He also knew that he would have to face this at some point. Kalia had known it too. He had already decided what he would do. But he would not do it now. Not while all these people were watching him so closely.

And not, he realised, until he'd had a chance to ask Tyvara if he'd guessed correctly what the consequences would be.

As the Guild House slaves began serving dinner, Dannyl was surprised to hear Tayend's voice in the corridor.

"Then I'll join him," Tayend said. A moment later he stepped into the main doorway of Dannyl's rooms. "Would you like some company for dinner?"

Dannyl nodded and gestured to a nearby stool. He had feared that he and Tayend would have an argument or some sort of confrontation, but nothing of the sort had happened and so far they had settled into their new roles without any conflict. And perhaps, since Tayend was so often out visiting Sachakans, it made sense to take advantage of the chance to catch up on ambassadorial business.

"No Ashaki to visit tonight?"

Tayend sat down and shook his head. "I asked Achati for a night off. I'm surprised he didn't invite you out instead."

Dannyl shook his head. "I'm sure he has other people to see than us Ambassadors. You've been getting along with the Sachakans very well."

A slave hurried into the room with a plate and knife for Tayend, so that he could begin serving himself from the platters of food the others were offering.

"I have, haven't I? It certainly appears so. Or am I wrong in assuming that? From what Ashaki Achati tells me, you you were popular when you first arrived. Perhaps I, too, will fall out of favour." were popular when you first arrived. Perhaps I, too, will fall out of favour."

"You don't have an assistant for anybody to abduct."

"No. Though I could do with one preferably of the kind that nobody would want to kidnap." Tayend grimaced. "I want to work out what the situation is here, before I get anybody else involved. Whether it was safe. How things worked." He moved some of the spicier meat onto his plate, then some stuffed vegetables, before indicating that the slaves could leave.

"I suspect finding out how things really really work would take quite a few years." work would take quite a few years."

Tayend smiled crookedly. "Even so, I think I've worked out some things," he said. "How about I tell you what I've guessed and you tell me if I'm right." Popping food into his mouth, Tayend chewed and regarded Dannyl expectantly.

Dannyl shrugged. "Go ahead."

Tayend swallowed, drank a mouthful of water, then cleared his throat. "I've worked out that you and I are no longer a couple."

Surprise was followed by a flush of guilt. Dannyl forced himself to meet Tayend's eyes. Tayend's gaze was steady.

"I guess not," Dannyl replied. Rather lamely Rather lamely, he added silently.

"I worked that out when you put me in the guest rooms," Tayend added. "And don't tell me it would have caused a scandal if I'd slept in your bed. The Sachakans knew all about us before you got here." He speared another portion off his plate.

Dannyl coughed in protest. "They might still have disapproved enough to demand we be replaced, or to refuse to deal with us."

"There's nothing to make deals over. We have no work to do. They don't need to trade with our countries. Having us here is a gesture of goodwill, nothing more. Other than that, our value to the Sachakans is merely as a novelty or entertainment. I suppose it has taken you longer to work this out." Tayend waved a hand dismissively. "I've also worked out that Achati is a lad, and rather fancies you." His eyes narrowed. "I haven't quite worked out if you fancy him in return."

Once again, Dannyl felt his face warming, but this time not out of guilt.

"Achati is a friend," he said.

"Your only only friend among the Sachakans," Tayend continued, pointing his knife at Dannyl for emphasis. "You won't be able to string him along forever. What are you going to do when he gets sick of waiting? He doesn't seem the sort of man I'd want to make angry." friend among the Sachakans," Tayend continued, pointing his knife at Dannyl for emphasis. "You won't be able to string him along forever. What are you going to do when he gets sick of waiting? He doesn't seem the sort of man I'd want to make angry."

Dannyl opened his mouth to protest, then shut it again. "You once would have said that about me," he managed.

Tayend smiled. "Then I got to know you, and you're not at all scary. Sometimes you're even a little pathetic, always worried about what people think, burying yourself in your research to make yourself feel worthy."

