"Are there not others who can do that?"

"Naturally I could not stay away indefinitely."

"I believe you have been eluding me."

"Why should I do that?"

"Perhaps because you are a little afraid."

''Are you so formidable?''

"Very, I expect."

''Perhaps to those who depend on your bounty, but, Monsieur le Comte, I am not in that category."

"You are afraid of me in a different way. My reputation has been whispered to you. I am the notorious enemy of your fam-fly."

"I know you are my grandfather's enemy, but why should his enemies be mine?"

"So ... I am your friend?"

"A pleasant acquaintance, shall we say?"

"Is that how you rate me?"

"This is, I believe, our fourth meeting. How could I rate you in any other way?''

"But each has been no ordinary encounter."

"No. The first time you set your dogs on me, the second you were the gracious host and now we have met by chance. . . . Oh and there was another when you came uninvited to my father's house."

"I shall be sad when you depart."

"How kind of you to say so," I said lightly.

"I mean it. Please persuade your father that he must stay another week . . . and we will meet each day."

"I fear that it would be a great encroachment on your time . . . and mine."

"Stop this banter. You know how affected I am by you. You intrigue me. You are so cool... so sure of yourself... yet I suspect hidden fires within you."

"You talk of me as though I am a smouldering bonfire."

"I think I am falling in love with you."

"Monsieur le Comte is pleased to jest."

"I never jest about matters which are serious to me. Do you intend to mourn your husband for ever?"

I was silent. I was so much enjoying this encounter with him. It stimulated me. It made me feel young as I had not felt since the days of my marriage with Philip. I wanted to go on with this battle of words. There was an element of danger in it which only added to the excitement. I knew he was an expert in such encounters. He attracted me. I supposed any woman would have been attracted by him. He was so essentially worldly, but perhaps chief of all he emanated power and that, I believe, is an irresistible element of sexual attraction. He was so obviously a man who had been accustomed to having his own way and was adept at getting it. I thought about the frail Evette and all the women to whom he must have made easy and competent love. That he intended to add me to their list had been obvious for some time. That should certainly not be. And yet... I could not resist this flippant interchange. I felt this was a kind of mental seduction-exciting to indulge in, and wise, because there would be no after effects.

Certainly I had very much enjoyed all our encounters.

Then suddenly I thought of Heloise lying in the shallow river. Had it been like this with her in the beginning?

He was saying: "I could show you the way to a new life. Bring you out of the past. I could give you a chance to put all that behind you."

Was he right? I wondered. Had I lived too long in the past? I might have been Drake's wife now. I think I might have been happy with Drake. Drake was gallant and kindly, a man one could trust. He would have been a tender husband and a good father to Katie.

Of course the Comte had charmed Katie, but that was superficial charm. He was using Katie as a means of approaching me. How different Drake had been!

"What are you thinking now?" he asked.

"Of returning," I replied.

"Do you think you will escape me so easily?"

''Escape? Why do you use the term? I am not your prisoner.''

"No," he said. "It is I who am yours."

I laughed.

"You are a cruel woman," he said.

''You did ask that I should be frank. I understand you. I know your motives. I am not one of your village maidens to be carried away by your family crest . . . nor am I one of those ladies of your acquaintance who make a bid for a title and an ancient chateau. Neither of these things would mean anything to me."

"And what about their owner?"

"As I said, I hardly know him. He is ... an amusing acquaintance."

"So I do amuse you?''

"You know you do."

"And you enchant me. You know you do."

"You are of the world, Monsieur, and so am I. I am not in the first flush of youth. Nor are you. I just want you to know that you are wasting your time in looking for an easy conquest in this direction. There must be plenty of other easier prospects."

"You misunderstand me."

"I understand you very well. I will tell you the truth. I have enjoyed our meetings, but I do not attach any significance to them."

He sighed. "I see how difficult it is to convince you of my feelings."

"Not difficult at all. I understand perfectly. I shall really have to go back now. I have preparations to make."

"Suppose I were to ask you and your father to a musical entertainment at the chateau. I could get some well-known musicians to play for us. Do you like music?"

"I do. But we could not accept your invitation. We have to leave at the end of the week.''

"I am interested to discover what happened to your husband. I think the matter should not be dismissed lightly. I think we should try to solve the mystery. Once you know the truth you will cease to think so constantly of him. You will grow away from the tragedy. You will see that life is for living not brooding over the dead and dreaming of what might have been."

"This has very little to do with my relationship with you."

"Oh, it has, I am sure."

"I am taking this turning back. It is a short cut to the house."

As it came into sight with its surrounding vineyards I pulled up.

"In case I don't see you before I go, I will say goodbye."

"This sounds like dismissal."

"That's absurd. It is just. . . goodbye."

He took my hand and kissed it.

"This is not the end, you know," he said.

And I felt a lightness of heart for I should have hated it to be the end.

I withdrew my hand.

''Au revoir,'' he said.

I turned and rode away.

