"Let's go ride the Ferris wheel, Kate." Gracie grabbed her hand and tugged. "Mama says each kid has to have an adult."

"Well, in that case, you think I could ride with Lisa?" Waylon asked.

"And I could ride with Gracie." Kate shot a dirty look over her shoulder at Waylon. Damn, that man could be so frustrating!

"I'm not getting on that thing. Sure as I did, I'd go into premature labor," Amanda said. "Besides, I see Aunt Ellie and Wanda over there. Hey!" she called out and waved. "I invited them, but I didn't know if they'd get to come or not. This is great."

Paul looked over the kids' heads at Jamie. "Guess that leaves the two of us to ride together."

"I guess it does." Jamie smiled.

"What about these three lovely ladies?" Waylon looked back at Aunt Ellie, Mama Rita, and Wanda.

He was smooth, Kate would give him that.

"Wanda and I are going to park right there at that table y'all vacated and eat funnel cakes," Aunt Ellie said. "And you must be Jamie's grandma Rita? Want to join us? I bet we can talk Amanda into pulling up a chair with us, since she's not going on the ride."

"I outgrew rides years ago. Y'all kids go have a good time and don't worry about us. We'll catch up to you later on," Rita answered.

"Where's Hattie and Victor?" Gracie tugged on Kate's hand.

"They are already in line," Kate answered. "Are we ready to go?"

Kate and Gracie had reached the front of the line when the old fellow running it opened the gates to fill up the wheel again. She grabbed the money that Waylon had given her and handed it to the man. "This is for the next four seats."

The man looked at the bill and grinned. "How many times you plannin' on ridin'?"

"Is there enough for two times?"

"Honey, with fifty dollars, you could ride all day. I'll make change." He laughed as he handed her several fives and a few ones.

"Have you ridden one of these before?" Waylon looked up over his shoulder as the music started and the wheel began to move.

"Never," she said.

When they reached the top, the wheel stopped and the seat swung slightly. Gracie grabbed her hand and squeezed. "Don't be afraid. I'm right here with you."

"I'm glad you are, Gracie. Oh, my goodness. Look out there across the town. You can see the edge of the lake."

Gracie let go of the bar and reached up with both hands. "I can almost touch the clouds."

Kate held her breath until Gracie's hands were back on the bar.

Just like your father. Her mother's voice was back in her head. Fearful of everything, even a cruise ship.

Don't bring that up. Don't ever put it in my head again.

Thinking it, even in a mean tone, did not erase the words. That was the very thing that had caused the argument between her and her father the night he'd died. She'd given her parents a seven-day cruise to celebrate their thirty-fifth wedding anniversary, and he'd told her to get her money back, that there was no way he'd get on a ship like that.

Just like Gracie did not cause her father's death, you did not cause yours, the voice said. This time it was much gentler, and she smiled as the wheel made another turn and her bucket started back up.

"Your arms are longer than mine," Gracie yelled. "Hold them up and see if your hands disappear in the clouds."

Kate let go of her death grip on the bar and reached for the clouds. She didn't touch them, but there was exhilaration in trying. When the ride stopped, she and Gracie were the last ones to join the group waiting on them.

"Can we go have funnel cakes now?" Gracie asked Jamie.

"Please, Daddy?" Lisa begged.

"I've had those already, so I'm going to meander through the other vendors," Kate said. "If I don't see you before then, I'll meet you at the dock for the fishing contest."

"I'm going to sit right here a little longer and do some people watching," Amanda announced. "My feet are already starting to swell."

"See y'all later, then." Kate took off in long-legged strides to see the rest of the vendors.

Waylon fell in beside her. "Are we through arguing?"

"You overpaid for your half of the flowers," Kate said.

Victor and Hattie appeared out of the crowd and joined them. Victor had powdered sugar in the corners of his mouth, and Hattie had a huge bear in her arms.

"What flowers? Did you two send those bouquets and balloons? That is so sweet," Hattie said.

