Chapter 216 Stay As You Are

Translated by: Ddomigan

At the end of the day, were still partners.

Yoojin thought Sung Hyunjae might rea.s.sess their relations.h.i.+p due to his inadequacies, but then again, maybe that could be why he was calling right now. They hadnt contacted each other and he hasnt spoken a word to Yoojin since that day.

His thoughts were getting complicated, but Yoojin tried not to think deeply about it and replied, I understand. Where should I go?

He felt that other than coating another layer of paint over the cracks that formed, there was nothing else he could do.

I have to go see the Sesung guild leader for a while. Yoojin said.

Yoohyun looked worried upon hearing those words. He approached Yoojin and examined his face.

You dont have to overdo it. Should we come into conflict with the Sesung Guild, were not in a position where we cant handle them. We can hold our own just fine.

Why would there be a conflict? The Sesung guild leader wouldnt do anything thatll require him to give up on both the beast mounts and the blacksmith. So, theres nothing to worry about.

Yeah, what could possibly go wrong? Its just that Yoojin lacked confidence in himself. To be honest, most people would just fall apart in front of Sung Hyunjae. It wasnt that Yoojin was inadequate, he was just average.

Yoojin left the room along with Yoohyun. Sung Hyunjae had called him to a bar on the top floor of the hotel. It seemed like the entire floor had been emptied, Yoojin hadnt b.u.mped into anyone after getting off the elevator. The outer walls of the wide corridor were made of gla.s.s. And beyond the gla.s.s was the rooftop swimming pool which had a bluish glow under the light.

Ill wait outside. Yoohyun said.

Theres no need for that. If the Sesung guild leader has any conscience, hell let you in.

Without responding to those words, Yoohyun sat on one of the chairs scattered along the hallway. Yoojin knew he would be like that.

Call me if anything happens, hyung.

Okay.

That was rea.s.suring. Yoojin proceeded to open a door that had traditional patterns and entered the bar. It was a little dark inside, but the walls facing the swimming pool were made of gla.s.s. The interior had an overall Western-style, but the garden outside was adorned with j.a.panese-style decorations, there were also low bamboo plants, as well as a portrait of a woman wearing j.a.panese clothing. Just stick to one theme, one. The diversity was making his mind restless.

This way.

Sung Hyunjae stood across the long bar. Bright lights and s.h.i.+ny gla.s.ses sparkled behind him. If Sung Hyunjae were a bartender, his face alone would be enough to attract customers and help the business do well, that is, as long as his drinks dont taste deadly... But seeing how pa.s.sionate the j.a.paneses reactions were, they would probably stand in line for his drinks regardless of the taste, as long as its safe to consume.

Just thinking of those exaggerated broadcasts made Yoojin calm down a bit. He imagined they would say something along the lines of, A c.o.c.ktail mixed by the Thunder G.o.d, its taste tingling. If he thought about something like that he might actually end up laughing, so maybe he shouldnt... But then again, Yoojin wonders what if Yoohyun made a cold fire thats ice-blue in color? And what if Yerim... No, lets stop thinking about that, Yoojin thought, he couldnt let himself be influenced by the j.a.panese broadcasts.

I heard that the Sesung Guild has been facing financial troubles lately, and thats why the guild leader has been taking on side jobs.

Yoojin realized mid-sentence that he shouldnt have blurted that out, but its not like Sung Hyunjae cant have a side hustle just because hes the Thunder G.o.d. How about serving a drink thats full of thrills? Itll surely be one to boost sales. And, maybe also play some music in the background too. Yoojin imagined.

You seem to be in a much better mood.

Sung Hyunjae said, inviting Yoojin to approach. As Yoojin settled into a seat at the bar, he felt obligated to order something, but before he could, he had to know the options that were available. Yoojin wondered if the place only served c.o.c.ktails. Dont they have peanuts or something like that?

The local broadcasts here are quite amusing, and so is the Amaterasu Guild. Yoojin said.

Both the Lion King and the j.a.panese Samurai were pretty interesting people. The mere thought of Yerim trampling all over them made things even more interesting. Yoojin thought he should prepare a placard as well.

