Jecks frowned, then rubbed his chin. The hazel eyes grew distant, almost glazed over as they did when he disapproved of something, but would not voice his disagreement.

''I did spell the entire hold for loyalty to the Regency," she pointed out. "And it's farther from Neserea and Nordwei."

"It is closer to Sargol."

"None of them have armsmen beyond their own lands." Anna shrugged. "If I fail, you can get to him sooner. If we both fail, distance won't save him."

Hanfor continued to sketch from memory; not looking at the lord and the regent.

After a silence, the hazel eyes refocused on Anna. "That is true."

Anna refrained from telling him that was what she'd said to begin with. Why antagonize him? Besides, he was doing better than most in accepting her as a person of intelligence in a culture that automatically devalued women. She frowned momentarily. Actually, over time, she hadn't done that badly with those lords she'd been able to meet with, although she had her doubts about Birfels and Nelmor. Then, that was always the problem with prejudice. It was based on stereotypes, and women were certainly stereotyped in Defalk, and kept out of decision making. Stereotyping was always easier when you didn't work with people. Most of the people she'd had trouble with in academia were those who'd never come to her recitals or seen her direct her operas.

"How are we doing for bows and arrows?" Anna directed the question at Hanfor.

"If we strip the armory here at Synfal, we can raise fivescore uncertain bows," said Hanfor. "Very uncertain bows."

"Just so they can get the arrows into the air strongly on command. I hope that will be enough for Sargol.

We'll need more for Dencer." Anna stretched slightly, tying to lift the damp cloth away from her skin.

"I would that we had a source for more blades." Hanfor paused, as if he wished to ask a question.

"Yes?"

"I did wonder. You built a bridge..."

"Whether I could create blades through spells?" Anna frowned. "I don't know. I hadn't thought about that. I was worried more about Dencer."

'Dencer?" Jecks frowned.

"We have to find a way to take Stromwer quickly," Anna answered. "There's no point in waiting. Dumar can pour more than ten times the armsmen we can raise into Defalk," Anna pointed out. "They're less likely to do that if we hold the rebel keeps and lands."

"And others will think twice about revolting," said Hanfor.

"That is true," Jecks mused. "Still..."

"I know. It's foolhardy," Anna answered. "Everything I do is foolhardy. Attacking the Evult was foolish.

It's just that everything else would have been more foolish." Even as she said the words, she wondered.

Are you right about that, really? There's so much you still don't know. So much. . . . As events kept proving. She shrugged, trying to shift the slow-drying linen-cotton shirt away from her skin, away from her shoulders and back. The breeze helped, although it was moister than in Falcor or Mencha.

"About the blades?" Hanfor suggested.

"I'll see what I might be able to do." That was all Anna could promise. Theoretically, she could see no problem-but no one else was creating blades through sorcery, that she knew of, or that there was any record of, and when people didn't do things that seemed obvious, there was usually a reason. Unless it's something no one thought of. . . or thought possible. But she didn't know.

Anna moistened her lips. Another thing to add to her endless lists-try to create swords.

Hanfor stood and carefully rolled up his de facto map, then bowed. "Have you any other need for me at the moment, Lady Anna, Lord Jecks?"

"Not right now," Anna said.

Jecks shook his head.

With a last nod, Hanfor closed the heavy door behind him.

"Are you worried about this?" Anna gestured toward the blank mirror that showed only a reflection of her quarters at Synfal -the writing table, the chairs, the bed she'd rid of vermin with sorcery. Sargol, I mean?"

"I do not worry about Sargol. Nor even about Gylaron or Dencer. Lord Ehara and the Sea-Priests, they concern me. Jecks scratched the back of his head momentarily.

"What about them?" Anna pursued.

"Your former lords, they do not understand your power. They deceive themselves; Even so, they do not wish to destroy Defalk. Or Liedwahr." Jecks' lips turned into a crooked smile. "The Sea-Priests would see as much destruction and death as possib1e."

"I doubt they want to spend too many golds," Anna suggested.

"That does stand between us and all their ships and armsmen," Jecks admitted.

"I understood that they worry about Mansuur and Nordwei."

"Not about Mansuur. They could not conquer the Liedfuhr, but he has few ships and less trade. The traders of the north have all too many ships, and their council is mostly of women."

"So... the Sea-Priests can't afford to spend too many ships on poor Dumar and Defalk?" questioned Anna.

"I do not know. I would think not. Have you any spell that would show such?"

"No." Anna shook her head. "Getting a spell to show something is still partly a matter of luck. I'm just trying to get a better feel for things." Feel was about all she had sometimes.

"If you do not need me..."

"Not right now. I need to think."

For a time after Jecks left, Anna sat at the writing table, looking vacantly first at the empty sheets of brown writing paper and then at the window, and the shutters. The shutters reminded her of the house in Richmond, the one that had been perfect-for all of three months-until Avery had decided they needed to move so that he could be closer to New York. He'd only gotten one role with the New York City Opera, not even the Met, but that meant that the whole family had to move, and that had meant she'd left the job with Eastern, one of the few places that had treated her well.

Irenia had been eight then. Lord, had it been that long ago? Now...she was dead; Mario was in Texas, and Elizabetta at school in Atlanta. At least, she hoped her littlest redhead had gone back to Emory-as her only letter across the worlds had indicated.