"That is classified information," Waylon said.

"Too much money appeared in my purse for his half of the classified stuff, so I'm buying us all one of those Indian taco things for lunch," Kate said.

"Hot damn! I love them things." Victor patted her on the back. "But first Hattie wants to look through all the geegaws the vendors have on this side of the street."

"The taco wagon is at the end, so we can eat there and then take in the ones on the other side," Hattie said.

"Sounds like a good plan to me," Waylon said.

They'd made it halfway down the lineup when Hattie threw a hand across her forehead. "I'm getting too hot and I need something to drink. Victor, cross the street to that Coke place and get me something cold. I don't care what."

"I'll go," Kate said quickly. "Hattie, you sit right here on the curb in this little bit of shade. Victor, you better stay with her in case this is heatstroke coming on."

"I'll go with Kate and help tote the drinks back," Waylon said.

How did anyone stay mad at him? Or better yet, how did anyone keep information from him when he smiled? No wonder he had such a good record for closing cases. He could talk a priest into revealing what was said in confessional.

Kate positioned herself in the line so she could keep a watch on Hattie. She and Victor were talking. Maybe she was simply tired and thirsty. The sun was broiling hot, and Hattie had been on her feet for a while.

Waylon touched her on the arm. "Are we okay?"

"I hate fighting. It's all I did with Conrad after that first year."

She hated saying his name. Would Conrad always stand between her and another relationship or even friendship?

Only if you let him, the voice in her head said, and this time it was her father, not her mother.

"It's all I did with both of my wives. They hated my work schedule and my paycheck and the apartment we lived in," Waylon said. "I vowed I'd never go through that again."

"So did I," she said.

"I didn't grow up in a fighting family," he said. "I had to learn the art of arguing when I got to college."

She nodded. "I know exactly where you are coming from."

Her first fight with her roommate had been over keeping the bathroom clean, and they hadn't spoken to each other for a week afterward. She'd thought at the time that nothing could ever be that awkward and uncomfortable again-little did she know.

"Hey, there's the rest of your family over there with Hattie and Victor," Waylon said.

The rest of her family-those words played in a continuous loop through her mind. Not a one of those folks was blood kin, but she cared about them, about their futures, about the baby Amanda was going to have soon and about Gracie's happiness. Did that make a family?

The hot July breeze whipped her hair around as they moved them up to the window. Waylon pulled out a bill and laid it on the counter.

"Two big Cokes, one sweet tea, and . . ." He looked over at her.

"A root beer," she said.

"I wonder if the other folks would want something?" he asked.

"We only have two hands each." Kate smiled. "And look, they're starting this way."

They passed one another in the middle of the road. Girls skipping ahead with Jamie and Paul behind them. Aunt Ellie and Mama Rita were right behind them, with Amanda and Wanda bringing up the rear. They looked like a family, and Kate envied them even the pretense.

"These drink wagons are going to make a fortune today," Paul said. "Especially with the kids thinking they have to run everywhere. It's worse than trying to herd cats."

"And that makes them hot, and the heat makes them thirsty." Waylon grinned.

"But they are so happy with their little red faces. Think how well they are going to sleep tonight," Kate said, wishing for the thousandth time that she had a whole bunch of kids to herd like cats that day.

Kate felt sorry for Gracie on Sunday morning. She was still disappointed that she hadn't won the fishing contest in her category. She came in third place, netting her a new tackle box and some fishing gear, which she declared would help her win the next year. Still, it wasn't easy to go to church knowing that Jeremiah-a boy, at that-had won the tickets to Six Flags.

"At least I get to go to the ranch tomorrow and ride in the stagecoach. Jeremiah don't get to do that," she declared as they entered the church and headed up the middle aisle to join Hattie.

"Gracie!" Jamie chided.

"Well, I do, and that's better than Six Flags tickets, ain't it, Kate?"

