How many times has this happened, elsewhere? Travelers never came through space to visit the Earth. They had no need. Travelers never came through space to visit the Earth. They had no need.
They had found universes in grains of sand.
A CABIN ON THE COAST.
Gene Wolfe
Gene Wolfe is perceived by many critics to be one of the best perhaps the the best SF and fantasy writers working today. His most acclaimed work is the tetralogy best SF and fantasy writers working today. His most acclaimed work is the tetralogy The Book of the New Sun, The Book of the New Sun, individual volumes of which have won the Nebula Award, the World Fantasy Award, and the John W. Campbell Memorial Award. He followed this up with a popular new series, individual volumes of which have won the Nebula Award, the World Fantasy Award, and the John W. Campbell Memorial Award. He followed this up with a popular new series, The Book of the Long Sun, The Book of the Long Sun, that included that included Nightside the Long Sun, The Lake of the Long Sun, Calde of the Long Sun, Nightside the Long Sun, The Lake of the Long Sun, Calde of the Long Sun, and and Exodus from the Long Sun, Exodus from the Long Sun, and has recently completed another series, and has recently completed another series, The Book of the Short Sun, The Book of the Short Sun, with the novels with the novels On Blue's Waters, In Green's Jungles, On Blue's Waters, In Green's Jungles, and and Return to the Whorl. Return to the Whorl. His other books include the classic novels His other books include the classic novels Peace Peace and and The Devil in a Forest, The Devil in a Forest, both recently rereleased, as well as both recently rereleased, as well as Free Live Free, Soldier in the Mist, Soldier of Arete, There Are Doors, Castleview, Pandora by Holly Hollander, Free Live Free, Soldier in the Mist, Soldier of Arete, There Are Doors, Castleview, Pandora by Holly Hollander, and and The Urth of the New Sun. The Urth of the New Sun. His short fiction has been collected in His short fiction has been collected in The Island of Doctor Death and Other Stories and Other Stories, Gene Wolfe's Book of Days, The Wolfe Archipelago, The Island of Doctor Death and Other Stories and Other Stories, Gene Wolfe's Book of Days, The Wolfe Archipelago, the World Fantasy Award-winning collection the World Fantasy Award-winning collection Storeys from the Old Hotel, Endangered Species, Storeys from the Old Hotel, Endangered Species, and and Strange Travelers. Strange Travelers. He has had stories in our Second and Tenth collections. His most recent book is a new novel, He has had stories in our Second and Tenth collections. His most recent book is a new novel, The Knight. The Knight. Coming up is another novel, The Wizard, the sequel to Coming up is another novel, The Wizard, the sequel to The Knight, The Knight, and a new collection, and a new collection, Innocents Aboard. Innocents Aboard.
Here he confronts us with a power old and cold and strange, one as chameleonic as it is implacable.
IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN a child's drawing of a ship. He blinked, and blinked again. There were masts and sails, surely. One stack, perhaps another. If the ship were really there at all. He went back to his father's beach cottage, climbed the five wooden steps, wiped his feet on the coco mat. a child's drawing of a ship. He blinked, and blinked again. There were masts and sails, surely. One stack, perhaps another. If the ship were really there at all. He went back to his father's beach cottage, climbed the five wooden steps, wiped his feet on the coco mat.
Lissy was still in bed, but awake, sitting up now. It must have been the squeaking of the steps, he thought. Aloud he said, "Sleep good?"
He crossed the room and kissed her. She caressed him and said, "You shouldn't go swimming without a suit, dear wonderful swimmer. How was the Pacific?"
"Peaceful. Cold. It's too early for people to be up, and there's nobody within a mile of here anyway."
"Get into bed then. How about the fish?"
"Salt water makes the sheets sticky. The fish have seen them before." He went to the corner, where a showerhead poked from the wall. The beach cottage Lissy called it a cabin had running water of the sometimes and rusty variety.
"They might bite 'em off. Sharks, you know. Little ones."
"Castrating woman." The shower coughed, doused him with icy spray, coughed again.
"You look worried."
"No."
"Is it your dad?"
He shook his head, then thrust it under the spray, fingers combing his dark, curly hair.
"You think he'll come out here? Today?"
He withdrew, considering. "If he's back from Washington, and he knows we're here."
"But he couldn't know, could he?"
He turned off the shower and grabbed a towel, already damp and a trifle sandy. "I don't see how."
"Only he might guess." Lissy was no longer smiling. "Where else could we go? Hey, what did we do with my underwear?"
"Your place. Your folks'. Any motel."
She swung long, golden legs out of bed, still holding the sheet across her lap. Her breasts were nearly perfect hemispheres, except for the tender protrusions of their pink nipples. He decided he had never seen breasts like that. He sat down on the bed beside her. "I love you very much," he said. "You know that?"
It made her smile again. "Does that mean you're coming back to bed?"
"If you want me to."
"I want a swimming lesson. What will people say if I tell them I came here and didn't go swimming."
He grinned at her. "That it's that time of the month."
"You know what you are? You're filthy!" She pushed him. "Absolutely filthy! I'm going to bite your ears off." Tangled in the sheet, they fell off the bed together. "There they are!"
