JoAnn studied Sukey. "It needs to be shortened, which I'd be happy to do for you. I can raise the hem and stitch the leopard skin back on. And you need to wear more of a push-up bra under it."

"I know about that. It's my tiny boobs, right?" Sukey said. "I need push-up bras because my breasts are smaller than every other Bunny."

"You have beautiful breasts," JoAnn told her. "You have nothing to worry about."

And I could see for the first time that Sukey truly worried about the size of her breasts. She used to kid about them in high school, but now she was noticeably relieved to have someone like JoAnn tell her that they were the perfect size.

After JoAnn finished pinning Sukey's hem, we paid for our new outfits.

"Okay," Sukey said. "Now, let's go see your apartment."

We climbed the twenty-eight hardwood steps up from the first floor. The first thing I wanted Sukey to see in the apartment was the balcony. As soon as we walked in I raised the nine-foot double hung windows that led to it, and Sukey stepped out. "Oh, my! This is lovely, Calla!" she said.

When she came back in, I gave her the full tour.

"Ohh, Calla! Your ceilings!"

"They're ten feet high," I told her.

"And your bathroom-it's huge! You could park a Volkswagen bug in there. I love your four-poster bed, too."

"I bought it on Magazine Street when I got here. It was a steal, though I had to clean it up. I rubbed Vaseline on it from head to toe."

"It's beautiful. And look at your great duvet!"

"Aunt Helen made it. I picked out the fabric."

"Gosh," Sukey said, "this is like a real New Orleans apartment. It kind of makes me wish I'd gotten real furniture, instead of beanbags. I like them because they're 'mod,' but they basically mean you're always sitting on the floor."

"I like your beanbags and throw pillows," I told her. "Now, would you like something to eat?"

"No, thanks," Sukey said. She walked into my kitchen and opened the fridge. "But would you mind if I had a beer?"

"No, help yourself."

Sukey opened a beer and took a big gulp.

"How's your job going?" I asked.

"Well, I feel like I know a lot of valuable information now, like all about wines and liquors and about the psychology of customers. And our 'Bunny Mother' has taught me a lot about hairstyling and makeup and that kind of thing. You know, if I wanted to, I could ask to transfer to another club. There are clubs all over the country. They have one in Jamaica."

"Jamaica!" I said. "That's amazing."

"Calla, I got my one-year raise, and you won't believe what I'm making now. I mean, I don't want to make you feel bad or anything, but I make almost three hundred a week!"

"A week? You make three hundred dollars a week?!"

"Well, almost," Sukey said, "almost three hundred dollars a week."

"Still, Suke! That's just-girl, if you're saving that money, you're not going to have to work for the rest of your life!"

"Calla, I have to tell you, I love my job. It's exciting. I'm never bored! And I get to meet international and famous people. Guess who came in two weeks ago? Tony Curtis. You know, it's an elite club, so you need a key to get in, and Tony Curtis is a key holder! And the atmosphere of the club-oh, it's just like walking into another world. It's designed to feel like you are at a cocktail party with fine food and drink and entertainment, and us-the Bunnies! It's not sleazy because we have members-not just anybody off the street. They have to wear dinner suits, or at least sports jackets, they must treat us with respect, and they are told that they cannot ever touch the Bunnies."

Sukey popped up and got another beer.

"I've met several girls there that I like very much," she told me when she came back. "Bunny Ginger and Bunny Lou are the best. One of them is from Iowa, and the other is from Indiana. They applied and became Bunnies right out of high school, like I did, but some of the Bunnies have actually been fashion models.

"So, Calla, my world is fulfilled. Every time I go to work, I look forward to it."

"Really?"

"Yes. I really feel like I'm part of the sexual revolution. Like I am representing the fact that we have a whole new freedom about sex that would blow those pointy red hats off the Vatican cardinals."

I got up and walked to the refrigerator. Sukey seemed like someone had wound her up, and she couldn't stop talking. "How about something to eat?" I offered, setting out a platter of cheese and crackers that I'd prepared for her visit.

"No, thanks," she said with a little laugh. "I'm on the New Orleans Liquid Diet."

When I didn't laugh, she said, "Oh, my God, Calla Lily, don't start jumping down my throat."

"What do you mean, Sukey?"

"I mean, be a good hostess and please get me another beer," she said, imitating the voice of our Home Ec teacher. When I went and got her the beer, she continued talking.

"And I feel that I've gained so much grace and poise being a Bunny, like when I do the 'Bunny Dip,' which is the way you have to put one foot forward and lean back on the other while you're holding your tray. It's very important to learn, because if you bend down to serve drinks, your boobies can just fall right out of that uniform. Well," she said, "in my case, the brassiere pads!

"And then there's the 'Bunny Perch,'" Sukey continued. "That's when you sit down on the edge of a chair or on the edge of a booth, just barely touching with your butt, and holding on with your hands, so that you don't fall. And you've got one leg down and one leg up, because that's the most attractive way to present your legs."