Sung Hyunjae set an empty gla.s.s before Yoojin, and as if he were a seasoned bartender, he deftly poured an array of ingredients into the shaker. Yoojins eyes were drawn to the movement of the shaker, and shortly after, a stream of bright yellowish green liquid soundlessly filled the gla.s.s. As for the finis.h.i.+ng touch, a decorative straw was placed in the drink.

Despite looking like plain juice, it actually tasted quite sweet.

Im sure you hadnt called me here just for a taste-test. So, what could be the matter? Yoojin asked.

The drink was so sweet that his mouth felt bitter afterwards. Wasnt this some kind of Carrot and stick approach effect?

I have one proposal to make. Sung Hyunjae said.

A black credit card was placed next to the c.o.c.ktail gla.s.s.

Im sure the old one has expired.

Could you be suggesting that we get rid of our partners.h.i.+p and go back to the way things were before?

Yoojin wasnt surprised as he had, to some extent, expected this outcome.

Ill annul the partners.h.i.+p, but I will not accept the card.

So, the two of them are just the guild leader and the rearing facility director now. Thats all there is to it. But truthfully, there wasnt really a need for Yoojin to form anything like a partners.h.i.+p with him, it wasnt as if they were ever going to become enemies. But still, couldnt Sung Hyunjae continue to provide some level of cooperation, at least?

How about we write up a simple contract for each other. After all, you dont want the world to perish, do you, Sung Hyunjae?

Yoojin remembered the first time he met Sung Hyunjae. He had behaved like a product to him ever since the beginning. Yoojin had only been joking, and while other people may have also pa.s.sed it off as a joke, three months have pa.s.sed since then. It hadnt been very long.

Yoojin thought itd be beneficial if they established a closer connection. Sung Hyunjaes presence alone would be very rea.s.suring as long as he was on their side. Since he was also the number one hunter in the rankings, it would be a shame to miss out on the opportunity to share combat foresight through the Teacher skill. Not to mention also losing out on that influence of his that extends even overseas.

And, well... There are other things too.

Thinking back, Yoojin felt a little sad, but he couldnt help the fact that he wasnt good enough.

...You have a lot less patience than I thought.

An offhand comment had ultimately slipped out of Yoojins mouth, which prompted Sung Hyunjae to speak up.

Im still holding it in on the contrary.

Still? Well, Im truly sorry for being an F-cla.s.s thats unpleasant to deal with.

Yoojin wasnt aware that Sung Hyunjae had been holding it in for this long. He felt like he should at least apologize and do something to relieve his frustration.

I could force it out of you, about that att.i.tude of yours which I cant understand, and also about the things that you are hiding from me.

He smiled softly while stating that he doesnt hold back on his curiosities

But I do cherish you, Han Yoojin.

So, what are you suggesting? Yoojin asked.

Something like that of a protector, you could say. Thats my proposal.

Sung Hyunjae walked along the lengthy bar counter.

If you cant endure the fright of revealing your inner self and would end up collapsing from it, then what you need is to build a support rather than just coating layers of paint. Take your time and be meticulous in building a firm support. So when the time comes to empty your inner self of guilt, you can withstand it.

Sung Hyunjae turned around the corner and came outside from the counter, approaching Yoojin. Yoojin was about to stand up, but he decided to just turn his chair and face him. The silent footsteps halted in front of him.

So, youre saying that youll be my support. Yoojin asked.

But, why would that be you? He wondered. He still had his younger brother, his friends, and the kids that are practically his family.

Sung Hyunjae continued, Its not a bad thing to rely on others. Its also something desirable unless you live in a world where youre alone. However, before relying on other people, you should have your own foundation. Know that I is the center of everything. If you cant even hold onto yourself, then everything around you would just fall apart easily.

...So, youre telling me to practice self-cultivation?

Havent you already pushed and criticized yourself enough, Han Yoojin? Maybe whats more necessary right now is rest rather than practice.

Im afraid Im not that free.

I will create a perfect environment for you to rest, meticulously.

Sung Hyunjae spoke in a soft and gracious manner.

If you accept my proposal.

Sung Hyunjae bent down on one knee and lowered his gaze below Yoojins as if to avoid seeming threatening to him like an adult would to a child.

While its true that Yoojin has been somewhat relying on Sung Hyunjae, was it really necessary to see himlikea child?

By the way, in case you forgot, Im already 25 years old. Although Im not considered old yet, Im still an adult who started working at an early age. Thats why, I have much more life experience than you might think.

