I'm sorry, Tali. I didn't want to leave her, but if they had me, they had no reason to hurt her. And if they were gone, there'd be no one to hurt the rest. I was only sorry Vinnot wasn't here.

"I accept your offer," I said, smiling at Zertanik. "I'd be delighted to flash this for you."

He beamed and actually rubbed his palms together.

I closed my eyes, pressed my hands against the Slab, and pictured three dandelions blowing in the wind.

TWENTY-THREE.

Pain exploded from the Slab, slamming me back against a bookcase. Fine sand stung my eyes, my skin, ripped my hair back like a gale. Zertanik and the Luminary screamed, then fell silent, their anguished wails swept away by the roar. Wood creaked, then cracked, and splinters showered me seconds before the gale lessened and I dropped face-first to the ground.

I lay for hours...days...seconds...I had no idea. My head thumped almost as fast and hard as my heart. My fingers were cold in a way I'd never felt before. The rest of me was just numb.

Why wasn't I dead?

Something cool and sharp covered my eyes, and I brushed it away, wincing as flecks scratched the tender skin. I brushed more gently, flicking away bits that felt like cold salt. I opened my eyes and blinked at the white crystals melting on my fingers.

Ice? Grannyma had told us about ice. From the stories her her grannyma told her when they were mountain folk. It fell from the sky like rain when it was cold. Tali had laughed, not believing her. It never got that cold in Geveg. grannyma told her when they were mountain folk. It fell from the sky like rain when it was cold. Tali had laughed, not believing her. It never got that cold in Geveg.

It was cold now though. s.h.i.+verflesh rippled down my body and I s.h.i.+vered. I rubbed my arms. They were coated with ice, same as my eyes had been. I reached to pull my collar tighter, and shredded cloth slipped between my fingers. A tickle of icy water ran down my scalp, my back, my- Saints! Where were my clothes?

Cold and shock pushed the last of the fuzziness out of my head. Aylin's dress was gone, nothing but frayed tatters around the cuffs and collar. My sandals were still there, but the top straps were snapped. And that blue thing next to me was...

The Slab.

I reached out and touched it. Warm, like skin, despite the chill all around it. More warmth against my back. I glanced over my shoulder. Late-afternoon sun poured in through shattered windows, and dust and bits of fabric floated around the room. Broken gla.s.s littered the floor. The carpets were threadbare under the Slab, long sc.r.a.ped areas radiating outward like paint sanded off a hull. Ice covered everything in a white sheen.

"He-h.e.l.lo?" I squeaked, my voice unrecognizable. I didn't see Zertanik or the Luminary, but the room was in pieces, same as my clothes. Everything had been shoved away from the Slab with the same force that had thrown me against the bookcase. Furniture was crushed along the walls, paintings hung in strips over shattered tables and chairs. Even Grannyma's portrait was gone.

A warm breeze blew. The curtains were missing. Part of the roof too, and chipped stones lay gathered with the rest of the debris. A fine red mist coated the far wall and, underneath, torn silk in bright colors. Stuck to a cracked brick, a chunk of frost-covered hair shone black in the sun.

Zertanik's.

There was nothing else left of him. He'd disintegrated, same as the pynvium chunks I'd flashed one too many times. I didn't want to look for the Luminary, but my gaze went to everything green just the same. Not far from what was left of Zertanik, a single braided gold bar poked out from between a desk and a broken statue. The same red mist coated the wall behind it.

Oh, Saints! That was blood blood.

I gagged, forced myself to breathe. Pressed my hands against my face until the world stopping spinning.

Why wasn't I I dead too? dead too?

I had to get out of there. I crawled to my knees and scanned the wreckage for the double doors, suddenly so far away. The way out was there, under all the death.

"Nya!"

A man's voice, outside somewhere. Familiar, but not Danello. Not Soek. I tried to call back, but all that came out was a raspy squeak. Everything swirled around me, silvery flecks dancing, tunneling down just like they had that day on the bridge, after I'd s.h.i.+fted into the fisherman. I stumbled, fell. Gla.s.s bit into my knees.

A loud thump, and a wall of debris on the right moved. The remains of the sofa Zertanik had sat on toppled to the floor. Another thump, and a strip of light shone through.

"Is anyone there?"

"Here," I wheezed.

Hard thumps and cracks sounded, and the strip widened to a shaft, then to a door. Blue and gold suddenly filled it, bright spots on the silver dancing around my vision.

"Nya?" A man. In the doorway. "Saints, Nya, what happened?"

I tried to answer, but the words wouldn't come. I knew this face, this man, but the name wouldn't come either.

He took off his s.h.i.+rt and pulled it over my head, threading my arms through like I'd done to Tali when she was little. He held my face, searched me with worried eyes. His chest was bare. He had a lot of scars. "Can you hear me?"

I nodded. Then the swirling silver took over and washed me away.

I woke in suns.h.i.+ne. It shone through tall windows all around me; and outside the windows, the lake sparkled like nothing bad had happened today. The need to have that be true almost outweighed my fear of where I was. Of who I'd killed-and how.

Of how I'd survived it.

Aches and pains pinched me all over as I sat up. I was in a sunroom, on a soft chaise next to a table with a vase of bright pink violets. Blue silk soothed my bruises, and I tugged at a s.h.i.+rt too large for me. When had I last worn silk?

"Good, you're finally awake."

I screamed and pressed back against the chaise. Jeatar stood in the doorway.

"Stay away from me!"

He held up his hands, palms out. "Nya, you're safe. I'm not going to hurt you."

I had no weapons except the small vase that probably wouldn't hurt all that much if I threw it. Maybe I could grab a chair, but they were wrought iron, and looked heavier than I was.

