"In the low-country, as usual. All over Georgia, and then back to Lady's Island. When the British took Charles Town, they made me a river guide. So I could take them up and down the low-country streams without getting shot up. Don't know how much good it did. A few of them died of musket fire, but a lot more were taken by fever and the pox."

"Are you planning to stay for more than one night?" I asked.

"Your husband is a free man, Aminata Diallo. Free tonight, free tomorrow, free to stay right here with you."

"We aren't far from free, but we aren't there yet," I said. "Not until we leave the Thirteen Colonies."

It's not an easy thing to make love to a man you haven't seen in nine years. The last time I'd seen him, I was thirty years old. I feared I was less beautiful now. My breasts didn't lift the way they once had. Would the softness of my belly turn him away? I didn't find him any less beautiful than before. I didn't mind the silver-grey colouring by his temples, or the smooth baldness of his head. He was my man, just further along the road of life. I wanted to watch him grow older still. I wanted to note all of the changes, one day to the next, and I wanted to protect his hands, in mine.

I went to sleep that night confident that I would wake up with my husband. In the morning, after leaving Canvas Town, I would have one more thing to negotiate with Colonel Baker. Room and board for my husband, and his passage with me to Nova Scotia.

OVER BREAKFAST, I WAS GIVEN A MESSAGE to spread around Canvas Town. Starting the next day, from eight until eleven each morning, every Negro who had spent a year or more behind British lines was welcome to line up at the Fraunces Tavern. Every man and woman would be given two minutes to explain themselves. If they could satisfy the officers that they were of good moral character and that they had served the British for at least one year, they would be told which wharf to attend, on what day, in order to board what ship. There would be a more substantial inspection on the ships. Any person who presented himself fraudulently would be turned over to the Americans.

The next morning, four hundred people gathered outside the tavern. Colonel Baker took the first thirty, pushed them all inside, and told the others to return another day.

"We have months to do this," he shouted out. "We can't process all of you in one day."

My job was to interview the Negroes, and to relay answers to the officers. I met some people who came from places I had never heard of. Some of them, I couldn't understand. But for the most part, I was able to collect their information, and explain to them what was written on the tickets they received. The room was cramped and hot, and the days were long. But though I was eager to get back to Chekura's arms, I loved my new work. I felt that I was giving something special to the Negroes seeking asylum in Nova Scotia, and that they were giving something special to me. They were telling me that I was not alone.

I had imagined, somehow, that my life was unique in its unexpected migrations. I wasn't different at all, I learned. Each person who stood before me had a story every bit as unbelievable as mine. At the end of each of our encounters, I hastened to repeat the key details: the wharf where they were to go, the time to be there, the name of the ship they were to be rowed to, and the possessions they were allowed to bring: a barrel of food, a barrel of clean water and a chest of clothing. Colonel Baker insisted that I say all this, even though I told him that no Negroes in Canvas Town owned barrels of food or chests of clothes. But I did something else for the people who passed the first interview. I showed them their tickets, read out their names and made sure they saw that their names had been recorded.

Over the next two days, we processed sixty more emigrants. Then Baker told the mob of people waiting outside the Fraunces Tavern to go away and come back two weeks later. There would be no further tickets given out until mid-May.

They gave me a pleasant room in a house in Holy Ground. Chekura was allowed to stay with me, and he was promised passage to Nova Scotia.

"We can offer him a job cleaning barracks, to keep him busy," Waters said. "He should take it, because he's not going to be seeing a lot of you."

AFTER THE FIRST NINETY NEGROES ASSEMBLED on Murray's Wharf first thing in the morning on April 21, 1783, my real work began. They were rowed out to a few ships anchored in the East River: the Spring, the Aurora and the Spencer, each bound for Saint John, and the Peggy, bound for Port Roseway. I knew that Saint John and Port Roseway were part of what was called Nova Scotia, and had been shown on a map where they were located.

