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Starfarers Part 8

Seeing him, she broke step. Her hand snapped to her brow, a formal salute that had not changed. He stopped and reciprocated, enjoying the sight. She was short and dark - as more and more starfarers seemed to be - and comely. He smiled. "That was kind of you, Ensign," he said.

Her eyes searched him. He stood gaunt, tall, and gray; his own uniform, which he had donned on impulse, was blue with red trim. "You are ... a captain, aren't you?" she asked.

Her accent was not too strong for him to follow. Spacefolk's English was apparently stabilizing - especially after English ceased to be the main language spoken on this continent.

"I am that by rank, though not a shipmaster," he replied. "How did you know?" The bars on her shoulders were the same as they had been when he wore them, but his present sunburst was quite unlike the spiral nebula that identified a captain nowadays. No doubt emblems will also eventually stabilize, No doubt emblems will also eventually stabilize, he thought. he thought.

"We learn the history in school, sir."

"You do? I am happy to hear that. We did in my youth, but a lot has happened since then." Yet what are we without our history? Yet what are we without our history?

"You must be newly back from a long voyage, sir," she said. "That would be the Our Lady." Our Lady."

"Indeed she is, home again from Aerie and Aurora."

"I'm leaving soon," she said eagerly.

"And that would be the Estrella Linda, Estrella Linda, for a longer circuit than ours was. May the passage be easy, the worlds welcoming, and your return gladsome." for a longer circuit than ours was. May the passage be easy, the worlds welcoming, and your return gladsome."

Her eyelashes vibrated. "Thank you, sir."

She'd like to talk more, he thought, he thought, and I would, too, but we're bound on our separate ways. Later? Yes. and I would, too, but we're bound on our separate ways. Later? Yes. "A good day and evening to you, Ensign." "A good day and evening to you, Ensign."

Both of them proceeded.

Shaughnessy's route took him past a number of shops and service enterprises. Some were family-owned, operated by hirelings or retirees. Others belonged to outsiders: who might, though, have lived here for generations. All were antiquated. Well, when you are gone for twenty, thirty, fifty, a hundred years, you had better have something familiar waiting for you. Well, when you are gone for twenty, thirty, fifty, a hundred years, you had better have something familiar waiting for you.

He came to a house on another street of homes. A veranda fronted its stucco walls. He had called ahead from his aircar and the occupant stood in front. "Greeting, Captain," Ramil Shauny hailed. He waved the visitor ahead, onto the porch. "Please have a seat. What may I offer you?"

Stooped and white-haired in a plain brown robe, he somehow kept the bearing of an officer. His aspect was not a shock; Michael Shaughnessy recalled the young Ramil Shauny, but you had to expect that decades would do their work, and anyhow, they had met again, not long before. What felt odd was that Ramil, a hundred and ten biological years of age and the mayor of the town, should defer to another who was just seventy. But then, Ramil was Michael's great-grandson.

They settled into formchairs, side by side. A neochimp servant - a type of creature new to Michael, and the idea a bit repugnant - took their orders for drinks. For a while they sat unspeaking in the shade and breeze, looking out at the street. One girl who walked by carried a batcat on her wrist. Michael wondered what provision she'd make for it when she grew up and shipped out. If she did, of course. Maybe she would rather forsake the kith of the starfarers. Theirs wasn't an easy life. Maybe she, being smart as kithfolk usually were, could get a well-paid position in a guild or in the vicarial bureaucracy. Or maybe she, being pretty, could become a mistress of a local magnate and ride forth in twilight to fly her batcat at homing crows. Or maybe she would choose the stars.

She passed on out of sight.

"And how did your travels around Earth go?" Ramil asked.

Michael grimaced. "Not well. I thought something of Ireland would be left. I was away less than a century."

