What was it? How long I lay there I don't know. A dim light was burning.
I was in a room. The ceiling overhead was worked in a grotesque pattern; I could not make it out. My clothes were in tatters and my hand was covered with blood. Something warm was trickling down my face. What was it? The air was still and sodden. Who was this man beside me? And what was this smell of roses?
I lay still for a minute, thinking. Ah, yes! It came back. Watson--Chick Watson! The Blind Spot! The Rhamda and the bell!
Surely it was a dream. How could all this be in one short night? It was like a nightmare and impossible. I raised up on my elbow and looked at the form beside me. It was Hobart Fenton. He was unconscious.
For a moment my mind was whirring; I was too weak and unsteady. I dropped back and wondered absently at the roses. Roses meant perfume, and perfume meant a woman. What could--something touched my face--something soft; it plucked tenderly at my tangled hair and drew it away from my forehead. It was the hand of a woman!
"You poor, foolish boy! You foolish boy!"
Somewhere I had heard that voice; it held a touch of sadness; it was familiar; it was soft and silken like music that might have been woven out of the moonbeams. Who was it that always made me think of moonbeams?
I lay still, thinking.
"He dared; he dared; he dared!" she was saying. "As if there were not two! He shall pay for this! Am I to be a plaything? You poor boy!"
Then I remembered. I looked up. It was the Nervina. She was stooping over with my head against her. How beautiful her eyes were! In their depths was a pathos and a tenderness that was past a woman's, the same slight droop at the corners of the mouth, and the wistfulness; her features were relaxed like a mother's--a wondrous sweetness and pity.
"Harry," she asked, "where is Watson? Did he go?"
I nodded.
"Into the Blind Spot?"
"Yes. What is the Blind Spot?"
She ignored the question.
"I am sorry" she answered. "So sorry. I would have saved him. And the Rhamda; was he here, too?"
I nodded. Her eyes flashed wickedly.
"And--and you--tell me, did you fight with the Rhamda? You--"
"It was Watson," I interrupted. "This Rhamda is behind it all. He is the villain. He can fight like a tiger; whoever he is he can fight."
She frowned slightly; she shook her head.
"You young men," she said. "You young men! You are all alike! Why must it be? I am so sorry. And you fought with the Rhamda? You could not overcome him, of course. But tell me, how could you resist him? What did you do?"
What did she mean? I had felt his flesh and muscle. He was a man. Why could he not be conquered--not be resisted?
"I don't understand," I answered. "He is a man. I fought him. He was here. Let him account for Watson. We fought alone at first, until he tried to throw me into this Thing. Then Hobart stepped in. Once I thought we had him, but he was too slippery. He came near putting us both in. I don't know. Something happened--a bell."
Her hand was on my arm, she clutched it tightly, she swallowed hard; in her eyes flashed the fire that I had noticed once before, the softness died out, and their glint was almost terrible.
"He! The bell saved you? He would dare to throw you into the Blind Spot!"
I lay back. I was terribly weak and uncertain. This beautiful woman!
What was her interest in myself?
"Harry," she spoke, "let me ask you. I am your friend. If you only knew!
I would save you. It must not be. Will you give me the ring? If I could only tell you! You must not have it. It is death--yes, worse than death.
No man may wear it."
So that was it. Again and so soon I was to be tempted. Was her concern feigned or real? Why did she call me Harry? Why did I not resent it? She was wonderful; she was beautiful; she was pure. Was it merely a subtle act for the Rhamda? I could still hear Watson's voice ringing out of the Blind Spot; "Hold the ring! Hold the ring!" I could not be false to my friend.
"Tell me first," I asked. "Who is this Rhamda? What is he? Is he a man?"
"No."
Not a man! I remembered Watson's words: "A phantom!" How could it be? At least I would find out what I could.
"Then tell me, what is he?"
"She smiled faintly; again the elusive tenderness lingered about her lips, the wistful droop at the corners.
"That I may not tell you, Harry. You couldn't understand. If only I could."
Certainly I couldn't understand her evasion. I studied and watched her--her wondrous hair, the perfection of her throat, the curve of her bosom.
"Then he is supernatural."
"No, not that, Harry. That would explain everything. One cannot go above Nature. He is living just as you are."
I studied a moment.
"Are you a woman?" I asked suddenly.
Perhaps I should not have asked it; she was so sad and beautiful, somehow I could not doubt her sincerity. There was a burden at the back of her sadness, some great yearning unsatisfied, unattainable.
She dropped her head. The hand upon my arm quivered and clutched spasmodically; I caught the least sound of a sob. When I looked up her eyes were wet and sparkling.
"Oh," she said. "Harry, why do you ask it? A woman! Harry, a woman! To live and love and to be loved. What must it be? There is so much of life that is sweet and pure. I love it--I love it! I can have everything but the most exalted thing of all. I can live, see, enjoy, think, but I cannot have love. You knew it from the first. How did you know it? You said--Ah, it is true! I am out of the moonbeams." She controlled herself suddenly. "Excuse me," she said simply. "But you can never understand.
May I have the ring?"
It was like a dream--her beauty, her voice, everything. But I could still hear Watson. I was to be tempted, cajoled, flattered. What was this story out of the moonbeams? Certainly she was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. Why had I asked such a question?
"I shall keep the ring," I answered.
She sighed. A strange weakness came over me; I was drowsy; I lapsed again into unconsciousness; just as I was fading away I heard her speaking: "I am so sorry!"
XI
BAFFLED