I looked through the window and saw that it was still raining . Taking my diary in my hand I went and sat on the couch near the window . Rain and my old diary to read what else do I need .

I started to read .

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18-02-2010

h.e.l.lo diary,

I am Jessica Olsen , 15 years old . my birthday 06-06-1994 . I'll be completing my tenth standard . I have black eyes , long silky hair to my waist . I'm going to tell you a secret and my secret is that I have a huge crush on Austin Ames since 8th standard . He is a very popular guy in school for his looks and intelligence . I wish we were in same sections . There is a water purifier which is near to their cla.s.s ,in order to see him atleast for once I empty my bottle on purpose and walk slow while peeping through the windows of his cla.s.s room to look at him . Whenever I see him or talk to him my heart starts to beat faster . There are many girls who have a secret crush on him like I do .

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I started to laugh reading my own diary , those were the days when I did all sort of things just to see him ? I call it silly now and kinda embarra.s.sed , kudos to my teenage brain!! But then I never expected anything from him because I knew that I don't exist in his world but for me he was my world . he doesn't even know how much I loved him and I still do . First love always have bitter sweet memories . @@