"And she ... do you suppose she believed it?"
"She believed you were engaged in conspiracies. There was nothing else she could believe in the light of what you had said and written."
After a moment Rossi began to laugh. "And yet you say the world is ruled in righteousness!" he said.
The Pope's face was whitening. "Do you tell me it was a mistake?" he asked.
"Indeed I do. The only conspiracies I was engaged in were conspiracies to found associations of freedom which had been forbidden by the tyrannical new decree. But what matter? If an error like that can lead to results like these, what's the good of trying?" And he laughed again.
The Pope, who was deeply moved, looked up into the young man's tortured face, without knowing that his own tears were streaming. Old memories were astir within him, and he was carried back into the past of his own life. He was remembering the days when he too had reeled beneath the blow of a terrible fate, and all his hopes and beliefs had been mown down as by a scythe. But God had been good. His gracious hand had healed the wound and made all things well.
Taking the letters from the pocket of his cassock, the Pope laid them on the table.
"These are for you, my son," he said, and then he turned away.
Going down the narrow roofed-in passage to the Castle of St. Angelo, with shafts of morning sunshine slanting through its lancet windows, and the voices of children at play coming up from the street below, the Pope told himself that he must be severe with Roma. The only thing irremediable in all that had happened was the assassination, and though that, in God's hands, had teen turned to the good of the people, yet it raised a barrier between two unhappy souls that might never in this life be passed.
"Poor child! Poor flower broken by the storms of fate! But I must reprove her. Before I give her the Blessed Sacrament she must confess and show a full contrition."
V
Roma was lying on a bed-chair in the frescoed room which had once been the Pope's salon. She was wearing a white dress, and it made her unruffled brow look like alabaster. Her large eyes, which were closed, had blue rings on the lids, and her mouth, once so rosy and so gay with laughter and light words, was colourless as marble.
A lay Sister, in a black and white habit, moved softly about the room.
It was Bruno's widow, Elena. She was the Sister Angelica who had entered the convent of the Sacred Heart. It was there she had buried her own trouble until, hearing of Roma's, she had begged to be allowed to nurse her.
A door opened and an officer, in a mixed light and dark blue uniform, entered. It was the doctor of the regiment.
"Sleeping, Sister?"
"Yes, sir."
"Poor soul! Let her sleep as long as she can."
But at that moment Roma opened her eyes, and held out her white hand.
"Is it you, doctor?" she said with a smile.
"And how is my patient this morning? Better, I think."
"Much better. In fact, I feel no pain at all to-day."
"She never does. She never feels anything if you believe her," said Elena.
"Tired, Sister?"
"Why should I be tired, I wonder?"
"Sitting up all night with me. Your big burden is very troublesome, doctor."
"Tut! You mustn't talk like that."
"If all jailors were as good to their prisoners as mine are to me!"
"And if all prisoners were as good to their jailors.... But I forbid that subject. I absolutely forbid it.... Ah, here comes your breakfast."
A soldier in uniform trousers and a linen jacket and cap had come in with a tray on which there was a smoking basin.
"You are from Sicily, aren't you, cook?"
"Yes, from Sicily, Signora."
Roma leaned back to Elena and said in an undertone, "That's where _he_ has gone to, isn't it?"
"Some people say so, but nobody knows where he is."
"No news yet?"
"None whatever."
"Sicily must be a lovely place, cook?"
"It is, Signora. It's the loveliest place in the world."
"Last night I had such a beautiful dream, doctor. Somebody who had been away came back, and all the church bells rang for him. I thought it was noon, I remember, for the big gun of the Castle had just been fired. But when I awoke it was quite dark, yet there was really something going on, for I could hear people singing in the city and bands of music playing."
"Ah, that ... I'm afraid that was only ... only the sequel to the Prime Minister's funeral. Rome is not sorry that Baron Bonelli is dead, and last night a procession of men and women marched along the streets with songs and hymns, as on a night of carnival.... But I must be going.
Sister, see she takes her medicine as usual, and lies quiet and does not excite herself. Good-morning!"
When the cook also had gone Roma raised herself on her elbow. "Did you hear what the doctor said, Elena? The death of the Baron has altered everything. It was really no crime to kill that man, and by rights nobody should suffer for it."
"Donna Roma!"
"Ah! no, I didn't mean that. Yet why shouldn't I? And why shouldn't you?
Didn't he kill Bruno and our poor dear little Joseph?..."
Elena was crying. "I'm not thinking of myself," she said.
"I'm not thinking of myself, either," said Roma, "and I'm not going to give in at the eleventh hour. But David Rossi will come back. I am sure he will, and then..."
"And then... _you_, Donna Roma?"
"I?"
Roma fell back on her bed-chair. "No, _I_ shall not be here, that's true. It's a pity, but after all it makes no difference. And if David Rossi has to come back... over... over my dead body, as you might say...
who is to know... or care... except perhaps... some day... when he..."
Roma struggled on, but Elena broke down utterly.