'You asked me if I would help you if I could and I said "Yes if I could".'

'You're not telling me what you know,' said Dobrshinsky. 'Is she worth the disgrace and imprisonment? What about your principles?'

'If I could, I would help you.'

'A facile mantra. You think you're trapped, but you have a choice. You're a doctor, a gentleman, a man of reason please use it.'

Dobrshinsky paused again, his little brown eyes watching Hadfield intently, perhaps hoping for a flicker of weakness of sense. But there was nothing Hadfield could say. He could own that he used to be a man of reason and even some principle, he could admit to his confusion, to terrible doubt, he could say he had not made a decision to pursue this course, that it was a feeling, a compulsion he was in thrall to. Would a man who struggled with an irresistible impulse of his own understand a little of this?

'No one knows you're here,' Dobrshinsky continued. 'Help me and you will walk free. You can return to your patients and to society. If you don't help me you'll be sent to trial and then to a convict settlement, a disgrace to your family and your country.'

'This is my country.'

'Then serve her.'

'If I could, I would help you,' Hadfield repeated.

'We will catch Kovalenko and the rest, Figner, Perovskaya. We've arrested Zhelyabov. You have a choice . . .' Dobrshinsky paused, then, almost as an afterthought, added: 'Perhaps I should arrange for you to speak with your uncle?'

'As you wish,' said Hadfield with exaggerated composure.

Dobrshinsky's thin lips twitched a little with amus.e.m.e.nt: 'Of course that would have unfortunate consequences. You understand the choice you must make. I urge you to think on your future and the right course.' He pulled a gold timepiece from his waistcoat pocket: 'Four o'clock. I'll return in a few hours.'

Rising stiffly from the table, he smoothed the creases from his frock coat with great care and turned to the door. He knocked sharply then turned once more: 'Did you read those volumes of Mr Dostoevsky's I lent you, Doctor? There's a line, I can't remember it precisely but it is something like, "Do not underestimate how powerful a single man may be." That power is given to you now. Choose wisely.'

THE PEOPLE'S WILL APARTMENT 25 VOZNESENSKY PROSPEKT They were saved by a cat. Yakimova had left as soon as she was able and hurried to the flat on the Voznesensky. The gendarmes had arrived at the cheese shop with a surveyor of buildings.

'Not just any old surveyor. He was a general,' Bashka reported.

They had searched all three rooms but were most interested in the cellar. The general kicked at the pile of c.o.ke they had placed in front of the gallery entrance but did not ask for it to be moved. Nor had the gendarmes taken the trouble to look under the shopkeeper's bed and in the barrels where they would have found the earth from the gallery. The general had been on the point of asking for one to be opened when Bashka's cat had bounded down the steps into the cellar and rubbed against his shiny boots.

'He bent to stroke her and I began rattling on about her history, and that was enough to distract him,' Bashka said with a throaty chuckle. They were now on the best of terms with the gendarmes. It was the first piece of good fortune they had enjoyed in weeks.

By eight o'clock the mine was charged for firing and the rendezvous set for the bomb-throwers. Nikolai Kibalchich would work through the night to ready the grenades. There were six of them left at the flat on the Voznesensky, cutting the kerosene cans for the sh.e.l.l of the grenades, bending and twisting the metal with fire tongs in the grate and casting weights on the kitchen table. Anna Kovalenko and the other women knew nothing of explosives, but fetched and carried and measured and mixed as they were bidden. The living-room floor was covered in shards of metal, the apartment full of stinging acrid smoke. They spoke little and only of the tasks they needed to perform. At eleven o'clock Sophia Perovskaya left them to rest as best she could before the morning.

'You must go too, Annushka,' Vera Figner said a short time later. 'You're exhausted. You should be fresh for tomorrow.'

But Anna could not sleep. She lay on the bed in her stained dress, conscious of Sophia restless beside her and the noise of the bomb-makers in the sitting room. With nothing to distract her tired mind, she became a prisoner of her thoughts again. Where was Frederick?

'Are you awake, Annushka?'

'Yes.'

Sophia turned to face her and reached up to touch her cheek.

'He didn't betray us, Sonechka,' she said, trying to hold back her tears.

'Who, Annushka? Are you crying?' She brushed the moisture from Anna's cheek with the back of her hand, then leant forward to kiss her brow.

'Your English doctor,' she said. 'You love him.'

Anna did not answer. She was ashamed to speak of him when her friend's thoughts must be with Zhelyabov.

