"What?" she says into the receiver, her skin paling. "No. I don't want to talk to him."

I go around the counter and grab the phone from her, knowing to my bones what this is about.

"This is Dean West," I tell the caller. "Who's this?"

"Um... I was speaking to Olivia West," replies a woman.

"This is her husband." My grip is about to break the phone. "Who is this?"

"This is Mary Frederick, assistant to Mr. Edward Hamilton. Mr. Hamilton would like to make an appointment to speak to Mrs. West about-"

I slam the phone down, anger flooding me, my heart hammering. Liv is watching me, wary now, her eyes dark with the realization of what that phone call means. Edward Hamilton is now a very real threat to her and possibly her new business.

"What does he want?" she asks.

"To get to me." Through you.

Edward Hamilton is an asshole, but he's not stupid. He figured out early on that Liv is the one guaranteed way he can scare me. That if he goes after her... I'll do whatever it takes to protect her.

Liv knows that too.

Her brown eyes fill with fear, pain, worry. A sharp ache cuts through my chest. And as my wife and I stand there in the Wonderland Cafe looking at each other, the decision solidifies inside me like ice.

I reach out to tuck a lock of Liv's hair behind her ear. Any excuse to touch her. Not that I need an excuse. Most of the time I touch her just because I want to. Because I can. Because she's mine.

"I need you to do something for me," I finally say.

"Anything."

"Don't change your mind. Don't tell me you want to talk to Hamilton and defend me or defend us. Not now. Not ever. I will go bat-shit crazy if I have to let you go to him."

She curls her hand around my wrist. My pulse beats against her fingers. She shakes her head.

"I won't," she promises. "I'd never talk to him about us."

"Okay." Relief melts away some of the ice.

"What if he..."

Her voice trails off, leaving a hundred questions unspoken. A seething anger snakes into my blood at the thought of what the answers could be.

"I'm going to deal with this." I tug my arm from Liv's grasp. "And you're going to let me."

If there is one certainty in the world, it's that my wife knows me. She knows that this is not a question, not a negotiation.

"What are you going to do?" she asks.

"I'm going to talk to him."

Liv nods, her expression clouding. "Please be careful."

"If his assistant calls again, hang up on her," I say.

"What if he calls?"

"He won't." I check the caller ID on the cafe phone, then take out my cell phone and program Hamilton's office number in. "I'll take care of this."

There's no other option. Not with Hamilton closing in.

Instead of taking Liv to lunch, I go home and make arrangements for the hour-and-a-half flight to Chicago the following day, with a return flight the same evening. I call Frances Hunter and keep the conversation short. Apologize. Don't listen to her protests. Thank her and apologize a second time.

Then I call Hamilton's office and tell his assistant when I'll be there.

The next morning, I say goodbye to my wife yet again.

The hot, sweet crush of her body against mine, a tangle of silky hair, the peach softness of her cheek, the press of her mouth.

She's all I'm thinking about as the flight lands in Chicago. She's all that matters. I catch a taxi from the airport, and the driver stops in front of a downtown high-rise. I grab my briefcase and go inside, taking the elevator to the twelfth floor.

Edward Hamilton's law office is filled with leather chairs and polished mahogany furniture. His receptionist greets me with a smile and offers coffee or tea.

"No, thank you."

"All right, follow me, please. Mr. Hamilton is waiting for you."

My teeth clench as I follow her into the room, the window overlooking the lake, the huge desk where Hamilton is sitting in his leather chair. He's on the phone, and he gestures the receptionist out of the room as his gaze meets mine.

"I'll call you back," he says into the receiver before dropping it back onto the cradle.

Hostility thickens the air. He points to a chair.

I set my briefcase down and remain standing. "I want you to leave my wife alone."

He eyes me narrowly, closing his hand around a pencil and tapping it on the desk. "I'm sure you do."

"She has nothing to do with this."

"Stafford thinks she does," Hamilton replies. "We have evidence that you were involved with a student in the past. A student whom you seduced and later married."

My fists clench. Anger heats my insides.

"What do you want?" I ask.

"You know what I want," he says, pushing to stand up. "You fucked with my daughter, and I want you gone. She can't get anything done with you still at King's, and there's no way she can graduate with you there. If the board doesn't fire you, I'll beat you to a pulp myself."

Every muscle in my body tenses for a fight. I need one excuse, one goddamned opening...

Hamilton looks down at some papers on his desk.

"Your wife had a nervous breakdown, didn't she?" he asks. "Lost her merit scholarship at... Fieldbrook College in the first year. What exactly happened? Reports are that she dropped out for personal reasons, but there's a record that a psychologist had to-"

"You fucker."

I leap across the desk before I can think. Grab Hamilton by the throat and bring us both crashing to the floor behind the desk. My fist connects with his face. He grunts. I hit him again. My vision goes red.

"Mr. Hamilton!" The receptionist's voice penetrates my anger.

I land two more punches on Hamilton and pull back for a third when two security guards grab my arms and yank me off him.

I fight them, my blood replaced with rage, hating the restraint. Don't stop me, you bastards. Let me kill him. The guards are shouting. One of them wrestles me away. Hamilton climbs to his feet, wiping a trickle of blood from his mouth.

