heard of the Twelfth Night Revels in Little Mumming before, had you?'

'Or about the red horse hill figure,' I agreed.

'We try not to publicise either of them and actually, these days the Revels are more of a Twelfth Afternoon ceremony. Since the war, you know. But traditionally, a fire was lit on the beacon, as well, and then there was a procession back down from it.'

'I don't suppose you could light fires at night during the war, it'd be way too dangerous.'

'No, it was the blackout, you see. And with most of the young men off at war, some of the older ones who took their places were not really up to climbing the hill. But my father kept the Revels going as well as he could.'

'Wouldn't publicising the Revels bring lots of tourists here?'

'That's the whole point, m'dear. We have plenty of walkers, cyclists and stray drivers from spring to autumn: the pub, the shop and the Merry Kettle do well, the farm shop at Weasel's Pot thrives, and George gives trailer rides behind his tractor up to the beacon: that is enough for us. We don't want the Revels to be taken over by a lot of arty crafty folk who will want the whole thing preserved like a fly in amber, instead of letting it gently evolve as it has done over the centuries.'

'I see what you mean,' I agreed.

'Richard Sampson wrote a short pamphlet about the Revels and the red horse, for private circulation only, and I can look you out the library copy if you are interested?'

'Yes, I'd love to read it. Won't the Revels be snowed off this year if the weather carries on like this? Unless a thaw sets in soon, of course.'

'Oh, we've had heavy snow in January before and it has gone ahead. We all live locally, you see, and it's only half a mile down to the village from here. If the snow hasn't gone by then, Jess can pull me there on the sledge!'

'I might, Grandpa, but I'm not pulling you back up the hill again!' she protested.

'I wasn't serious, m'dear. Your Uncle Jude will be back by then and he will manage something.'

I had been drawn back to studying the prewar photograph of the young Martlands. 'So, Ned recovered from his leg wound? What happened to him after that?'

'It was ironic, really he was killed in a motorbike accident only a couple of months after the war ended.'

'That's . . . quite tragic,' I said slowly and, since Noel was looking troubled, I didn't press him for more details.

But maybe that's why nothing ever came of Granny's big romance? And if so, it was terribly sad! Noel had implied that his brother Ned was a bit of a black sheep and he had sounded like a flirt at first, only now he really appeared to have fallen for Gran, just as she'd fallen head over heels in love with him.

Poor Gran now I knew that her happiness would be cut short by Ned's accident, it made reading about it that night even more poignant!

When I confided in Hilda and Pearl, they said if N really loved me, why did it have to stay a secret that we were seeing each other? So then I asked N when we were going to tell our families that we were courting, and he said there was no hurry, because he didn't want to share the few precious hours we could spend together with anyone else at present.

He must have had a lot of charm to persuade a girl with her strict upbringing to meet him clandestinely! It seems very odd at this remove in time that they should have felt the need to keep their romance secret, but cla.s.s differences and the social divide were more important then, I suppose.

Then my eye fell on the next, short entry and I had a total 'Oh, my G.o.d!' moment: I think I seriously underestimated Ned Martland's charm!

Chapter 16.

Comfort

I am too ashamed to go to chapel and look Tom's father in the eye. I am a sinner, a grievous sinner.

March, 1945 I woke up later than usual, heavy-eyed after a night full of strange, uneasy dreams, and lay there thinking about Gran. I still couldn't see any other interpretation for what I'd read but the one I'd originally thought of, and all sorts of possibilities and implications kept going through my head.

Eventually I resolved to try to put it to the back of my mind until I could talk it over with Laura, though that was easier said than done. In the end I decided I'd take the current volume down with me to dip into if I got a quiet moment alone. I could put it on the cookery book shelf in the kitchen, because no-one else ever looked there.

When I drew the curtains it was still almost dark but I could see that there had been a further fall of snow. Becca was obviously an early bird too, because I could see her below me, turning Nutkin into the paddock to join Billy and a well-rugged-up Lady. Her presence here is obviously going to be a huge a.s.set while I am so busy with everything else, though I suppose if Jude knew she'd taken over most of my horse-minding duties, he would want to dock my house-sitting fee!

I still had the care of Merlin, though, and carefully stirred his medicine into his food every morning, though actually he was such a soft, biddable creature he would probably have eaten it straight from my hand. I was getting very attached to him he was such a lovely, affectionate dog, always pleased to see me.