'Are you afraid, Sonechka?' she asked at last.

'Only that we may fail again.'

And Anna could see in the splinter of light from the open door the implacable resolve in her white face.

42.

SUNDAY, 1 MARCH 1881.

8.00 A.M.

THE VOZNESENSKY PROSPEKT.

The pavement was slippery and the bombs were too delicate to risk carrying far. Anna found a cab just beyond the frozen Fontanka, its driver snoozing in his furs, hat pulled down over his eyes and ears. Sophia was waiting for her beneath the carriage arch of the block, the bombs in her arms like a baby. As the cab slid along rutted streets, she nursed them in her lap for fear a jolt would cause one or more to explode. It was early, a little after eight, a cold clear day, the snowy pavements Sunday quiet, church bells calling believers to prayer.

The four members of the bombing party were already at the apartment in the Telezhnaya.

'But where is Andrei?' they asked. Andrei Zhelyabov was their mentor and talisman. But Andrei was not going to come. A pet.i.te woman with her bombs in a stout paper bag had taken his place. Was it possible without him?

Yes, it was possible, Sophia told them with quiet a.s.surance. The executive committee of The People's Will had decided that the attempt would be made that day. There could be no turning away. They sat in silence, fidgeting with their tea gla.s.ses, hands, b.u.t.tons, avoiding her gaze, too frightened to speak but too frightened to break the circle. Anna stood watching at the window, her mouth dry, her chest tight.

Sophia Perovskaya unfolded a pencil map of the streets and marked with neat little crosses the positions she had chosen for the bombers. If the emperor took his customary route to the parade he would pa.s.s the cheese shop on the Malaya Sadovaya. If the mine did not kill him the bombers would be able to make sure. If he came by the other route the Ekaterininsky Ca.n.a.l then they would catch him on his journey back to the palace.

'If you see me at the corner of the Malaya Sadovaya with a handkerchief in my hand,' she said, 'that is the signal to take up new positions along the ca.n.a.l. Is that clear? Good. Comrades, courage. Today is a day of hope for the people.'

They found a cafe close by and ordered coffee and cakes. The bag with the bombs sat on the bench beside them.

'And me, Sonechka? What must I do?' Anna asked, when there seemed nothing more to discuss.

Sophia placed a tiny hand on top of hers. 'You must go back to the apartment on Voznesensky and wait for us.'

Anna was aghast. How could her friend suggest such a thing?

'I knew you would be upset but it is the will of the executive committee.'

'You mean it is your will.'

'Annushka. It is important someone is there . . .'

'Vera will be there. Please Sophia, I must . . .' Again Anna was struggling to control her tears. She pulled her hand free, clenching her fists in frustration. I have become so weak, she thought.

'Shhhh, Annushka.' Sophia's face softened and she reached for Anna's hand. 'There are things you must do, your future . . .' She hesitated.

'But you will need a lookout . . .'

'No, Anna,' she said firmly. 'No. It is the will of the executive committee. And that's an end to the matter.'

They paid and left the cafe and on the street they kissed and held each other for a moment.

'Wish me luck, Annushka.'

Anna kissed her cold cheek again and stood watching her comrade's diminutive figure until it was lost among the pa.s.sers-by.

12.45 P.M.

THE WINTER PALACE.

The tsar had risen at half past eight and his valet reported him to be in high good humour. He had taken a turn about the Winter Palace gardens with his children and, after divine worship, he ate a light breakfast. At ten o'clock he received His Excellency Count Loris-Melikov in his study and listened with satisfaction to his account of the arrest of the notorious terrorist Zhelyabov.

'It's a feather in all our caps, Anton Frankzevich,' the chief prosecutor reported. 'I've spoken to His Excellency and he sends his compliments to you and Major Barclay.'

To communicate this courtesy, Count von Plehve made a gracious little bow to his two companions.

Dobrshinsky returned it with a small smile. 'Please pa.s.s on my thanks to His Excellency.'

They were standing in the courtyard of the palace in the midst of great activity as the royal grooms prepared the emperor's covered coach for the review at the manege. The stones rang to the restless clopping of the horses, the Cossacks gathered in a cloud of vapour beneath the carriage arch.

'And did His Excellency represent our views to His Majesty?' asked Dobrshinsky.

'His Majesty is determined to take the parade,' von Plehve replied, raising his shoulders a little in a gesture of resignation. 'The imperial chamberlain asked him to reconsider, but he will hear none of it.'

