Paige's lips quirk up. "There's a guy who wants to meet you, but if you already have two men fighting over you . . ."

"I'd love to meet him." I try to pull away from Aren, but he won't let go.

"She's occupied," he says. He's angled toward me now, and even though he's still looking in Paige's direction, I'm sure he's aware of the sword-master. He's not going to change his mind on this.

I turn back to Kyol. "Midnight. Please?"

His gaze drops to my face, and a chaos luster bolts across his clenched jaw. I hold my breath, praying he'll listen. He has no reason to trust Aren-I don't have much of one either-but I think he'll keep his word. If Kyol will just be patient . . .

"Midnight," he says, his tone a clear warning. "I won't let you out of my sight."

I give him a weak smile as a thank-you, but Aren's already pulling me up the stone steps. When we reach the top patio, I kick off my high heels. I'm tired of the damn things making me unsteady.

"Occupied, huh?" Paige asks, eyeing Aren's arm around my waist and not even trying to hide her grin. "I'll just tell Lee he'll have to meet you another day."

"I can meet him n-"

"Thank you," Aren cuts me off. "She appreciates that."

"No problem," Paige says. I give her a glare but she just responds with a shrug. Honestly, sometimes I question her sanity. After all, she has to be a little crazy to have put up with my quirks for eight years.

Aren's arm drops lower around my waist as he leads me inside the ballroom. I can't see Kyol, but I know he's watching.

"You're being an ass," I say.

Aren's single-shouldered shrug is full of fake innocence. "We had a deal. I'm honoring it."

Fuming, I grab a flute of champagne off a passing waitress's tray and down it while everyone else is still clinking glasses to Drunk Guy's toast. The music starts up again when I set the glass aside.

"Dance with me, nalkin-shom," Aren says, leading me toward the dance floor.

"That's hardly appropriate."

Predictably, he ignores me, and I find myself pressed close to him, surrounded by humans in the middle of an immaculate ballroom. Aren holds me close and mimics the movements of the people around us. I've seen fae dance before. They don't do it like this, swaying back and forth with no space between their bodies.

"This is ridiculous, Aren. I'm not Cinderella at a ball. And this . . . this isn't going to win my support, not even my sympathy. I won't-"

He places a finger over my lips. "I forget my responsibilities when I'm with you. It's nice. Peaceful." His hand slides behind my neck, beneath my hair. He plays with the clasp of my necklace. "I wish you'd let yourself forget things when you're with me. You'd be happier."

My heart thumps. I bite my lower lip, trying to erase the tingle the touch of his finger caused. I can't do anything about the lightning shooting down my spine, not unless I want to squirm and draw attention.

I swallow and scan the ballroom, looking for a clock. I find one high up on the nearest wall. It's huge and ornate with a frame of gilded roses. Its gold minute hand is only a few ticks away from midnight, thank God. I can't last much longer. Kyol can't either. He's standing there beneath the clock. I can see the battle inside him, his struggle to balance my request for patience with his desire to get me away from Aren. Aren's roving hands are making this so much worse than it needs to be.

" Are you trying to piss him off?"

He follows my line of sight. "He doesn't like me touching you, does he?"

"I don't like you touching me."

"I don't believe that." He smiles and, damn it, I flush with heat. The hand he splays against my bare back burns pleasantly and my knees seem to be weakening. My arms are wrapped around Aren's shoulders. We're too close. I should shove away.

"I'm curious, McKenzie. What will you do when you learn Naito's not fine? When you learn your precious sword-master killed him?"

"Naito is fine." My voice isn't as strong as it should be. That's not because I doubt my words; it's because Aren's chaos lusters are intoxicating.

His thumb traces the line of my jaw. "I'm sorry, nalkin-shom ."

I don't ask him why. I look away, staring at the clock on the wall because his silver eyes are too intense, his touch too intimate.

The minute hand snaps to twelve.

"Midnight," I say softly. I half expect to hear a deep gong toll the hour, signifying this moment.

Aren follows my gaze to the clock and then to Kyol, who stands beneath it, silent and ready. When the sword-master takes the first step toward us, Aren puts his hands on my shoulders, turns me to face him.

"McKenzie, listen. Don't let Taltrayn know you've learned our language. Think about what you hear. Look for the lies. The rebellion, we're not who they've made us out to be. You know us." His hands tighten on my shoulders. "You know me.