When I am busy in Paris I shall forget all about this, I told myself. What would involvement with him mean? A brief love affair. Not marriage. The idea of marriage with him was a disturbing thought. It would be stimulating and exciting. But he had never mentioned the possibility of marriage. That was another reason why I should get away.

Of course he had no intention of marrying. The only time he had talked of it was in connection with Evette whom he had married to please his family. He had produced the heir and he would never want to enter the bonds of matrimony again. Although why a man such as he was should have such an aversion to it I could not understand, for he would never keep his vows if he did not want to. He would be a typical French husband . . . courteous, paying attention to his wife and doing what he called his duty and then being off to take pleasure with his mistresses.

That was manage a la mode according to the worldly ways of the French nobility.

It was not for me.

Before I left I wanted to see my mother's grave. I knew that she was buried in the graveyard of the little church of Villers-Mure. My father had not wished me to go near his old home. I think he feared what my grandfather's reaction might be if he heard that I was there. I did not want to involve him but I was determined to go.

The day before we were due to leave, I set out.

I came to the hill from which I could look down on the St. Allengere property. I could see the village close to the manufactory, and the little river winding its way past the stone buildings and under the little bridge. It was a charming sight.

I could see the spire of the church and I made my way down the hill towards it.

There was no one about. I expected they were all at work. I came to the church and tethered my horse outside. I entered and my footsteps, echoing on the stone flags, broke the silence. It was awe-inspiring to think that this was the church where my mother and Grand'mere must have sat so often together. The windows were magnificent. There was the Jesse window presented by a Jean Pascal St. Allengere in the sixteenth century; and the parable of the loaves and fishes by Jean Christophe St. Allengere a hundred years later. There was St. John the Baptist. "Presented by Alphonse St. Allengere." I stood staring at his name. My grandfather! I remembered what the Comte had said about him and could not help smiling.

The name St. Allengere appeared in several places. They had been benefactors of the church throughout the ages. I was trespassing. I should not be here. My father did not wish it. I wondered what my grandfather would say if he knew I had ventured into his territory.

I felt suddenly warm so I took off the scarf I was wearing. I studied the ornate altar, the lectern. . . another gift to the church from my pious grandfather. There was evidence everywhere of his generosity.

This was his church. The castle would have its own chapel, I supposed, so the Comte would never come here. He would be quite different from my grandfather; if his flippant conversation was an indication of his beliefs he was certainly not devout.

I came out into the fresh air and made my way to the graveyard.

Ornate statuary had been placed over many of the graves. There were angels in plenty and figures of the saints. Some of them were so large and lifelike that one almost expected them to speak.

I did not think my mother would be among those with the elaborate sculptures, but there among the most magnificent were the burial grounds of my ancestors. The name St. Allengere was on many of the headstones. I went to the most ornate of them all. Marthe St. Allengere; wife of Alphonse 1822-1850. So that was my grandmother. She had been young to die. I daresay childbearing and life with Alphonse had taken their toll. I walked on and found the grave of Heloise. There was no elaborate statue there. It was an inconspicuous little grave, but all the plants on it had been well tended. There was a white urn from which grew pale pink roses. Poor Heloise! I wondered about her. How she must have suffered. I thought of the Comte. Of course he may not have been the man involved with the tragic girl. I was being unfair to him to be so sure that he was he. I had no reason for doing so except that he was the man he was. Heloise was a beautiful girl, and I knew that he would take great delight in seducing the daughter of the enemy house.

I passed on. It was some time before I found my mother's grave. It was in a corner among those of the less flamboyantly decorated. It just said her name, Marie Louise Cleremont. Died aged 17. I felt an intense emotion sweep over me and I saw the rose bush which had been planted there through a haze of tears.

Her story was not unsimilar to that of Heloise. But she had died naturally. I was glad she had not given up. I had robbed her of her life. Had she lived, we should all have been together, she, Grand'mere and I. Poor Heloise had been unable to face life. Hers was a different story although it had begun as my mother's had with a lover who had failed her. A lesson to all frail women.

I turned away and started to make my way back to the church door where I had left Marron. In doing so I had to pass the St. Allengere section and I was startled to see a man standing by Heloise's grave.

He said,' 'Good day,'' and as I returned his greetings I could not resist pausing.

"A fine day," he said. Then: "Have you lost your way?"

"No. I have just been having a look at the church. I left my horse tethered at the door."

''It's a fine old church, is it not?''

I agreed that it was.

''You are a stranger here.'' He looked at me piercingly. Then he said: "I believe I know who you are. Are you staying by any chance at the vineyards?"

"Yes," I told him.

"Then you are Henri's daughter."

I nodded, and he looked rather emotional.

"I heard you were there," he said.

"You must be ... my uncle."

He nodded. "You are very like your mother... so like her, in fact, that for the moment I could believe that you were she."

"My father said there was a resemblance."

He looked down at the grave.

"Have you enjoyed your visit here?"

"Yes, very much."

''It is a pity that it has to be as it is. And Madame Cleremont, she is well?"