"Thank you, Jake. Even if it is for being the last man standing."

A simple misunderstanding

Bowman leaves the office and sees the NCOs waiting for his return, nursing their coffee mugs and murmuring among themselves in the open office area.

"All right," he says, returning to the map. "That was Immunity. I have new orders direct from General Kirkland. We have been given a mission."

The NCOs settle down, watching him with expressions that are suddenly wary and suspicious. It suddenly strikes him in a flash of insight that Second Battalion was probably offered the mission first. Lieutenant Colonel Rose accepted it. Then his men, seeing such a mission as suicide for themselves, rebelled and shot him.

Ironically, Rose probably would have ordered First Battalion to take on the mission and kept his battalion out of it, since the mission objective is in Manhattan. But before the Colonel could delegate the mission to Bowman's people, his men killed him.

A simple misunderstanding.

After that, Major General Kirkland turned to one 2LT Bowman and appointed him commander of the Brigade.

There's a lesson here. He would have to tread carefully.

"Our mission involves a research facility located on the west side." He stabs the map with his index finger. "Right about here. Can everybody see? We're going to this facility to secure a group of scientists and help them evacuate the city."

"Uh, LT, sir?" asks one of the sergeants from Third Platoon. "With all respect, that sounds like suicide, don't it?"

"We're going to make it to that facility with no casualties if I can help it," Bowman says, looking the man in the eye. "We're going at night, which will help. By the way, it's Captain, not LT. I was promoted and placed in command of the Battalion."

Actually, he was placed in command of the Brigade, but the whole thing-a 2LT being promoted to head a brigade-sounds too ridiculous even to him.

"Congratulations on your promotion, sir," another sergeant from Third Platoon says. "But going out at night is definitely suicide. We saw that the other night. The ma.s.sacre happened after the blackout."

"Actually, the blackout probably saved what was left of the companies from being completely wiped out," Bowman answers. "And the survivors made it all the way here, mostly unharmed, using their NVGs. We're going to do the same for this mission."

Some of the NCOs nod at this.

"We can't silence our weapons, though," another sergeant says. "You shoot off a few rounds in this town, and every Mad Dog in the place comes swarming at you from everywhere at the gallop."

"We won't be firing our weapons," Bowman says.

"Sir?"

"We'll be making our way with the bayonet."

The NCOs guffaw and whistle in respect. The plan has b.a.l.l.s. They just might make it.

Bishop raises his hand. "Sir? I have a question. Why are we risking our necks at all? The Army is abandoning us here. Technically, we're on our own."

Bowman frowns. "We're not being abandoned. We're going to be-" "All I'm saying is we're safe here and we should consider whether the risk is worth our lives."

Bowman shakes his head. He does not want to argue with Bishop in front of the NCOs. But they have a right to know what's at stake.

"I'll tell you why this mission is important," says the Captain. "This team of research scientists has found a cure to the Mad Dog disease. And there's a helicopter ride out of here for us when the mission is completed. We're going with the scientists."

"With all respect, sir, that's bulls.h.i.+t," Bishop says. "I'm not buying it." The NCOs gasp at the breach of discipline between officers in front of enlisted men, then begin murmuring-some against Bishop, some for him.

"He's right!" one of the sergeants from Bravo says.

"I'm not going out there again," a sergeant from Delta mutters.

"Even if we get out of here, they're just going to use us like cannon fodder in some other city. You know?"

"Embrace the suck, gentlemen."

"Shut up and listen to the CO!"

"I say call a vote!"

"I'm only asking a fair question, Todd," Bishop says. "We've been lied to too many times already, and it's gotten too many good men killed."

Kemper roars, silencing them all, "You will address him as *Captain' or *sir,' Lieutenant! And you will not argue with the Captain or question his orders in front of enlisted personnel. That means shut the h.e.l.l up right now!"

Bowman glowers at both of them, barely containing his rage. "Both of you get out of here. Get out of my sight. Now. I'll deal with you later."

"Yes, sir," Kemper says. "Sorry for my outburst, sir."

As he pa.s.ses Bowman, he winks.