In actuality, he was 30 years old. He wasnt young at all.

Theres no need to treat me like a helpless child without a guardian.

Both adults and children are the same. All emotions, both happiness or sadness, they feel them all equally. The only difference is that as you get older, you have to keepthose emotions in checkand take on more responsibilities. When you feel like crying, youll have to hold back your tears and when you feel like laughing, youll have to suppress it into a smile. Before all else, you have to first be aware of how others view you.

Because youre an adult.

Yoojin wondered if he had just lived his life as he pleased, would that make him a proper adult? Unlike an unconditionally protected child, an adult would have to put up with everything on their own. Even if they hate waking up early in the morning, theyll still have to force their eyes open. Even if they want a break, theyll still have to keep working. Even if they dont like their boss, theyll still have to put up a smile. Theyll just have to endure and adjust their needs accordingly with their present situation.

While Yoojin matured earlier than the average adult, it only meant that he had to take on more responsibilities and endure everything sooner than other people.

You dont have to take any responsibilities, nor do you have to put up with anything.

The cloying words were so sweet that Yoojin thought his teeth might rot from it.

Just live without a care in the world and do whatever youd like. No one will interfere with you. You dont have to worry about how other people see you, nor do you have to take any responsibilities for anything. Itll be alright even if you choose to limit yourself to the things you want to see and want to hear.

Um... At that point, arent you just asking me to become your possession?

To you, I am a protector, and to me, you are a person I will protect. This will be a relations.h.i.+p where you may leave me anytime you are strong enough to stand on your own two feet.

Yoojin didnt quite understand what he was saying. And above all else, he didnt understand why Sung Hyunjae was saying all this to him.

Gee, thats a surprisingly kind offer. Whats the catch? Dont tell me theres none.

When it comes the time where you can handle yourself, itd be nice if you could tell me everything then, Han Yoojin.

...Is that all? I understand why youd suppress the urge to make me speak against my will. But to also play the role of a protector on top of that? Why on earth?

Because I want to.

Yoojin was left speechless against such a simple response. The intention behind Sung Hyunjaes proposal was not for his sake, rather it was made simply because Sung Hyunjae himself wanted to do it. So, he is human after all. Hence, there was really no need to feel burdened by his proposal.

To be honest, Im drawn to it. Yoojin remarked

If Sung Hyunjae really made up his mind and mobilized all that he had to act as a protector, then there would be no better care in the world. Something like that was beyond Yoojins imagination.

It would be a very fulfilling and happy life.

If he hadnt regressed, that is

But, its too late now, Sung Hyunjae. Yoojin said.

Yoojin couldnt accept a life like that now. Sung Hyunjae probably extended his hand to him patiently because of his age. But if Yoojin was in a state where he could just give up and choose to rest, he wouldnt even be deserving of the attention he was receiving right now. The irony of it was a bit amusing.

Had you contacted me about ten years ago, or maybe twenty years ago? Around the time I was eight years old, I would have followed you then. I would have brought my younger brother too.

Im sorry. I was still inexperienced then.

Thank you anyway.

As Yoojin got up from his chair, he held his hand out. Although Sung Hyunjae did not rely on Yoojins help to stand up from his knees, he still held onto his hands.

If you are as patient and overflowing with endurance as you say, then Ill continue to count on you, Partner.

Yoojins heart felt much lighter. Sung Hyunjae was then gazing down at him instead of gazing up from below. While Sung Hyunjae was looking down at him, this was the eye level Yoojin was more familiar with, but not to say that its bad. Sung Hyunjaes expression reflected a hint of remorse.

It seems as long as I show some willingness to compromise, I wont be pushed further away. Sung Hyunjae remarked.

What was that? Have you made this offer to other people besides me?

Not to this extent, but in the past, I did inconspicuously make an offer to Chief Song Taewon to keep an eye on my back.

Thats different.

Since then, hes been openly covering for me.

Wouldnt Sung Hyunjae be criticized for colluding with government officials? Chief Song would probably be the lesser affected of the two, but its unclear whether Chief Song would really feel he was being treated well. Its just very ambiguous.

Ill keep this card in case of emergencies, courtesy of the Sesung guild leader.

