"Don't mention it boss, you were the one back then helped me and I owed you my life for that . . . "

"Mmm . . . You can leave first . . . I am not in very good state . . . "

She said gloomly

"What happened boss?? you do look pale . . . is every thing ok?"

Jars became worried when he saw her in this state . .

"Nothing just I am here to visit his grave . . . it's been a year , my heart feels heavy when ever I think about him . . . "

Her eyes moistened and her voice became hoa.r.s.e and she felt that she was getting unable to talk now . . .

Jars looked at her and ge became sad as well "Boss . . . I'm sorry for your loss . . I know how much you loved him you told me back then that you are going to elope with him where no one can find you . . . and where only the two of you can live together . . . but I didn't expect . . . "

He was still talking but Stella stopped him and said

"Jars . . . I want to live alone can you please, . . . if you don't mind please leave me alone . . . "

She mustered all her courage to say that

Jars still wanted to ask her that whether she is fine or not . . . but since she requested him he has to leave her . . .

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It's been 10 minutes , Stella kept crying and crying G.o.d knows how much she tried to control her tears but it was falling automatically . . .

She cried hard for half n hour and then finally she collected her self and left to the market . . .

She bought a lot of things like toys, dresses , books, bags, pencils, shoes for kids . . .

She wants to give them so that they can be happier . . .

By the time she came it was already 5 O'clock in the morning . . .

She felt exhausted so she tried to sleep a bit but it was all in vain

When ever she closed her eyes she saw her self with him . . .

She saw his dead body in a hospital mortuary . . .

He died on 5th January but she was able to see him on 25th january because she was in come for 20 days

His body looked pale . . . He was very soft when she touched him . . he was like a flower petal she shrieked when he saw him laying there . . . She had to come back and to marry Sebastian after that . . . She tried her best for forget him . . .

She wanted to bring his body back here and wanted him to be cremated here . . .

she had only 7 days left to go back to home . . . She was totally out of her mind at that time, she needed some one to console her to love her . . . but she can't tell any one because it was a secret . . .

She thought . . . "G.o.d . . . you took my brother away, and made my life miserable, but you gave him back after a long long time . . . but what about him . . . Can I get him back too?? Please G.o.d I want him back . . . I can fight with any one if I get him back . . . if my family did not accept him then I'll leave the country and leave every one to just to be with him . . . I LOVE HIM . . . "

Once again she started crying she felt that some one has taken away a part of her body . . . Her chest was suffocating, She felt piercing pain in her heart . . .

"Why . . . Why everyone wants the thing which I want . . . "

She felt like her heart was bleeding . . . as minutes pa.s.ses by

Dont mention it boss, you were the one back then helped me and I owed you my life for that . Mmm . You can leave first . I am not in very good state . She said gloomly What happened boss?? you do look pale . is every thing ok? Jars became worried when he saw her in this state Nothing just I am here to visit his grave . its been a year , my heart feels heavy when ever I think about him . Her eyes moistened and her voice became hoa.r.s.e and she felt that she was getting unable to talk now . Jars looked at her and ge became sad as well Boss . Im sorry for your loss I know how much you loved him you told me back then that you are going to elope with him where no one can find you . and where only the two of you can live together . but I didnt expect . He was still talking but Stella stopped him and said Jars . I want to live alone can you please, . if you dont mind please leave me alone . She mustered all her courage to say that Jars still wanted to ask her that whether she is fine or not . but since she requested him he has to leave her . _____ Its been 10 minutes , Stella kept crying and crying G.o.d knows how much she tried to control her tears but it was falling automatically . She cried hard for half n hour and then finally she collected her self and left to the market . She bought a lot of things like toys, dresses , books, bags, pencils, shoes for kids . She wants to give them so that they can be happier . By the time she came it was already 5 Oclock in the morning . She felt exhausted so she tried to sleep a bit but it was all in vain When ever she closed her eyes she saw her self with him . She saw his dead body in a hospital mortuary . He died on 5th January but she was able to see him on 25th january because she was in come for 20 days His body looked pale . He was very soft when she touched him he was like a flower petal she shrieked when he saw him laying there . She had to come back and to marry Sebastian after that . She tried her best for forget him . She wanted to bring his body back here and wanted him to be cremated here . she had only 7 days left to go back to home . She was totally out of her mind at that time, she needed some one to console her to love her . but she cant tell any one because it was a secret . She thought . G.o.d . you took my brother away, and made my life miserable, but you gave him back after a long long time . but what about him . Can I get him back too?? Please G.o.d I want him back . I can fight with any one if I get him back . if my family did not accept him then Ill leave the country and leave every one to just to be with him . I LOVE HIM . . Once again she started crying she felt that some one has taken away a part of her body . Her chest was suffocating, She felt piercing pain in her heart . Why . Why everyone wants the thing which I want . She felt like her heart was bleeding . as minutes pa.s.ses by