Colonel Baker, Captain Waters and I were first rowed to the Spring. As soon as we boarded the ship, assistants set up a table for our use. We were joined by two officers from the American Army, who were there to ensure that no unauthorized Negroes were allowed to depart. Sailors and officers moved about on deck, but passengers were kept in a waiting area below. Also on board were dozens of white Loyalists who had been the first to embark. But they were not our concern. We were there to inspect the Negroes. My job was to listen to the officers interview the refugees and to enter details into a two-page ledger.

"Use your best scrivening skills," the colonel told me. "Neat, concise and precise."

These ledgers were to form part of a registration book listing all Negroes carried to the British colonies at the end of the war. If the Americans chose later to press for compensation, the colonel said, the Book of Negroes would show who had left New York.

A group of ten Negroes was called up to the deck. I had never seen them before.

"Who are they?" I asked Waters.

"Slaves and indentured servants," he said.

"But I thought . . ."

"We will get around to evacuating the refugees in Canvas Town," Waters said. "But first, we register the property of white Loyalists."

The colonel began to interview a Negro who stammered uncontrollably, but a white Loyalist stepped forward and said, "He's mine." The Loyalist, Lieutenant Colonel Isaac Allen, said he had acquired the Negro as an indentured servant and was taking him to Saint John.

Following the colonel's instructions, I began to write in the ledger. In the first column, George Black. Next to it, 35. And then I wrote the name of the owner or indenturer, Lt. Colonel Isaac Allen. In a final column, I wrote how he came to be freed before taken into indenture. Freed by Lawrence Hartshorne, as certified.

A girl appeared before me. From her disconsolate face, and from the white man who stood beside her, I could see that nothing about this trip suggested freedom.

Hana Palmer, I wrote, again taking down the colonel's words. 15, stout wench. Ben Palmer of Frog's Neck, Claimant.

"Claimant?" I asked the colonel when the white man had taken away the girl.

"It means that he owns her," the colonel said.

We interviewed the other Negroes. None of the others were indentured or enslaved, and the questioning was more rigorous. How did they come to be free? Could they establish that they had served the British? Did they have a certificate from a British military official proving service behind His Majesty's lines? When the colonel grew impatient with the Negroes' accents, I took over the questioning and scrivening.

One young woman appeared before me with a baby in her arms. I remembered seeing her in Holy Ground.

Harriet Simpson, I wrote under the first column. 19, I then wrote. Next came a column for a short physical description.

"Just a word or two," Baker told me. "Put 'stout wench.'"

Stout wench, I wrote, disgusted with the term. Formerly the property of Winston Wakeman, Nancy Mum, Virginia. Because she had proof of service to the British, I added GBC, for General Birch's Certificate.

While Baker busied himself by stuffing a pipe, Harriet whispered to me that her child had been sired by a British captain. Sara, 2, healthy child. Daughter to Harriet Simpson and born within British lines. I was relieved that Harriet owned the General Birch's Certificate-nobody found it necessary to ask exactly how she had served the British.

One man was eighty-nine years old. "Born 1694, Virginia," he told me, and so I wrote that down. As for how he had served the British, he said, "I deserted the Rebel Standard and that was service enough. Born a slave, but I will die free." The colonel was wearying of details and the American inspectors were growing bored, so I dashed out the entry as I saw fit.

John Cartwright, 89. Tired out & one eye milky. Formerly owned by George Haskins, Virginia. Says he came behind British lines three years ago.

The old man didn't have a certificate proving his service to the British, but no one asked for it, and he was allowed to stay.

We registered all the Negroes on the Spring.

"Only ten of them?" I asked Waters.

"Most of the space is for white Loyalists and their property," said Waters.

On the Aurora we inspected fourteen Negroes. I saw again that the British were indeed sending some fugitives to freedom, but were also allowing white Loyalists to bring along slaves.

Later that night, in bed with Chekura, I chattered on and on about what I had seen. But Chekura wasn't impressed.

"Slaves and free Negroes together in Nova Scotia?" he said, sucking his teeth. "Some promised land."

