When the Redbourne coach pulled away from Kettering Hall two days later with her in it, Claudia had seen him in the chapel graveyard, down on his knees next to a fresh earthen mound, and her heart had shattered. She had sobbed all the way back to London for a man who was suffering beyond her compre-hension.

She had never seen that Julian again.

The worst of it was that with the benefit of time, she could see that Phillip really wasn't much different from Julian. In the end, she was nothing more to him than what women were to men in general-mere objects of pleasure, fundamentally insignificant to the world.

After the sting of Phillip's death had passed, she had begun to look around her and really see the inequality between genders. Regardless of rank, women were chattel in English society: typically undereducated, living under a man's thumb, and completely subject to his whims. If Claudia had learned anything, it was that she wanted more from life than to be someone's hostess, wife, or lover. Yet how did she break the bonds of society's restrictions or social mores she had never even questioned before then?

She had mulled it over for a time, feeling inadequate to the task, lacking the imagination necessary to force change. Then one day, she found the young daughter of a kitchen maid wandering about the main library. Happy to have a little company, Claudia had fetched a book her governess had read to her as a child and invited Karen to sit beside her so that they might read the book together.

But Karen did not know her letters, and she was well past the age a girl should know her letters. Worse, Karen didn't seem particularly bothered by it. Claudia had known instantly what she must do.

The very clear notion had come to her almost immediately: Women had to open their minds if they were to gain equality and respect. Girls had to be educated beyond rudimentary language and math so that they might fill their heads with endless possibilities. The girls of the lower class, who were the least likely of all to receive an education, needed her help the most.

It was with great enthusiasm and a sense of purpose that Claudia embraced her worthy goal, and it was one that she had worked relentlessly toward since, her conviction strengthened every day by the women she met and the many dreams and aspirations they held, regardless of rank or situation. She used her position-or rather, her father's position as confidant to the king--to further her cause. Her efforts, she would admit, had not always been met with great enthusiasm. Most men and women among the ton believed that the woman's place in the home and in society was as it should be and resisted any change. There were times that Claudia felt as if she was trying to move a mountain, but not once did she give up. In fact, she was enjoying a respite at Eugenie's before tackling her largest project to date: She was determined to garner the financial backing necessary to open a school for girls near the London factories where many women and children worked.

And that was what she would focus her attention on forthwith. She would forget the Rake, forget the kiss, and forget everything about France altogether.

So, after a hot bath, when she descended to the lower floors for supper, she was feeling much improved, her energy renewed and focused on the important tasks before her. She was met at the dining room door by a footman carrying a huge bouquet of daffodils, irises, and roses-a very unusual but pleasing hodgepodge of the finest hothouse flowers.

"How very lovely, Jason. Did Papa have them sent?" she asked, beaming as the footman set the monstrous bouquet on a small console.

"No, milady," he said, and handed her a card. She opened the card, glanced at the signature, and felt an immediate flurry of butterflies in her stomach.

I recall with a smile the pleasure of our acquaintance in Dieppe, but the crossing is remembered with even greater fondness. Please accept this token of my thanks for your very charming company during what could well have been an intolerable wait.

Yours, Kettering The Rake had found his way home after all.

Five.

KETTERING HOUSE, ST. JAMES SQUARE.

W ALTER TINLEY , the Kettering butler for more than forty years, opened the door of the mansion on St. James Square and immediately wrinkled his age-spotted nose. "Beggin' your pardon, my lord, but it would seem a rather pungent odor has accompanied you home."

Julian glowered at the ancient butler-the older Tinley got, the less reverent he became. Every year at Christmas, Julian offered the man a very generous pension and a lovely cottage at Kettering Hall in Northamptonshire. Every year, the old sawhorse declined, determined to serve until his dying day. "Are you going to let me in?" he growled.

Tinley stepped out of the way, drawing an audible breath when Julian passed.

Irritable and exhausted, the noise of running feet assailed his frayed nerves as Julian stepped inside. With a squeal, his youngest sister, Sophie, came flying down the marble staircase and into the foyer. "You're home!" she cried as she flung herself into his arms. He caught her about the waist, finding his balance just before they both would have landed on the floor. "I've missed you terribly, Julian! Aunt Violet said you'd be another fortnight or more- Oh, my," she said, and gingerly pulled away, nose wrinkled. "Oh, dear," she repeated, and took several steps backward.

