When she was sure they were both about to faint with the intensity of their lovemaking, Roberto pulled away. She noted that his chest was heaving; hers was, too. In the dim light he looked down on her, and she met his look recklessly, unafraid for him to see all the love and longing in her eyes. Her fingers clung to the lapels of his suit as she studied him.

She waited, needing to know he'd experienced the same wonder she had. He closed his eyes momentarily, his breath deep and harsh, as though he needed to separate himself from her, if not physically, then emotionally.

Brynn might have been offended if he hadn't continued to hold her close and with such tender care. She pressed her head to his chest and listened to the strong, fast-paced beat of his heart.

"I don't dare touch you again," he whispered thickly.

"Why not?"

"You make me lose my head."

"That's bad?" she asked.

She felt his smile against her cheek. "Not exactly. It would be very easy to take you into that bedroom and make love to you, but I won't."

"You won't?" She couldn't believe she was asking him this.

"I can't allow that to happen. Once would never be enough with you. I would want you again and again, and that would only lead to-"

A loud knock sounded against the door, startling them both. Roberto's eyes met hers in the faded light. "You're expecting someone?"

She shook her head.

"Who is it?" she asked, struggling to make her voice strong enough to be heard.

Roberto turned on the light switch.

"Emilio," Roberto's brother shouted from the other side.

Roberto stiffened with irritation and opened the front door.

"It's Modesto," Emilio cried as he stumbled into the apartment. His eyes were wide with panic and fear. The teenager slumped onto the sofa and covered his face with both hands. "Modesto's been shot."

Jammed inside Jenny and Michelle's dinky apartment for the potluck Christmas party, everyone seemed to be talking at once. Trey felt as out of place as a bull moose at one of those fancy dog shows, the ones with dolled-up poodles with painted toenails.

Jenny's acting friends were certainly a mixed breed. There were everyday people, the kind he would have been hard-pressed to guess were show people, and then there were the others. The others, he noted, tended to be flamboyant attention seekers.

It made for an interesting evening, he would admit that much. Holding his drink, he found a quiet corner and played the role of casual observer.

A couple of times Jenny drifted his way, but she wasn't able to stay for long. Trey understood. Since she shared hostessing duties with her roommate, she couldn't very well give him all her attention. Though to be honest, that was what Trey would have preferred.

He sipped the wine, a fruity-flavored one he wouldn't normally drink, but was all the market had offered. He found himself watching Jenny, mesmerized by her. She was as beautiful as he remembered, more so. Yet he couldn't look at her without his gut twisting up in a knot. This had been his lot when she was growing up. Loving her from afar.

Next to burying his parents, the most difficult thing Trey had ever done was to let Jenny Lancaster leave Custer, Montana, without telling her how much he loved her. He hadn't felt particularly self-sacrificing and noble at the time. He didn't feel that way now. It was just that he had some decisions to make, damned important ones, and they involved Jenny.

He loved her, and although he'd tried to forget her in the last three years, he couldn't. Countless times he'd attempted to convince himself to look for greener pastures.

It hadn't worked.

He'd spent the better part of ten years in love with Jenny, and it didn't appear that time or distance was going to change the way he felt.

She'd been little more than fifteen when he'd first recognized her as a woman. Until then she'd been a pesky kid. Living next door, so to speak, Trey had dealt mostly with Dillon, Jenny's father.

He remembered the day he'd realized she was a woman. He'd driven over to talk to her father about one thing or another and gone into the barn. Jenny had been there, grooming her filly and practicing her lines for a school play, when he'd stumbled upon her by accident. Without missing a beat, she'd continued with a flawless delivery. She'd ended her soliloquy by dramatically throwing herself into his arms, then leaning back and planting the back of her hand against her forehead. Less than a second passed before she'd recovered from her death, leaped upright, and asked him what he'd thought of her performance.

