Crest nodded. "Grimm, go and stuff your face, or scratch your spots, or do whatever else you normal y do at this time of the morning, and take it easy for one day in your life.

"I wouldn't trust General Quelgrum a lot further than I could spit a rat. So just leave a message for him and and your fel ow mage to come and see us, give us your maps, and then sod off, there's a good Mage."

"Don't forget the food. " Harvel wagged his right index finger in admonition.

Grimm felt as if he ought to be angry, but he also felt as if ten tons' weight had been lifted from his shoulders.

"I'l do that; thank you, fel ows. I was beginning to feel I was going to make a complete idiot of myself,"

he said, as the tension eased.

He knew he could trust these men.

"Early days yet, mage," Harvel said. "It stil might happen, but we can al be idiots together when it does, eh?"

Grimm laughed happily, thinking of the happy prospect of a day spent with his beloved Drexelica. "Thank you so much, my friends."

"That's enough!" Crest snapped, in a mock show of annoyance, and Grimm recognised a parody of his own attitude just minutes before. "Just get us what we need, push off and enjoy yourself!"

Grimm stood and offered an elaborate bow.

"By your command, Lord Crest," he said, smiling.

As he walked from the chamber, he felt as if a string was being pul ed tight within him, as if he might be losing control, but he let it go with gratitude.

Chapter 22: Heartfelt Discussions.

Grimm discovered Drexelica sitting alone in the immaculate kitchen of the tower. He could not help but notice the disconsolate expression on her face, and the way she flicked through the pages of a book, sparing each page only a scant glance. Despite the fact that his shadow fel across her, she did not look up.

"Drexelica, it's me: Grimm."

"I used to know somebody with that name," she said, without raising her head. "I wonder where he's gone."

The Questor noted the unmistakable catch in her voice, and made to sit on the table opposite her high-backed chair.

"Please don't sit there," she said in a harsh voice. "That table's for preparing food, and I've only just cleaned it."

"What's the matter?" Grimm said. "You don't have to sit in here. There are plenty of more comfortable rooms in the tower."

As her eyes lifted to meet his, the young mage noticed grubby tracks on her cheeks.

"What's wrong with the kitchen, Lord Baron? Isn't that where a serving maid belongs?"

"I don't think of you as a serving maid, Drex. I love you!" Grimm longed to take her in his arms, but he felt too awkward and confused to do so.

"At least you remember my name," she said, her eyes glistening. "That's something I can be grateful for, I suppose."

The Questor realised that in the fortnight since his arrival back at Crar, his main topics of conversation with Drexelica had gone little further than requests for meals. They had slept together, but he had always been too tired to exchange more than desultory titbits of information. The forthcoming Quest had so consumed his mind that he had spared no thought for the woman he loved.

Leaning closer towards her, he felt the catch in his own voice as he said, "Drex, I've been a fool these last two weeks, and I want to make it up to you in any way I can."

Grimm felt helpless in the face of the torrent of tears which she no longer held back.

"Please don't cry," was al he could say. "It'l be al right now. I've come to my senses, I promise."

The girl rose to her feet, flinging her book to the floor. "It'l never be al right!" she sobbed. "I want to tel everybody that we're together, but I can't!

I want us to be a normal couple, but the bloody Guild always gets in the way! As soon as this Quest's over, there'l be another, and another, and another! I owe you my life for what you did for me in Griven, and I'l never forget that, but I had such ... high hopes for us. When we first came here, I thought we could be happy together, but now I know it's never going to happen. Never! "

Grimm felt his mouth move, wil ing words of comfort and wisdom to come forth, but his tongue and throat seemed paralysed. Despite his love for Drexelica, a part of him longed to be somewhere else, battling demons, dragons or ogres; somewhere he knew the rules. Here in the kitchen, facing a sobbing girl, he felt powerless and pathetic.

He watched as Drex screwed her face up and shivered, taking several deep breaths. When she opened her eyes again, he saw that they were red, but tearless.

"I'm sorry, Grimm, I shouldn't take it out on you. I guess I couldn't expect much more from a life with a Guild Questor. Don't worry; I'l stil be here for you when you need me, I promise. I'l be your cook, your maid, your bed-mate for as long as you want me. I just wish I could be your wife, instead."

That last calm, wistful statement hurt him more than her tears.

"I know, Drex, and I wish it, too," a voice that sounded almost like his own said. "But I can't just resign; if I did, it'd be me who became the slave, in the scul ery at Arnor House. I have a debt to pay before I can be free, a debt of servitude as a Questor. Once I'm free of that, I promise I'l marry you."

"And how long wil that be?"

With a start, Grimm realised he had no idea of the extent of his debt to the House for his nine years of intensive tutelage; he had never thought to ask. How many years or decades of dedicated service? One advantage accruing from accession to the rank of Guild Mage seemed to be longevity; was that gift a factor in his indebtedness?