Bowman is almost too stunned to understand, but then he gets it. Kemper knew that Bowman did not need a champion to defend him, that what he needed was for his people to respect his authority and obey his orders. Kemper showed the NCOs that he obeys Bowman, while also silencing Bishop by immediately ending the public debate.

"We are not a boys club," the Captain tells the sergeants. "We do not vote. You are either in the Army and you follow orders in a chain of command that goes all the way up to the President of the United States, or you are a deserter and sc.u.m. Understand?"

"Yes, sir," the NCOs answer.

"Now listen up. This is important. If we weren't going out on this mission, we'd still be going out to retrieve supplies from H&S, or sit here and starve. The NVGs are either going to get us there or we are returning here. After we complete the mission, the Army will lift us somewhere else that's safer than being in the middle of the most densely populated city in the G.o.dd.a.m.n country. Not to mention a deathtrap, since the Air Force has started blowing the bridges in a crazy attempt to prevent the Mad Dogs here from migrating. d.a.m.n, in just a month or two, what you see outside the window today might be considered the good old days of peace and plenty. I think, given the facts on the ground, this mission is our best and only real option for long-term survival. Hooah?"

"Hooah," the NCOs answer, some louder than others. Some not at all.

"We step off at zero four," says Bowman. "Be ready, gentlemen. That is all."

One of you is a traitor

The boys of First Squad, Second Platoon immediately start grumbling as they wake up in the darkness. By the time they get out of their sleeping bags, s.h.i.+vering in the night air that has grown increasingly colder over the past few days-this being the first week of October-they have progressed from b.i.t.c.hing to full-fledged whining.

A lot of soldiers are gung ho for the cool stuff that happens here and there in the service, and constantly gripe and moan about everything else that happens in between. But this is real dissent. They were just getting comfortable here and starting to feel like they might be able to wait this thing out and come out the other end alive. They have food, water, electricity, heat, security in this place. A few of the platoon's Casanovas even found the time, amidst the endless hard work, to strike up relations.h.i.+ps with women in the building.

Mooney was the only one not surprised when Sergeant McGraw told them last night that they were bugging out. He had already sensed the change in the air. He saw the signs and portents and understood that n.o.body was going to make it out of this thing without intense suffering. The TV stations going off the air one by one. Paper money only having value as kindling. The complete breakdown of distribution systems for food, medicine and clothing. The rumors of Army units simply taking their guns and walking off the job.

It all happened so fast.

Soon, he believes, people will be burning library books to keep warm in between hunting each other for food and using the Hudson as a toilet and was.h.i.+ng machine.

"You didn't really think the Army was going to leave us alone, did you?" says Carrillo. "We're one of the only units in the area that's still obeying orders."

"We're one of the only units still alive," Ratliff says.

"They at least had to try to get us killed," Rollins says, but n.o.body laughs.

"Quit your b.i.t.c.hing and gear up, boys," McGraw says, stomping into the room. His sleeves are uncharacteristically rolled up, revealing his hairy Popeye forearms with a skull tattooed on one and crossed rifles on the other. "I want you out in the hallway, against the far wall in single file, ready to move, in fifteen. Drop your fartsack, Ratliff. Your poncho, too. We're going light. Bring lots of ammo and otherwise only what you need. We're leaving everything else for the Hajjis."

The boys burst into laughter. They've taken to calling the Mad Dogs "Maddy" and the civilians "Hajjis" over the past few days, and hearing one of the NCOs do the same-especially their own blunt, burly Sergeant McGraw-is hilarious to them.

Many of these boys will leave their warm sleeping bags and risk their necks tonight purely out of devotion to their NCOs. They respect the non-coms. Wherever they go, the boys will follow.

"Anybody got any more glow sticks?" Rollins says. "I can't hardly see s.h.i.+t in here."

"Use your NVGs," Mooney says. "It'll be good practice."

McGraw turns at the sound of Mooney's voice, points at him, and says, "You." He points at Wyatt. "And you."

"I didn't do it," Wyatt says.

"Get your s.h.i.+t on, meatb.a.l.l.s," McGraw tells them. "You're coming with me."