For four more days, we were rowed out to ships in the East River. In fifty ships, nearly six hundred men, women and children required inspection. Baker, Waters and I couldn't do all the work, so three other teams of inspectors were formed. I worked each day from dawn to sunset, and the time passed quickly. I liked writing names in the Book of Negroes, recording how people had obtained their freedom, how old they were and where they had been born: South Carolina, Georgia and Virginia; Madagascar, Angola and Bonny. I wanted to write more about them, but the ledger was cramped and Colonel Baker pressed me to rush through the lineups. The colonel was especially impatient over the descriptions and preferred short phrases such as stout wench, marks on face, stout fellow, pitted with pox, likely fellow, ordinary fellow, worn out, one-eyed, lusty wench, incurably lame, little fellow, likely boy and fine child. I didn't care for the descriptions, but I loved the way people followed the movement of my hand as I wrote down their names and the way they made me read them aloud once I was done. It excited me to imagine that fifty years later, someone might find an ancestor in the Book of Negroes and say, "That was my grandmother."

In June, I was sent down to Canvas Town to advise the Negroes that another seventeen ships were being made available to them in the North Hudson River.

On the Free Briton, which was inspected June 13, we registered thirty-four people, every one of whom was an indentured servant. One young woman looked terrified to be leaving with the man to whom she was indentured, but I could do nothing but enter the words that Colonel Baker dictated.

Sarah Johnson, 22, squat wench, quadroon. Ind to Donald Ross. Formerly slave to Burgess Smith, Lancaster County, left him with the above Thomas Johnson, her husband. The same Donald Ross brought five indentured servants with him on that ship.

When we left the Free Briton, I asked the colonel: "Is 'indentured' another word for slave?"

"No," he said, "you indenture yourself of your own free will. For a fixed period of time, in exchange for money, lodgings and food."

After such a long journey to freedom, I couldn't imagine agreeing to that.

In the month of July, another fifty ships sailed from New York Harbour, carrying more than eight hundred men, women and children. On a ship bound for Saint John, I looked up from my ledger to interview the next person waiting in line, and found myself face to face with Rosetta and her daughter. I knew that she had ended up working as a cook in the British barracks. I wanted to leap from my chair and throw my arms around them. But I was afraid that the colonel or one of the inspectors would get in the way if they thought I was helping my friends. I looked quickly into her eyes. She gave the tiniest shake of her head. She didn't want to be caught either. So I cleared my throat and got down to business. I looked at the certificate in her hand, asked her name and age, and turned back to the ledger.

"Hurry up, Miss Diallo," Baker told me. "If she's free, you can just put down that she's travelling on her own bottom."

Rosetta Walcott, 21, stout wench, on her own bottom. Said she came behind British lines six years ago. General Birch Certificate.

Adriana Walcott, 8, daughter of Rosetta. Fine girl.

From that point on, whenever I registered a woman who had come behind the British lines quite young and was now travelling alone with child, I wondered if she was escaping Holy Ground, and silently cheered for her.

We also inspected Negroes on ships bound for Quebec, Germany and England. At first, I envied the Negroes who were going to England, knowing that ships left from there to Africa. But it turned out that all of the Negroes heading to Europe were owned by British or Hessian military officers returning home after the war. Some of the Negroes had been owned by the officers for years, and others had been snatched from southern plantations and re-enslaved by the British for their own purposes. Quickly enough, my envy turned to pity.

David, 10, likely boy, Germany is residence of claimant, M. General Kospoth. The boy goes with the General who got him at Philadelphia. The boy can give no account with whom he formerly lived.

The colonel made me write it that way, but David had spoken with me briefly, on board the Hind, and he had told me that General Kospoth and his Hessians had made off with him and a number of other slaves belonging to a tobacco farmer. "Just keep it simple, Meena," Baker said, dictating the response.

CHEKURA WAS PATIENT THROUGH IT ALL. For five shillings a week, he swept the British barracks and hauled waste buckets to a rotting wharf on the river. Each day, we woke up two hours before dawn to hold each other, run our hands along each other's skin, and tell stories about our twenty-seven years in America. We never ran out of stories to tell. I wanted to know everything about him, and tell him everything that had happened to me, and I found great solace in knowing that my husband knew my whole life's story.

I believe that we conceived our child on August 15, 1783. I just knew by the way my man moved deeper and deeper inside me, and by the way we both quivered and shook and erupted together, that we had made another baby. It was early in the morning. The British soldiers had a pen of roosters and they weren't even crowing yet.

