"I'm big," Lady Clara said.

"You're statuesque," said Leonie. "What I should give to have your height. What I should give to be able to look a man in the eye."

"Mainly, I'm looking down at them," said Lady Clara. "Except for my brothers and Cl-the gentleman."

"All the better," said Sophy. "A man ought to look up to a woman, literally or figuratively, because that is the proper mode of worship, and worship is the very least he can do. It doesn't matter what her height is. You're the most beautiful young woman in London-"

"That's doing it too brown," said Lady Clara. She drank more brandy. "You're wicked, the three of you."

She was not wrong.

"Perhaps one might see at the theater a wh.o.r.e who seems prettier," said Sophy. "But that's only because she makes the most of herself and of certain cosmetic aids. You, however, have a deep, true English beauty that will only make you handsomer as time pa.s.ses. It's disgraceful and ungrateful of you not to make the most of the gifts with which you've been blessed."

"You look big," said Marcelline, "because the dress is matronly. You look big because it's carelessly cut and ill sewn. Puckers! My six-year-old daughter can sew better than this. I say nothing of the overall design, which seems to have been adopted from fashions current in Bath among the grandmother set. The a.n.a.logy is fitting, since so many drink the waters for their health, and this shade of white makes you look bilious. Let me show you the shade of white you ought to wear. Sophy, fetch a hand mirror. Leonie, the soft white organdy."

"I did not come here to buy a dress," Lady Clara said.

"You came because you want to bring the gentleman back from wherever it is he's gone to," said Marcelline. "We're going to show you how to do it."

Chapter Nine.

We have seen some robes of white c.r.a.pe prepared for the change of mourning; the corsages drooped, and retained in the centre of the bosom, and at the sides by knots of black satin riband, with a jet lozenge in the centre of each.

La Belle a.s.semblee, fashions for the month of April 1835 Warford House Tuesday afternoon "Her ladyship is at home, your grace, but she is engaged," Timms the butler said.

"Engaged?" Clevedon repeated. "Isn't this Tuesday?"

The Warfords were not at home to visitors on Tuesdays. That was why he'd called today rather than yesterday or tomorrow. On Tuesday he need not make his way through the scrum of Clara's beaux, the infatuated puppies who swarmed about her at social events. Whenever he approached, he was disagreeably aware of casting a pall over the activities, whatever they were: fellows composing odes to her eyes and such, he supposed. Squabbling over who had which dance. And competing, no doubt, in point of fashion-which was amusing, since Clara didn't care about fashion. She could not tell one lapel from another, let alone evaluate the quality of a waistcoat.

Still, he might have mistaken the day. He had drunk more than agreed with him last night, and his head still ached. Perhaps it would be better to come back on the correct day. Maybe the d.a.m.ned sun wouldn't be shining so brightly then.

After confirming that this was indeed Tuesday, Timms apologetically led Clevedon to the small drawing room to wait while he sent a footman to inform Lady Clara of his grace's arrival.

Unaccustomed to be made to wait when he called anywhere, least of all at Warford House, Clevedon grew restive.

It was exceedingly odd, Clara being engaged on a Tuesday afternoon. He was sure he'd told her-on Sat.u.r.day, wasn't it?-he'd take her for a drive today.

He needed to settle this marriage business today. Already a week had pa.s.sed since he'd decided to put his life in order and make his formal offer. After that, they'd put all in train for a wedding at the earliest opportunity.

The trip to the dressmaker's had thrown him off balance. Seeing Noirot again... and the child...

He'd been unable to collect his thoughts, let alone remember what he'd meant to say to Clara. The time hadn't felt... right. He and Clara needed to get used to each other again, he'd told himself. Hadn't Longmore said so?

But now it seemed they'd have to get used to each other after they were married. Now a formal-and short-engagement seemed the best way to put an end to speculation and gossip.

He'd heard rumors of a mad tale that had traveled from Paris, and would, he knew, reach Warford House before long. Last week he'd confided in Clara-to a point. He knew she was too sensible a girl to fret over idle gossip. In her letters, hadn't she ridiculed one after another piece of scandal making the London rounds? Her mother, though, was another matter altogether.