Becca and I had breakfast together and then she sat on with a mug of tea, listening to the radio and watching me as I soaked trifle sponges I'd found in the cupboard (which were indeed more than a trifle out of date, but well sealed up) in a little sherry purloined from the drinks cabinet in the dining room and then made a pheasant terrine, having defrosted the birds overnight.

'You're very organised!' she commented.

'It's just my job thinking ahead and knowing what to prepare for the dishes I intend making is second nature. Forward planning.'

'Well, I wish you could stay here and cook permanently.'

I smiled. 'I don't think your nephew would be too pleased about that we don't seem to get on very well when he rings,' I told her, though oddly enough I had sort of missed our slightly acerbic exchanges ever since the phone had gone dead . . .

When Noel and Jess appeared, Becca had a second breakfast with them but Tilda had hers in bed again, though that seems to be a habit rather than a sign that she's still feeling under the weather.

While they were eating they discussed their plans for the day. Jess and Noel proposed to finish putting up the decorations and then do the Christmas tree, but before they could put that plan into action, Becca dragged Jess out to help with mucking out, buckets and haynets.

Noel fetched Tilda's tray down while I cleared up and checked on the terrine, which was both looking and smelling good. I've always found it a popular dish.

Becca and Jess were not outside long and returned with pink noses and chilly hands just as Noel was making a fresh pot of tea, which seems to be about the extent of his culinary skills.

'George has been up and he says he's left you some more holly and stuff in the porch. I'll help you put it up, once I've thawed out,' Becca promised, 'but one of my favourite old films is on later and I thought I might watch that Winter Holiday. If Tilda is down, she might want to see it, too.'

'She has come down. I just came to get her a cup of tea.'

'Then you can pour me one too, it's b.l.o.o.d.y nithering out there.'

'I've never heard of Winter Holiday,' Jess said, 'and the reception is so bad here you can hardly see anything anyway. I don't know why Uncle Jude hasn't got Sky like Granny and Grandpa. At least at the lodge I could watch something good!'

'There's a video and DVD player,' Noel pointed out. 'You brought some DVDs up with you, didn't you?'

'Yes, but I've seen them all a million times. And I can't play computer games because Jude keeps it locked away in the study and anyway, it's really, really ancient so it's too slow for any of the games I've got. If he wasn't so mean he would have got a new one by now.'

'You shouldn't call him mean,' chided Noel. 'I expect Father Christmas is bringing you a lovely present from him.'

'Oh, Grandpa!' She rolled her eyes. 'I'm much too old to believe in Father Christmas and I saw that big parcel with American stamps that George brought yesterday. I suppose there are some from Mum and Dad in that big sack of presents you brought up with you?'

Noel tapped the side of his nose and tried to look mysterious, while I suddenly realised that I would be the only one who wasn't giving or receiving presents on Christmas Day . . . like Granny's first Christmas at the new hospital in Ormskirk, when she had nothing to give to her friends in return for their gifts, until she'd thought of the bookmarks . . .

I didn't even have bookmarks and, come to think of it, Jess had said she was going to give me something she had made herself, so presumably I would have one present at least.

As if she could read my mind, Jess piped up just then and said, 'We can put all the presents under the tree when we've finished decorating it. I've nearly finished making all mine, but I've still got to wrap them.'

'Jess is an expert in origami,' Noel said proudly.

'I make origami jewellery and sell it at school,' Jess explained. 'Tiny, fiddly origami.'

'That's very clever,' I said, 'I'd love to see some of it.'

I'd been wondering whether to take a last trek down to the village to stock up on odds and ends that seemed likely to run out, like cocoa powder, and now I thought I ought to get in a supply of small emergency Christmas gifts too, just in case!

'Are you going to help us decorate?' asked Noel. 'You seem to have been very busy already, so perhaps you would rather put your feet up for a bit, m'dear?'

'No, I'm fine. I'll help you for half an hour and then I think I'll walk down to the village. I need a few last things from the shop and to stretch my legs, but I won't take Merlin it's a bit freezing out there for his arthritis and I'd have to tie him up outside.'

I could see Jess was torn between coming with me and decorating the tree, and added quickly, 'I'd be grateful if you could keep an eye on him while I'm out, Jess? The poor old thing is missing his master and has latched on to me as a subst.i.tute, so he isn't going to like my going off without him.'