While she was opening the beer, I thought, I hope she doesn't ask for another one.

Sukey came back and said, "You really have to come to the club sometime."

"Well, sure. Yeah. Sometime." But I thought, Please. No.

"So," Sukey said, "now tell me all about you and what you've been up to."

I had to hesitate a minute because suddenly it seemed like there was no way I could talk to Sukey about what I'd been "up to."

Closing my eyes for a moment, I thought about my life. "I'm beginning to grow into what M'Dear had been teaching me all along-to touch people in a way that doesn't shut them out. To let them in. And I'm surrounded by good people, who are helping me learn my craft. Good, kind people."

"And boobs," she said. "God forbid if your boobs are small."

I wasn't sure Sukey and I were occupying the same place. I was just there in my apartment, and she was-I don't know exactly where Sukey was, but I sure missed her.

Chapter 21.

1973.

A day came when a huge beauty lesson just fell in my lap. Ricky and I were starting to become good friends, and we could laugh about my little infatuation phase. I was cutting and doing hair as a training student with him out on the "floor," as we called the public part of L'Academie's salon.

One evening I was staying late to clean up the little kitchenette in the back that we all shared, while Ricky was still out front. Well, I heard the tinkling of the bell on the front door, followed by some sounds of sobbing. Then Ricky came through the pink-and-white-striped curtain that divided the rooms and said, "Oh, Calla, I'm so glad you're still here. We have a woman whose hair is seriously damaged, and I really need your help."

"Well, of course, Ricky!"

"She has almost total hair breakage. Almost the worst I've ever seen." He parted the curtain just enough to show me.

"Oh, my God, Ricky," I whispered.

Now I had seen some pictures in our textbook that you wouldn't believe, but this sight made my stomach turn. Even from a distance, I could see that the poor thing had had an awful bleach job and that most of her hair had broken off, leaving just a few long, very weak strands hanging here and there. I decided to go out on a limb with Ricky, so I said in my best doctor voice, "Bad bleach job followed by a permanent wave with tension; didn't get the solution off in time, so her hair broke off where the rubber bands went across the perm rods."

"Right on, Calla."

"Ricky, was this done at home? I mean, surely this is not the work of a professional?"

"Calla, I cannot bring myself to use the word 'professional' in the same sentence with the name of the person who did this. I'm sorry to report that this was done by a beautician-a very, very bad beautician. It's enough to make my blood boil."

Ricky Chalon was the very definition of cool and calm under pressure in any beauty situation, but his face had turned a dark shade of red.

"Dear Lord, Ricky!"

Ricky just put up his hand and continued, "I will not name the person, but I will say that he is known for damage. 'Hair Hurricane' is what many of us call him, the baddest of the bad, the Cruella De Vil of the cosmetology world. But enough on that. We have a beauty emergency on our hands. It will keep us here a couple of hours, but Calla, you can learn a lot this evening. And afterward, I'll buy us muffulettas. Are you in?"

"I'm ready, Ricky."

"Good! Now, you and I have begun the conversation of healing in beauty. It is essential that our client leave here tonight feeling good about herself and how she looks, and ready to follow her hair recovery regimen every day. It is part of our job to make her feel whole again."

Then Ricky swept through the curtain back onto the floor with a flourish and confidence that only Ricky Chalon could muster.

Ricky said, "Erbolene, you are so fortunate that you have a face that looks fantastic with short hair. I was just browsing through this month's Vogue, and I saw Mia Farrow with her short cut, and you are her spitting image. Now, one of our finest here at L'Academie will be assisting me this evening. This is Calla Lily Ponder. Calla Lily will begin by applying a special deep moisturizing treatment that I have developed especially for this type of situation."

"Do you think you can really help?" Erbolene asked. You could just tell by her voice that she had been making bad hair choices her whole life.

"Help?" Ricky said. "Baby, we're gonna have you looking like you stepped off the plane from Paris."

Ricky kept on talking to Erbolene as he went over to a special locked cabinet to get some ingredients. The cabinet was a source of great gossip and speculation at L'Academie, with everyone just dying to know what all was in there. Ricky came back over and mixed into the basic moisturizer I prepared a couple of his "proprietary potions," as he referred to them, and then I applied the mixture to her hair. Whooee! It had a pretty strong earthy, herbal smell that was new to me. Then Ricky put on some soft, soothing music and had me just hold Erbolene's head in my hands for a minute or two, as he'd taught me. Since I'd told him about the warmth coming from my hands, he had been coaching me on how to "move energy," as he called it, whenever I wanted. I began by lightly holding Erbolene's head, then breathing deeply and evenly as I drew my palms away. That drew her energy into my hands. Basically what I was doing was washing her energy. When I hold a client's head in my hands, their energy comes into me and then moves up from me to the Moon Lady, where she washes it in her river of love and goodness and sends it back down through me and back into the client in all its cleanliness. Erbolene's deep sigh and the look of peace on her face let me know that M'Dear's and Ricky's teachings were at work through my hands.

