The Shadow Reader - The Shadow Reader Part 10
Library

The Shadow Reader Part 10

He glances at me, gives a short nod. "Yeah. He would."

"You were a vigilante when you met Kelia?"

His expression softens at the mention of her name. "Yeah."

Gunfire strafes our side of the inn and pings off pipes in the wall. I flatten myself on the ground, close my eyes, and pray for it to stop. In a few, long seconds, it does.

Naito shakes glass from his hair. The door's window is completely blown out now.

The silence that follows makes me uneasy, especially when it stretches out over several minutes. I want to throw open the door and take my chances, but the rational part of my brain tells me to wait. To distract myself, I ask, "You two are happy together?"

"Yeah." He rises to peek outside again.

"Even though most fae don't like humans?"

"Most Court fae don't like humans," he corrects me. "That's the king's fault. He thinks we're destroying their magic."

"We are destroying their magic." We're at least damaging it.

"No. It's cyclical. The Realm's magic grows stronger in some centuries, weaker in others." Naito sinks back down and studies me. "Why so many questions? You thinking about getting involved with a fae?"

"Of course not," I say quickly. I've heard Naito's theory before; fae use it to excuse the little souvenirs they take back to their world.

"I highly recommend it," he continues. "Sex with the edarratae . . ." He shakes his head and a small smile tugs at his lips. "Trust me, you'd love it. You'd never want to be with a human again."

I glance away, hoping Naito doesn't notice my cheeks flushing with heat. That's when I see two big, unblinking blue eyes staring at me. Sosch. He's huddled in the gap between the hot-water heater and the wall.

I stretch my hand out. It's the only invitation he needs. With a chirp-squeak, he darts into my arms. The poor thing is covered in silver dust and trembling.

"He'll slow you down," Naito says.

He's right. I should leave him behind, but the grudge I've been holding since I found him hiding in my backpack is gone. I won't abandon him just because he belongs to Aren.

And speaking of my backpack, it was on top of the fae's supplies in the breakfast nook. Carrying the kimki in that will be easier than running with him in my arms, so I set Sosch on the ground, ordering him to stay.

He doesn't. As soon as I crawl away, he chirps and follows me. Fortunately, the laundry room and breakfast nook share a wall, so I have my backpack in hand within seconds. Sosch darts into it before I return to my spot by the back door.

Naito watches me zip the bag. "The vigilantes probably wouldn't find him."

I shrug, then reopen the zipper a little, leaving Sosch enough room to breathe and get out if he wants.

"How much longer?" I ask, slipping the backpack on.

He doesn't need to answer. My skin tingles an instant before a fissure opens just outside the laundry room.

"Now," the fae says.

Naito pulls me to my feet. "Stay close."

I don't have time to worry about jostling Sosch. We burst from the inn's back door and into the night. Or what's supposed to be night. The clearing is lit with fissuring fae. The white slashes of light reflect off the pouring rain. It's like running through a field of fireworks-the grand finale-on the Fourth of July. Gunfire accentuates the shrrip, shrrip, shrrips of the fae's fissures as they leap in and out of this world, over and over again, faster than I can track.

"Keep moving!" Naito shouts.

My vision is blurred with light and smudged with shadows. I can barely see where I'm running, and I'm terrified I'm going to sprint straight through a fissure. Where's the damn tree line? Rain pelts my eyes, and I swear the clearing lengthens as we cross it.

"Down!"

The moment I realize I've been shoved to the ground, I'm yanked back up.

"Go!"

I recognize Aren's voice this time. He pushes me after Naito, who's scrambling to his feet. I ignore the stitch in my side, the squirming kimki in my backpack, and keep running.

We make it to the trail, but if I thought the forest's cover would ease some of my panic, I was wrong. I can't see the vigilantes, but I can hear them. I hear their guns, their heavy breathing, their movements in the wet underbrush. They're closing in on me. From my left. From my right. Shit, a camouflaged man steps right in front of me.

I skid to a stop as he raises his gun. Aims.

Aren fissures between us. A shot rings out. There's a flash of steel as Aren's sword cuts through the rain, cuts through the human.

Aren reaches back, grabs my arm, and thrusts me forward. "Follow Naito!"

I stumble over the gurgling vigilante, try to ignore the gaping slash angling from the top of his shoulder through his chest. My body wants to shut down, to stop moving. I've seen too much blood tonight, too much violence.

