'Would I lose this child too? If I touch? Better let it be in her complete care! I couldn't keep neither Lu Yei nor Jing with me'.

His eyes turned teary remembering Jing. His scared face while undergoing the tests. Even though Tang Xi had never been there. Throughout the treatments, Jing's trust on his Dad..was too overwhelming and its because of her upbringing! He wonders 'what did she do? Jing never asked to take him home!'.

As far as he remembered, Jing would always ask for her! But not that time!

Tang Xi's part was commendable in raising him with all her love.

A part of him was still cursing him for doing that. But he had no choice! No matter what, she would have found the real reason, if I involved her in the process! I couldn't take risk.

His face turned solemn 'I would never lose her!'.

Tang Xi wakes up jerking Lu Cheng who was leaning to headboard. He just closed his eyes to sleep.

Lu Cheng blinks his eyes and gasps worried "What is it? Where is it hurting?!".

She looks around scared who felt that she just got escaped her death.

That dream really felt sooo real...

Would I have really left his hand?! As far as I know me, instead of falling from that height, I would have glued my hands to him! I would never take that stupid decision no matter what!. She recalls her stomach was bleeding and holds her stomach subconsciously.

Lu Cheng yells anxiously "Tang Xi!!".

He doesn't know why is she panicking and lost his sense seeing her holding her stomach!

No way! did I lost my last hope?! I can't lose neither of them! I want both! If I can't save this kid too...I could never take this loss!

Tang Xi is again dragged from her thoughts and her eyes fell on him. As soon as she saw him, she just throws herself on him in joy "Cheng!!".

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