'Folly.' Dobrshinsky slapped his cane against his boots in exasperation.

'He has acceded to your request for an additional escort,' said von Plehve, almost apologetically. 'Major Barclay will travel in the police sleigh.'

'And the route?'

'That is for His Majesty to decide, but our concerns were made known to him. We can only hope he was listening.'

'Amen to that,' said Barclay, crossing himself vigorously.

Yes, it was time to fall back on prayer, Dobrshinsky reflected, what more could they do?

There were gendarmes outside the manege, and his own people were posted among the crowd, but it was impossible to guard against reckless hate.

'Health to Your Majesty!'

The soldiers in the covered entrance shouted their customary greeting and a moment later Tsar Alexander II stepped into the courtyard with the captain of his guard a few steps behind. He stopped to adjust the clasp of his cloak, blinking in the winter sunshine. A word to his coachman, then he stepped inside and a moment later the royal cortege pulled away, the Cossacks with swords drawn in front and on the flanks, the police bringing up the rear in two small sleighs.

'A fine thing, I'm sure, to have your police escort travelling behind you,' muttered Dobrshinsky.

'Well, take a little comfort,' the chief prosecutor observed tartly, his gaze fixed on the coach as it trundled through the echoing arch into the street. 'His Majesty has just instructed his coachman to take him over the Pevchesky Bridge.'

'Yes, there is comfort in that,' Dobrshinsky replied. So he had listened to that much advice. The tsar would follow the route along the Ekaterininsky Ca.n.a.l to the parade. 'Perhaps it will be enough to keep him alive.'

1.00 P.M.

THE MIKHAILOVSKY MANeGE.

Anna did not obey the executive committee but waited near the manege for the crump of the mine. She felt sick with anxiety and a little faint and had to turn away to find support against a wall. Perhaps it was the baby, too. Then, at a little after one o'clock, the crowd began to twitter with excitement and she heard horses at a fast trot and the rumble of a coach. She caught only a glimpse of him at the window, his large eyes turned towards her, a soft expression, whiskers and moustache greyer than in the paintings that hung in every public building. People about her were cheering and crossing themselves like pilgrims at the tomb of a saint. I could have tossed the bomb beneath his coach, she thought. And yet, although she wanted him to die she knew she no longer had the strength or will to be his executioner. She could picture her comrade Frolenko in the cheese shop clasping the wires in his workman's hands, poised to make the connection that would not only kill the tsar but bring part of the building down on top of himself.

'Hurrah!'

Through the tall windows of the manege, she could hear the cheers of the Life Guards as they welcomed the sovereign, and then a military band struck up a quick march as the battalions trooped their colours. A mounted gendarme was pressing the spectators back quite unnecessarily and an old woman cried out in pain as his horse stepped on her foot. Some of the men began to remonstrate with him but the gendarme was too drunk with self-regard to care. Anna was suddenly conscious that she was shivering with apprehension and the cold. Why was she waiting? There was nothing she could do. Without a task, she risked recognition and arrest for nothing.

She turned her back on the manege and the insistent rattle of the Life Guards' drums with half a mind to do what she had been instructed to do. A contingent of mounted gendarmes pa.s.sed at a slow canter on to the gates of the Mikhailovsky Palace. The city police were already clearing the public from the pavement close by and, peering through the huge wrought-iron railings, she could see the grand d.u.c.h.ess's flunkies sc.r.a.ping ice from the carriageway that swept up to the palace entrance. As she watched them bent double over their spades, she cursed herself for a dull-witted simpleton. They were preparing for the emperor, and if it was his intention to visit his cousin at the Mikhailovsky he would return to his own palace along the ca.n.a.l embankment. The mine in the Malaya Sadovaya was quite useless. Would Sophia guess?

Without wasting another second deliberating, she set off across Mikhailovsky Square in the direction of the cheese shop. But before she had gone more than a hundred yards she saw one of the bombers struggling through the crowd towards her. He had a shock of blond hair and an earnest clean-shaven face, and in his arms he was carrying a white paper bag the size of a large box of chocolates. If someone jogged his elbow a dozen or more pa.s.sers-by would be blown to pieces. He noticed her only as their paths crossed, and gave her an anxious little smile. Sophia must have given her signal, because he was walking purposefully towards the ca.n.a.l. After a few seconds, Anna turned to follow him.