"Maybe you could ask for those tickets for your birthday," Kate said. "I went to Six Flags one time, and it reminded me of the festival. Vendors and rides. Not a lot of difference."

"Then I'd rather have a pony for my birthday." Gracie skipped along to the pew where they usually sat.

They were getting settled when Waylon slid in the end space beside Kate. He leaned over and whispered, "My partner at the precinct called. There's a new lead. Nothing much yet, but on Tuesday I'm going to Dallas."

"On Tuesday the girls and I will be in town for our name change business," she said.

The song leader took her place behind the lectern and gave out a number. Kate had never heard the song, but she found the place in the hymnal. When the piano player started a run that sounded a whole lot like Floyd Cramer's, everyone in church began to clap along with the music.

The tune was simple but fast and the words repetitive: "Glory, glory, hallelujah, since I laid my burden down." Every other line repeated the line about laying down the burden. What Amanda had said about them sharing the burden three ways for being a fool when it came to Conrad came to her mind.

Kate thought of the load that Waylon was carrying as he tried to solve Conrad's murder. And even closer to home was the burden she carried about the oil company. Had God or fate or destiny put it all on her at this time of her life because it was time to make a change?

The last piano note hung in the air for a moment before the preacher went back to the pulpit. He opened his Bible and looked out over the congregation. "That congregational hymn should have opened up all y'all's hearts for my sermon. I was thinking today of that verse where Jesus says that his yoke is easy and his burden is light."

"Amen!" Victor said loudly, and several more folks echoed the same.

Kate nodded and tried to listen to the sermon, but her mind wandered. The burden of deciding what to do with her life weighed a lot more than the preacher said, and she doubted seriously that trusting Jesus would lighten the load.

But trusting your own heart might, a little voice whispered in her mind.

CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE.

Jamie awoke at the crack of dawn to find Gracie sitting up in bed and staring at her. "Is it today?" Gracie whispered.

She threw a pillow over her head and groaned. "Today is the day, but first we have to go to work. Amanda is going to the doctor this morning, so you can't stay home with her."

Gracie flipped back the covers and pumped both fists in the air. "I've been waiting forever for today. It's going to be even better than the festival." She grabbed the pillow and tossed it to the foot of the bed. "Today we get to go to the ranch and see the animals and ride in a stagecoach and have a picnic and smell hay. I like it when Kate comes home smelling like that."

Jamie sat up and stretched to get the kinks out of her back and neck. "You like it here in Bootleg, don't you?" She needed reassurance one more time that she'd made the right choice.

Gracie nodded. "I don't like it, Mama. I love it! I been tellin' and tellin' you that. We got a lake and fishin' and swimmin' and Miz Hattie and Victor and Kate and Amanda and Lisa. It's the best place in the world."

"But will you get tired of this and want to go back to Dallas?" Jamie asked.

In two bounds Gracie was back on the bed, hugging her mother tightly. "I'm not going to get tired of it here, Mama. When can we go to our old house and get the rest of our stuff?"

"Won't you miss your friends at school and Mama Rita?"

"Yes, I would, but I would miss this place more if we went back. Can I have a kitten, since we won't live in town anymore?"

Jamie hugged her daughter tightly, soaking in the scent of a little girl who was still fresh and sweet. Later, she'd smell like hay and sweat. "We'll see about a kitten. Let's go make breakfast and eat on the deck."

"Yes, yes, yes," Gracie squealed as she pumped her fist in the air.

All of Jamie's doubts about moving were erased by that gesture. Gracie was happy even after the excitement was over. Mama Rita had told her she'd made the right decision and that she might even retire to Bootleg. She was not going to let the doubts and fears cloud her world anymore.

Gracie twirled around in the middle of the floor, arms out to her sides. When she finally stopped, she fell backward on the bed and giggled. "Everything is still spinning, Mama."

"Well, you silly goose, you've scrambled your brain and it has to settle back down." Jamie laughed.