Saying he would find proof and actually finding it were two entirely different things. Ra.s.sa had honestly been stumped as to what to do on the way home that night, and it had led to a sleepless night gazing out his bedroom window. Though, admittedly, this time the night sky had been a little more welcoming than it had been the past couple of years.

When Ra.s.sa heard his parents stirring the next morning, the routine of the past few years pushed him from his position, only for him to realise as he placed his feet on the floor that it was unlikely there would be consequences worth his time if he didn't stick with routine for the day. The thought carried itself through breakfast, enough that when his father was finishing up, Ra.s.sa feigned leaving early so that he wasn't obligated to walk with him to the fields.

Instead, Ra.s.sa made his way towards the Baron's manor. What he wanted was unlikely to happen in the illusion, but Ra.s.sa needed this. He needed to speak with Aegin.

Of course, without help from his abilities, he was not nearly as stealthy. Not to mention the mindset of a hunter was something that Ra.s.sa had avoided for over two years. He would have liked to think it was something he could just fall back into, but without his enhanced senses and abilities, he was just the regular human he'd desired to be.

It took him only a few moments to locate where the Ridge Men were, but isolated Aegin was not nearly as easy. Ra.s.sa waited an hour on the outskirts of the garden before he was ready to find another method, but just as he was about to move, he felt a blade at his waist.

"You better have a good reason for standing there, I'm not all that tolerant of spies".

Ra.s.sa froze, turning ever so slightly to find the lavender eyes he'd waited for staring back at him.

"Actually," Ra.s.sa said, "I'm waiting for you".

The brows over those familiar eyes drew together in confusion, "I don't know you".

"No," said Ra.s.sa, "Not here you don't...but in another life".

Aegin frowned before he withdrew his blade and put it back in its sheath, "They weren't lying when they said those out in the boonies have a screw loose".

Ra.s.sa c.o.c.ked his head to the side as he watched Aegin turn to walk away, then he called out to him, "Hey".

Aegin turned back, a barely there tolerance in his gaze.

"If you had a choice between a normal life, and the one you've lived, which would you pick?"

He frowned, clearly confused as to why Ra.s.sa was posing the question, "Man, I've got no idea who you are, and I'm not inclined to talk to you".

"It's just a question," said Ra.s.sa, "One which I would really appreciate the answer to".

Aegin huffed, "Does it really matter? We're all only born once, no matter your beliefs of another life. Even if we are reincarnated as some cultures believe there is no proof that anyone actually remembers the lives they've lived before".

"Of course it matters," Ra.s.sa replied, "It's your life".

Aegin sighed as he looked away, as if exasperated that he had to deal with the mentally unstable intruder rather than a dangerous one, then he turned back to Ra.s.sa, "My life has led me here. I don't see the point in worrying about an alternative path if I can never go back, just forward".

Aegin then turned and walked back towards the manor. Ra.s.sa stood still as he watched Aegin walk away, then he couldn't help smiling.

"Yeah, figured," said Ra.s.sa, "Though I wish you were actually here to tell me that, or at the very least complain about how stupid I've been".

After all, that was what family was for.

***

"Ra.s.sa," said Jane, a little surprised as he walked into the bakery later that day, "What are you doing here?"

"I just needed some time to think," said Ra.s.sa as he sat down against the wall opposite the counter. Jane smiled as she placed her wash cloth down and turned to come sit beside him.

"Oh? What brought this on?" asked Jane, "Making big plans are we?"

Ra.s.sa scoffed, "What kind of big plans can be carried out here?"

Jane shrugged, "Whatever you put your mind to. You've never been one that lacked imagination".

"Just the courage to see it through," Ra.s.sa muttered.

"Huh?"

Ra.s.sa shook his head, then turned to her, "You know why I did it right?"

"Did what?" asked Jane.

"Why I cast you aside like that," said Ra.s.sa.

Jane's smile dimmed as she turned away, "Well...I get that it wasn't because of me".

"G.o.ds no," Ra.s.sa shook his head, though knowing they were speaking of two entirely different events. Her of their 'engagement' and him of the time where he'd sent her off to the Academy without a kind word, "Never because of you. You're my best friend Jane. I loved you and still love you like a sister because you were always there for me, even when I didn't need you. But I think its time".

"Time for what?" asked Jane.

"We have to put the past behind us," Ra.s.sa replied, "We have to leave it where it belongs. I can't spend eternity worrying about what could have been. You will always be important to me, Jane. The girl who still wanted to treat me as her friend despite her fear of the monster within. But you do fear it. I know you do. And I'm just beginning to see that that is entirely okay".

Jane looked at him, her eyes confused, "You aren't a monster, Ra.s.sa. You're just you".

Ra.s.sa smiled, "Thank you for saying so. Can I get one of the apricot buns to go?"

Jane smiled, "Of course".

***

Ra.s.sa was munching on that apricot bun when he arrived back at his parents' the cottage. Though he'd paused at the far end of the street as he took in the two Ridge Men outside the front door. With a sigh, Ra.s.sa stepped forward towards them as he finished off his bun.

The Ridge Men stepped forward to stop his approach to the door.

"Not now, come back later," the gruff voice spoke.

Ra.s.sa sighed, "I live here".

The man looked at his companion, then knocked on the door behind him. The voices within went quiet. Then Anna opened the door. Her eyes widened as she took in Ra.s.sa.

"Ra.s.sa," Anna said, fear in her gaze, as if begging her son to leave. The boy in him opened his mouth to play along, to turn around and not come back until the intruders had left, but it was the man who spoke.

"Afternoon, Mum, I didn't realise we were having guests," Ra.s.sa said as he stepped forward.

He helped his mother inside, taking in where Aegin sat in the corner of the room, his father Raymond standing opposite Phillip.

Phillip looked at Ra.s.sa, his gaze full of warning, then Raymond spoke.

"You've got a son," said Raymond.

"He's got nothing to do with you," said Phillip, his eyes turning back to Raymond.

"Your father wants you back, it would be wrong of me to take you and your wife but not your son," said Raymond, then he turned to Ra.s.sa, "Any grandchildren by any chance?"

Ra.s.sa frowned, "I'm not married. Who are you?"

"No one-"

"I work for your grandfather," said Raymond, "I've been ordered to bring the long lost son home to Fountain Ridge".

Ra.s.sa raised an eyebrow as he looked at his father, "Ordered? So then we can't have time to consider it as a request instead? Cordon is humble but it is our home, we don't have the money to travel to the other side of the Continent".

"Expenses will be paid for," Raymond said, a smile blooming on his face as he realised Ra.s.sa was considering the request, "You won't have to pay a cent".

"We're not leaving," Phillip stated adamantly.

Raymond turned to Ra.s.sa, "I'll be back in the morning. Try to talk some sense into your father. You'll be happy you did considering you have the blood of the Empire in you".

Raymond stepped out the door, Aegin following behind as he gave Ra.s.sa a strange look, then silence pervaded in their little cottage.

"Ra.s.sa I-"

"I know," said Ra.s.sa.

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Phillip and Anna both looked at him surprised.

"I heard you talking. Can't say I really care for our relatives and I don't have a desire to go with them either, but what exactly is the alternative?"

Phillip looked stumped as he considered it from his son's point of view.

Ra.s.sa sighed, "Why don't we just have a nice dinner. They won't be back until morning so we have plenty of time".

If Ra.s.sa had any say, it wouldn't matter anyway. He didn't plan to still be here when the sun rose.