Then I carefully rinsed out the treatment. I looked at Ricky and mouthed the words, "Filler next?"

He gave me back an approving nod. The general public doesn't know about fillers. They're hair colors without peroxide, which you put on first to fill in the damaged part of the hair shaft. After the fillers, you can put on the regular color that you want to use.

Ricky took out some color charts and showed me what he was thinking. He then explained the color choices to our client, talking about her complexion and asking her about her favorite colors to wear. He didn't turn her toward the mirror to look at herself, which is something Ricky usually does while he is working on a damaged case like this one.

We got the color done, and then Ricky gave the woman the cutest, smartest little cut-he really was as brilliant a cutter as everybody in New Orleans always said. When he got his special made-in-Germany cutting shears in his hands, he could move over a head of hair like greased lightning! And the soft strawberry blond tint he chose was so natural on the woman and so perfect with her skin and her little spray of freckles.

Ricky waited until he was all done to turn the woman around to the mirror. She put her hands to her cheeks and started crying again. Except this time, they were tears of joy.

Ricky was as good as his word, and he took me out for muffulettas at a little place down the street. We were laughing and joking the whole time-in part, to relieve the tension of the last couple of hours. When we got back to the salon I turned the conversation back to beauty. "Ricky, I would never have thought that you could make that woman look so good."

"We did it together, Calla. It was a team effort. And I saw once again what I have been suspecting for some time. You've got the touch to be not only superior at the craft of cosmetology, but also a true and sensitive practitioner who can raise the craft to be a healing art."

"Oh, Ricky-"

"After you graduate, I'd like to invite you to work with me. You could finally quit working at the Camellia Grill and do hair full-time. Because I think that you have the hands-not only the hands, but the heart-to help heal damaged hair, to really help people."

"It's what M'Dear-my mother-began teaching me when I was a teenager. She taught me that the heart and the head are cousins to each other. How hair is right there at the spot where the head meets the world, so it's important for things other than looking pretty-although that is always a healing aspect all its own."

"Tell me about her," Ricky said. How sweet for him to care.

I closed my eyes, and saw M'Dear's face.

"She had her own shop, the Crowning Glory Beauty Porch, and I could have just taken it over when she died, but she wanted me to experience the world outside of La Luna, to learn more about doing hair as a healing, happy thing-to really learn my craft well."

And here I was, with a great opportunity. Well, I was just beside myself. "Ricky, it would be an honor to work with you."

Ricky gave me a hug. "I'm your guy," he said, twirling around a pair of scissors like a cowboy.

"And I'm your girl," I said, grabbing a blow dryer and, in an attempt to twirl it, knocking a few items off the counter.

"Right," Ricky said, chuckling at my clumsiness. "Okay, so now you'll be working directly with me as an apprentice for about a year after you pass your state boards. We will be going into areas unknown by the standard beautician.

"To work together in this way, I'll need to show you some things-trade secrets that you must hold in utter confidence. There are hairdressers in this town who would do just about anything to get at the cosmetological discoveries I have made over the years."

"Ricky, you can trust me two hundred percent!"

"Calla, lean close," Ricky said. "I'm referring to the ingredients in the locked cabinet. We've talked flower essences; we've talked vetiver root, we've talked dried orchids from the bayou. But, Calla, there is an ancient woman in Bayou Gaudet whose only clients are voodoo practitioners except for one-me, Ricky Chalon, the only hairdresser to go there.

"And that's where I get my secret, secret ingredients. Calla, here in New Orleans, spells are still a commonplace occurrence. Think of my secret potions like protective spells. Did you know that in the colder climates, ninety percent of the body's heat is lost from the head? Well, the reverse is true with spells. Ninety percent of the spell goes in through your hair and your head."

I was getting the chills, listening to Ricky talk.

"A true hairdresser pushes the bad energy out and knows how to replace it with good energy. And also when to walk away from certain energy, because a good hairdresser must know how to protect him or herself as well. The inspiration that a beautician-a true beautician-can bring to a person, that person in turn can bring into the world.

"Calla, it is no accident that beautician and magician sound so similar."

I thought and thought about that. I was so grateful for Erbolene's emergency that drew me closer to Ricky, and so thankful that he was sharing his gifts with me. I'd given up on loving him romantically, but I felt that he was teaching me a different kind of love and healing. I knew that I was lucky to have his attention, so I continued to stay late at the Academie now and then, just in case another lesson came my way.

So I was there late after class, sweeping out the work stations, on the night Sukey came by for a visit.

"Sukey!" I said, "what are you doing here?"

"Well, you've been here for months now. I wanted to see where you work," she said.