Yoojin picked up the card that was placed next to the cup. He doesnt plan to use it carelessly like he did before. He thought hed just keep it as a souvenir.

Yoojin told Sung Hyunjae that he neednt see him off as Yoohyun was waiting for him outside. And before he left the bar, he turned back to look at Sung Hyunjae.

In spite of your generosity, I have one more favor to ask of you.

Do speak.

Please stay the way you are. Dont change or disappear. Just be as you are now.

Yoojin was about to follow up with the words until I can stand on my own two feet, but he didnt. He wasnt confident enough to say it with conviction yet. Even if he had been alone on that cruise s.h.i.+p, it would still have been difficult for him to gather his courage.

If possible, dont die either.

Of course not.

His response was casual, as if they were making plans for dinner.

***

As he left the bar, the fact that Yoohyun was standing up caught Yoojins attention.

Youre not sitting.

I got up after I heard footsteps.

Right. Even if he were eavesdropping,he probably wouldnt have heard everything that was said inside. Its unlikely that Sung Hyunjae called him here without having verifiedthe soundproofingfirst.

Nothing much happened. Shall we go back and order room service? Im a little hungry.

Yoojin had already had a filling dinner before, but after taking a long bath, his stomach had already been emptied out.

You seem to be in a good mood.

Yoohyun muttered quietly.

This guy

Are you jealous of the Sesung guild leader again? You dont have to, you know. Youll always come first.

After all, everything thats happening now was because of him.

No matter what anyone says, no matter what happens, Yoohyun you are the most important to me.

So, lets relax and have some late-night snacks. Yoohyun nodded with a smile. As Yoojin browsed through the room service menu... he figured there probably wasnt a Korean version. Shall I call a guide? He thought.

Later, the night pa.s.sed. Yoojin greeted the new morning with a yawn and a sleepy face as soon as he woke up. The bedding was comfortable, it was a quality befitting of a good hotel, but he hadnt slept well. After requesting the guide to translate the TV channel schedule, he found himself sleeping late.

His main intentions were to learn more about the j.a.panese hunter community, but what he saw was...

[I cant believe pink waves are swirling between Yoohyun and Yerim.]

Thats a bunch of nonsense. Well, maybe calling it nonsense might be too much. Anyway, pink was just ridiculous. Pink is way off from the color of a fresh and lively friends.h.i.+p... Besides, Yerim is still a minor. If they were going to pair her up with someone, wouldnt Noah, whos only five years older, be a better choice?

[Still, these two are from upper-cla.s.s families.]

Whats even more shocking than that was the pairing between Sung Hyunjae and Kang Soyoung. Why are these crazy people pairing up a child and an older man? Could the blonde British girl be involved in a close relations.h.i.+p with the guild leader? What kind of nonsense was that? It made Yoojin want to sue these broadcasting companies. And why do they keep mentioning that shes British? Soyoung has dual citizens.h.i.+p and her affiliation is with Korea, dont they know?

[Even though love transcends age, nationality, race, and gender, the younger person should at least be in their late twenties!]

And ideally, in their thirties. Age is only just a number when both parties have enough life experience and are able to take responsibility for their own lives! Even if its possible to be withsomeone as naive as achild, would ones conscience allow something like that?

Anyway, Yoojin was against this relations.h.i.+p! Even if Sung Hyunjae were to be paired with Moon Hyuna or Evelyn, their relations.h.i.+ps would still be vague. While Sung Hyunjae treats Kang Soyoung like a child in reality, its also possible that he had dated someone similar to her. Somehow, Yoojin was getting curious for no apparent reason.

Yoojin was about to order room service, but it seemed better to just have breakfast together with the others. Yerim, Noah, and Moon Hyuna came back with all sorts of things from their shopping trip last night. Among them were Peace and Chirpie dolls that were fake. Yoojin decided to take the Chirpie doll and hand it over to Haeyeons legal team.

Theres even a hunter-centric shopping mall!

The Hunter Market? But, you already mentioned that yesterday.

Not that,Im talking abouta mall thatsells hunter merchandise to the general public. They sell things like photos and bromide prints. There are also lots of lion dolls.

...Like celebrity bromides? Suddenly, Yoojin recalled the dolls of Yoohyun and Yerim which he saw yesterday. They were really cute. Maybe Ill go take a look when I have the time.