Chapter 1301: Seeing XI Lin Again, It Was A Long Story 6

Feng Tianlan felt as if a fishbone was stuck in her throat, Helian Huangs gaze was like a needle, it made her feel uncomfortable all over., she was here to save sister Lin and Wanger, but in the end, she seemed to have come to create trouble, more like giving them a stab.

Such feeling, made her feel like she was no different from Tu Xiupei or Shen Yunya.

Daier, dont blame yourself, I knew from the beginning that the emperor liked you, it was I who turned a blind eye, lied to myself that led to this situation.

Xi Lin held Feng Tianlans hand and waved the Imperial Maids away, looking at the peonies that were blooming beautifully even under such cold wind, her heart felt like the cold wind had just swept through, the blossom of love in her heart had withered, left with desolation and nothing else.

Im sorry. Feng Tianlan looked at her lonely and desperate expression and felt extremely bad, there was nothing else she could say other than apologizing.

Xi Lin turned and looked at Feng Tianlan, who was feeling very guilty and self-blaming, she revealed a loving smile naturally, just like the loving smile that she used to show her beloved younger sister.

Theres no need to say sorry, in the past, you only had eyes for Jiang Ying, naturally, you couldnt see other peoples affection, you couldnt even see the unconcealable love of imperial brother, let alone the emperor, after your reincarnation, you only had eyes for the Demon King, so you couldnt see anyone elses affection.

Feng Tianlan was at a loss for words, she had never thought that Helian Huang would like her, even when Shen Yunya mentioned it, she felt that it was just a provocation, she had never taken it seriously.

Tianlan, youve lost a lot of weight now. I knew about the Shen family and the Demon King, I asked you to be here under such circumstances, Im not blaming you for anything, I just wanted to save Wanger, shes being raised by Chen Xinyi, as a mother, I cant even see her

As Xi Lin spoke, the tears that she had been holding back fell uncontrollably. The daughter that she had given birth to after ten months of pregnancy and labor, could only be raised by others, and she couldnt do anything about it.

Im sorry. Its all because of me that you became like this. Feng Tian Lan narrowed her eyes, feeling even more guilty.

Thats right. The other letter was written by Chen Xinyi to her. Chen Xinyi had become Helian Huangs Imperial Noble Consort, she was tasked to raise sister Lins Wanger.

And all of this was Chen Xinyis revenge on her, as she had not revealed the fact that she had disguised herself as a man in time, causing Chen Xinyi to mistakenly fall in love with her for two years.

If she had known that things would develop like this, she would have revealed her gender in time no matter what had happened back then, in that way, such things would not have happened.

Human hearts are hard to predict, Tianlan, if someone wants to turn bad, just a trivial reason is enough, dont take all the responsibility on yourself. Xi Lins voice was very calm and there was no resentment, her feelings for Feng Tianlan were still the same as before.

She knew that with Daiers personality, she must have blamed herself, but shouldnt Chen Xinyi be blamed for this?

Feng Tianlan pursed her lips and felt the bitterness in her mouth. If I had told you earlier, things wouldnt have turned out this way, and you wouldnt have become like this.

Then, according to what you said, if imperial brother didnt like you, then you wouldnt have become like this. If I hadnt married the emperor, things wouldnt have turned out this way. If Xi Lin smiled bitterly, There arent so many Ifs, there arent so many self-blame and apologies, the Xi family owes you too much.

This time, she had selfishly asked Tianlan to save Wanger, in the end, the Xi family had always been the ones who were sorry.

However, at this moment, she couldnt bring herself to ask her to help save Wanger, that would be too much damage to Daier.