"It's important research!" Dannyl objected.

"Oh. Yes. Very important. More important than me."

"You were interested in it too, once. As soon as it stopped being about roaming around having adventures and started being about hard work, you didn't care for it any more."

Tayend's gaze flashed with anger, but then he hesitated, and looked away. "I suppose it must look that way. To me it felt like I had nothing more to contribute. The writing part was always yours. Once I was out of the Grand Library, I was a poor excuse for a scholar."

Indignation faded at Tayend's assessment of himself. "You were never a poor excuse for a scholar," Dannyl told him. "If I had known you were still interested in the research, I would have found something, some way, for you to stay involved."

Tayend looked up and frowned. "I thought you were keeping me out. Going to Sachaka without me confirmed it."

"It was ... I believed it was dangerous here for you."

"You certainly had me worried. When my king approved of my proposal to be the first Elyne Ambassador in Sachaka I was sure I had taken on something much more dangerous than this has turned out to be, so far."

"How did you convince him?"

"I didn't. Others did." Tayend shrugged. "It seems everyone thought it was a great idea to send someone here now that Kyralia had done so, but nobody was stupid enough to suggest it in case they were given the job."

"Who supported you?" Dannyl asked, mainly out of curiosity.

Tayend smiled. "That would be telling." He looked down at his plate. "We should eat or the food will go cold."

Dannyl snorted softly. "Elynes and their convoluted politics."

"We are good at it and it has been of benefit here. I might even be able to keep you you out of trouble." out of trouble."

Returning to his half-eaten meal, Dannyl considered what his former lover had said. "So did you come all this way only to see what I was up to?"

Tayend's eyes narrowed again. He didn't answer immediately, instead chewing thoughtfully. "No," he said eventually. "When you left, you made me see that I was bored. Turns out you are right: having a purpose does make life more interesting."

"And that purpose is?"

Tayend was chewing again.

Being the first Elyne Ambassador in Sachaka, Dannyl answered. He had to admit, he was impressed at Tayend's daring, and the flamboyant man was well suited to the job. He did have a good grasp of politics even if he did often choose to ignore social taboos and traditions and he was very perceptive about people.

But I hope not too perceptive, when it comes to Achati.

Dinner with Naki and her father was always filled with long silences. Lord Leiden always asked how their studies were going, and Naki's answers were usually polite but short. He also enquired after Lilia's family, but she did not see them often so there was not much to tell him, and he did not seem that interested in her answers anyway.

This time, Lilia felt as if the dinner had stretched on for hours longer than usual, and the pretence of interest for the sake of manners had started to irritate her. Even the excellent food did not make up for the boredom. She wasn't sure if it was the long days of anticipation that had made her impatient to be alone with Naki, or if she was picking up on Naki's mood.

Her friend was definitely in an odd frame of mind. Naki's answers to her father's questions had been shorter than usual verging on snarly. At one point she'd asked him about someone and he'd winced, frowned at her disapprovingly, and changed the subject. To Lilia, however, she was overtly friendly, leaning over and patting her on the leg, winking at her or pulling faces. Lilia was relieved when the meal had finally ended.

Naki led her upstairs to her bedroom as usual. As soon as the door closed, Naki began pacing and broke out into a tirade of curses unlike anything Lilia had heard since one of her visits to the wharves in her childhood.

"What's wrong?" Lilia asked.

Naki sighed and turned to her. "I can't tell you the details. All I can say is that he he found out about a little project I've had going on the side, and to punish me he took something no, he found out about a little project I've had going on the side, and to punish me he took something no, he stole stole something from me." She clenched her fists and stalked to the bed, sitting down on the edge of it. Looking up at Lilia, her expression changed to a forlorn one. "You know, he only gives me enough money to pay for what I need at the University. If I want to have any fun I have to find some other way to pay for it. And now I don't have such a way." something from me." She clenched her fists and stalked to the bed, sitting down on the edge of it. Looking up at Lilia, her expression changed to a forlorn one. "You know, he only gives me enough money to pay for what I need at the University. If I want to have any fun I have to find some other way to pay for it. And now I don't have such a way."