"I don't know," he confessed, awash in a sea of unaccustomed ignorance. "But if you'l wait for me to be free, I'l be yours, I promise. I also swear that, when I'm in Crar, I'l never neglect you again, the way I did this time. I meant it when I said I'd come to my senses. I've been so tied up in this Quest that I've forgotten what was real y important to me."

"I thought clearing your family name was the most important thing to you."

"It is important to me, Drex; I won't lie to you. I hardly spent a day of my life as a Student and Neophyte without being reminded that my Granfer Loras was a traitor, a renegade and an oath-breaker. I've sworn to repay every slight, every insult, by redeeming the name of Afelnor, and I wil .

But it'l be a hol ow victory if I ever manage to do that without you by my side. I love you, and I'l do whatever it takes to convince you of that fact."

Drex sniffed. "You'l have to do a lot to convince me."

"I wil ," Grimm vowed.

" Prove it. Make a start now. "

The kitchen seemed hardly an appropriate place to prove his love, but Grimm gave it his best effort.

Lord Prelate Thorn looked at Senior Magemaster Crohn Bowe, cal ed the Mindstealer, across the expanse of his marble-topped work desk.

He had not spoken to the man since Crohn and Questor Dalquist had burst into his room, protesting at the spel of Compulsion Thorn had placed on Questor Grimm. Perhaps Thorn owed the teacher a debt of gratitude for interrupting him, since a resonance in the spel , combined with Grimm's unconscious resistance to the magic, had posed a considerable threat to the Prelate's life.

Nonetheless, Thorn had not risen to his current station by being a forgiving man.

The two mages who had erupted into his private chamber on that night had committed a serious breach of protocol by doing so and, worse than that, had seen the senior mage in a less than dignified state. He would make them pay for his loss of face.

"So, Senior Magemaster Crohn, how fare your Students, Neophytes and Adepts?"

Lord Prelate Thorn al owed his words to flow like liquid silk, soft and smooth. He already knew much of what the Magemaster would say, but he bided his time. A reckoning was at hand for Crohn's earlier impudent defiance, and Thorn wished to savour the moment in ful .

"Shimath Gundor shows promise as an Adept Shapeshifter," Crohn said, spurning the comfortable embrace of his chair by maintaining a parade-ground stiffness. "He is only thirty-five years old, Lord Prelate, and I expect great things of him within a few years. He has a most rare talent."

Thorn was impressed, despite himself. Somehow, this Adept had escaped his notice, and Shapeshifters were among the most prestigious ranks of Guild Mages. The raising of a Mage Shapeshifter was no achievement to be mocked, especial y one who showed signs of flowering at such a young age.

"A Shapeshifter, you say? That will be a feather in Arnor House's cap; wel done, Crohn."

Remembering his purpose, Thorn leaned back in his red-leather seat, crossing his hands behind his balding head. "What of your Neophyte, Chag Jura? I understand we might make a Questor of him." The Prelate took care to keep his tone neutral, unthreatening.

Crohn rubbed his beard, his eyes turned towards the ceiling. "It is perhaps too early to tel , Lord Prelate.

At this time, Chag's talents seem more to tend towards Herbalism or Healing; he possesses great empathy."

"We need another Questor, Crohn." Thorn spoke with soft urgency, congratulating himself on the perfect blend of concern and sad obligation to his Guild duties he managed to convey in this simple phrase.

He knew the Senior Magemaster was a slave to duty; despite Crohn's earlier opposition of his Prelate, aided by Questor Dalquist, he would not dare to oppose his Housemaster in this regard. The determination of House policy was the Prelate's prerogative alone.

Questor Dalquist could wait for now, but Thorn swore that Dalquist's turn would come.

"Surely you do not mean that, Lord Thorn!"

The Prelate suppressed a smile at Crohn's astonished, even horrified, expression.

"Arnor House's status within the Guild is as high as I can remember it," the Senior Magemaster continued. "We have three young, active Questors; more than most Houses wil ever be able to boast.

Why do we need another?"

Thorn felt an almost uncontrol able urge to laugh at Crohn's evident discomfiture, but he managed to master it.

"That is my decision, not yours, Senior Magemaster Crohn. I want you to consider Neophyte Chag for this Speciality. He is the right age for it, and he is a charity case, after al ."

Crohn's face was like stone. "I urge you to reconsider, Lord Thorn. The boy is erratic in his moods, and I fear for his sanity if he is subjected to the Ordeal. Remember Neophyte Erek."

Thorn was only too aware of the debacle of Erek's Questor Ordeal; the boy had committed suicide after blasting Senior Magemaster Urel into bloody fragments. He had been pushed too far, too soon.

"That is why I want you, Magemaster Crohn, to handle his Ordeal. You are the only living man in this House ever to have raised a ful -blooded Questor."

The Prelate saw a momentary expression of naked fear flitting across the Magemaster's face, and he felt an unal oyed sensation of satisfaction.

"Questor Grimm's Outbreak almost kil ed me, Lord Thorn!" the older mage protested. "Another such eruption of power would surely finish the job."

"You refuse my order?" Thorn forced his expression to remain neutral. Crohn was reacting just as he had hoped.

