I put on a self deprecating smile for my thoughts. 'Wasn't there a quote that said "you don't find death, death finds you" Well clearly that quote was made for me.' Sometimes I amaze my self with such depressing thoughts.

I could still see that G.o.dd.a.m.n corpse every time I close my eyes. I wonder if there is a transformation you get if you are depressed to the max. Oh well, being depressed won't help in fighting. Sgh, it would be nice if this world was like my past world. People fighting with Grade C or below plasma weapons or bom.... Holy s.h.i.+t my world is messed up.

At least it has false peace instead of this world where a single death could trigger a world war. Actually what was my goal in the first place. Sure I want to grow stronger so I may survive against the false sage pain but in the end did he not revive everyone he killed with some jutsu.

Is there any point in becoming a ninja, sure it was my dream to be a ninja that wields the five elements or have the sharingan and mangekyo sharingan but now that I am finally here in this world it is not what I dreamed of.

Honestly I do not like the pain , nor am I an adrenaline junkie that lives for the rush. So why do I want to be a ninja. I sighed. I then heard a dog barking at a distance. "s.h.i.+t s.h.i.+t, I need to get out of here quick" I thought as I ran but with the injury on my back as well the exhaustion from the battle I could not run like how I could normally do. In fact It was a miracle that I could still walk.

I thought I was about to be caught when the dog stopped barking in my direction. I breathed a sigh of relief. Just for extra precaution, I activated my chakra sensing technique, I immediately felt 9 chakra signatures circling me.

's.h.i.+t, s.h.i.+t, s.h.i.+t, what should I do?' I thought when suddenly an I had an idea.