'It's true, then,' he said gravely, 'that they met there?'
'He didn't encourage her. She told me again and again he didn't. She went on Wednesday morning, and he never came. That was on purpose, I'm sure.'
'But why wasn't I told about the books?'
'He wanted to surprise you. And now he's gone away, Gilbert. He told her he wouldn't be back till after her marriage.'
'He's gone away?'
She raised her face, and continued eagerly:
'You see why he went, don't you? I had hard thoughts of him at first, but now I know I was wrong. You think so much of him; you know he wouldn't be so cowardly and wicked. Thyrza told me the solemn truth; I would die rather than doubt her word. You must believe her, Gilbert.
It's all so hard! She couldn't help it. And you mustn't think harm of him!'
He said under his breath:
'I must try not to.'
She sat down, overcome, yielding herself to voiceless misery. It was a long time before Gilbert spoke.
'Do you know where he is gone to, Lyddy?'
'No, I don't.'
Again silence. Then he moved, and looked at the clock.
'Will you sit with my mother? This is a great blow to her as well, and it is hard to bear at her age. I will go out and see what I can do.
Don't fear, we'll find her. You shall soon have her back. Do you feel able to sit with mother?
'Yes, I will, Gilbert.'
'Thank you. It will be kindness. I don't think I shall be very late.'
In passing her, he just touched her hand.
In the meanwhile, Ackroyd had returned to Newport Street. He sent up word by the landlady that he wished to see Totty. The latter sent a reply to him that perhaps she would be coming out in about an hour, but could not be certain.
He waited, standing in the rain, over against the house. Perhaps twenty minutes passed; then he saw the girl come forth.
'We can't talk here,' Luke said, joining her. 'Will you come under the archway yonder?'
'I don't see that we've got so much to talk about,' Totty answered, indifferently.
'Yes, I've several things to ask you.'
'All right. But I can't wait out in the cold for long.'
They went in the direction away from Paradise Street, and found shelter under a black vault of the railway. A train roared above their heads as they entered.
'I've just seen Lydia Trent,' he began. 'Did you expect that anything of this kind would happen?'
'I've told you already that I have nothing to do with Thyrza and her goings on. I told Lydia she'd better go to you if she wanted to find her sister. I hope you told her all you know.'
'What do you mean by that? How should I be able to help her to find Thyrza?'
'Oh, don't bother me!' Totty exclaimed, with impatience. 'I'm sick of it. If you've brought me out to talk in this way, you might as well have let it alone.'
'What are you driving at, Totty? I tell you I don't understand you.
Speak plainly, if you please. You think that I know where Thyrza is?'
'I suppose you're as likely to as anybody.'
'Why? Confound it, why?'
She shrugged her shoulders, and turned away. He pressed his question with growing impatience.
'Why, what did you come telling me the other night?' cried Totty at length. 'It was like your impudence.'
'What did I tell you? I didn't tell you anything. I asked if you knew of something, and you said you did. I don't see how I was impudent.
After hearing Bower's tale it was likely I should come and speak to you about it.'
'Bower's tale? What tale?'
'You don't know that Bower's found it all out, and is telling everybody?'
'Found all _what_ out? I haven't been to the shop for a week. What do you mean?'
Ackroyd checked some impulsive words, and recommenced gravely:
'Look here, Totty. Will you please tell me in plain words what you supposed I was asking you about on Tuesday night?'
'All right. It's nothing to me. You'd found out somehow that Thyrza was foolish enough to want to have you instead of Mr. Grail, and so you was so kind as to come and tell me. I quite understood; there's no need of saying 'I beg your pardon.' You may go your way, and I go mine.'
'And you mean to say you believed that! Well, I don't wonder at you being in the sulks. And that's why you send Lydia to me to ask about Thyrza? By the Lord, if I ever heard the like of that! Well, I've got a fair lot of cheek, but I couldn't quite manage that.'
'Then what _did_ you mean?' she cried angrily.
'Why, nothing at all. But what did _you_ mean by saying you knew all about it?'
'About as much as you did,' she answered coldly.
'H'm. Then we both meant nothing. I'll say good-night, Totty.'
'No you won't. You'll please to tell me what you _did_ mean!'
He was about to answer lightly, but altered his intention and said:
'I can't do that. It's not my business.'