'Yes, and I'll need you to climb the stepladder while I hold it,' Noel pointed out. 'I can't do it alone and our old Father Christmas needs to go on top of the tree.' He held aloft a brownish figure of moulded paper. 'My brother Jacob bought this with his pocket money when he was about five, so that makes it well over eighty years old,' he said sentimentally.

'He's a venerable Santa,' I said, touched, 'and he's earned his place. And actually, I think if I leaned over the balcony I could put him on top of the tree from there.'

I managed to put quite a lot of small baubles on the top of the tree that way and helped drape the long string of fairy lights around it, so at least when I went out I knew Jess wouldn't be teetering about too high up on the ladder.

'You will be careful while I'm out, won't you?'

'Of course we're a team, aren't we, Jess?' Noel said. 'The sitting room will be a picture by the time you get back!'

'I'm sure it will,' I said and left them to it while I made a few preparations in the kitchen and then got wrapped up for the walk. (I didn't fancy my chances of getting the car back up the hill this time.) Merlin was beginning to look anxious, but when I went back into the sitting room Jess stopped unravelling a garland and made a fuss of him.

'I'm just off, but I've left soup in the pan on the back of the stove and sandwiches in the fridge for lunch. There's carrot cake or mince pies for after. You don't need to save anything for me, because I'll have bread and cheese in the pub.'

'I'll sort that out and from the sound of it, I don't think we'll starve while you're gone,' Becca said cheerfully. 'And if you don't come back, we'll send out search parties!'

'If I gave you the keys, could you possibly pop into the lodge and just make sure everything is all right?' asked Noel. 'No burst pipes always a worry at this time of the year.'

'Yes, of course.'

'And if you need anything from the kitchen, just help yourself,' Tilda said graciously from the easy chair where she had placed herself to direct the decorating proceedings.

'Thanks that would be very useful, especially if you have almond and vanilla essences?'

'I'm sure there are. Bring back what you need.'

'I don't like to ask for yet another favour,' Noel said, 'but if I gave you Jude's mobile phone number, could you try calling him while you are down there, and tell him where we are?'

'I'll give it a go,' I said dubiously, since I'm not in the habit of making transatlantic calls.

'And go and make sure Old Nan and Richard are all right while you are down in the village, too,' ordered Tilda autocratically, though it did show a caring and thoughtful side to her.

'Actually, I've wrapped up half a dozen mince pies each for them already.'

'Good idea.'

'Wine gums,' said Jess suddenly. 'Can you bring me back a big bag?'

'You'll rot your teeth,' said Tilda.

I left Jess hanging onto Merlin's collar and set out, feeling just like one of those tiny figures in a vast snowy Breughel landscape painting. I followed the ploughed track down the driveway (I thought I'd heard the roar of the tractor earlier), slipping and sliding a bit on the fresh snow that had half-filled it. It was easier going under the pine trees by the river, where the ground was free of snow, and on impulse I turned up the wide path off it to where I knew Jude's mill studio was.

It was only a few yards until the trees opened out to reveal a tall, narrow building with the remains of a mill race and dark, deep-looking pool below it. I peered through the window and saw that it was open right up to the rafters and full of all kinds of mysterious shapes, most vaguely equine.

It was pretty freezing so I didn't linger, but went on to the lodge, where everything looked fine. The kitchen cupboards didn't reveal much that I hadn't got already, apart from a few flavourings, spices and ground almonds, which I put in my rucksack in case I forgot them on the way back.

The lane down to Little Mumming had been cleared and grit spread on the worst part of the slope, but it was still slippery, so I was grateful when George stopped his long-wheelbase Land Rover and offered me a lift. I had to share the front seat with his slightly smelly sheepdog, but to be honest, by then I was just glad of the warmth.

'You must have been out really early, George! How is the road down beyond the village?'

'Liam was the one out first thing and he said you could still get a four-wheel drive up and down to the main road, but anything else would be in trouble,' he said. 'My lad and Ben from Weasel's Pot are friends, so one ploughs up and the other down and it gives them a chance to meet in the middle and waste time, like.'

I smiled. 'You all seem to work really hard already you must have plenty to do without all this road clearing.'

'Ah, but farmers have to diversify to make the money these days, and the council pays well for road clearing. Then Jude and one or two others pay me for clearing their drives too, so it all helps.'

'Yes, I suppose it must.'