"From Blithe Spirit. Harriet's aeroplane. Her owner took me up for a ride."
Dr. Kissing nodded knowingly as he stubbed out his cigarette and reached for another.
"You heard us?"
"The sound of a Gipsy Moth engine clattering away like a contented sewing machine in the skies above this scepter'd isle is one of the few remaining assurances in our changed world. The time, I believe, was five minutes before six and approximately a quarter hour after sunrise."
Did nothing escape this aged hive of information?
"I am very sorry about your mother," he said suddenly grave, and then, after a moment's thought: "You must be especially brave today."
He looked at me with his old, faded eyes, and I knew that this was the moment: the moment when I would have my only chance to do what I was planning to do, to say what I had come to say.
Dr. Kissing had ordered me to be brave, and so brave I must be.
I took a deep breath. "You're the Gamekeeper, aren't you?"
Maddeningly, even though it was barely lighted, he stubbed his cigarette in the overflowing ashtray and selected another meticulously from the flat tin-not because he was nervous, but because he was in control, totally in control.
"Fetch that chair," he said, pointing to an overstuffed horror in a corner.
I pushed the thing-which grated unnervingly on the rippled linoleum-into a position between Dr. Kissing and the window.
I seated myself demurely and waited.
"Let me tell you a story," he began. "Let us pretend that, once upon a time, there was, somewhere in England, an ancient and ramshackle old rectory in which were brought together, in utmost secrecy, some of the greatest Brains that could be found in all the land."
I grinned at the thought of all the rows and rows of brains, each in its own glass jar, lined up neatly on a shelf in some dim pantry.
"Is this a fairy tale?" I asked. "Or a true story?"
"The Official Secrets Act, even after all these years, still possesses a remarkably long and powerful arm. And so this must remain a fairy tale."
"My sister Daffy says that, in one way or another, all fairy tales and myths are based on truth."
"Your sister exhibits the hallmarks of a lady and a scholar," he said. "And I predict that she will prosper. Now then- "These Brains, as I shall call them-Brains with a capital B, for they deserve nothing less-were charged with breaking the codes of a faraway Emperor."
"Was the Emperor wicked?" I asked.
"Of course he was-as all Emperors in all fairy tales must be. Otherwise there would be no point, would there? The evil Emperor, you see, is crucial to democracy."
I didn't see, but I tried to look as if I did.
"Let us suppose also that for many years, our far-flung monitoring stations had been gathering and recording all the coded radio transmissions from all the Emperor's ships in all the oceans of the world, and all his ships of the air-and that there had been some little success in cracking one or two of his codes, but not all of them, of which there were many."
"You're talking about Japan, aren't you?" We had listened to a remarkably similar discussion on the BBC Home Service during one of the compulsory "Wireless Nights" Father had laid on. Besides, everyone knew that of all the enemies with whom we had recently been at war, Japan was the only one with an Emperor.
Dr. Kissing ignored me and went on: "The problem was this: No sooner would we break a code than the Emperor would change it."
"How did the Emperor know it had been broken?"
"Ah, Flavia! I am delighted to see that my hope in you has not been misplaced. How did he know, indeed!"
"Someone was informing him. A spy!"
I was proud of myself.
"A spy," Dr. Kissing echoed. "A short, nasty word with long, nasty consequences." He blew a small puff of smoke followed by an elongated gray-blue trumpet to illustrate his words. "And what if," he asked, "what if this spy were to be one of our own-one of the highest among us-one who had even, so to speak, the ear of our King?"
"Treason!" I said, probably too loudly.
"Treason indeed. But what are we to do about it?"
"Stop him!"
"How?"
Dr. Kissing had pounced upon me like a cat. The answer to his question seemed obvious, but I found myself not wanting to put it into words.
"Well?"
"Well-kill him, I suppose."
"Kill him." Dr. Kissing repeated my words in a flat, matter-of-fact voice. "Just so. But 'kill,' as you will have observed, like 'spy' and 'stop,' is really just one more of those short but exceedingly troublesome words."
"Well, capture him, anyway."
"Precisely. Let us pretend, however, that this traitor, in this fairy tale of ours, is firmly entrenched in one of the far-off branches of our own Foreign Office. Let us further imagine that he also possesses impeccable credentials. What then?"
I thought long and hard before replying. "Bring him home to justice," I said at last.
Father had lectured us on the subject of justice during one of his Wednesday lectures on the various aspects of British Government, and I thought I had quite a good grasp of the topic.
I was not sure I was happy with my solution, though, but I could not think of a better one. To be perfectly honest, I was becoming a little tired of Dr. Kissing's imaginary story. No-not tired-I was becoming uneasy.
"How does it end, this fairy tale?"
Dr. Kissing took an eternity to answer. He removed his spectacles, produced a spotlessly white handkerchief from a pocket of his dressing gown, polished both lenses with fanatic intensity, put them on again, and with infuriating deliberation, chose another cigarette from the tin box.