With an impatient sigh, Julian tossed his gloves at a hovering footman. "It has been a rather arduous journey," he groused. "Tinley, I should very much like a bath. Have one drawn, will you?"

"Most immediately," the old man replied, and hurried as fast as his ancient legs would take him. Julian scowled at his retreating back; fortunately, Rosie, the proprietor at the Park Lane hothouse, had not been so affronted. But then, he was one of her best customers. The two gentlemen waiting to purchase fresh flowers had seemed a little offended, particularly the one who pulled out a kerchief and held it over his nose. Well, devil take them all! When he had offered that stubborn Demon's Spawn the use of the one coach he had been able to find for hire in Newhaven, he had fully intended to ride along. But oh no. That did not suit Lady Claudia. She wouldn't take his money, but she'd damn sure take his coach and leave him stranded in the rain with no mode of transportation. It was bloody fortunate that he had been able to find a man willing to sell an old nag to him instead of the rendering factory.

"I've so much to tell you!" Sophie said excitedly, and Julian forced a smile. Standing in the low light of the foyer, she looked pretty. Of all his sisters, Sophie was the plainest. She did not have the stunning eyes that Eugenie and Ann had, or the lovely, thick black hair Valerie had been blessed with. Her hair was a mousy color, her brown eyes small and set wide apart. Not that it mattered to him-he saw her beauty in so many other ways-but it mattered to the ton and Sophie had had very little success on the marriage market. That lack of success had, unfortunately, begun to erode her self-confidence. And for that reason above all else, Julian despised the ton.

"Have you?" he asked, and gestured for her to accompany him as he moved up the stairs.

"Lady Farnhall invited Aunt Violet and me to a tea last Tuesday while Lord Farnhall was in Edinburgh or some such place, and I didn't really want to go because I had quite a headache, but Aunt Violet persuaded me, and I am quite happy that I went!"

"Were you? And whom did you see?" he asked absently, reaching the first floor and moving down the corridor to the master suite of rooms. Sophie quickly rattled off all of the attendees, then reviewed what each was wearing as they crossed the threshold of his suite. Nodding to Bartholomew, his valet, Julian removed the grimy neckcloth and tossed it to his outstretched hand. The fastidious man instantly made a face and held the offensive garment between thumb and forefinger, away from his body, while Sophie continued her chatter about a silk or something that Miss Candace Millbrook had worn to the tea party. With an appropriate ah now and then, Julian disappeared into his dressing room to remove his boots and was fanning the rank odor from his nose when he heard the name Sir William Stanwood. He sat up. "Pardon?" he called through the open door.

That was followed by a moment of silence, then a faint, "Sir William called."

Julian was at once on his feet and in the main room, oblivious to his stockinged feet and dangling shirttails. "I beg your pardon?" he demanded.

The color instantly bled from Sophie's face. "He . . . he called Wednesday."

He made a supreme effort to maintain his composure, but blast her, it was difficult! Several years her senior, Sir William Stanwood was an odious man with no more interest in Sophie than her obscenely large dowry and the generous annuity her father had left her. He had a sordid reputation, was known to have one foot in and the other just out of debtors' prison, and was rumored to have something of a mean streak when it came to the baseborn women with whom he consorted. His connection to the fringes of the ton was tenuous at best, owing chiefly to a nebulous but apparently real blood relationship to Viscount Millbrook.

"Sophie," Julian began, but stopped as she sank into a leather chair at the hearth, her expression both hopeful and fearful. Marvelous-he was about to crush the one true hope the girl thought she had. Oh, he had no doubt Sophie would marry one day, and when she did, it would be to a man who was not only of suitable rank, but one who could be counted on to treat her well. It most definitely would not be to William Stanwood.

He thrust his hand through his hair and turned to his valet. "Nothing more," he said, and waited for Bartholomew to quit the room before speaking again. "I thought we agreed during the Season that Sir William's attentions were not to be acknowledged or returned, did we not? We had an agreement, you and I."

Her gaze fell guiltily to her lap. She shrugged, studied her hands. "I merely said he called. I didn't say that I had received him."