A swing around by two suns with a planet apiece where humans can live. I should be grateful for the few such we've found. Without them, would any starships besides Envoy Envoy be running yet? It is the colonies and their need, their need less for material goods than for human contact, novelty, more word than a laser beam can bring be running yet? It is the colonies and their need, their need less for material goods than for human contact, novelty, more word than a laser beam can bring - - and, rarely, a passenger or two and, rarely, a passenger or two - - it is they and what trade they carry on among each other that keeps us going. it is they and what trade they carry on among each other that keeps us going.

Oh,yes,wemakeour occasionalexploratoryventures,and sometimes one of them reaps a great profit, but most do not. I think the only reason for them, or for any starfaring, is that some people still wonder about what there may be beyond their skies.

May they keep on wondering. The voyages, the discoveries, the adventures!

But meanwhile, at the heart of it all, is Earth growing old?

"I have no more wish to settle there," Michael said.

"Well, it's been a hard century," Ramil conceded.

"So I gather."

The servant brought the drinks, whiskey and soda for Michael, wine of Maian skyberries for Ramil, together with kelp crackers and garlic nuggets. Ramil gazed into the air. "In many ways I envy you," he said. "I wish I could have gone back to where you've been. But Juana would never have been happy aboard a ship. And now it's too late for me."

"She was worth giving up space for, though, wasn't she?" Michael replied softly.

Ramil nodded. "Oh, yes. You remember her."

Michael did - her, and the wedding, for it chanced to be when he was last on Earth. From time to time starfarers were bound to marry outside their kith. And Ramil's earlier voyages had been rather short. He was not too alien for her.

Yes, Juana was a darling. But my Eileen - - your great-grandmother, Ramil your great-grandmother, Ramil - - who died in my arms while the light of Delta Pavonis streamed through the ports who died in my arms while the light of Delta Pavonis streamed through the ports - - I I had the better luck. had the better luck.

"Don't mistake me," Ramil added. "I am not sorry for myself. There's still fight and fun to be had."

"Keeping our autonomy here?" Michael asked, partly for the sake of tact, partly because he didn't know. He hadn't yet caught up with events. When he left, the Greatman of Mongku had been Earth's ruler, not a figurehead for whatever cabal had most recently seized power.

"No, that isn't in any danger," Ramil said, obviously relieved to get away from matters too close to him. "Not so far. Our ships, our cargoes give us leverage. Nothing critical, you know, but the pure chemical elements, the special feedstocks, the new data - yes, above all, the new information, for science or industry or sparking fresh, saleable ideas - those pay off."

"As always." Does always mean forever? Does always mean forever?

Ramil's tone harshened. "The Vicar of Isen, though, the overlord hereabouts - he's a greedy sod. Unless we can keep playing him and his fellows off against each other, the taxes will eat us."

Michael frowned. "Why can't you be getting help, pressure on your behalf, from the Lunarites, the Martians, or the Outerfolk?"

"None of them have any strong incentive to give it. They do help indirectly, just by being. I've lately been hinting that if we're pushed too hard and drained too dry, we can take our business elsewhere in the Solar System."

"Why not? From what I've heard about the current situation, mightn't we be more comfortable?"

"It would not be Earth," Ramil said.

No, Michael thought, Michael thought, Luna, the asteroids, the moons of the giant planets, even Mars can never be, no matter what humans have done for them. Earth is our mother, no matter what humans do to her.... Oh, the colony worlds at other suns may beckon, but they're changing their people still more than happens here. We starfarers Luna, the asteroids, the moons of the giant planets, even Mars can never be, no matter what humans have done for them. Earth is our mother, no matter what humans do to her.... Oh, the colony worlds at other suns may beckon, but they're changing their people still more than happens here. We starfarers - - our starfaring keeps us changeless. our starfaring keeps us changeless.

"I understand," he said low. "Without this much of a tie between us, a home port, we'd drift away from what we are. Earth is where we meet."

And marry. Those who love space will marry into us, those who can't stand the hardships will leave us, and so as genetics and usage work onward, we evolve from a handful of crews to a people, a kith.

