Eleanor was watching him. He was a man on a quest, driven by a zealous desire for revenge. Only a man who had loved so deeply could hate this much, and yet ... She was sure that he was still hurting, deep inside, and that no cure, be it revenge or reconciliation, would ever heal the gaping wound of Becket's betrayal.

24.

Northampton, 1164

"As Archbishop of Canterbury, I am not subject to the jurisdiction of the King!" Becket's normally impa.s.sive face was flushed with fury.

Henry leaned forward on his throne.

"Thomas, you have not been charged as an archbishop, but as my former chancellor," he explained, pleasantly enough. "Now, if you would be so good as to account to me and this court for the disposition of the moneys that pa.s.sed through your hands back then, we can clear this matter up."

Becket looked at him in hatred.

"I think you are out to ruin me, sire!" he breathed.

"I?" inquired Henry. "I thought the spur was on the other foot."

Becket pursed his lips, then turned to the clergy, seated by order of rank on the benches behind him. "My Lords Spiritual," he cried, "I beseech you, advise and help me! I ask for your support." There was an embarra.s.sed shuffling, as the ecclesiastics shifted position, looked down at their feet, and generally tried to avoid meeting his pleading eyes. Only Bishop Foliot fixed his gimlet gaze directly on the Archbishop.

"By your folly, you have brought yourself to this!" he accused Becket. "But if you will submit to the King, as he lawfully requires, then you will have our perfect allegiance."

Becket looked profoundly shocked.

"Lord King," he said, turning back to Henry, who was glaring at him implacably, "might I have time to consider my position and prepare an answer for you?"

"Of course," Henry replied. "I am not a monster. I'm a reasonable man. But don't even think of leaving the kingdom! Have I your word on that?"

"Yes, sire," Becket replied, meekly enough. "You have my word."

Eleanor was kneeling in the chapel. The candles on the altar illuminated in warm tones the painted statue of the Virgin and Child, and it seemed that Mary was smiling sadly in poignant reproach.

On the prie-dieu before the Queen lay the letter she had received that day, a formal missive from Louis, informing her of the marriages of their daughters, Marie to the Count of Champagne, and Alix to his brother, the Count of Blois. Her first thought had been that it was hard to believe that her little girls were now young women of nineteen and fourteen, and married to boot!

She rarely thought of them these days, and could barely remember their faces now, although of course they would have changed much in the years since she had seen them-and yet she was astonished to find that she was deeply upset at not having been invited to their weddings. The reason, she knew, was not far to seek: Louis thought her a bad, uncaring mother who had abandoned her little girls without a thought, to marry her lover. Well, she would prove him wrong. She would write to her daughters and express her joy in their marriages and her warm wishes for their future. There must be an end to this silence. She owed them some share of the kind of deep and abiding love she felt for her other children, the children she had been allowed to nurture from birth. She would write today. Even if there was no reply, she would have salved her conscience.

Eleanor was in her customary place of honor beside Henry when Becket was again summoned to court. She heard his sharp intake of breath when the Archbishop made a dramatic entrance, clothed in his rich vestments and carrying his episcopal cross, which was normally borne before him by one of his monks.

"Why is he doing that?" she whispered, shocked at Becket's aggressive stance, when he should have been suing for Henry's favor.

"I think he is claiming the Church's protection against my ill will," Henry muttered dourly. Bishop Foliot, seated within earshot at the end of the nearest bench, looked up and said, quite audibly, "He was always a fool, and always will be!" Becket glared at him.

"Well, Thomas, what have you got to say for yourself?" Henry asked, his gray eyes bearing down on his former friend.

"Lord King, I am come to remind you that you yourself have long since released me from all my liabilities as chancellor," Becket told him with a defiant stare.

"G.o.d's blood, man! Are you to deny my justice at every turn?" Henry bl.u.s.tered.

"I think, sire, that there is less in this of justice than malice," Becket retorted, and as Henry roared oaths at him, he swooped down on his bishops. "I forbid you to sit in judgment of me!" he shouted at them.