"Where am I?" I asked. I'd have to talk my way out of this, though that had never worked with Jeatar before.

"Zertanik's home. It was empty and close."

It all came back to me. His offer, his threats, the Slab. The fine red mist and bits of hair. The room s.h.i.+fted sideways.

"Easy now, take deep breaths." Jeatar was suddenly there, holding me up.

"I killed them."

"You did." He looked as perplexed as I felt. "I don't know what happened. The Luminary's office wing just...fell apart. The whole League shook." He eased me back onto the chaise, then went and poured a gla.s.s of water. "What did you do?" he asked cautiously as he handed me the gla.s.s.

I didn't want to answer that. I didn't even want to think think about it, though the truth kept screaming in my head. I drank, realizing he also wore a s.h.i.+rt too large for him. He had given me his. Dressed me. Saints and sinners! He'd seen me naked! I couldn't look at him, my cheeks hot as the sunbeams coming through the windows. "What did you do with the apprentices? With Tali and the others?" about it, though the truth kept screaming in my head. I drank, realizing he also wore a s.h.i.+rt too large for him. He had given me his. Dressed me. Saints and sinners! He'd seen me naked! I couldn't look at him, my cheeks hot as the sunbeams coming through the windows. "What did you do with the apprentices? With Tali and the others?"

"I let them go. The mob was a bit distracted by parts of the League suddenly exploding, but once they saw the apprentices and heard their story, they got right back to trying to burn things down. The Governor-General's soldiers finally got the mob under control, but it's tense out there. It's going to be a rough night for everyone."

"You were going to kill them. The apprentices."

He shook his head. "No. I just needed Zertanik and the Luminary to think so."

"Why?"

He sighed. "So I could catch them doing what I was pretty sure they were going to do."

"Steal the Slab."

He seemed surprised. "Yes."

"Who are you?"

"I work for the Duke's-"

I jumped up, swayed, and nearly fell. "Let me out of here, right now!"

"Nya, listen, please. I work for the Duke, but that doesn't mean I follow him. I'm an investigator for the Pynvium Consortium."

The Pynvium Consortium? They controlled the pynvium mines, employed the enchanters. They held so much power even the Duke wouldn't risk defying them. "I don't understand."

"Pynvium has been disappearing all over Baseeri territory. s.h.i.+pments coming up short, or getting lost. The shortage is real, but I don't think it's natural. Someone is stealing it."

"Zertanik and the Luminary."

"That's what we suspected, but we couldn't prove it. The last Healers' League the Luminary was posted to also had a mysterious shortage. It was blamed on a clerical error, but the Duke was sure he was up to something. When Zertanik closed up shop and followed the Luminary here, I came too. I got a job working for Zertanik so I could find out what they were up to."

I set the gla.s.s down. "What about me?"

"You were"-he paused-"unexpected. And you almost ruined the whole thing."

"You kidnapped me."

"I'm sorry. I tried to talk Zertanik out of that, but after the ferry accident, he found out about you and the s.h.i.+fting from his spies at the League. He saw a way to make more money and an easy way to get out of Geveg."

"The Mustovos' boat."

Now he really really looked surprised. "How did you know that?" looked surprised. "How did you know that?"

"He wanted me to heal their son. I refused, and the father said something about a boat. Kione overheard the Luminary say they planned to sail away." I shrugged. "It all fits."

"Zertanik said you were a lot smarter than you looked."

I wasn't sure how to take that. "So what did you you find out?" I asked. My knees were shaking so hard Jeatar probably noticed. Wasn't like I had anything to cover them up with. find out?" I asked. My knees were shaking so hard Jeatar probably noticed. Wasn't like I had anything to cover them up with.

"Probably the same things you did. Vinnot was testing apprentices by overloading them with pain. It doesn't have anything to do with the pynvium, but it does have something to do with the Duke."

"He's trying to find unusual Takers."

Jeatar paled, looking downright shocked. "He's what? Why?"

"I honestly don't know." Whatever it was, he didn't seem to want the Luminary to know about it either. That suggested the Duke's plan was bigger than what I'd thought. "I need to go," I said, though it was hard to stand.

"Nya, what did you do up there?"

"Do you think there's anything in the closets that would fit me?"

"Nya."

"I'm sure Tali is worried sick right now. She might even think I'm dead. I'm going to go find my sister." Saints, how often had I said those words this week?

"I sent someone to bring her here-it's just taking longer than expected."

"I don't care. I have to go find her."

"I know, but I can't let you leave here. It's not safe."

"Nowhere is safe for me anymore."

He sighed and pushed both hands through his hair. "Lanelle told people you could flash," he said sharply. "There's even a rumor you can empty pynvium. She was babbling to everyone at the League who would listen."

My knees gave out, and I dropped onto the chaise.

"I grabbed her and scared her enough to keep her quiet for a while, but she won't stay quiet for long. Your secret is out there now, Nya. If the Duke hears this, even if it's not true, he'll send his best trackers after you."

"I know."

"I'm not sure what the Consortium would do either."

"But you work for them."

He shrugged. "I take the jobs I can find."

I pressed my hands against my face. I didn't know what to do. I hadn't expected to have to do do anything ever again. anything ever again.

"Nya," he said softly. "What did you do in the Luminary's office?"

What had I done? Killed two men. Flashed enough pynvium to destroy a whole wing. And survived it. Saints! I'd survived survived it! "I can't tell you. You know I can't." it! "I can't tell you. You know I can't."

He stared at me a moment, then nodded. "Yeah, I guess you're right," he said wryly. "But I really really want to know for sure." want to know for sure."

There were so many things I wanted to know too. I lifted my head. This wasn't over yet, much as I wished it was. "Do you know who I s.h.i.+fted to before? All those people? The fisherman?"