From above, it was fine to look on. But once in the maze, Attrebus felt mostly claustrophobic. And now someone or something was stalking them, up on those crumbly ridges.
"What if they attack us?"
"If they wanted to do that, we'd already have arrows in us," Sul grated. "They'll let us know what they want soon enough."
That didn't make Attrebus feel any more comfortable. Not that he'd been at ease before-not just because of the terrain, but because he found himself obsessively combing back through the events of his life. It wasn't that he fully believed Radhasa and Sul-but he conceded that there might be some element of truth to their rantings, an element they were exaggerating.
Sul, annoyingly enough, proved correct about those spying on them. The trail they were following bottled tighter, until it was only a few yards wide, and as they turned a corner, they found themselves facing four Khajiit.
Attrebus had known many Khajiit, of course. Some of his guard had been of the cat-people, and they were common enough in the Empire. But he had never seen any quite like this.
What struck his eye first were their mounts-monstrous cats that stood as high as a large horse at the shoulder. Their forelimbs were as thick as columns and half again as long as their rears, giving them an apelike appearance. Their coats were tawny, ribboned with stripes the color of dried blood, and their feral yellow eyes seemed to promise evisceration-and that was only to start with.
Two of the riders seemed hardly less bestial, although they wore shirts that covered their torsos, and cravats around their necks. Where their fur was visible, it was pale yellowish-green spotted with black. Their faces were altogether more catlike than any Khajiit he'd ever met, and they slouched forward on their mounts.
The third rider was more like what Attrebus was used to, with features that were more manlike, although still unmistakably feline. And the final rider had such fine, delicate features, she might easily have been of merish blood, had her face not been splotched with irregular black rings.
"Well, there," the woman said in a beautiful, lilting voice. "Who do we have here traveling on our road?"
Attrebus cleared his throat, but Sul spoke more quickly.
"No one of consequence," he said. "Just two wayfarers going east."
Attrebus realized that-out of sheer habit-he'd been about to tell them exactly who he was. Sul had known that, too, hadn't he?
"East, you say?" the woman said. "East is good. The moons come from there. We're in favor of east. We're going there. But east for you-not so good, I think. East is not so friendly to men and mer, except, you know, in Rimmen. But how could you get there? And on our road?"
Attrebus heard a shuffle behind him, and a glance showed him what he should have known-there were two more riders behind him.
"We've no need to go to Rimmen," Sul replied.
"Rude," the woman said. "Where are my manners? Would you ride with us? Accept our protection?"
"We would be honored," Sul replied.
"Now wait a moment-" Attrebus began.
"The whelp is speaking out of turn," Sul cut in. "We would be honored. I had no idea the East was so fretful. And of course, we offer Je'm'ath in return for your kindness."
"Ah," the woman said. "You also have manners, outlander. Very well. Travel with my brothers and cousins and me. We are happy to share what we have."
And with that, they turned their mounts and rode east.
The trail soon debouched into a broad wash, a stream only inches deep but several yards across. Olive, tamarisk, and palm traced its outline, and beyond it three large tents had been pitched.
The air buzzed with metallic-looking dragonflies.
They've been waiting here, Attrebus thought. For us, or someone like us.
To him, that didn't bode well, but Sul seemed pretty relaxed about the whole situation. Did he imagine he could kill all of the Khajiit, if it came down to it?
It seemed possible. He remembered Sul's philosophy about fighting. Maybe he was just biding his time.
"Come," the woman said. "Let's have cake."
The tents were set up facing a small circle of stones within which ashes faintly smoked. They were ushered to sit, and when they complied, all of the Khajiit that accompanied them joined them. Even the tigerlike mounts folded themselves down next to their riders.
From the tents, Attrebus heard excited mewing and talking, and several very small kittenish faces poked out of one of the flaps and were just as quickly drawn back in.
After a moment what seemed to Attrebus to be a very old female came out, bearing a tray of small, round cakes, a bowl, and a narrow-necked bottle of rose-colored glass.
She knelt in front of Sul, placed a small cloth on the ground, then a cake on the cloth. With a precise movement of her hand, she pinched some sort of powder from a small bowl in the tray and sprinkled it on the cake. Then she took the bottle and let exactly four drops of golden liquid drip on it.
She moved to him, and then each of the Khajiit in turn, repeating the ritual gesture for gesture.
"Now we'll tell our names," the merish-looking woman said.
This near, she seemed even more beautiful and exotic than she had at a distance, and he noticed with a bit of surprise that the marks on her face were tattoos, rather than natural. Maybe she wasn't a cat after all.
"I am Lesspa," she said. "Our clan is F'aashe." She motioned with her knuckles toward the Khajiit to her left. "She is M'kai, my sister. There is Taaj, my maternal cousin. There is Sha'jal, my brother ..."
Attrebus blinked. She seemed to be indicating one of the mounts.
He remembered something now, from his lessons as a boy-or was it the story his nurse had told him, about the four Khajiit and the riding kite?
He didn't know anything about these people at all, did he?
She finished naming everyone. Then he and Sul gave their names-he called himself simply "Treb"-and they all lifted the cakes.
"Touch it to your mouth, but do not eat," Sul said as Attrebus opened his mouth. "That will satisfy the spirit of the ceremony. Khajiit food can be dangerous for us."
Lesspa nodded knowingly, but did not add anything.
So Attrebus watched the Khajiit first lick and then devour the sweets, while his belly growled.
After that, the rest of the camp turned out-another eight adults and about twelve children of various ages. They quickened the fire and set about making a stew of some sort.