When Lady Warford heard the rumors, she'd throw one of her fits. She'd say nothing to Clevedon directly. Instead, she'd hara.s.s her family, carrying on about the shame of Clara's being ignored in favor of a dressmaker, a milliner, a common shopkeeper! She'd grow more and more hysterical until one of the men took Clevedon to task.

In Paris, only last month, he'd borne one awkward visit from Longmore-instigated, no doubt, by Lady Warford. Clevedon doubted his friend was any more eager than he to repeat the experience.

He had nothing to feel anxious or guilty about, he told himself. He'd done nothing improper since he'd returned to London. Before that didn't count.

Dreams, however torrid, were nothing to feel in the least uneasy about. Fantasies were nothing more than that. Men had fantasies regarding women, all sorts of women, suitable and unsuitable. They had them all the time, waking and sleeping.

As to the discontent: That would stop after he was married.

But his mind, not shy in the least, shied away from contemplating his wedding night.

Where the devil was the footman? Why hadn't Timms gone himself? What on earth was Clara about? With whom was she engaged on a Tuesday? Had he not told her he would come? He was sure he had... but his mind strayed from time to time-and how could he recollect now, with this vile headache?

He realized he was pacing. He stopped, and told himself he was out of sorts. This was not a suitable humor for a casual call, let alone a momentous one.

She had something else to do. He must have forgotten to tell her about driving today. Or she'd forgotten.

He'd see her tomorrow night at Almack's. When he did, he'd make an appointment to speak to her.

No, he ought to speak to her father first. That was the proper way to go about it. He'd return another day, when Lord Warford was at home. On Tuesdays his lordship customarily visited one of his charities.

Clevedon left the drawing room. Having run tame in this house since boyhood, he knew every inch of it. Best to slip out quietly, before he ran into other family members.

He strode to the antechamber nearby, where he knew he'd find his hat, gloves, and walking stick.

He entered, and his heart began to beat very hard.

It happened before he was fully conscious of what had set it going.

A bonnet. An absurd conglomeration of ribbons and flowers and feathers, it sat on the table where the servants customarily put visitors' hats and such.

He stared at it for a moment, then started for the door.

But there was something... in the air.

He paused at the door. Then he turned back and walked to the bonnet. He picked it up, and brought it close to his face. The scent, the familiar, tormenting scent swam about him, as light and as inescapable as a gossamer net: the faint scent of jasmine, mingled with the scent of her hair and her skin.

Noirot.

He set the bonnet down.

He stepped out into the corridor.

A maid pa.s.sed, carrying a heap of clothing.

He started in the direction she'd come from.

He heard an anguished cry.

Clara.

He ran toward the sound.

He pulled open the door to the music room. Bright sunlight burst upon him, blinding him for a moment and making lightning bolts in his head.

"Clara, are you-"

"Clevedon! What on earth-"

But Clara was gaping at him, astonished, and his gaze shot to the other woman.

Noirot stood, eyes wide and mouth slightly parted. She closed it promptly, and her face closed down into her playing-cards look.

"What are you about?" he said. "What the devil are you doing here?"

"Look at her," Clara cried. "That's my favorite dress-the one I was wearing when Lord Herringstone composed an ode to my eyes."

Look at her. At Noirot. Look at her.

He looked, his gaze sliding down from the slightly disordered coiffure, loose strands of dark, silken hair clinging to her neck... down over her dark, brilliant eyes... down over her dangerous mouth while he remembered the taste of her, the feel of her mouth against his... down over the firm bosom while he remembered the velvet of her skin under his hand and against his mouth... and down at last to the dress she was holding.

Clara crossed to her and s.n.a.t.c.hed the dress away.

"She says we must give it away," Lady Clara said. "She objects to everything. Nothing is right-even this, my favorite."

"The dress is jade green," Noirot said. "Your eyes are blue and very beautiful, and that's what prompted Lord Herringstone to compose an ode. Had you been wearing a more suitable color, you would have inspired him to compose an epic. Very few women can wear this color successfully. You may not wear very many shades of green. I should recommend against it-"

"That woman-Lady Renfrew-you made her a beautiful dress, exactly this color."

"It was not exactly this color," Noirot said. "It was an entirely different shade of green-and one that would suit you no better. It would seem that your ladyship cannot distinguish hues. Whether it was your governess or your painting master, whoever failed to train your eye ought to be pilloried. You must give me the dress, my lady."

"Oh, you are horrible, cruel! You've taken all my favorite things!"