"Yes, Sergeant," Mooney says darkly. The other boys are already tearing into MREs for breakfast. His stomach growls.

They are on the move after a few minutes. The boys of the other squads are already spilling out of the other cla.s.srooms in the wing and filling up the hallway. Most squat against the student lockers in grim silence, their carbines between their knees. Some race out of line to use the john before the company steps off. Somebody from First Platoon cranks up "Welcome to the Jungle" by Guns 'N Roses on a CD player to get their juices flowing and wake up the Hajjis.

At the end of the hallway, McGraw tells them to wait, his eyes on the Platoon Sergeant, who is arguing with several civilians.

Somebody calls out for fresh batteries for his NVGs. The boys here are finis.h.i.+ng up their last smokes, dropping the b.u.t.ts and grinding them out with their boots. Then two soldiers from First Platoon's Weapons Squad show up carrying a crate of ammo between them, and start pa.s.sing it out.

Top up, they say. Put a mag in every spare pocket. Bring as much as you can carry.

Mooney steps closer to the Platoon Sergeant and listens in on his argument.

"You will be okay here if you keep your heads down and don't attract attention," Kemper is saying. "There's plenty of food. We had crews filling up every bottle and bucket in the place with tap water. You've got extra gas we siphoned from the refrigerated trucks, so you've got a good supply of fuel for the generator."

"Your duty is to help these people, Sergeant," one of the civilians says.

"My duty is to follow my orders."

"You work for us, G.o.dd.a.m.nit."

"I work for the U.S. Army, Ma'am."

Kemper walks away, nods to McGraw, and continues down the hall, which suddenly grows increasingly loud and chaotic as the NCOs begin ordering and dressing their squads for the movement. Adding to the confusion is the fact that the CO made some last-minute changes to the order of march, promoting some of the sergeants to the rank of LT, combining squads, and otherwise rebuilding a new overstrength company on the fly from the wreckage of a battalion. Some of the boys are shouting out names, panicked; entire squads appear to be missing.

Mooney turns around and sees Martin and Boomer tagging along with their .30-cal M240. Martin gives him a thumbs up. Mooney frowns. He never knows if Martin is being nice or an a.s.shole. In Iraq, giving somebody a thumbs up is the same as giving them the finger.

"You know what's going on?" he whispers.

Martin shakes his head, grinning.

"No talking," McGraw says.

They turn the corner and enter an empty hallway. Soon, the sounds of what's left of First Battalion recede into the gloom.

Kemper switches on the SureFire flashlight attached to his carbine. "Turn that thing off," a voice says in the dark. "I'm right here."

"Yes, sir," Kemper says.

Captain Bowman steps out of an empty, dusty-smelling cla.s.sroom, a glow stick dangling from his load-bearing vest. The monochromatic light stick, like the NVG phosphor screen, is purposefully colored green since the eye can distinguish between more shades of green than other phosphor colors. He's the only one of them who has a light source.

Kemper says to the MGR and AG, "I want you to set up the thirty-cal here, pointing that way. We're going to the end of this hallway. If you hear shooting, you keep your cool and hold your fire. If I say shoot, you start shooting anybody with a flash light or a glow stick. But only if I tell you to shoot. Is that clear, Specialist?"

"Hooah, Sergeant," Martin says.

"Good man."

The Captain gives Mooney and Wyatt the once-over. Mooney stands at attention and says, "Sir, Private Mooney reports!"

Wyatt echoes the ritual.

Bowman smiles at them. "Always you two. At ease, men."

"What are we doing here, Sarge?" says Boomer.

"It's personal," Kemper answers.

Martin and Boomer finish setting up the M240. The group moves down the hall.

Ahead, in the darkness, Mooney hears murmuring voices, occasionally punctuated by a strident yell. His stomach begins a series of flying leaps. He suddenly feels certain that something bad is happening. And that something very, very bad is going to happen.

The Captain is talking into his handheld.

"I've got a couple of the men with me, but I'll be coming around the corner to talk to you alone," he says into his handset. "All right?"