I crawl forward and then notice the little blue cell phone sticking out of the vigilante's pocket. I tug it free-oh, God, I'm stealing from a dead guy-and bury it deep in my pocket.

Flipping my wet hair out of my face, I glance up. Naito's just ahead. He peers over his shoulder, sees me down on all fours in the mud. I make a decision, scramble to my feet, spin, and run back toward the inn. After a few strides, I veer off the trail and carve my own path through the forest.

"McKenzie!" Naito shouts, but I'm sure he won't follow me. He loves Kelia too much to risk her waiting for him at the gate. And Aren's preoccupied. I should be able to escape long enough to make a phone call.

The underbrush entangles me. I shake loose, continue on, slipping and sliding over leaves and wet grass. I don't know what direction I'm heading in, but I don't care as long as it's away.

The gunfire fades, and I no longer see fissures in the thick green of the forest. A hint of light peeks through the canopy above, and my pace slows when the trees thin up ahead. Cautious, I flatten myself against a thick oak and study the clearing. The inn isn't located as deep into the forest as I imagined. An honest-to-goodness paved road lies just on the other side of the field. But running without cover makes me decidedly uneasy, especially when I'm not sure where I can find a safe haven.

I wrap my hands around the straps of my backpack and scan the road again, wondering how much traffic it gets on any given day, when, finally, God throws me a bone. To my left, no more than twenty yards away, an empty BMW is parked half obscured by an outcropping of trees. As an added bonus, I can get to it without crossing the field. I'm sure it belongs to the vigilantes. Hopefully, I can get to it before they return. If the fae leave any of them alive to return.

The rainwater drenching my hair and clothes weighs me down as I pick my way along the edge of the forest. With each step, I pray the humans left the keys in the car. I don't know what I'll do if they haven't-I can't hot-wire the thing-but as I draw near, I hear the engine purring beneath the sound of the falling rain. They've left it idling.

Taking my backpack off, I hurry to the driver's-side door, open it, and fall inside. Sosch squeaks when I swing the bag into the passenger's seat, but there's no time to see if he's okay. This seems all too convenient to go off without a hitch, but I'm already committed. I shift the car into reverse, then slam down the pedal. Too hard. The BMW fishtails in the wet grass before its tires catch. I curse and ram the gearshift into drive.

The back windows explode the next instant. Glass rains through the air. I duck behind the wheel, blindly steering as bullets thunk against the car's sides. I accelerate over uneven ground, away from the attackers and toward where the road should be, before risking a quick peek over the dash.

Aren's there. I slam on the brake as he cuts down a vigilante who had a gun aimed at me. He fissures, reappears behind another armed man, and strikes again. Three more vigilantes replace that one.

This time, Aren moves more slowly when he attacks. Two of the newcomers get shots off. Aren stumbles back. He loses his footing, slips, and lands hard on his back.

Maybe I could have driven away if he hadn't caught my eye just then. I freeze, one foot hovering over the accelerator. The vigilantes will kill him. I shouldn't care. I should let him die-he's killed hundreds of fae-but leaving him here is too close to murder. I can't do that, not when I'm in a position to help.

Cursing my conscience, I slam down the accelerator. I ram into the two humans, hard enough to knock them off their feet. Before they have a chance to recover, I pull up beside Aren and shove open the passenger door. "Get in."

TEN.

"YOU OKAY?" I ask, even though I don't care. Really, I don't. I'm fulfilling my humanitarian obligation by giving Aren a lift. After we put a few more miles of asphalt between us and the vigilantes, I'm kicking him to the curb and he's on his own.

I glance at him. His right hand is wrapped around the pommel of his sword and he's huddled against the car door as far away from the radio and air controls as he can get. His edarratae flash erratically, and he's noticeably uncomfortable. When tech messes with a fae's magic, it disorients them. Not much, at first, and they can ignore the dizziness for a while, but Aren's weak and he's injured. His cuirass is mottled with dents, and aside from his other scrapes and bruises, there's that hole in his shoulder from the vigilantes' first assault on the inn. His armor covers it up right now, but blood trickles down his left arm, dripping off his elbow and staining the seat's upholstery.

Carefully, he begins to loosen the cuirass's laces. I tighten my grip on the steering wheel so I don't give in to the urge to help him struggle out of it. It takes a while, but he finally manages to get the armor off and shoved to the back of the car. The effort takes its toll. His chest heaves as he leans back against the seat and closes his eyes.

Great. I can't kick him out when he's hurt this badly.

Well, he can stay in the car for all I care. Once we reach some type of civilization, I'm out of here.