Henry leaped to his feet. Eleanor found herself gripping the arms of her throne; she could have killed Becket with her bare hands. How dare he provoke Henry in this way? Henry, who had done so much for him, and loved him too well.

Henry stepped off the dais and bounded forward until he was standing toe-to-toe with Becket.

"You have gone too far this time, Thomas!" he snarled. "Now, my lords and bishops, you see his venom plainly. He defies not only his king, but the Pope himself. Now, listen. You will all write to His Holiness and inform him that this priest has breached his sworn oath to uphold the laws of England, and you will request that he be deposed from his office."

There was a stunned silence as Becket gathered his wits.

"You have planned this, haven't you?" he flung at the King's retreating back, at which Henry, mounting the dais on the way back to his throne, rounded on him, shaking with rage.

"You-" he spluttered, barely able to speak. "You viper! My lords, let us proceed to the judgment at once. This priest is condemned out of his own mouth."

"I will not hear it!" Becket thundered. "You have no right. G.o.d alone can judge me!" And holding aloft his great golden cross, he stalked from the hall to furious cries of "Traitor! Traitor!"

Eleanor could not sleep. The momentous events of the day kept playing on her mind, and at length she rose from her bed, wrapped herself in a fur-lined robe, stoked up the glowing coals in the brazier, and settled herself on the seat in the window embrasure, gazing out at the stars that glittered over the dark, sleeping town. Her chamber overlooked the curtain wall of the castle, and on the bailey side, in the courtyard, the sentries had built up a bonfire, at which they were warming their hands as they stamped their feet on the damp earth. A solitary soldier was patrolling the walls; she watched him casting a cursory glance over the distant landscape before disappearing through the door that led to the opposite tower and the continuing wall walk beyond it.

It was then that she espied two dark, hooded figures emerging on the outer side of the castle. They must have come through the now unguarded postern gate almost directly below her. She peered at them with interest, then realized they were monks. What business they had, to be about after curfew, she could only imagine: maybe they had been summoned from the nearby priory to attend someone in the castle who was sick, or maybe they were two members of Archbishop Becket's entourage escaping for a stolen hour to the taverns and brothels of Northampton. As the figures disappeared into the night, Eleanor forgot about them, and dousing the candle, climbed wearily back between the sheets. She thought she could sleep now.

"Becket has fled," Henry said a week later, climbing into bed beside Eleanor. Suddenly awake, aroused by the import of his words, she was surprised to find him in her chamber; these days, he did not come to her as often as she would have liked, and he had been so drunk at dinner that she'd feared he might collapse in a stupor where he sat. But soon she realized that he had not come seeking her body, but to talk over this latest outrage of Becket's.

"So he has gone?" she said. She was not surprised. Nothing Becket could do surprised her now.

"Yes. He disguised himself as a monk and fled across the Channel. He thinks he is safe-but I have not finished with him yet!" Henry's voice came out as a hiss.

"You are well rid of him," she said tartly.

"That may be so, but is England well rid of its archbishop?" Henry retorted. He had a point, she conceded.

She sighed. She was truly pleased to see him. She had missed the warmth of him lying next to her, the sudden pa.s.sion that sprang up between them, the drowsy peace and contentment that came after their coupling. She knew she was advancing helplessly into middle age, that the burnished beauty of her youth was beginning to fade, and that Henry was yet a man in the vigor of his prime. He was highly s.e.xed-as she had good cause to know-and she often wondered if he sought s.e.xual release anywhere else. She had no proof, but her common sense-and the odd, careless whispers of gossip she had not been meant to over-hear-told her it was more than likely. Nevertheless, she could not bear to dwell on the possibility of her husband being unfaithful. But it was coming to something, she reflected bitterly, when he came to her bed primarily to talk about the friend who had become his most bitter enemy.

Well, she would not be defeated in the bedroom by Becket! She was a woman of experience and she had weapons at her disposal. Smiling welcomingly at Henry, she raised herself up on one elbow, letting her chemise fall open to reveal her voluptuous b.r.e.a.s.t.s.

