Elizabeth turned to her side fully awake and aware of her current situation. She gazed at the man who was still fast asleep next to her. Her mind flashed back to the scene of last night. 

"Li Zi, I'm putting it in?" Yun Shen low voice spoke. 

Elizabeth only nodded as she gave her consent to what the man was about to do. Her body was strangely tense for she is unaware of her body status. 

If where she was still pure or not?

Yun Shen held onto his manhood, slowly and gently rubbing its head on her entrance. As the moment come to a close, Elizabeth became even more agitated and shaken. 

"Li Zi, relax, I promise I'll be gentle." 

Elizabeth wrapped her arms around the man's neck preparing herself for what's to come. She felt like she was on the death row being sentenced to death. 

'Ah, this can't be my first time?' Her mind continued to wonder about her current purity.

Yun Shen felt pleased to see how shaken the girl was. It could only mean it was her first. But still, he doubts it is her first and maybe it's just been a while for her. 

As it's head slowly entered, Elizabeth felt a strong jolting feeling which caused her to raise her h.i.p.s and lower back upwards from the sensation she was feeling. 

"Ah!"

A soft yet shrieking m.o.a.n came out of her. Her eyes were all dilated and her face became even more flushed. 

"Li Zi, I'll move now." 

Yun Shen gently moved his body in but her inside was just too tight that it somehow felt like she was indeed a v.i.r.g.i.n. But it was so soon to tell for he hasn't seen the biggest sign of all.

"Hmm... Li Zi, hold on tight." 

He lowered himself onto her and locked his lips to hers. He started sucking on her small soft lips easing her down. He started ma.s.saging parts of her chest to relax her tense muscles. When he felt like the girl was finally calm, he would slowly push himself forward a bit more. 

Elizabeth's grip on Yun Shen would tighten every move he made. She would feel a sharp pain, s.h.i.+vering throughout her body. 

"Hha... Ah..."

Her breath became heavier and rough as if she was running for miles and miles. He kept moving up until he reaches the very tip of her and has finally breakdown her wall. 

She felt pain all over her body from head to toe. She felt like she was being cut into pieces. However, sooner or later the pain seems to have eased down which caused her to be aware of her situation. 

'It can't be, this... This isn't my first.' 

Yun Shen started moving when he noticed the girl seems to have relaxed and was no longer frowning. As he gradually covered her entire cave, he soon realized about the girl's purity. But it didn't bother him as he continues to turn into a beast.

That night, the room was filled with m.o.a.ns and shrieks of both of them. They shared such pa.s.sion with each other up until they became too exhausted to even continue. 

After she finished recalling what happened that night. She grabbed the man's s.h.i.+rt and put it on and soon found herself walking to the bathroom. 

She looked at herself in the mirror and notice all the red marks Yun Shen has left on her skin. 

"Who?"

She asked her own reflection in the mirror ridiculous question for she herself couldn't answer it.

No matter how hard she tried to think about the person who took her purity away she couldn't think of anyone. However, it frightened her when she recalled something so important connected to her purity. 

A few months ago, she recalled the time she was dropped off by Huang Ming. She received the white lilies which signify purity. It made her wonder if the person who sent her those flowers have anything to do with her first night. 

"I need to find a way out of her."

Elizabeth found the mark on her body disgusting to look at. For she was annoyed by the fact she couldn't even recall the person whom she slept with for the first time. She had high hopes that her first would be spent with Yun Shen. But, it seems that heaven is so against her wish. 

She hastily went to the shower and turned the cold water on. She didn't even remove Yun Shen's s.h.i.+rt and soaked herself under the shower. Soon, tears started falling down her face as she felt so disappointed in herself for not being able to recall such an important memory. 

"Liz."

"Liz."

Elizabeth stared blankly in front of her as if she was hearing and seeing a silhouette of a person standing a few feet away from her. The man was stood by the window and his face was hidden behind the white curtain. 

"Liz, good morning." 

Elizabeth smiled hearing the sweet and gentle person calling out her name. She was so happy and was over the moon to see him. 

"What would you like to eat?"

"Anything." She responded as the man slowly steps out of the curtain. 

The man figure slowly appeared clearer in front of her however as she reached to see the man's face. She couldn't see a clear vision of him. 

"Liz, I love you."

"Wait." Elizabeth cried and reached out her hand to the person as his image soon vanished right in front of her. 

"Don't leave me please!"

"Liz, I'll find you."

"Don't leave me, I love you!"

"My Little Lady has turned into a woman today." 

"Noo!"

Elizabeth screamed her lungs out unaware she was reminiscing about her past memories and was totally unaware of her surroundings. 

Not long, Yun Shen came running into the shower and saw the girl all soaking wet and was as pale as a sheet. As he reached out to touch her, he was startled when the girl started crying and hitting him. 

"Why, why did you leave me?"

"Li Zi, what are you talking about? I'm here, I never left you..." Yun Shen responded thinking the girl was referring to him. 

"You left me, you left me to suffer. I did everything for you..." 

"Li Zi, I'm sorry, I just need to handle everything, so we can be together. You know my family is in danger and I need to protect them in order for me to give you a safe future. Li Zi, all I did was for you... Never think I left you."

"Family, b***s***! You left me for her! Why? Just because I was a n.o.body you left me.You never loved me. Everything you do is for her and them. Can you really love me for me? Did you ever love me for me or was it because of who I am? Tell me!?!"

Yun Shen was dumbfounded by the situation. He was confused about what the girl was talking about. "Li Zi, I have no choice, I promise Little Yan's mother I'll give her the future she deserves. I promise everything I did is also for you. I even fought death for you. I went against your father for you. Do you know your father can kill my entire clan in one word, yet I took the risk to be with you? Why can't you see that? Li Zi, I'm sorry... I promise I'll fix this, and we'll be able to be together." 

"Together? How can we be together when you can't even fight for me? You can't even risk your own family for me? Tell me, how useless was I to you?" 

"What? Li Zi, you were never useless to me? What are you talking about?" 

Elizabeth was unable to answer in the end for she has lost consciousness. Yun Shen continues to be in a daze of the situation and took a while before he took the girl out of the shower. 

He brought the girl back to the bed and dried her up. Afterward, he dressed her as he gazed curiosity at her. 

"Li Zi, what were you talking about earlier? It was you who risk your own life for my family. So why are you asking me now to risk my family for you? Li Zi, do you really hate the idea I am trying to save them? Do you know who I am as well?"

Yun Shen has so many questions he wished to ask her but right now it's not the time. He needs to find the man who can restore the girl's memory first so that everything can be slowly resolved.