Ramil smiled wistfully. "Besides," he said, "they'd be sad aboard Envoy Envoy if they came back and found nobody like ourselves to greet them." if they came back and found nobody like ourselves to greet them."

Michael sighed. "I am not sure they will, whatever we do. Ten thousand years is an unholy stretch of time." And they are only And they are only - - what? - 750 years into their journey. To them, less than two months, hasn't it been?. . . Nonsense, sheer malarkey. Under these conditions, "simultaneity" is an empty noise. what? - 750 years into their journey. To them, less than two months, hasn't it been?. . . Nonsense, sheer malarkey. Under these conditions, "simultaneity" is an empty noise.

Ramil glanced at him. "You knew Ricardo Nansen, didn't you?"

Michael nodded. "I did. We were on the first Epsilon Eridani expedition. He saved my life on that grim world."

Ramil took a goodly swallow from his tumbler. "Well," he said, "this has wandered from the subject."

Michael chuckled. "Do you mean we had one?"

"I'm sorry your visit has disappointed you."

Michael's humor faded. "You did not tell me the Ireland I knew is gone."

"But it isn't," Ramil protested. "They've kept part of it, at least, green and beautiful."

"For the pleasure of its vicar," Michael spat. "Oh, common folk may nest in their villages if they choose, like us given leave to stay in this burg of ours, but they are not my folk anymore."

"I'm sorry. I would have told you, if I'd understood what you had in mind." Their histories had flowed too far apart. "Well, if not there, why not here? We would be honored to have you in Kith Town, and a man like you would never lack for work. In fact, brokerage -"

Michael shook his head. "I thank you," he interrupted, "but for now I have given up the idea of settling on Earth."

Ramil gave him a startled look. "What? But -"

"I've queried. Estrella Linda Estrella Linda could use another experienced officer." could use another experienced officer."

"But . . . but she's leaving soon and - you've only been here a few weeks. Surely, if you must go, you can take your ease for a year or two first, till Our Lady Our Lady heads out again." heads out again."

"Ordinarily I would," Michael said. "But Estrella Linda Estrella Linda is off on a wide sweep. As far as I can find out, nothing else like that is planned for the next several decades, just twenty- or thirty-year shuttlings. I'll snatch the chance and -" His gray head lifted. He laughed. "Greatmen, vicars, I'll outlive the bastards." is off on a wide sweep. As far as I can find out, nothing else like that is planned for the next several decades, just twenty- or thirty-year shuttlings. I'll snatch the chance and -" His gray head lifted. He laughed. "Greatmen, vicars, I'll outlive the bastards."

CHAPTER 11.

As the days aboard Envoy Envoy mounted to weeks, her crew settled into their various ways of filling their abundant free time. You could share sports, games, recorded shows of every kind; you could pursue hobbies, studies, even research; you could teach two or three interested shipmates something you were knowledgeable about, such as a skill or a language; you could help arrange live entertainment, a play or a concert or whatever; you could think about questions that were not trivial but for which there had always somehow been too many distractions; you could simply talk with someone, long conversations, perhaps over a drink or two, and get to know that person better. mounted to weeks, her crew settled into their various ways of filling their abundant free time. You could share sports, games, recorded shows of every kind; you could pursue hobbies, studies, even research; you could teach two or three interested shipmates something you were knowledgeable about, such as a skill or a language; you could help arrange live entertainment, a play or a concert or whatever; you could think about questions that were not trivial but for which there had always somehow been too many distractions; you could simply talk with someone, long conversations, perhaps over a drink or two, and get to know that person better.

It did not work perfectly for anyone, and did not work as well as it should for certain ones. Then the temptation was to seek the pseudolife of an interactive virtual-reality program. Every cabin was equipped. But you rationed yourself pretty strictly; prudence and unspoken social pressure remained powerful.

A popular, productive activity was the improvement and decoration of the interior. Individuals or teams contributed according to talent and inclination, after general agreement had been reached on what to do in a given area. One daywatch about three ship months after departure, Mokoena and Brent met in the common room for this purpose.