Oh, no. He hadn't raised four girls without learning one or two of their tricks. "No, you didn't say . . . did you receive him?"

Another, smaller shrug. "Perhaps for a moment," she muttered, and glanced up, cringing at whatever she saw in his face. "It would have been terribly rude to turn him away! Aunt Violet chaperoned! He called as he was nearby and thought to wish us well! Where is the harm?"

The harm? The harm was that Stanwood would slither into her life like a snake, then squeeze the very breath from it! How did he tell a young woman that the one man in all of England she thought esteemed her above all others was a degenerate blackguard in pursuit of her money? He walked to the window, the muscle in his jaw working frenetically as he tried to think exactly how to put things so that he did not hurt her.

"I shouldn't want to seem cross, Julian, but I will be one and twenty soon. You can't tell me whom I may or may not see then."

The uncharacteristic challenge in her words shot a bolt of fear right through him. Julian whipped around, covering the ground between them in a few long strides. Sophie started badly, tried to stand up from the chair, but he caught her elbow and yanked her to her feet, holding fast. "Do not think," he said low, "that you will be allowed to see him even then, little one. You will still be in my house, under my protection, and you will never have my leave to receive him, do you understand me?"

Sophie's eyes fluttered wide; she jerked her arm from his grasp and stumbled backward. "Why shouldn't you want me to be happy?"

"Of course I want you to be happy, Sophie! But you will not find happiness with the likes of him. You must trust me-I know what is best for you."

Her bottom lip quivered. "You know nothing!" she cried, and rushed to the door.

"Sophie!"

She came to a dead halt, her back to him, her hand on the porcelain knob.

"Do not see him again."

She shot through the door without looking back. Hearing her muffled sobs as she fled down the corridor, Julian sighed wearily-then went in search of his bath.

When Julian's middle sister, Ann, sent a note the next day inviting him to join a few friends for the evening, Julian fairly jumped at the opportunity, anxious to escape the gloom Sophie's unhappiness had cast over the entire house. Arriving at Ann's home, Julian greeted his sister, exclaimed with horror at how fat she had gotten during his short absence, and smiled when a laughing Ann reminded him that she was five months pregnant.

Ann's "few friends" actually numbered in the dozens, and Julian made his way through the crush to join Victor, Ann's husband, at the sideboard for a sherry. A full head shorter than he, Viscount Boxworth was a quiet man who sipped his sherry while he covertly watched Ann flit about the drawing room from guest to guest. That was one thing Julian liked immensely about Victor-he adored Ann. And now that she carried his child, he could scarcely take his eyes from her. As the two stood making small talk-Julian actually doing most of the talking-he wondered what it must feel like to know one had put a life in a woman's belly, to know a quality of love that would result in an image of oneself.

Victor had just posed a question about Julian's trip to Paris when Lady Felicia Wentworth swept into the drawing room. Julian frowned; Felicia had made her desires for him known on more than one occasion and he was hardly in the mood to put off her advances. On her heels were Lord and Lady Dillbey. Oh, splendid. He had encountered Lady Dillbey once in a dark library; well. . . his hand had encountered her. Since then, she practically chased him from ballroom to ballroom, and he was hardly in a mood for that, either. He took his leave of Victor, and slowly worked his way to the back of the very large room, pausing often to greet acquaintances.

He was speaking to the sister of the luckless Lord Turlington-whose head, coincidentally, Julian had once shoved into a chamber pot at Eton-when he saw Claudia. In spite of Lady Elizabeth, who was leaning into him, batting her eyes and blocking his view as she rambled on about some insipid thing or another, Julian saw her. Bertie Rutherford was standing with her; the dolt was openly ogling her, his gaze dipping frequently to the decolletage of her pretty plum gown.

Julian made his excuses to a disappointed Lady Elizabeth and sauntered forward.

He smiled charmingly when Claudia's eyes rounded with evident surprise. "Good evening, Lady Claudia," he said with a gracious bow, then curtly, "Rutherford." He promptly ignored any greeting Bertie might have had the presence of mind to make, by turning the full force of his attention on Claudia.

"Ah, Lord Kettering, I see you have found your way home from France." She smiled irreverently. "I suppose the wind tossed you back to England's shores?"