What he'd saw, Trey realized now, was the most beautiful woman he'd ever laid eyes on. Until that moment Trey had thought of Jenny as a kid. But it hadn't been a child he'd held in those few moments.

Trey had scowled and muttered something about needing to talk to Dillon. Then for the next several years he'd waited impatiently for Jenny to grow up so he could court her. Three long, torturous years. It hadn't been easy watching her date one young buck after another. Nor had he liked her riding over to tell him about her dates and seeking his advice.

Trey suspected Jenny's parents knew how he felt about their daughter. But if they did, neither one said anything to him, and for that he was grateful.

By the time Jenny entered community college, she was dating one particular young man, and it looked for a time as if the two of them might be growing serious. More than once Trey had thought to go to her with his heart on his sleeve and tell her the way he felt.

This happened shortly after his parents had died, one after the other, within a nine-month period, and he was struggling financially. Dealing with his family's estate had drained his ready cash. Unfortunately this was about the same time that beef prices had plummeted. While he was fighting off the banks and barely holding his head above water financially wasn't the time to be asking a woman to be his wife.

By the time he felt he had something to offer Jenny, she'd made the decision to leave Montana for New York.

Trey remembered that Jenny's family had thrown a big going-away party for her. Trey couldn't force himself to attend. He knew if he let her leave, there was a good chance he'd never see her again, at least not the Jenny he knew. New York would change her. New York would make her into one of those sophisticated women who carried their dogs under their arms while they went clothes shopping.

Letting Jenny leave Montana was a testament of how much he loved her. His love couldn't compete with her dreams. The bright lights of Broadway was her destiny. He was a cattle rancher with damn little to offer someone as talented as Jenny Lancaster.

At the last minute, Trey had stopped by the ranch and managed to wish her his very best. He remembered he'd said something corny about her breaking her leg in New York. Then he'd stood with her family and waved good-bye.

She'd driven off with her friends and taken his heart with her.

Afterward, Trey had gone home and gotten soundly drunk.

The first year after she'd left had been the worst. He'd made a dozen or more excuses to visit the Lancasters and ask about her. He'd been tempted to write her but had promised himself he wouldn't. She was out of his life now and would soon be a big shot on Broadway.

Only it hadn't happened quite like that. By the second Christmas she was away, he'd been semisuccessful in pushing the memory of her to the back of his mind. He still asked about her occasionally and was surprised to learn that her name wasn't lighting up any marquees. It was then that he'd begun to hope Jenny would throw in the towel and move home to lick her wounds.

It was the small quiver in her voice when he'd phoned that had first alerted Trey to the fact that something was wrong. He hadn't been able to put his finger on it. After all this time, he didn't expect Jenny to be the same person she'd been when she'd left Custer. He wasn't sure now what he had expected. Instead of sounding happy, she'd seemed sad, and he'd sensed in her a deep pain she couldn't hide.

He'd mulled that over for a number of days, and then it seemed everyone he knew on God's green earth started talking about New York. Before he could question the wisdom of his actions, he'd booked the flight to New York and subsequently learned the truth. He wasn't relieved or glad at her lack of success. His first reaction had been anger that those fancy, worldly men had been blind to her talents.

Trey wanted to take Jenny back to Montana. He wanted to love her, comfort her, and take care of her. More than that, he wanted to wipe away the frustration and disappointment.

He hadn't meant to ask her to come home so abruptly, but the words had refused to remain unsaid. The first time he'd asked, her response had been quick and sharp.

No.

That had been before he'd kissed her. When he'd asked a second time, she hadn't answered.

Someone slipped a tape inside the cassette player, and a fresh batch of Christmas music filled the room. Several started to sing, and soon Trey heard three distinct parts, blending in perfect harmony.

Within a few moments everyone had stopped chatting to sing along. Jenny drifted over to Trey's side. He'd never tire of hearing her sing. This, he decided, was what angels must sound like. Her voice conjured up that image for him.