"Turn the heat off?" he asks.

I'm already cold with the back windows blown out, and we're both still soaking wet, but a deep frown creases Aren's forehead.

I sigh and kill the heater.

"Your edarratae don't look that bad," I tell him as the last of the warm air vanishes. It's only a half lie. The tech is obviously screwing with his lightning, but I've seen worse reactions.

"That's because I'm not operating the vehicle." There's a soft squeak when he shifts in his seat. He frowns down at the floorboard.

Oh, no. Sosch.

"Is he okay?" I ask as Aren bends down to retrieve the kimki from my backpack. Sosch is alive, at least. He chirps when Aren holds him to his chest, but Aren doesn't answer for a long time. Maybe Sosch would have been better off if I left him at the inn.

"You saved him," Aren says.

His tone draws my gaze. The raw gratitude in his expression makes him seem all too human. That's not good. It makes it hard to remember he's a killer.

"I didn't do it for you," I snap, staring out the windshield again. Don't they have road signs in this country? I haven't seen a single one, and we've only passed one car. That was too close to where we started out, though, and I didn't blink my lights or try to flag it down because I couldn't be sure it wasn't a vigilante. Plus, I know more Fae words than I do German. Communication with the locals might not be so easy.

I glance at Aren, wondering just how badly the tech is affecting his magic.

"Can you fissure out?"

He hesitates before answering. "Yes."

"Good. Do it."

The way he looks at me causes a jolt of something to flutter through my stomach. Apprehension, I tell myself, because there's regret in his eyes. He's going to say something I don't like.

"I still can't let you go."

Yep, there it is. I don't like that at all. "You don't have a choice. I'm driving, you're the passenger, and I just saved your ass. Fissure out."

He runs his hand over Sosch's back, and a small smile tugs at his lip. "That doesn't make us even."

"I'm factoring in the fact that you kidnapped me."

The bastard actually laughs. "Come on. It hasn't been that bad an experience, has it?"

He's got to be kidding. "I just got shot at."

"I took care of you."

Something clenches in my stomach again. I stare at the road so I don't have to see the way he's looking at me. There's no desire inside of me. None. Zilch. Zero. And I am not thinking about what sex with the fae and their edarratae would be like. Hell, I haven't had sex with a human. I probably couldn't handle it with- I shake my head and grip the steering wheel. Why the hell did I invite him into this car? He's my kidnapper. I should be trying to kill him, not help him, but even now, I'm concerned about his injuries. That shoulder wound doesn't look good, and even though he's trying to hide it, I can tell he's hurting. He needs a doctor or, rather, a fae healer.

Damn it. Why the hell do I care?

"Do you know where you're going?" he asks.

"I'm following the road," I answer tersely.

"Can the humans follow this car?"

I check the rearview mirror. "There's no one behind us."

"No," he says. "With tech. Can they track us using tech?"

Oh. I study the panel of gauges behind the wheel. How can you tell if a car's rigged with OnStar or something?

"There's a second gate to the north of the inn," Aren says. "Sosch can help us find it."

He must not know exactly where it is. Without Sosch, we could walk right past it.

Wait. We? What the hell am I thinking? I need to ditch this fae. I'm about to insist he fissure out again when he pushes Sosch into the backseat, then takes off his shirt.

"What are you doing?" I swivel my eyes away from him and stare at the road, trying not to remember the way his body looked when his torso was covered in nothing but silver dust.

"Bleeding," he responds. He tears the shirt down its center.

I give in to temptation and glance over when he tears the shirt again. He wraps the strips of cloth around his injured shoulder. His abs clench when he pulls the bandage tight. Damn.

I focus on driving. He's not attractive. He can't be, not when he's covered in blood and bruises. And not all the blood is his, I remind myself. I don't know how many humans he's killed. That alone should make me want to get rid of him as soon as possible. The thing is, I'm comfortable with him sitting beside me. It's insane, but he makes me feel almost as safe as Kyol always has.

I frown, thinking about that. Then suddenly, it all makes sense.

"Stockholm syndrome," I whisper, my knuckles turning white on the steering wheel.

Aren looks at me. "What?"

The Stockholm syndrome. It explains everything. I'm identifying with my kidnapper, forming some type of sick, emotional bond with him. That's why I saved him and why I'm concerned about his well-being now. It's probably the reason I'm feeling drawn to him. My mind magnifies every little kindness he shows me, making me believe he cares for me when he really doesn't.