The brazier house. The wine she sneaks into the Guild. She's always paid for it. I haven't paid for anything. Lilia felt a pang of guilt. She moved over to the bed and sat down beside her friend. Lilia felt a pang of guilt. She moved over to the bed and sat down beside her friend.

"What about the allowance we get?"

Naki grimaced. "You get it; get it; I I don't. Because I'm from one of the Houses I don't get anything. My family is supposed to pay me an allowance instead." don't. Because I'm from one of the Houses I don't get anything. My family is supposed to pay me an allowance instead."

"You've always paid for things," Lilia began. "I should-"

"No!" Naki headed her off. "Don't go offering to pay for my little indulgences."

"Our indulgences," Lilia corrected. "At least let me pay for them until you ... find another way to earn some money. It would be nice to be able to spoil indulgences," Lilia corrected. "At least let me pay for them until you ... find another way to earn some money. It would be nice to be able to spoil you you for a while." for a while."

Naki gazed at Lilia in surprise, then her lips curled in a wide smile. "Oh, Lilia. You are so good." She wrapped her arms around Lilia and hugged her.

Lilia hugged her friend back. The simple warmth of the embrace filled her with happiness. As Naki began to pull away, she let go, but the other girl only leaned back a little. Lilia looked up to find Naki staring at her intently, her expression thoughtful.

Then Naki leaned in and kissed her.

Once again, all the sorts of hopes and ideas that the other novices disapproved of came rushing into Lilia's mind, and her heart began beating very fast. She kissed back, not daring to think what might happen next, and not wanting to risk spoiling the moment.

Inevitably, Naki broke the kiss. Her eyes were dark and her expression impossible to read. Lilia wanted to tell her she loved her, but she hesitated, afraid that she was wrong and Naki would be repelled.

Suddenly Naki grinned and leapt off the bed.

"Let's go to the library," she said. "I have some roet stowed there."

Can't we do anything without roet? Lilia pushed the sullen thought aside and stood up. "All right ..." Lilia pushed the sullen thought aside and stood up. "All right ..."

Naki grew even more fey and restless as they crept quietly to the library, her movements all agitation and excitement. Once she had a brazier burning, she urged Lilia to breath in the smoke deeply. They settled into two large chairs.

"Your father won't come in here?" Lilia asked, before the drug stopped her caring enough to worry about it.

"He'll be asleep," Naki replied. "He was complaining, before you arrived, about how it had been a long day and he was so so tired." tired."

They relaxed for a while, enjoying the roet, then Naki got up and moved over to the glass-topped table. She leaned on it, gazing down at the contents, then straightened as if coming to a decision and opened the side. Reaching inside, she took something out, and as she started back toward the chairs Lilia saw that it was the book Naki had shown her previously. The one that contained instructions on using black magic.

A faint unease stirred within Lilia, but she was feeling too lazy to even frown.

Naki dropped back into her chair with a sigh. She lifted the book and regarded it thoughtfully. Opening it, she gently turned the pages.

"I could probably quote whole sections of this."

"How often have you looked at it?" Lilia asked.

"More times than I can remember." Naki shrugged. "My father should know that if he says I'm not to do something I'll take it as a challenge."

"Have you read the whole thing?"

Naki looked up at Lilia and smiled. "Of course. It's not a big book."

"So you've read the bit ... the part ..."

Naki's smile widened. "The part about black magic. Yes. I have." She looked down. "It's amazingly straightforward. I've often wondered if I could do it, using these instructions."

"But you can't learn black magic from a book," Lilia reminded her. "It has to be taught mind to mind."

"That's true. I wonder why they bothered writing it down, then." Naki flicked through the pages, then held the open book out to Lilia. "What do you think?"

Despite the roet, Lilia hesitated. Even to read about black magic was forbidden.