With the two of them alone there, it felt cavernous. Kilbirnie, Dayan, and Zeyd had painted the bulkheads and overhead in cheerful colors, with flourishes. A wall screen showed a mural composed by Yu: black-and-white scene of mountains and river, house and bamboo grove, a poem of Li Bo inscribed in the upper right. She was programming a second picture. Mokoena thought the place also needed something dynamic, but something that was solid, touchable, not an engineered mirage. Nobody objected.

Brent hunkered at the base of an aluminum framework. It suggested a miniature fir tree stripped bare, with intricately curved boughs and subbranchings. Motor-driven, they could undulate, twirl, and interweave, swiftly, randomly. He had built it in the machine shop according to her design and today, with strength and skill she lacked, secured it to the deck and made sure it operated properly. As it whirled back to quietude, he rose. "There," he said. "Seems okay. Will it do?"

She beamed, a flash of whiteness in the dark face. "Splendid. I can't wait to put on the ornaments." Mirrors, jewels, shining fractals - her creations; they should move and gleam and glitter endlessly variable, almost alive. "Would you like to help with that, too?"

"No, I'm not the artistic type."

"Well, then, thank you twice as much."

"No trouble. I had nothing else to do. With my hands, anyway."

Mokoena's smile dissolved. "Yes, I have thought that must be difficult for you, Al."

Resentment broke abruptly loose. "Yu Wenji's just-in-case backup."

"Why, you stand your watches, you have your jobs -"

"Busywork. Nothing a robot couldn't do as well or better. Keep the clod occupied, because if you don't he might stir up trouble for lack of any other interests."

She frowned, straight into his eyes. "Now, that's nonsense. In the first place, you knew full well what the situation would be en route -"

"Oh, yes. In theory. Practice turns out to be harder. Don't worry, I'll last out the monotony, hoping we'll find What'll make it worth going through."

"In the second place, Al, we all know you are not an oaf or a monomaniac, and you know we know it. We've heard you mention pieces of history we never learned, and snatches of the music you play for yourself, and on Christmas Eve," celebrating a date that existed only in the ship's calendar, "over the cognac, when you fell to talking about -" She stopped. Abashed, she had to ask: "What was his name? The composer."

"Beethoven."

"Yes. I'd like to know more about him and his music."

His countenance brightened, his voice lightened. "You would?" Bitterness returned. "You'd be damn near unique. How many give a politician's promise any longer about the heritage?" The last word he used quite without self-consciousness.

"Times change," she answered. "Ideas, tastes, ways of doing and saying things, even thinking and feeling."

"Not necessarily for the better." He grew earnest. "That's one reason I came along. So that somebody would remember what Western civilization was, and bring it back again to Earth."

Surprised, she said, "You never made that dear to us, Al."

"I didn't expect anybody would understand. Well, Tim Cleland, a little. And Nansen, maybe, except he's given up on it. He hugs his traditions to himself and just tries to be the perfect captain, the perfect robot."

"You're being unfair. Speaking for myself, I admit I don't know much about this. We had other things to think about in Africa, including our own traditions. But I'd be happy to learn."

"Really?" Brent stood motionless. When he spoke again, it was warmly. "Why, that's wonderful, Mam."

"I'm not sure how -"

"We'll find our way forward. Look, let me put these tools away and then we'll go off by ourselves and begin."

He edged closer. She retreated a step. "That may not be wise, Al."

He halted. "Huh? You -"

"I think I see what you have in mind. No, I'm not angry. It's very natural." She trilled a laugh. "A compliment, actually. Thank you."

He stiffened anew. "But you won't."

"Not so suddenly."

"You and Lajos Ruszek are open enough about what's between you."

"Our business."

"And Tim, lately -"

"Hold on!" she snapped. "For your information -" She paused. "Do you mean you didn't know? I thought, as often as you two have been talking - Well, he is a private person. He's having a thorny time. I'm trying to help him through it. I do not want to make matters worse."