"There what are?"
"My bra and stuff. We must have kicked them under the bed. Where are our bags?"
"Still in the trunk. I never carried them in."
"Would you get mine? My swimsuit's in it."
"Sure," he said.
"And put on some pants!"
"My suit's in my bag too." He found his trousers and got the keys to the Triumph. Outside the sun was higher, the chill of the fall morning nearly gone. He looked for the ship and saw it. Then it winked out like a star.
That evening they made a fire of driftwood and roasted the big, greasy Italian sausages he had brought from town, making giant hot dogs by clamping them in French bread. He had brought red supermarket wine too; they chilled it in the Pacific. "I never ate this much in my life," Lissy said.
"You haven't eaten anything yet."
"I know, but just looking at this sandwich would make me full if I wasn't so hungry." She bit off the end. "Cuff tough woof."
"What?"
"Castrating woman. That's what you called me this morning, Tim. Now this is a castrating woman."
"Don't talk with your mouth full."
"You sound like my mother. Give me some wine. You're hogging it."
He handed the bottle over. "It isn't bad, if you don't object to a complete lack of character."
"I sleep with you, don't I?"
"I have character, it's just all rotten."
"You said you wanted to get married."
"Let's go. You can finish that thing in the car."
"You drank half the bottle. You're too high to drive."
"Bullshoot."
Lissy giggled. "You just said bullshoot. Now that's that's character!" character!"
He stood up. "Come on, let's go. It's only five hundred miles to Reno. We can get married there in the morning."
"You're serious, aren't you?"
"If you are."
"Sit down."
"You were testing me," he said. "That's not fair, now is it?"
"You've been so worried all day. I wanted to see if it was about me if you thought you'd made a terrible mistake."
"We've made a mistake," he said. "I was trying to fix it just now."
"You think your dad is going to make it rough for you "
"Us."
" for us because it might hurt him in the next election."
He shook his head. "Not that. All right, maybe partly that. But he means it too. You don't understand him."
"I've got a father myself."
"Not like mine. Ryan was almost grown up before he left Ireland. Taught by nuns and all that. Besides, I've got six older brothers and two sisters. You're the oldest kid. Ryan's probably at least fifteen years older than your folks."
"Is that really his name? Ryan Neal?"
"His full name is Timothy Ryan Neal, the same as mine. I'm Timothy, Junior. He used Ryan when he went into politics because there was another Tim Neal around then, and we've always called me Tim to get away from the Junior."
"I'm going to call him Tim again, like the nuns must have when he was young. Big Tim. You're Little Tim."
"Okay with me. I don't know if Big Tim is going to like it."
Something was moving, it seemed, out where the sun had set. Something darker against the dark horizon.
"What made you Junior anyway? Usually it's the oldest boy."
"He didn't want it, and would never let Mother do it. But she wanted to, and I was born during the Democratic convention that year."
"He had to go, of course."
"Yeah, he had to go, Lissy. If you don't understand that, you don't understand politics at all. They hoped I'd hold off for a few days, and what the hell, Mother'd had eight with no problems. Anyway he was used to it he was the youngest of seven boys himself. So she got to call me what she wanted."
"But then she died." The words sounded thin and lonely against the pounding of the surf.
"Not because of that."
Lissy upended the wine bottle; he saw her throat pulse three times. "Will I die because of that, Little Tim?"
"I don't think so." He tried to think of something gracious and comforting. "If we decide we want children, that's the risk I have to take."
"You have to take? Bullshoot." have to take? Bullshoot."
"That both of us have to take. Do you think it was easy for Ryan, raising nine kids by himself?"
"You love him, don't you?"
"Sure I love him. He's my father."
"And now you think you might be ruining things for him. For my sake."
"That's not why I want us to be married, Lissy."
She was staring into the flames; he was not certain she had even heard him. "Well, now I know why his pictures look so grim. So gaunt."
He stood up again. "If you're through eating . . ."
"You want to go back to the cabin? You can screw me right here on the beach there's nobody here but us."
"I didn't mean that."
"Then why go in there and look at the walls? Out here we've got the fire and the ocean. The moon ought to be up pretty soon."
"It would be warmer."
"With just that dinky little kerosene stove? I'd rather sit here by the fire. In a minute I'm going to send you off to get me some more wood. You can run up to the cabin and get a shirt too if you want to."
"I'm okay."
"Traditional roles. Big Tim must have told you all about them. The woman has the babies and keeps the home fires burning. You're not going to end up looking like him though, are you, Little Tim?"
"I suppose so. He used to look just like me."
"Really?"
He nodded. "He had his picture taken just after he got into politics. He was running for ward committeeman, and he had a poster made. We've still got the picture, and it looks like me with a high collar and a funny hat."
"She knew, didn't she?" Lissy said. For a moment he did not understand what she meant. "Now go and get some more wood. Only don't wear yourself out, because when you come back we're going to take care of that little thing that's bothering you, and we're going to spend the night on the beach."
When he came back she was asleep, but he woke her carrying her up to the beach cottage.