"Go on," Naki said. "I've always wanted to show someone and get their opinion, but I never trusted anybody enough."

Lilia's heart lifted and she smiled at Naki as she reached out to take the book. She trusts me. She thinks my opinion is worth something. She trusts me. She thinks my opinion is worth something. Looking down at the open page, she started to read. Looking down at the open page, she started to read.

... means by which the body achieves this are not so much understood as sensed. So it is, too, with the higher magics. In early training, an apprentice is taught to imagine his magic as a vessel perhaps a box or a bottle. As he learns more he comes to understand what his senses tell him: that his body is the vessel, and that the natural barrier of magic at the skin contains his power within. And so it is that if he should happen to encounter a breach of another person's barrier (as in the ritual of higher magic) he can extend his senses into the other's body in a quite different way to Healing, detecting the power within, not the physical body. He can also influence this power, removing or adding to it. While it is possible to sense how much power a person contains, it is not possible to judge how strong he is. You may sense the physical exhaustion of a man who has been stripped of his magic, which suggests that once the magical energy is removed the physical energy is tapped, but if not depleted to the point of physical impact you cannot sense if magic has been removed at all. It is also difficult to sense and manipulate magic simultaneously with sensing and manipulating the physical body through Healing ... ... means by which the body achieves this are not so much understood as sensed. So it is, too, with the higher magics. In early training, an apprentice is taught to imagine his magic as a vessel perhaps a box or a bottle. As he learns more he comes to understand what his senses tell him: that his body is the vessel, and that the natural barrier of magic at the skin contains his power within. And so it is that if he should happen to encounter a breach of another person's barrier (as in the ritual of higher magic) he can extend his senses into the other's body in a quite different way to Healing, detecting the power within, not the physical body. He can also influence this power, removing or adding to it. While it is possible to sense how much power a person contains, it is not possible to judge how strong he is. You may sense the physical exhaustion of a man who has been stripped of his magic, which suggests that once the magical energy is removed the physical energy is tapped, but if not depleted to the point of physical impact you cannot sense if magic has been removed at all. It is also difficult to sense and manipulate magic simultaneously with sensing and manipulating the physical body through Healing ...

The author rambled on about Healing from that point. His writing is terrible His writing is terrible, Lilia mused. It just goes on and on and never comes to the point. There are no paragraph breaks. It just goes on and on and never comes to the point. There are no paragraph breaks. She flicked through the pages. She flicked through the pages. None in the entire book. None in the entire book.

"Well? What do you think?" Naki asked, slipping some more roet into the burner.

Lilia turned back to the page on black magic and made herself read it again. "There's not much."

"More than anyone's told us before," Naki pointed out. "I've tried sensing my magic the way it describes."

Lilia looked up. "And?"

Naki smiled. "I think I've got the knack of it." She leaned forward. "Try it."

"Now?" Lilia protested weakly. She felt too lazy to be attempting any mind tricks.

"Yes. It's easy once you have the right idea. And it's a real head-spinner when you've got a bit of smoke in you." Naki's eyes sparkled.

Shrugging, Lilia closed her eyes. She struggled against lethargy, then brought up an image in her mind of the door she had been taught to see as the entry point to her magic. She opened it and felt her senses tingle and the effect of roet subside a little.

As always, she imagined a room inside herself, small and sparsely furnished, which reminded her both of the tiny bedroom she had shared with her siblings and of her room in the Novices' Quarters. It was filled with a warm light.

But the book says this is just a way to visualise my power. The real walls are the barrier at my skin. So I should be able to ...

She let the walls go, and they faded into darkness. The warmth and glow of the light slowly faded from her sense of touch or sight, leaving only an awareness of another kind. She reached out and felt the boundaries of it. They weren't leg and arm shaped, she found, and yet ... she had a sense of her physical form as if a faint outline of herself herself was imposed over the magic within her. was imposed over the magic within her.

For a measure of time she pondered this, then she remembered Naki and drew her awareness back out of herself.

"That's ... amazing," she breathed.