Noirot pulled the dress away from her and threw it on the floor and kicked it aside.

Clara clapped her hand over her mouth.

Noirot folded her arms.

A dangerous glint came into Clara's blue eyes.

Noirot regarded her with the same cool lack of expression she would have bestowed on a promising hand of cards.

The fool! She could not treat a marquess's daughter like a temperamental child, even if she was behaving like one. Noirot would lose any hope of a commission-she'd lose Clara forever-and she'd be lucky if Lady Warford didn't have her driven from London.

"If I may interpose a-"

"No, Clevedon, you may not," Clara said. "I told her to come. I made her come. She left me no choice. Nothing she's proposed bears the smallest resemblance to what I normally wear, and I can't believe I am such a provincial, so lacking in taste and discernment-but you know I've never cared very much, and Mama always advises me. But now I'm told to throw everything out, and what am I to tell Mama? And I am not to have a green dress!"

She stamped her foot. Clara actually stamped her foot.

"It must be blue-green," Noirot said. She put the tip of her index finger to her chin and regarded Clara with narrowed eyes. "I envision embroidered poult de soie, the corsage decorated with a mantilla of blond lace." Her finger came away from her chin to lightly glide over her shoulder. As she indicated the fall of the mantilla she imagined, her finger lingered at the place where he'd touched her, on that night when they'd played cards, when he'd helped her with her shawl. He remembered the tiny hitch in her breath and the heated triumph he'd felt, because finally, finally he'd affected her.

"But that is for later," she went on. "For the present, as your ladyship has reminded me repeatedly, we are wearing white. And as I have reminded your ladyship repeatedly, it must be a soft white. No ivory." She made a dismissive gesture at a dress draped over a chair. "Too yellow. And not that blinding white." She indicated another dress, hanging over the back of a small sofa.

"Speaking of blinding," Clevedon said. "Might we have the curtains drawn? I've the devil of a headache-"

"I wonder where you got it," Clara said. "The same place Longmore gets his, I daresay. Well, you must grin and bear the light. Madame can't work in the dark."

"I thought she could do anything," Clevedon muttered, retreating to the darkest corner of the room. "She told me-more than once-that she's the greatest modiste in the world."

"Beyond a doubt she's the most exacting modiste in the world," Clara said. "She's been showing me how colors affect one's complexion. We came to this room because it has the best light at this time of day." She paused, frowning. "If you have a headache, why are you here?"

"You were screaming," he said.

"It's upsetting when someone takes one's clothes away," Clara said. "I find I'm not as philosophically detached as I had supposed. But why are you here, at the house, I mean? You know Papa is never at home on Tuesdays, and you would never come to see Mama, even if she were at home, which she isn't, else Mrs. Noirot wouldn't be here. She's my dark secret, you know."

"I came to take you for a drive," Clevedon said. Had she always used to be so talkative?

"But you can see I'm not at liberty. Why did you not tell me you meant to come?"

"I did, on Sat.u.r.day."

"You did not. You did not spare me above five minutes on Sat.u.r.day, and if you uttered ten words to me, that's all you did. Today, obviously, is inconvenient."

"We're nearly done," Noirot said.

"Hardly," Clara said. "Now we must decide what to tell Mama."

Noirot didn't roll her eyes, which he considered evidence of superhuman self-control. Clara was driving him mad, and he'd only been here for a few minutes. Noirot must be wanting to throttle her.

But her expression only became kindly. "Tell her, my lady, that one can't expect a fashionable gentleman-who has spent time in Paris-to come up to scratch-"

"Come up to what?" Clevedon said.

"-when one looks like a dowd and a fright and elderly to boot," Noirot continued past the interruption. "Be sure to hold your head high when you say it, and make it sound like a fact that ought to be obvious to the meanest intelligence. And if there's a difficulty, throw a tantrum. That's what high-bred girls generally do."

"But I never did," Clara said aghast.

"A moment ago you stamped your foot," Clevedon said. "You pouted, too."

"I did not!"

"Your ladyship was too distressed to realize," Noirot said. "However, you must do it with greater force and with absolute confidence in the rightness of your cause. Still, we must remember that a temper fit is simply a way to obtain the audience's notice. Once you have her ladyship's full attention, you will become sweet reason itself, and tell her this anecdote."