"Would you prefer to talk?" she murmured, but Henry's troubled eyes, deep pools of gray fire, had suddenly lit up, and he reached for her, burying his face in her neck, biting her hungrily as his hands roved over her body. He was not a man to waste time, and within seconds they were locked together in the old, familiar way, l.u.s.t igniting powerfully as so many times before. All that Eleanor wanted at this moment was to feel him inside her and never let him go.

When, later, they had slid apart and Henry lay catching his breath beside her, she turned her face to his.

"Becket was disguised as a monk, you say?"

"Yes," Henry grunted.

"It's strange," Eleanor recalled, "but some nights back-it was the night after you confronted Becket-I was watching from my window and I saw two monks leaving the castle. I did wonder what they were doing. You don't think ...?"

"My G.o.d, that must have been him!" Henry cried, sitting up suddenly. "He left that very night. Why didn't you say anything?"

"There was nothing to say. I thought them of little consequence. I had no idea, in fact I'd forgotten all about them until now." Eleanor realized she was stammering.

"Of course," Henry relented, subsiding onto the pillows beside her. "How could you have known?" His body was tense, rigid, his att.i.tude no longer that of a lover but of a man in pain. "By G.o.d, I will find him," he muttered. "There is not a place in all Christendom where he can hide from me."

She had lost him once more. His thoughts were clearly over the sea with his Thomas. He was obsessing again over how he could carry on the fight with his renegade archbishop. He was lying there, his troubled gray eyes staring up at the vaulted ceiling, unaware that she was still there beside him. It was useless. Her heart heavy, she rolled over, turned her back to him, and pretended to go to sleep.

25.

Marlborough Castle, 116465

Another Christmas, and here they were in the Great Tower of Marlborough Castle, perched high on its mound on the edge of Savernake Forest, where Henry was hoping for some good hunting. Geoffrey, Henry's b.a.s.t.a.r.d, now fourteen, had just drawn the bean from his slice of the traditional cake, and was in consequence proclaimed Lord of Misrule for the evening. He had begun his sovereignty by issuing the most daring forfeits, and was even now challenging every handsome man in the room to kiss the cheek of the Queen.

"That should narrow the field!" Eleanor laughed. She loved the levity of the Yuletide season.

"By G.o.d, I'll have their b.a.l.l.s if they show the slightest scanting of respect!" Henry growled good-naturedly.

It was a shame that the French envoys timed their arrival just now, when the court was at its merriest. A page came and whispered in the King's ear, and his grin faded.

"I'll be back shortly," he told his wife, and she watched as he threaded his way through the revelers, absentmindedly ruffling his giggling daughter Eleanor's dark curls on the way. After waiting in vain an hour for him to return, the Queen could bear it no longer, and so murmured her excuses and hurriedly made her way up the spiral stair to the King's solar, the sounds of jollity receding as she ascended. There was a light under the wooden door. He was there, as she had expected. She turned the iron ring. As she entered the room, Henry turned a ravaged face to her.

"What has happened?" she asked, forbearing to go to him, and horribly aware of the aching distance between them.

"Louis!" he snapped. "He has offered Thomas his support and asked His Holiness not to heed any unjust accusations against him." He got up and began stomping up and down the room, working himself into an incandescent rage. "But Thomas had got to the Pope first, and do you know what he did? He complained that I had hara.s.sed him!"

"But Henry, the Pope is on your side and always has been," Eleanor soothed.

"Not anymore!" Henry's mouth was twisted in an ugly, anguished grimace. "He has threatened me with excommunication!" he roared. "By the eyes of G.o.d, that priest will be the death of me! I will tolerate him no longer. Let them do their d.a.m.ned worst! I'm going to bed."

He was beyond consolation, beside himself with anger and pain. His face red and livid, he tore the cap from his head, threw it on the floor, then unbuckled his belt and tossed it to the far side of the room. Nearly weeping with frustration, he shrugged off his cloak and his fine, long robes, donned in honor of the season, and kicked off his braies; then, naked and trembling, he ripped the silken coverlet from his bed and sat down heavily on it, his hands and face working in distress. Overcome with frustration, he abruptly clawed back the sheet, grabbed a handful of straw from his mattress, and stuffing it in his mouth as if to stop himself from howling out loud, began chewing it voraciously.