Impudent little wench. "Blown in by a storm, actually, and from there I walked the length of the country, as it is quite difficult to hire a coach in Newhaven." Completely remorseless, the Demon's Spawn actually laughed at that. The foppish Bertie looked as if he was trying to think of something clever to say, so Julian moved slightly, putting himself partially between Bertie and Claudia. "I trust the flowers found you?"

Her eyes glistened with great amusement. "Why yes! How very kind of you to remember the men who have served our beloved England. The inmates at Chelsea Hospital are teaming together to pen you a proper thank you, as their morning room was brightened considerably by your thoughtful gesture."

Looking a bit confused as per usual, Bertie peered up at Julian. "Beg your pardon? You sent flowers to the inmates at Chelsea Hospital?"

"Not exactly," he responded smoothly.

"Oh, but he did,'" Claudia cheerfully contradicted. "Seems he has a passion for military men."

"My passion, madam, is really-"

"-quite relentless," she blithely interrupted. "Oh! I see Lord and Lady Dillbey. Please excuse me, my lords, I should very much like to pay my respects," she said, and promptly sailed out of their midst. Bertie sighed longingly after her, then looked at Julian. "Military men, is it? I rather fancy the navy myself."

"Oh, for God's sake, Bertie!" Julian snapped irritably, and strode after the Demon's Spawn.

Dillbey lit up like a chandelier when Julian approached. "Kettering! You must come join our little debate!" he called boisterously as he extended his hand in greeting. Julian nodded to the men standing with Dillbey, then reluctantly bowed over Lady Dillbey's proffered hand. She flashed a blatantly saucy smile at him that her husband could not help but see. Claudia certainly did, judging by the way she frowned at him. "Lady Claudia, we meet again.

"Yes, astonishing how that happens, isn't it?" she muttered.

"Lady Claudia was just explaining to our great fascination that the French are debating the merits of labor organizations for women," Dillbey explained. "Apparently, she has confirmed what we have suspected all along . . . the French are imbeciles!" He laughed at his own joke, as did the two dandies beside him. Julian thought it a rather tasteless remark, and he could all but feel Claudia's discomfort. "My lady, you can be quite entertaining," Dillbey continued, smiling at Claudia. "I understand young women come away from your drawing room with any number of strange notions!" He laughed again; the two dandies chuckled along with much less enthusiasm.

"My lord!" Lady Dillbey exclaimed, obviously embarrassed. "That's simply not true!"

"Why it is!" the old fool doggedly insisted. "My dear, even you were quite appalled by her suggestion that women should hold seats in Parliament!" he reminded her. A memory suddenly invaded Julian's mind of Valerie, sitting on the edge of her chair, her feet swinging above the carpet. Claudia says that Parliament should seat only women, because men argue far too much.

"Why shouldn't women hold seats?" Claudia asked with a charming smile for the two fops. "Why should men think they are the only ones to know what is best for us all?"

"Because it is true," Dillbey responded in a surprisingly sharp tone. "Women are ignorant in matters such as affairs of state, Lady Claudia, and men do not want their wives and daughters to be unduly burdened with the hard decisions that must be made when attending to the nation's affairs. It is hardly the sort of thing one does on the basis of emotion."

The man did not care for Claudia, Julian realized, and felt a peculiar twinge of anger.

"I beg your pardon, my lord, I should not want to provoke you, but I must respectfully disagree," Claudia said carefully. "Women are not so simple that they cannot learn, or so fragile that they cannot make difficult decisions."

That caused Dillbey's face to turn quite red. Sensing an impending explosion, Julian quickly interrupted. "You are absolutely right, Lady Claudia. In fact, I rather hoped I might entice you to help me make a difficult decision this very evening." That succeeded in gaining everyone's attention, including a murderous look from Lady Dillbey.

"What decision, my lord?" Claudia asked coolly.

"I should very much like to make a charitable donation to the Chelsea Hospital"-he glanced at Dillbey- "I've quite a passion for military men, you see." Shifting his gaze to Claudia, he grinned. "But I'm quite uncertain how to go about it. You are a benefactress of the hospital, are you not?"

"Yes."

"Splendid. Might I impose?"

She hesitated only a moment. "Of course," she said, and nodding to the little group, walked in the direction of Julian's gesture.