"Your necklace." He lets his thumb glide over the string of diamonds. "These stones, they have some of the same . . . ekissrin." He glances to his right, undoubtedly seeing Kyol is halfway to us now. "There's not a word for it in your language, but they're similar, diamonds and anchor-stones. They can both be imprinted. This one." He touches the largest diamond, the one in the center of my chest. "This one will take you to a safe place."

" Aren-"

"I'll be there every sunset I can. If you can't come yourself, send somebody else. Not someone you think you can trust. Someone poor. Someone who can be paid off."

Aren's crazy to talk like this, to leave me with this imprinted necklace. Kyol's only a few steps away and- "Tell the fae a location outside the silver walls and I'll come for you."

My stomach knots. "I won't-"

"I'll come for you, McKenzie."

His kiss takes me by surprise. I'm aware only for a moment of Kyol's steps faltering, aware of him watching me, watching us. Then lightning pours from Aren's lips and there's only us.

My only defense is that the edarratae make me lose my discretion because I kiss Aren back. Really kiss him back. Chaos lusters tickle down my face and throat, bolt across my shoulders and down my arms. They shudder through my entire body, and I lean into him, press my chest against his.

His hand slides up my back, pulling me closer. Everywhere he touches is bliss. Complete, utter bliss. The hand on my shoulder sinks lower. It slides down my breast before resting on my hip. Only my thin, satin dress separates us, but if I close my eyes, if I let myself forget everything that matters in both our worlds, I can imagine it disappearing, imagine being skin to skin with him.

My eyes shoot open when Kyol grabs my arm. Aren holds on a moment more, his lips and hands lingering as if this is his last breath. As if this is the only breath in his life that has ever mattered. Then he locks eyes with the sword-master.

"You have competition now."

He backs away before Kyol can kick his ass and gives me a smile that sends hot aftershocks coursing through my body. I take a step toward him, but he disappears into the crowd.

SEVENTEEN.

"MCKENZIE?" KYOL'S HAND tightens on my arm. "Are you okay?"

For a handful of heartbeats, I stare at the path Aren took. Humans have blocked it off now, but I can almost see him there. I can still taste him, still feel the lingering heat from his touch.

An edarratae leaps up my arm. Kyol's edarratae. He lets go of me quickly, as if he's unsure if his touch is welcome. Still unbalanced, I stare into his face until my world stops spinning, until the silver storms in his dark eyes ground me.

It's over. I wait for a rush of relief, but it doesn't engulf me. Instead, it trickles in.

"Kaesha?" Kyol's brows are lowered with concern-concern for me-but he should be worried about himself. The tech in this ballroom is wreaking havoc on his chaos lusters. They're all but constant on his skin.

I shake my head, dislodging the memory of Aren's kiss. "You need to get out of here."

"McKenzie." My name comes out on the end of a shaky breath. There's so much pain in his eyes I take a step back. Could Aren have done something to him? He doesn't look hurt. He looks more solid and stoic than ever.

"Come on." I tug on his hand again. This time, he gives me a somber nod and follows. Walking seems to settle him. After only a few steps, he's the one leading me.

His pace increases once we're outside, half trotting down the stone steps to the lower terrace. A handful of humans are out here. We hurry past them, heading toward the back of the gardens, toward the cemetery where Lorn fissured me and where Aren fastened diamonds around my neck.

Shit. I have to get rid of this necklace. If the Court finds out it's imprinted, they'll find Aren.

Aren. God, he's a fool, trusting me with something like this.

Kyol's face is hard, troubled, as he scans the garden's shadows. I have to jog to keep up with his long stride.

"Kyol."

He doesn't slow down.

"Kyol, stop." I dig in my heels, forcing him to turn. "What's wrong?"

"I . . ." He sucks in a breath. "I'm sorry, kaesha."

That injured look is back, injured and . . . guilty?

"I'm okay, Kyol. Really."

"Jorreb," he forces out the name. "He hasn't . . . didn't . . ." He cups the back of my head, lowers his forehead to mine. His dark hair is cut manageably short, but it's still long enough to run my fingers through. I shouldn't, not out here where fae might be watching, but I want to comfort him, and I've missed his touch, his scent, his entire presence. He's broad and muscular-more muscular than Aren-and I feel small in his shadow, safe, even though he still seems off-balance. Beneath my hands, his muscles tighten as if he's bracing for a blow. "Did Jorreb force himself on you?"