"Henry ..." Eleanor began, but he flung out an arm to silence her, his outthrust jaw chomping, his face a mask of agony. Then he got up, walked to the fire, and spat out the straw. "Just go," he said.

He remained in a foul mood throughout the festivities, his anger at Becket, Louis, and the Pope gnawing at him remorselessly. On St. Stephen's Day, Eleanor attempted yet again to talk to him, but he silenced her with a glare. No one could reach him; he was too deeply sunk in ire and misery. That evening, deeply concerned for him, she decided to try again. She found him calmer, however. He was sealing a doc.u.ment, which he then handed to one of his clerks.

"This is my revenge!" he declared.

"What is?" she asked, wondering what on earth it could be, and if it would provoke more trouble.

"An order for the banishment of every one of Thomas's relatives from England," Henry said with grim satisfaction.

"But they have done nothing wrong! And there are many of them, women, children, old folk." Eleanor was appalled.

"About four hundred, I think," Henry said with some satisfaction. "They will be stripped of all their possessions and deported. Let them beg for their food!"

"Henry, I beg of you, rescind that order!" she pleaded, falling on her knees. "It is cruel, it is vindictive, and it is born purely of unbridled pa.s.sion, which is unbecoming in a king of your wisdom."

He stared coldly down at her. "Get up. It's no use, Eleanor. These tactics are necessary. Thomas is in Rome, beyond my reach, but this should bring him hurrying back. Let him see the consequences of his defiance; let him feel the heat of my anger, and know what it is to be my enemy."

Eleanor rose to her feet, shot him a withering look, and was about to leave when Henry grabbed her hand.

"I have thought of a way to force Pope Alexander and King Louis to abandon Becket," he said. "You had better hear about it, as it concerns our daughters."

"Our daughters?" Eleanor echoed. "How can they be involved? What new scheme is this?"

"I intend to make an alliance with the German Emperor, Frederick Barbarossa," Henry revealed smugly. "That will put the noses of His Holiness and King Louis out of joint, I can tell you, because our friend the Emperor is Louis's enemy, and he has supported Alexander's rival, the antipope Victor. I'll wager that Louis and Alexander will do anything to stop me from allying with Frederick, and that the very prospect of it will make them s.h.i.t themselves and drop Becket like a hot cake!"

"But where do our daughters fit into this?" Eleanor asked, wondering if this plan was as foolproof as it sounded.

"I have proposed that the alliance be cemented by two marriage treaties," Henry explained. "It is my intention that Matilda marry the Emperor's greatest va.s.sal and ally, Henry the Lion, Duke of Saxony, while Eleanor will wed the Emperor's young son, Frederick. I have written requesting the Emperor to send his envoys to Rouen to draw up the agreements. I hope to meet them there in February."

"Are your plans so far advanced?" Eleanor asked, utterly dismayed at this news and at the prospect of losing two more daughters-cherished daughters this time-and furious that Henry had said nothing of this business until now, when he must have been planning it for weeks. "Did you not think to discuss it with me first? They are my children too."

"I am discussing it with you now," Henry said. "You of all people know very well that kings marry their daughters for policy. These are advantageous marriages that will benefit us all."

"You are using our daughters to be revenged on Becket!" Eleanor cried.

"That would be one advantage of the treaty," Henry admitted, "but there would be many others."

"I do hope so!" she retorted. "And when are you sending our little girls to Germany? Henry, they are so young! Eleanor is but three."

"That is to be decided, but it will not be for a while yet," he told her.

"Then I must be grateful for that small mercy," Eleanor hissed, and hastened from the room before the tears fell.

She stood her ground all through January and into February. She would not go to Normandy to witness the selling of her daughters in a hopeless cause. She was adamant about that. Henry shrugged and did not bother to argue with her.

"You can stay here in England," he said.