"I want to leave here with you just as soon as we can," I said, with my leg draped over his. "I want a real life with you, husband."

Chekura placed a hand on each of my cheeks, and traced the shape of my moons. "What we have right now is real," he said.

"But the British promise that we will be free in Nova Scotia," I said.

"Don't forget all the slaves and indentured folk you have put in that ledger. They were stolen from the rebels and re-enslaved by the British. We may get to the promised land and we may not, but wherever we are, life won't be easy. But that has never stopped us."

"Stopped us from what?"

"From this," he said, once more pressing his lips to mine.

BY AUGUST, SO MANY SHIPS had sailed that Canvas Town was beginning to thin out. It would have been an encouraging development if not for the fact that slave catchers were finding it easier to raid the area. There were fewer places to hide, smaller crowds to hide in and not as many Negroes left to protect one another. Bands of white men became increasingly bold about snatching up Negroes-escaped slaves or not. If Chekura and I hadn't been living in the British military barracks, we would have been at greater risk. Still, I felt uneasy. The longer we stayed behind to help others to freedom, the more likely we were to lose it ourselves.

In September, while I was being paid my weekly wage, I asked Colonel Baker if Chekura and I could leave.

Baker looked up from his account book. "He can leave anytime he wishes," he said, nodding at Chekura. "But you have to stay to the end. We need you, Meena. That is the deal. We have hired you, but you stay to the end."

"When will the end be?"

"Before the year is out."

ANOTHER FIFTY OR SO SHIPS sailed out of New York in October. Without warning or explanation, I was assigned to a new team of inspectors. With them, I spent a long day registering Negroes on La Aigle, bound for Annapolis Royal, Nova Scotia. Many of them had papers proving service for a British military company called the Black Pioneers.

Joe Mason, 25, stout fellow, Black Pioneers. Formerly servant to Samuel Ash, Edisto, South Carolina; left him in April, 1780.

Prince, 30, ordinary fellow with a wooden leg, Black Pioneers. Formerly servant to Mr. Spooner, Philadelphia, left him in 1777.

People showed up in bunches. All together in one family, or having served together as soldiers, cooks or laundresses in the same military regiment, or having run years ago from the same master in Charles Town, Edisto Island or Norfolk. There were people in their nineties, and newborn babies. There were healthy soldiers, and there were the dying. There were those who carried others, and others taken by hand.

Sarrah, 42, ordinary wench, stone blind, Black Pioneers. Formerly slave to Lord Dunmore, left him in 1776.

"How did you lose your eyes?" I asked her, whispering.

"Was mixing lye for soap, and a 'splosion went off," she said. "Man one foot over was handing me his redcoat, telling me to wash it soft and gentle. Kilt him lickety-split, so I reckon I was lucky."

"Must have hurt awful bad," I said.

"I've known worse," she said. "Say, you a Negro woman?"

"African."

"You writing this down?"

"That's my job," I said.

"Praise the Lord, girl. Praise the Lord. I always wanted to learn to read. Guess all I can do now is learn to sing."

"Lord Dunmore," I said. "He owned you?"

"Yes, ma'am."

"The same Lord Dunmore who issued the Proclamation? The first one, saying we'd be free if we fought for the British?"

"Same Lord Dunmore," she said. "Virginia governor got to have his slaves."

"You're free now, Sarrah, and going to Annapolis Royal."

"Don't know where it is, but it sure sound pretty."

"Up the coast, in Nova Scotia. Two weeks by ship."

"You sound so smart," Sarrah said. "Right pretty, I bet."

I leaned over to tell her something I hadn't told any other person, except my husband. I made sure that nobody could hear us. "I'm having a baby."

"A chile is a miracle, 'specially these days," Sarrah said. "Your man with you?"

"He is."

"Praise the Lord. You travelling with us, honey chile?"

"Not on this boat. Soon, I hope."

"Travel safe, girl, and watch your eyes."

ONE COLD OCTOBER MORNING, after we made love and were lying, fingers intertwined, Chekura told me how he had lost the tips of his fingers.