"Okay," said Render, turning, "everything checks."
She was just placing her glasses atop her folded gar- ments. She had undressed while Render was testing the machine. He was perturbed by her narrow waist, her large, dark-pointed breasts, her long legs. She was too well-formed for a woman her height, he decided.
He realized though, as he stared at her, that his main annoyance was, of course, the fact that she was his pa- tient.
"Ready here," she said, and he moved to her side.
He took her elbow and guided her to the machine. Her fingers explored its interior. As he helped her enter the unit, he saw that her eyes were a vivid seagreen. Of this, too, he disapproved.
"Comfortable?"
"Yes."
"Okay then, we're set. I'm going to close it now. Sweet dreams."
The upper shell dropped slowly. Closed, it grew opaque, then dazzling. Render was staring down at his own distorted reflection.
He moved back in the direction of his desk.
Sigmund was on his feet, blocking the way.
Render reached down to pat his head, but the dog jerked it aside.
"Take me, with," he growled.
"I'm afraid that can't be done, old fellow," said Render. "Besides, we're not really going anywhere. We'll just be dozing, right here, in this room."
The dog did not seem mollified.
"Why?"
Render sighed. An argument with a dog was about the most ludicrous thing he could imagine when sober.
"Sig," he said, "I'm trying to help her learn what things look like. You doubtless do a fine job guiding her around in this world which she cannot see-but she needs to know what it looks like now, and I'm going to show her."
"Then she, will not, need me."
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"Of course she will." Render almost laughed. The pa- thetic thing was here bound so closely to the absurd thing that he could not help it. "I can't restore her sight," he explained. "I'm just going to transfer her some sight- abstractions-sort of lend her my eyes for a short time.
Savvy?"
"No," said the dog. "Take mine."
Render turned off the music.
The whole mutie-master relationship might be worth six volumes, he decided, in German.
He pointed to the far corner.
"Lie down, over there, like Eileen told you. This isn't going to take long, and when it's all over you're going to leave the same way you came-you leading. Okay?"
Sigmund did not answer, but he turned and moved off to the corner, tail drooping again.
Render seated himself and lowered the hood, the op- erator's modified version of the ro-womb. He was alone before the ninety white buttons and the two red ones.
The world ended in the blackness beyond the console.
He loosened his necktie and unbuttoned his collar.
He removed the helmet from its receptacle and checked its leads. Donning it then, he swung the halt- mask up over his lower face and dropped the darksheet down to meet with it. He rested his right arm in the sling, and with a single tapping gesture, he eliminated his patient's consciousness.
A Shaper does not press white buttons consciously. He wills conditions. Then deeply-implanted muscular reflexes exert an almost imperceptible pressure against the sensi- tive arm-sling, which glides into the proper position and encourages an extended finger to move forward. A button is pressed. The sling moves on.
Render felt a tingling at the base of his skull; he smelled fresh-cut grass.
Suddenly he was moving up the great gray alley be- tween the worlds.
After what seemed a long time. Render felt that he was footed on a strange Earth. He could see nothing; it was only a sense of presence that informed him he had arrived. It was the darkest of all the dark nights he had ever known.
He willed that the darkness disperse. Nothing hap- pened.
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A part of his mind came awake again, a part he had not realized was sleeping; he recalled whose world be had entered.
He listened for her presence. He heard fear and an- ticipation.
He willed color. First, red ...
He felt a correspondence. Then there was an echo.
Everything became red; he inhabited the center of an infinite ruby.
Orange- Yellow . . .
He was caught in a piece of amber.
Green now, and he added the exhalations of a sultry sea. Blue, and the coolness of evening.
He stretched his mind then, producing all the colors at once. They came in great swirling plumes.
Then he tore them apart and forced a form upon them.
An incandescent rainbow arced across the black sky.
He fought for browns and grays below him. Self- luminescent, they appeared-in shimmering, shifting patches.
Somewhere, a sense of awe. There was no trace of hysteria though, so he continued with the Shaping.