"Mr. Hamilton?" The receptionist hurries forward. "Are you all right?"

I push myself away from the guards, holding my hands up. My breath burns my chest. I stalk to the other side of the room.

"You want us to throw him out, sir?" one of the guards asks.

Hamilton heaves in a breath, his gaze cold on me as he shakes his head. "No."

"But, Mr. Hamilton, you-"

"Never mind, Mary." Hamilton waves a hand to the door. "Go away."

With a worried glance at me, Mary hurries from the room again. The guards hesitate before Hamilton snaps at them to get out.

"We'll be right outside," one of them says. They leave the room and shut the door behind them.

I clench my jaw. My shoulders are about to crack.

"How far do you want to take this, West?" Hamilton grabs a glass of water from his desk and takes a swallow. "You want me to charge you with assault and battery? Take it to court? Have it all dragged out in front of the board of trustees and student body? You know they'll call your wife in to testify."

Fear stabs through my anger. I shove aside thoughts of Liv.

Hamilton and I stare each other down like wolves looking for another opening to attack. Hatred seizes me as I walk back to him, my fists tight, my voice like stone.

"You leave my wife alone," I order. "You leave her the fuck alone. I hear that you're asking one goddamned thing about her, that you've tried to contact her, that you've said her name, and you're dead. I will fucking kill you, Hamilton."

"We can end this all right now," he replies with a shrug. "It's up to you."

I fight back a new wave of rage, grab my briefcase, and walk to the door. Outside, I drag in a few breaths of cold air.

I get a taxi and go to a computer services store where I can hook my laptop to a printer. I power up the laptop and open a document.

Don't think. Just type.

Dear Chancellor Radcliffe, Professor Hunter, and members of the Board of Trustees, I am writing to resign from my position as professor of Medieval Studies at King's University, effective immediately.

Given the circumstances that have affected me both personally and professionally, it is in my best interest, as well as that of King's University and my students, that I leave the position.

I have greatly enjoyed teaching at King's and regret this course of action tremendously. I will do whatever is necessary to facilitate the transition for my students.

Please accept both my resignation and my heartfelt gratitude.

Sincerely, Dean West

CHAPTER NINETEEN.

Dean fter signing and sending three hard copies of my resignation letter via certified mail, I have a few hours before my flight leaves tonight. I walk to the Art Institute of Chicago and look at Impressionist paintings, Greek vases, Japanese silk screens, German sculptures.

I take the stairs to the second floor and walk through the arms and armor collection. I stop in front of a full suit of plate armor dating to the sixteenth century. The steel breastplates are perforated for bolting a lance rest or reinforcing armor, the close helmet fronted by a pivoting visor. A knight would have worn the suit in the field or for a tournament.

My brain processes the facts, but I also wonder about the man who once wore the armor. It's the part of history I like the most-thinking about the people who lived, the knights who served their liege lords, the pledges and vows, the training in horsemanship, weapons, battle skills, hunting.

The chivalric code. Honor, loyalty, sacrifice, duty, faith. Ideals I learned about when I was a kid devouring the stories of Galahad, Lancelot, Arthur, and Gawain. Then at thirteen, when I told my brother he wasn't really my brother, I broke just about every tenet of that code.

I sit on a bench and take out my phone. I'd left a message earlier for Liv that I should be home by ten. I pull up an email window and type a message.

TO: My beauty FR: The guy who loves you I walked into Jitter Beans that morning in a hurry. Thinking of a hundred things. Lectures, office hours, a grant proposal deadline.

The world stopped when I saw you behind the counter. I had a flash of unreality. That it couldn't be you, Olivia R. Winter, the girl from three weeks earlier who'd taken my breath away.

But it was. You were explaining the difference between two kinds of coffee to a customer. I wanted him to get the hell away from you, and I was plotting some dark move when you glanced up and saw me.

You knocked my heart right out of my chest. Sent it up to the stars. I looked at you and thought, "I could fall in love with her."

I didn't know that I already had.

I'm going to kiss you for a long time tonight.

I send the message and turn off my phone. Push to my feet. Study the knight again, the weapons and helmets. Sometimes not even all that steel armor was enough defense.

I leave the museum and spend the rest of the afternoon walking around downtown Chicago before catching a taxi to the airport. The tedious routine of travel is enough to dull my thoughts. An icy ball forms in my chest.

The flight is delayed, and I text Liv that I'll be late. After the hour and a half drive back to Mirror Lake, it's past midnight when I finally go into our apartment and push open the bedroom door.

The bedside lamp is on. Liv is half-curled under the covers, one hand still loosely holding a book, her body moving in the rhythm of sleep.

I set my briefcase down and go to take a shower. After pulling on a pair of pajama bottoms, I take the book from Liv's hand, glancing at the title. A Tree Grows in Brooklyn. She'd once told me how much she liked the heroine, a hard-working, imaginative girl who loves books and writing.

I put the book on the nightstand and climb into bed. The sheets are warm from Liv's body. I tuck myself against her, put my leg over her thighs, press my face into her hair. Tighten my arm around her. Breathe. Her fragrant smell fills my nose.

She shifts, wiggling back against me, settling her ass against my groin. I feel her start to wake before she turns to face me. She's heavy-eyed, flushed with sleep.