It takes a moment to understand what he's asking.

"No," I say, almost offended by the question. "He never hurt me."

I realize those last words are a lie right after I say them and, seconds later-after Kyol tucks my hair behind my ear and his fingers slide down my neck-he discovers the truth. He frowns, his silver eyes dipping to my throat.

I pull my hair back over my shoulder, but it's too late. He felt the upraised skin.

"What did he do to you?" he demands, both hands exploring my neck, searching for other scars.

"It's nothing," I say quickly. "I was hurt. He healed me."

"Healed you?" He stops his inspection abruptly. "Jorreb is a healer?"

"Yeah," I say, wondering if I've just revealed information I shouldn't have. But then, why should I worry what I tell Kyol? It's not my job to protect Aren, and don't I want this war to be over? Don't I want the Court to win?

Ah, hell. This isn't good. My loyalties are so twisted up inside I don't know what I want anymore. The rebels have faces now, personalities. They're not so bad, and what if some of what they've claimed is true? Sethan might not be a false-blood. He might be a true Descendant of the Tar Sidhe. There could have once been seventeen provinces instead of thirteen. And maybe the fae's magic isn't fading as much as the Court thinks, and the gate taxes aren't entirely fair.

Maybe. I'm sure of so very few things these days. A headache pulses between my eyes.

"I want to retire."

Kyol grows very still. "Retire?"

I didn't plan to mention this so soon, but it's too late to take it back. Besides, this was my plan before Aren abducted me. It sounds like an even better idea now. I'll stay out of the Realm's war. I'll go back to campus, convince my professor to let me retake my final, and then I'll graduate and get a job. I'll be normal.

"Yes. Retire." I meet Kyol's eyes, but his mask is in place. I can't get a gauge on his emotions. "I was planning to before Aren took me."

He lowers his gaze as he runs his hands down my arms. He slips his fingers through mine. "I'll . . . I'll talk to Atroth."

There's a noise in the bushes behind me. Kyol spins, putting himself between me and the danger.

Fortunately, he doesn't need to prepare for a fight. A moan of pleasure accompanies the next rustle of the underbrush and two pair of bare feet scrape across the dirt. Humans.

"Take me home," I whisper.

Kyol's arm tightens around me. "It's not safe to go home. The rebels could find you there. I'm sorry. They should never have learned your name. We don't know how they did, but . . ." He draws in a breath. "I'm sorry."

It's obvious he feels responsible for what happened. That doesn't surprise me. He always takes his responsibilities seriously, and he hates to see me upset. This isn't his fault, though, so I smile and start walking, keeping our hands clasped.

"Where are we going, then?"

"Another human who works for us lives nearby," he says. "He's sending a car to pick you up. You can stay with him until you find a new home."

"Is he a shadow-reader?" The Court has five of us. We don't usually work together, but I've met the others.

"No," Kyol says. "He only has the Sight."

Which means the Court uses him in full-blown battles, the kind Kyol tries to keep me away from. Fortunately. I hate it when my shadow-reading expeditions turn bloody, when the rebels attack instead of run or surrender.

"My swordsmen are on the other side of that wall." He indicates the tall hedge we're approaching, and I let go of his hand. Just in time. A wooden gate cracks open, and a fae peers out. He's Taber, one of Kyol's officers.

"There have been no signs of the rebels," he says.

Kyol takes off his jacket, hands it to the other fae in exchange for his sword-belt. "Jorreb was alone."

My Fae is by no measure perfect, but I think I understand their words. Even if my translation is off, Kyol's tone suggests he expected trouble. At least, he expected more trouble than a dance and a kiss.

Kyol ushers me through the open gate. About a dozen swordsmen wait on the side of the road. They're dressed in jaedric armor. It's fancier than what the rebels wear, coated with a black polish and with the king's sigil-an abira tree with thirteen branches, one for each province-etched in gold over their chests. They're all invisible, I presume, because they'd look odd standing here beside the street otherwise.

Not that there's much traffic. Just one car so far, coming around a corner. I watch it, wondering if it's the one the human is supposed to send. But it's a limousine. Probably for the wedding. I turn back toward Kyol and Taber to concentrate on their conversation, but they're both looking at the limo, which is pulling to the curb.