Crohn's face reddened. "Yes, Lord Prelate, I refuse your order! It is unreasonable and unethical. I also wish to state formal y that I consider Chag Jura a most unsuitable candidate for the Ordeal."

"Perhaps Magemaster Faffel would be of a different mind, Crohn."

"Faffel!" Crohn expostulated. "He can be brutal with the Students at the best of times; he would turn an Ordeal into a bloody assassination. In my capacity as Senior Magemaster, I refuse to assign him to any Questor Ordeal, now or ever! That prerogative is mine, and mine alone, Lord Prelate."

Thorn spread his hands, as if placating Crohn, maintaining his reasonable, avuncular tone as he spoke: "I tried to be fair with you, Magemaster Crohn. Perhaps you are right; it may wel be that the strain of Questor Grimm's Outbreak and the heavy responsibilities of your position have taken their tol on you.

How old are you now, Senior Magemaster Crohn? Ninety years?"

"Ninety-three," Crohn responded, his expression stern. "Lord Prelate, I fail to see what bearing my age may have on this fruitless discussion. I am stil healthy, fit, and in my right mind. I may reasonably expect to remain in this state for several decades more."

"You say you are fit, Magemaster Crohn, but you declare yourself unable to resist an eruption of anger from a frustrated adolescent. Should you refuse me again, I shal have to conclude that Magemaster Faffel should replace you as Head of the Scholasticate."

"You can't do that, you..."

Thorn raised an admonitory finger, pleased that the older mage was rattled enough to lapse into vernacular speech. This was perfect!

"Be careful what you say, Crohn Mindstealer. I wil not tolerate outright insults, even from you."

From the Magemaster's reaction, the Prelate knew he had mustered just the tone of concern and regret he had intended.

"I apologise for my outburst, Lord Prelate. Please forgive me," Crohn said, his face a rigid mask of mortification at his momentary loss of self-control.

"Magemaster Crohn, I can tel you are under a severe emotional stress at this time." Thorn suppressed the smirk that threatened to spoil his stony, impassive appearance. "It would not be fair to expect an immediate answer from you, so I wil give you a day of grace in which to consider the matter. Consider it wel , and sleep on it. Take the rest of the day off, by al means. Kargan can deputise for you, and Questor Dalquist can cover your classes in Perception, Interpretation, and Visualisation. Think hard, old friend. We have known each other a long time, and I have no intention of seeing you disgraced or dismissed. Nonetheless, I have the priorities of Guild politics to consider."

The ashen Crohn looked a pale shadow of the man who had walked through the door earlier. He displayed every sign of his advanced age as he rose to his feet to leave, leaning on his staff for support.

"Thank you, Lord Prelate. I wil think on what you have said." The Senior Magemaster spoke in a halting, tired voice, and Thorn knew he had succeeded beyond his wildest dreams by managing to cow the old man in such a simple manner.

"Thank you, Mindstealer. My position is no sinecure, you know; I often need to make difficult, sometimes painful, decisions for the good of the Guild. I trust you appreciate that I am not always free to act on my own inclinations and desires, and that I must fulfil my duty as best I am able, regardless of the consequences."

Crohn nodded; Thorn assumed the man was too ful to speak, ful of emotion at having let down the House. This suited the Prelate's purposes wel .

Once Crohn had left the room, Thorn al owed a broad smile to spread across his face. The Magemaster was a valuable asset to the House, and the senior mage wanted to humble the man, instead of destroying him. He knew only too wel that Crohn would be forced to step aside in favour of Faffel, but he would stil prove a useful Magemaster. In the same manner, he intended to belittle Dalquist, giving him trivial, mind-numbing tasks until he might be needed in his role as a House Questor.

The Prelate took a brandy bottle from a desk drawer and poured himself a generous dose of the fiery restorative.

It's time to celebrate, he decided, downing a mouthful of the warming fluid.

Fol owing an angry, almost incoherent telepathic message from his mother, Thorn knew that Questor Grimm had been instrumental in the dismissal of Lizaveta from High Lodge, and he did not believe, for even a moment, Horin's assertion that Questor Grimm was being employed in some kind of fanciful public relations exercise.

Afelnor must have been sent by the Dominie on a very important mission; only the destruction of Lizaveta and her hateful Order seemed to fit that bil . Thorn had no intention of stopping the youth from achieving the Prelate's ultimate aim: freedom from his despised, interfering mother, who had put him in his current, comfortable position at the expense of his dear friend, Loras Afelnor.

However, there was always the risk that the boy would discover Thorn's relationship with Lizaveta, and he might be tempted to reveal this to others. Worse than that, he might even discover Lizaveta's role in Loras' disgrace, and Thorn's complicity in this. The Prelate could not al ow that to happen; what to do?

Thorn took another draught of brandy and sat in thought. He knew that he would never have enough magical power to overcome Lizaveta's defences, so as to compel the old witch to keep her mouth shut, so the important factor was to silence Grimm Afelnor.