"Can I eat that?" he asked Sul.
"If you want. I'm pretty sure it's honey and date soup. The cakes had moon-sugar in them. It's a drug, the same stuff they make skooma out of."
"They don't seem to be feeling any ill effects," Attrebus said.
"Because they're Khajiit-they eat the stuff every day, in one form or the other-and they're more naturally tolerant of it. Built different from you. Doesn't help them with skooma, though-there are plenty of Khajiit addicts."
"Lesspa doesn't look like she's all that different from us."
Sul snorted. "Some used to think that the Khajiit were another variety of mer. But it's the moons-the phases they're in when the kits are born determines how they turn out."
"So the mount-that really is her brother? They had the same parents?"
"Yes. But I'd stay away from that subject, if I were you. It's too easy to say the wrong thing."
Attrebus nodded, feeling stupid. Sul seemed to know everything, and he was starting to feel as if he knew very little. Whenever he went someplace he hadn't been, he always received a briefing about it. That had always been enough-it hadn't occurred to him to learn much about any place he had no business with. It made him wonder what important things he didn't know about Black Marsh.
But what really nagged him was that he had known Khajiit, been practically brothers with them. And yet he hadn't been aware of the most fundamental facts of their existence.
He tried to remember conversations he might have had with the cats in his guard, and realized he couldn't remember any that went on for more than a few sentences.
So maybe they hadn't been his friends. Maybe he really hadn't known most of his guard that well.
Which led him back to the festering question: Was Sul right about everything?
This depressing train of thought was interrupted by Lesspa returning her attention to them. She folded lithely down into a squat that looked as if it ought to hurt but clearly didn't.
"Now," she said, "we discuss Je'm'ath."
"Very well," Sul replied. "How can we help you?"
"Moon-sugar is scarce here, but plentiful in Rimmen. But the new potentate there forbids our clans inside the walls, and will not sell us sugar. You're not Khajiit. You go into Rimmen, get the sugar."
"Why won't he sell you sugar?"
"Doesn't like the free clans. He's outlawed us on our own land. Khajiit that work in the walls have all they want, but we won't live like that, yes? We won't."
"That sounds reasonable," Sul said. "But our path takes us beyond Rimmen, to the border."
"Ours turns back from here."
Sul nodded thoughtfully. "Very well."
"Wait a minute," Attrebus said.
"No," Sul said. "You don't understand this."
"I'm starting to. You promise not to kill us if we help you get moon-sugar?"
"We protect you," Lesspa said.
"Yes, you protect us from you."
"You meet us first," Lesspa said. "That's good for you. There is no order in the North. Bandits, killers, prey even on weak Khajiit, and your kind is very unpopular on these plains. Miles to Rimmen. Many more to the border. We help you survive, you help us."
"What if we say no? You'll kill us?"
"No. We ate cake with you. Maybe kill you next time, but not now. Still, you'll die soon enough without us."
Attrebus looked at Sul. "Is she right?"
"Probably. The last time I was here, this was all still in the Empire and pacified. Things have changed."
"Pacified," Lesspa said. "Yes. Not now. All is wild. The mane was assassinated, you know? There is war in the South. Here, just chaos and potentate."
"Look," Attrebus said, trying to force a little gravity into his voice. "What Sul and I are doing is very important. Something very, very bad is happening in Black Marsh, something that could destroy us all. You should be proud to help us. There would be much honor in that."
"We will help you. And you will give us Je'm'ath. Then you will go find this bad thing, and we will go west."
"Agreed," Sul snapped before Attrebus could say anything else.
Annaig didn't reply that night, but he didn't let it concern him. Likely she was just asleep or busy. He went to sleep still sour over the bargain Sul had made and annoyed that Lesspa naturally assumed the Dunmer was the leader.
The next day he had to grudgingly admit things might have worked out for the best. Twice before noon they met other bands of Khajiit who plainly wanted to kill Sul and him. The first bunch offered to buy them, and the second actually had to be backed down by a show of force.
They left the badlands and entered a ragged steppe of thorn-scrub. It lifted and rolled in long undulations. Two days on that and finally, over a distant hill they could see a golden gleam.
"Rimmen," Lesspa said. "We dare go no nearer."
"That's still a long way," Sul said. "What's between here and there?"
"Rimmen's patrols. Traders. Not so dangerous for you in there, but dangerous for us." She handed him a plain leather bag. "Get a good deal."
And so they left Lesspa and her clan and continued on toward Rimmen.
"This is a waste of time," Attrebus complained. "We're going to lose a day."
"No we aren't," Sul said. "We're just going to ride on to the border. We've no business in Rimmen."
At first Attrebus wasn't sure he'd heard right.
"But you took their oath," he protested when it sank in. "Bound us to do it. We have their money!"
"Which I'm sure will be of use to us."
"But they kept their end of the bargain," Attrebus said. "We can't-"
"We can," Sul replied. "I've broken much deeper oaths than this. I survived it. This is not only a waste of time, it's dangerous. We'll be breaking the law, supplying them with contraband."
"The law doesn't sound fair," Attrebus said.
"Fair? What do you even mean by that? No law is fair to everyone. A law against stealing is unfair to thieves. The thing to think about is whether you'll be able to save your precious Annaig if you're clapped in a dungeon or beheaded."
And something burst in Attrebus.
"What can I do anyway?" he shouted. "You say I'm not a tenth the man I think I am, right? So what are we going to do, the two of us, against this thing? With me being so useless and all?"
To his horror, he heard his voice crack and realized he was starting to cry.
"Here we go," Sul said.