"That ... shall be up to you, Flavia," he said at last.
There was a silence between us, which began comfortably enough, but all too quickly became unbearable.
I found myself getting up and walking to the window. I couldn't believe it-I was behaving like Father!
This whole fairy-tale business needed thinking about. From my own chemical experiments, I was used to working with hypotheses, but this one seemed beyond me. There were simply too many variables; too many assumptions; too many meanings veiled in mystery.
Outside, beyond the windowpane, the ancient beeches squatted in green splendor. The madwomen who had danced among them on my previous visits were nowhere in sight.
There were no convenient distractions. I had to face up to reality. "You didn't answer my question, Dr. Kissing. You're the Gamekeeper, aren't you?"
"No," he said, suddenly and sadly-perhaps even a little reluctantly. "No, no ... I am not."
"Then who is?"
Much as I loved the old gentleman, I was becoming impatient with his diversions.
Dr. Kissing, almost unaware he was doing so, covered his lips with his right forefinger-and then his left.
His voice, when it came, was suddenly old, suddenly tired, and for the first time since I had met him, I feared for his life.
"That you must find out for yourself, Flavia," he said, his voice as faint and far away as if it were no more than an echo of the wind.
"That, too, you must find out for yourself."
TWENTY-FOUR.
DIETER MET ME JUST to the east of the ornamental lake. He was wearing what looked like a borrowed black suit, which was very slightly too small for him.
"Everybody has been looking for you," he informed me.
"Sorry," I told him. "I needed to go for a long walk. Who's everybody?"
"Your father, your aunt Felicity, Ophelia, and Daphne-" Dieter always insisted on calling my sisters by their proper names. "Mrs. Mullet, also."
I have to admit that that was pretty well everybody, although I was secretly pleased that Dogger hadn't been asking my whereabouts.
"How did you know which direction to come looking for me?"
"Mr. Tallis and Mr. Sowerby told me they had seen you walking off towards the Palings."
"Mr. Tallis and Mr. Sowerby are a pair of bloody village gossips!"
Dieter laughed. With Dieter, I could be myself without fear of being corrected, punished, or ratted upon.
"What did you think of Blithe Spirit? Tristram took me up for a ride this morning. Aren't you jealous?"
A pilot in the Luftwaffe, Dieter had been brought down during the War not far from Bishop's Lacey and, as a prisoner of war, had been put to work on Ingleby's farm. When the War ended, he had chosen to stay in England, and now, six years later, was engaged to be married to my sister Feely. It's a funny old world when you stop to think about it.
"She's a beautiful craft," he admitted. "But no, I am not jealous. I have had my time in the air."
"How's Feely bearing up?" I asked. I had scarcely given her a moment's thought.
"She doesn't eat, she doesn't sleep. She thinks only of the music at your mother's funeral."
"Poor you," I said, meaning it as a joke.
"I wish you would have a word with her, Flavia. I should take it as a great favor."
Me? Have a word with Feely? What a preposterous idea!
"She respects you. She is forever talking about 'my brilliant little sister.' "
"Ha!" I said. I was not at my most articulate when I was stupefied.
Respect me? I couldn't believe it. Feely would rather eat frogs in clotted cream than listen to anything I might have to say.
Still, I didn't want to miss an opportunity.
"I'll see what I can do," I said. "I should have thought you'd want to comfort her on your own."
"It is not comforting she needs," Dieter said, "but a female shoulder. Do you know what I mean?"
Well, a female shoulder was a female shoulder. There was no great mystery about that.
I nodded. "But it won't be easy," I couldn't resist adding.
"No," Dieter agreed. "I think she feels the loss of your mother more keenly than-"
"Than Daffy and I do?" I cut in.
Dieter did not deny it. "She has more memories than you and Daphne," he said. "She has more of your mother to mourn."
Dieter had hit the nail on the head. It was one of the things I resented most about my sister-although when you stopped to analyze it, the jealousy was entirely on my part, not hers.
"Poor Feely," I said, and left it at that.
"She'll be better after we're married," Dieter said. "When she is able to get away from Buckshaw. There are so many ghosts here."
Ghosts? I'd never thought of it in that way. Any truly self-respecting ghost would rather die than haunt the halls of Buckshaw.
Which set me to wondering: When the dead die, do they come back to life? Is that what resurrection is all about-the death of the dead?
Although I had failed in my attempt to restore Harriet to the arms of her family, I could hardly be blamed. The men from the Home Office had interrupted my experiment, and I knew that I would never have another chance. Harriet would now be laid to rest and that would be that.
How sad it was that we should never get to know each other.
It was more than sad-it was a damned shame.
We paused at the corner of the redbrick wall which marked the corner of the kitchen garden.