"Is he. like you?"

Bertrand seemed very amused.

"I think you would have to look very hard to find a resemblance."

"Oh."

"You sound disappointed."

"I am. If he were like you I should feel very relieved."

He put his hand over mine suddenly.

"That is a very nice compliment," he said.

"It's not a compliment. It's a statement of fact."

He smiled at me. a little sadly, I thought. He said: "No, you will find him very different."

"Please prepare me."

He shook his head.

"It is better for you to find out for yourself.

People see others differently. You see him for yourself. "

"That is what you said last night and yet you do give me certain hints. I have the impression that the Baron is not easy to please."

"He knows what is best and he will want the best."

"And his fiancee?"

"Is the Princesse de Crespigny."

"A princess!"

"Oh yes. The Baron is not only one of the wealthiest men in the country, he is also one of the most influential."

"And the Princesse?"

"She comes from an old French family with royal connections. The family managed to survive the revolution."

"The Baron also?"

"The Baron would always survive."

"So this is the marriage of two noble families. One very rich, the other not so rich but royal."

"The Princesse is connected with the royal families of France and Austria. She will be most suitable for the Baron. The Crespigny estates could be restored. If anyone can do that it is the Baron."

"With his immense wealth," I murmured.

"It is a useful asset."

"And the Baron is happy with his coming marriage?"

"Believe me, if he were not, there would be no marriage."

"Be careful," I said.

"You are beginning to give me your picture of the Baron before I have met him."

"You are good to remind me. My lips are... what you say ... sealed?"

I nodded.

"Now we will talk of other things," he said.

"Yourself?"

"And yourself?"

Then I found myself telling about life at Collison House-the gatherings at Farringdon Manor, the vicarage family and the Camborne twins, of my mother's romantic marriage and the happiness she and my father had shared, of her. death, of our luck in having Evie who had now married her missionary and left the cosy predictability of our English village for the perils of darkest Africa.

"But she left us Clare," I added.

"She saw to that before she went.

Evie was one of the natural managers of those around her. She looked after us all. every one. "

He looked at me steadily.

"I think you are one of these ... managers."

I laughed. The? Oh no. I am deeply involved in my own affairs. "

"I know. Painting! For I gather that you paint too. It means much to you. Are you going to paint miniatures like your ancestors?"

"That is what I should like to do more than anything."

"More than anything. Do you not want a lover ... marriage ... little children?"

"I don't know. Perhaps. But I want to paint." He was smiling at me, and I thought: I am talking too much. I hardly know this man. What was it about him that won my confidence? That infinite kindness which I had sensed in him from the moment we met; that air of worldliness which probably was nothing more than a mode of dress and behaviour.

He invited confidences and I seemed to have given him far too many. I thought: I will be telling him about my father's encroaching blindness next.

"It is your turn to tell me something about yourself," I said.

"It has been the life of so many in my position."

"I gather you spent some part of your childhood here."

"Yes, I did. The Baron said he would have me here to learn something of life."

"What of life?"

"Oh, how it is to be lived here in the country ... at Court. That has become formal now with the Empress Eugenie setting the standards. The Baron regrets the disintegration of the monarchy but he is reconciled to the Second Empire and supports Napoleon the Third ... not with real enthusiasm but as the only possible alternative to republicanism."

"Is the Baron often at Court?"

"Quite often. But I think he is happiest here in Normandy."

"Is he a very complicated man... difficult to understand?"

He smiled at me.

"And therefore a good subject for a painter. We will see if your father probes those hidden depths of character."

"He would probably need a large canvas to do that. The miniature is to go to his lady-love. It should therefore be romantic."

"You mean ... flattering."

"It is possible to be romantic without flattery."

"I fancy the Baron might not be flattered to be called romantic. He prides himself on his astute approach to life."

"Romance is not necessarily a stranger to astuteness."

"Is it not? I thought in romance one saw everything through a rosy glow."

"That is how my father must make the Princesse see the Baron ... through a rosy glow. I think it is time I returned to the house."

He sprang up and held out his hands. I gave him mine and he helped me up.

He stood for a while holding my hands. It was only for a few seconds but it seemed longer. I thought how still everything was; the quiet water of the moat, the tall massive walls about us, and I felt myself tingling with excitement.

I flushed a little and withdrew my hands.

He said: "Perhaps this afternoon ... if you are not busy ..."

"We shall not be busy until the Baron returns," I said.

"Do you ride?"

"A great deal. I helped to exercise the Farringdon horses. The local big house I told you about ... They pretended I was doing them a service when they were so obviously doing me one."

"That's the way to do a service," he said.

"If it is given with a request for gratitude it is no service."

"You are right, of course. But why do you ask if I ride?"

"Because if you say yes, you do, I suggest we ride this afternoon. I could show you the countryside which might interest you. Does that appeal?"

"Very much."

"Have you a habit?"

"I brought one with me ... hoping ... and not really believing in my hopes ... that they might be realized so soon."

He touched my arm lightly.

"I am glad you came," he said earnestly.

"It is very interesting ... getting to know you."

Little quivers of excitement continued to come to me. I thought what a lovely morning it was here in the sunshine, close to the strong walls of the castle, the silver sparkle of the water and this interesting and most handsome young man looking at me with very thinly veiled admiration.

Riding out through the beautiful country with Bertrand de Mortemer was an exciting experience. I loved to ride and was very interested to explore new terrain. I was about to embark on an adventure and I was adventurous by nature. I felt I was on the verge of discovering that life was exciting; it might be dangerous but perhaps I was of a nature to enjoy a spice of danger and therefore went to meet it instead of taking the cautious line and avoiding it.

I could not really explain this exultation which I felt now. I could only say that I was enjoying this ride as I had never enjoyed a ride before.

Of course it had its beginnings in this young man's company. I was more drawn to him than I had ever been to anyone else on such short acquaintance. It was fascinating to talk to him and the little pitfalls of language into which now and then we fell amused us both.

We talked and we laughed and the time flew by most pleasantly.

I said to him: "We seem to have become friendly in a very short time."

"Time is always too short when good things happen," he answered.

"Life is too short. I tell myself that you have come here with your father who is to paint a picture and you will soon be gone. How am I to get to know you if I do not do so quickly? How long will it take to paint the miniature?"

"I cannot say. So much depends on how the work progresses."

"Not long, I am sure."

"I imagine the Baron will want it done with the greatest speed."

The mention of the Baron brought a chill into the afternoon. I must have been enjoying it so much that I had forgotten him.

I didn't realize what was happening to me that afternoon, but it was an enchanted one. I began to believe afterwards that this was what people meant by falling in love something which had never happened to me before. I had met very few young men; I supposed I had lived a fairly sheltered life. I had certainly never met anyone in the least like Bertrand de Mortemer. His outstanding good looks, his elegant clothes, his determination to do everything he could to help, his gentleness which mingled with a certain worldliness enchanted me. And yet on the other hand I felt protective towards him, which was a strange way to feel. I didn't know why-but then my emotions were so mixed and so strange to me. I was in the first place overcome with astonishment that I could feel so strongly about a man who was almost a stranger.

So naturally I was excited as we galloped across the meadow and the castle came into sight. The wind caught at my hair under my hard bowler hat and I loved the feel of it. I loved the sound of thudding hoofs; and he was beside me, laughing, enjoying it as much as I did.

Excitement. Adventure, Daring. And Danger . oh, definitely danger.

To come here under false pretences, to work out a devious plan for painting a picture which would be mistaken for my father's work. that was surely courting danger.