Chapter 1450: What Is Love (5)

Because she had loved him since she was young, even though Shangguan Yus personality was a little introverted, she was never stingy. She would not be so shy that she could not express her love for him. Everyone knew that she loved him.

Fu Siye did not speak and only reached out to pull her into his embrace. She loved him so much. He could be afraid of anything except that she wouldnt love him. Even if the world would be destroyed, she wouldnt not love him.

Such love.

However, he had forcefully erased it. He had forced her, who loved him so much, to give up and let go of that love. No matter what, she could not live with him.

He

Fu Siye couldnt think about it. The moment he thought about it, he wanted to return to the past. He wanted to stab that damn self of his to death and take his past selfs place. He wanted to start loving her well from the start so that she wouldnt have to experience such pain and only have happiness in her life.

It would make it impossible for them to separate forever. They wouldnt have such despair and fear

Siye, whats wrong with you? The current him was very different from the past him. She had always felt so uneasy. Apart from losing her memory, her life felt incomplete, and this was also because he suddenly loved her so much, cared about her so much, and

He was like how she was in the past. He was worried about gains and losses, afraid of losing her, and he especially cherished her.

What exactly happened to make him like this?

He made her feel surreal because he used to hate her so much.

But he suddenly loved her so much and doted on her. He was afraid of losing her.

This made her feel like she was dreaming even though she had been awake for so long. She felt uneasy as she walked.

She was always afraid that one day, shed wake up and realize that this was only a dream

Because of this uneasiness, she really wanted a child.

She felt that only with a child would everything become real

I had a very, very real dream. That dream was as real as reality. In the dream, you didnt love me anymore. You wanted to divorce me. No matter what I did, you wouldnt forgive me. You insisted on divorcing me.

That dream was really too real, too real It was so real that I couldnt tell if it was a dream or if the happiness we are living in now is a dream. Hence, I am afraid, afraid that I would lose you, afraid that I would one day wake up from this beautiful dream. When I wake up, you would still be the you who didnt love me and wanted to divorce me

Youll never love me again. No matter what I do, you wont forgive me. Youd have to give up on me If that happens, I dont know how I can continue living

Fu Siye hugged her tightly, as if he had suddenly fallen into the despair he had felt in the past three years. He had really done everything he could, but he still couldnt get her heart back. That despair made him want to walk toward destruction a few times. He couldnt lose her, couldnt

I know I was wrong. I really know I was wrong. I was too much of a bastard in the past. I couldnt see my heart clearly. He really knew that he was wrong. He really knew Dont just abandon him like this and give up on him. In this relationship, it wasnt her who had the deeper feelings. It was him It was just that he was too stupid in the past

Xiao Yu, I didnt fall in love with you so suddenly. Ive fallen in love with you since a long time ago. Think about it carefully and youll realize that every time youre tired and wanted to give up on me, Id hold on to you tightly.