Anna's eyes burned, and through the tears she saw the black-edged rectangle on the stone wall of her quarters at Falcor, the rectangle that proclaimed that even the most powerful sorceress in Defalk couldn't see her daughter. Not even as an image in a mirror or reflecting pool.

Maybe later...Brill said...But Brill was dead, too.

"Enough." She shook her bead, and blotted her eyes. "I can do this. I can."

She looked at the paper and lifted the grease marker.

Almost a gla.s.s later-and with one new spell roughed out-there was a thrap on the door.

"The player Liende," announced Rickel, inclining his head. The heavy strawberry-blond thatch did not move, Anna inclined her head and rose, waiting by the writing table.

The chief player stepped into the quarters and walked toward Anna, then stopped and bowed. "Lady Anna."

"Liende." Anna smiled. "Thank you again. I'm almost fully healed, and there won't be that much of a scar."

"You healed yourself."

"I know who helped." Anna shook her head. "Again."

"Alvar says that you ride again to battle. We would ride with you." Liende's voice was firm, if soft. "You are proud, lady. Often too proud to ask."

That came of her French and Indian forebears, Anna suspected, although her Irish ancestors hadn't been known for their humility. "I told you I wouldn't ask that of you. Alseta-"

"Without you, Alseta will have no future. Nor will I." The player smiled apologetically. "If you fail, she will wear chains, or her daughters will."

"Chains?" Anna murmured.

"All Liedwahr must know by now that Lord Ehara backs the insurgent lords, and the golds of the Sea- Priests are behind Ehara."

"And what does all Liedwahr know about Lord Ehara?" Anna asked, adding quickly, "Remember I'm not from Liedwafir, and people always think I know more than I do about things."

"Lady Siobion is his third consort, and his favorite for now. Lady Gestorn he joined for her coins, and she perished of the flux." Liende snorted softly. "Lady Eligne- she had two daughters. She drowned in a boating accident; Lady Siobion bore him five sons in twice that many years, and all are healthy."

How healthy is 1ady Siobion? "He sounds charming."

"By all accounts he is handsome and charming."

Anna nodded. "His image gives that impression."

"He is strong, and he would have Dumar be more than it has been."

Another conqueror, another male ruler who thought that more force would make things better. "There seem to be a lot of lords like him in Liedwahr."

"There have been many." Liende's lips quirked momentarily. "But few rulers like you willing to stop such. What would you have of your players?"

Anna forced a smile in return. "I'd have nothing, if it were my choice. It isn't. I'm going to try some things less catastrophic than in the past. Some songs against spelled weapons and some spells to make ours more effective. The tunes are simpler than the building spells."

"That is good."

Anna wasn't sure. She'd have liked more harmony-it was stronger, but she was no composer, and tunes that she had to create from scratch were simpler, much simpler than those she had been able to adapt.

"Are you sure, Liende?"

"I would not see Alseta in chains, even gilded ones."

Anna could not argue that.

40.

The morning sun was already hot, and Anna could feel the sweat oozing down her back as she glanced to the players, arrayed well back from the wall across the middle of the fields to the south of Synfal, to the straw figure on the wall a good hundred yards away, and then to the archer standing beside Hanfor.

"Liende?"

"We stand ready, Regent."

She gestured to Hanfor. "When I drop my arm..."

"Yes, Lady Anna."

She could sense Jecks standing perhaps a yard behind her, waiting to see what the results of her demonstration might be. Beside him stood Jimbob, shifting his weight from one foot to the other.

"Go ahead." Anna looked to Liende.

The sound of strings, woodwinds, and the falk horn rose over the fields, joined by Anna's voice.

"Arrowhead once in the air, turn and strike the target there-"

Anna dropped her hand, and the bowstring sang.

"-Strike the target on the wall, strike and make the target fall..."

With the last of her words, she watched the wall, having lost sight of the arrow that she'd directed be aimed slightly away from the target to ensure that the spell would indeed change the arrow's course.

Abruptly, the straw figure toppled off the wall, transfixed with the heavy shaft.

Anna smiled inadvertently. The spell worked; she could direct arrowheads, and the shafts followed. More important, Anna had neither headache nor double vision. So... she could use spells directed only at inanimate objects, even if they affected animate objects.

You're rationalizing like a lawyer.... She didn't want to think too much about that, though she knew she would, sooner or later. She always did.

Jimbob closed his mouth as Anna turned.

"I'm just working out what was used on me," she said, suddenly conscious that the wound on her chst still ached slightly, probably from tension.

"You have that reckoned," said Jecks with a slight laugh.

"Now, for the second test." Anna looked at Jecks.

"The forging one?"

"I'd like to know exactly what we can count on-or can't." She turned toward where Fhurgen held Farinelli's reins. The gelding whuffed as she neared, as if to tell her that he'd be just as happy to get out of the sun. His tail flicked at a fly that buzzed past Anna.

"Do you think one test is enough?" Jecks inclined his head toward the wall where an armsman reclaimed the target.

"For that, yes." She nodded as she climbed onto Farinelli, waiting for Jimbob and Jecks to mount.