He nodded to the others and fell in beside her, waiting until they were out of earshot. "He's an idiot, Claudia. Pay him no heed," he muttered as they slipped through the crowd.

"But he's the leader of the moderates, and the moderates are the only ones with the clout necessary to see reforms through both houses."

Her political acumen startled Julian, and he peered down at her, wondering who had told her that. "Ah . . . I believe Lady Wentworth is asking for you," Claudia said. Julian lifted his gaze and winced. Yes, Felicia was asking for him, waving her fan at him like a strumpet across the crowded room. "Lady Wentworth can wait," he said curtly, and steered Claudia in the opposite direction, toward a sideboard laden with large crystal bowls of wine punch. "He may be a moderate, but he-"

"Shall Miss Early wait, too?" she interrupted. With a silent groan, Julian glanced over his shoulder-Miss Drucinda Early was advancing rapidly on the arm of her cousin, Dalton Early, who was no more than a very casual acquaintance of Julian's.

"Miss Early," he drawled.

"Lord Kettering! How do you do?" she squealed like a stuck pig.

"Excuse me, please," Claudia murmured, and before Julian could catch her, she had slipped through his fingers. Whatever Miss Early might have said after that, Julian had no idea. All he could see was Claudia hugging Ann, then walking out of the crowded room alone, dragging his fool heart with her.

Six.

Two DAYS LATER , Claudia had completely recovered from Kettering's uncharacteristic appearance at Ann's gathering and had chalked his attentions up to his being a Rake. Quite certain that this silly infatuation of his would soon pass, if it hadn't already, she attended church services with her father.

As she stood waiting in the narthex-her father was speaking with the vicar, waiting for the moment he could make an appearance he deemed suitable to his station- she absently admired a large bouquet of roses. As she fingered one red bloom, the blasted thing snapped off in her hand. Dismayed, she glanced covertly about hoping her father had not seen it, as this was exactly the sort of thing that could send him into a fit of apoplexy. Naturally, there was nowhere to dispose of the evidence, so Claudia hastily shoved it into her reticule.

"Tsk, tsk, tsk." She froze, recognizing the smirk in that voice, and slowly turned to cast a scathing glance across The Rake. But damn it, dressed in a coat of dark blue superfine and smiling wickedly, he looked especially beautiful this morning, and Claudia's pulse instantly leapt to a steady clip.

He looked at her little beaded reticule and sadly shook his head. "I wonder why you bother to come to church at all."

Of all the persons in the world to say that to her! "I beg your pardon-"

"Moppet? It is time," her father said beside her. "Good morning, Kettering. Right glad you can join us every now and then."

The libertine smiled broadly. "Lord Redbourne, it is my great pleasure to attend every now and then."

"Yes, indeed," her father said curtly, and grasping Claudia's elbow, moved her down the center aisle of the church as he nodded imperiously to acquaintances on both sides, muttering under his breath, "Must be a particularly cold day in hell if Kettering has decided to join us, hmmm?"

Yes, well, not only had he decided to "join" them, he had also decided to sit directly behind her. As a result, Claudia's skin prickled throughout the service-she could feel him watching her, could feel his eyes burning the skin of her neck, and in the middle of the sermon, she was quite certain she could feel his breath on her nape! His sudden fascination was making her insane, extremely anxious, and making her imagine she felt things she could not possibly feel. She sat rigidly, her hands clamped tightly in her lap, afraid to move even a fraction of an inch lest he think he had affected her somehow.

When the congregation rose for a doxology, his rich baritone voice slid over her like silk, and foolish as it was, she actually felt faint. As they resumed their seats, Claudia could not stand it another moment and stole a furtive look at him over her shoulder. He lifted one brow and nodded politely. Oh! She could hardly endure this! She would not endure it! Perhaps he could persuade other ladies with his charm, but not her. Oh no, not her. When the service at last ended, she marched up the aisle on her father's arm without so much as a glance in his direction, certain he was laughing, and determined more than ever to end this absurdity once and for all.

Across town, Doreen Conner, a woman with callused hands and failing eyesight, sat in her rocker as she did every day until well past midnight, doing any piecework that she could get. It was hard, tedious work, and at times her back ached more than she thought she could bear, but it was better than where she had been, and she was grateful that she could still work.