Chapter 458: I Want Her to Never Know the Truth

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While looking at Ji Buwangs injury, Mu Jingzhe could imagine how much it had hurt. So when he left, it must have been very, very painful This was what made Mu Jingzhes heart ache the most. Besides, she hadnt been awake to accompany him at the time.

Shao Qihai closed his eyes. No, he probably fainted like you, so he shouldnt have suffered much.

Really? If thats true, then thats good. Mu Jingzhe hadnt expected herself to say such a thing. She even laughed.

She turned around and glanced at Shao Qihai. This is the first time I realize that youre quite good at comforting people, Shao Qihai.

Although this comfort was sort of despairing.

As Shao Qihai looked at Mu Jingzhes smiling face, tears flowed uncontrollably.

He had a crying disorder, so he couldnt bear to see others cry. This time, Mu Jingzhe wasnt crying and was even smiling instead. However, he could see so much sorrow on her face. This was the first time he discovered that one could be crying while smiling.

Mu Jingzhe looked away when she saw Shao Qihais tears. Is your problem getting worse? Why The kids are still behind. Dont let them see

How was he going to maintain the image of a man that shed blood but not tears? So useless.

Mu Jingzhe didnt look at Shao Qihai. I have to thank you. Thank you for saving me and Buwang. Otherwise, it wouldnt have been nice for him to be buried alone.

Mu Jingzhe thanked him sincerely, but Shao Qihai felt that something was amiss. Why was she thanking him at a time like this? Besides, other than sincerity, he could hear regret in her tone.

Perhaps Mu Jingzhe would have been more willing to be buried with Ji Buwang forever.

Dont say thank you at a time like this. Shao Qihai felt that Mu Jingzhe seemed too calm.

Not only could Shao Qihai see that something was wrong with Mu Jingzhe, but Li Zhaodi and the rest could see it as well. She was too calm. Ridiculously calm. However, this calmness didnt comfort them. Instead, it made them feel even more worried.

Jingzhe, stop talking and laughing. Cry if you want to. Li Zhaodi looked at Mu Jingzhe and couldnt help but urge her.

A mother knew her daughter best. She knew how much pain Mu Jingzhe was in. She didnt know how hard Mu Jingzhe had to work to suppress this kind of despair and discomfort. She would rather Mu Jingzhe cried and made a fuss about it.

Mu Jingzhe shook her head. Mom, I cant cry in front of him. If I cry, his soul in heaven will be even more upset when he sees this. He must be feeling terrible enough for going back on his word and leaving me behind.

After seeing his maternal grandmother, he had said that the person who was left behind was too pitiful. Hed even wanted to die on the same day, month, and year, or perhaps leave later than her. If she cried, he would definitely feel even guiltier.

I cant cry. I wont cry. Mu Jingzhe only regretted yearning for a spectacular romance.

It was only today that she finally remembered that a spectacular romance seemed to always end in tragedy.

The relationship of couples who got together after a spectacular event turned into bland everyday life.

She had been insensible at the time and had said something she shouldnt have. She had felt a yearning that she shouldnt have.

She shouldnt have made a fuss about wanting to go with Ji Buwang. If Ji Buwang had gone to his maternal grandmothers house alone, he wouldnt have been delayed by a day on the way. If he had returned a day earlier, he wouldnt have had an accident and died.

She was the one who had gotten him into this mess and caused this to happen. She was the one who deserved to die.

Ji Buwang, you lost out

He had waited for her all these years, and in the end, he had died because of her. After finally surviving four years of living as a zombie, he was still gone just like that.

Seeing that Mu Jingzhes expression was strange, Shao Qihai looked at Shao Dong. Shao Dong glanced at Xiao Wu, who quickly stepped forward. Mommy, lets go back quickly.

No, Xiao Wu, you guys go back first. Ill keep your uncle company for a while. He must have been very lonely when he was alone previously. Ill accompany him for a while longer. You guys go back first.

Mommy Xiao Wu was worried that Mu Jingzhe would do something stupid.

Just let me stay with him for a while. Mu Jingzhe looked at Shao Qihai.

Shao Qihai paused for a moment before leading Xiao Wu out and closing the door. Let her stay alone for a while. Itll be good if she lets out those tears.

Jingzhe wouldnt do something foolish, would she? Li Zhaodi was afraid.

Just pay attention to her. I dont think so. Shao Qihai shook his head.

In the room, when the two of them were gone, Mu Jingzhe leaned against Ji Buwang and pressed her face against his. In the past, when I kissed you, you would always wake up the fastest no matter what

However, there was no reaction this time.

Mu Jingzhe leaned against Ji Buwang. I still dont think I can accept it. Ji Buwang, can I take you far away?

She wanted to take his corpse with her. Even though it was a corpse, she wanted Ji Buwang to accompany her. However, she knew that was impossible.

This impossibility overwhelmed Mu Jingzhe with despair and helplessness.

Im so tired, Ji Buwang. I lied to you about some things back then, but Im not lying to you now. Im really tired. I suddenly feel that this place is really bad.

Li Zhaodi and the rest took turns watching Mu Jingzhe carefully, nervous that she would do something foolish inside. Mu Jingzhe didnt do anything foolish, but she never came out. Later on, she even stopped moving.

Shao Dong realized that something was amiss and went in. He noticed that Mu Jingzhe was still breathing, but she seemed to have fainted while leaning against Ji Buwang.

Mu Jingzhe was urgently sent back to the ward. The doctor checked on her and found nothing wrong. He said that she might be too tired and she should rest well.

However, after Mu Jingzhe fell asleep, she didnt wake up even after a day. Shao Dong and the others couldnt wake her up, and the doctor couldnt do it even after using some external stimulation methods.

This was a huge problem. This time, after falling asleep, Mu Jingzhe no longer had the desire to live or wake up.

She was still alive, but she was completely lifeless.

Without a doubt, it was because when she had seen Ji Buwangs body, the stimulation had been too great, which had resulted in this problem.

What if Jingzhe never wakes up again? Li Zhaodi despaired.

Shao Dong and Shao Qihai had no choice. Seeing the dark night descend, Shao Qihai couldnt help but go to the funeral home. He didnt enter. He just watched from the outside, his hand subconsciously stroking the thing in his pocket.

Ji Buwang, your plan worked. You made Jingzhe see your corpse and say goodbye to you. You made her give up completely. It all seems to have worked too well. It feels as if her heart died completely with you.

It had been Ji Buwangs idea for Shao Qihai to bring Mu Jingzhe to see him.

It wasnt true that Ji Buwang hadnt left behind any last words. It was just that he hadnt left any words behind for Mu Jingzhe.

His corpse hadnt been cremated yet because he had wanted Mu Jingzhe to accept reality.

He hadnt wanted to give Mu Jingzhe hope. Hed only wanted to shorten Mu Jingzhes pain. Hed wanted her to never know the truth about her survival.

Shao Qihai stood in the funeral home and didnt go in to see Ji Buwang.. However, the last image of Ji Buwang and Mu Jingzhe under the closet involuntarily surfaced in his mind.