"Didn't I tell you not to go there, you could get hurt." She said worried at the thought of me getting hurt. "Hey what is that red colour on your hand. Show me that" She said before forcefully grabbing my hand.

"Oh G.o.d, you are bleeding. What happened. I am going to talk to your father about this and see if we can take back the application form for the ninja academy and instead rewrite a new application form for the civilian academy.

When she said that I got mad. "Enough!!!. I always did what you asked so listen to my request for once." I shouted at her before storming off to my room. I wonder if I am beginning to start acting like my age although this is my first time getting mad at her or getting mad at all. Of course we are talking about this life. Not the past one, I was quite interactive and lively instead of my quietness and gloomy personality I have right now.

Well that is how I see myself, I don't know how others view me. I hardly ever interacted with others since my mother said that they can lead me down the wrong path. You could say I am no was 18 but back then I never listened to my parents back then plus it is quite nice to listen my parents for once instead of rebelling.

I was originally an orphan but I was adopted. There was an invisible barrier between us, after 2 or 3 years later they conceived their own child. It was girl. At first I was excited but as she started growing up, she started treating me like a slave. My "parents" acted as if they did not see anything. This was the main reason for me becoming an Otaku soon becoming a NEET. This and me actually enjoying watching it.

I pushed away my friends and tossed aside my relations.h.i.+ps. I wonder if I could have done all of it differently. Sure I may have not gotten the system but I could have lived a perfectly normal and happy life with my friends and loved ones. I wonder if I treated my little sister, would she also have treated me differently.? If I accepted my adopted parents as my real parents would they have put a stop on the treatment I suffered.? If I did not become an otaku, would I have died?

I questioned the choices I made in my life but I did not doubt them as I did all of them of my free will. I will never regret the choices I made in my life, I will live my life by my rules and no one shall tell me that the choices I made were wrong. Only I may question them.